# Dr Pallavi Kwatra ## Posts - [THE OMNIPRESENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-omnipresent/): THE OMNIPRESENT…. The setting sun, the rising moon, the twinkling stars, the beating heart, the sighing breath,the unkempt hair, the singing tears, the erotic passion, the receeding tide, the foggy winters, the waiting rains, the grieving souls, the ecstacies of discoveries, the frustration of failures, the thrill of knowing, the fear of loosing, the devotion to the divine, the jealousy of better, the fragrance of flowers, the webs of spiders, the entangled emotions, skies crowned with rainbows, metamorphosis of the caterpilliar, the eternal love…all are reflections of the pristine omnipresense………….. Facebook Post - [THE TRAILBLAZER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-trailblazer/): THE TRAILBLAZER It has been some grand new days, days that have embarked me on a mystic journey of self-discovery. on this route, I travel briskly at some points and trod painfully at others. the challenge is to solidify my embankments of faith and accumulate the waters of divine wisdom, slowly sealing the leaks of my ignorant mind. as I do this, my ego dances a lustful dance and invites me to join in. it is lucrative and seemingly enticing, but my true self-recognizes the mirage, reminding me to be centered only on “love”. what more can I ask for […] - [YOU & I](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-i/): YOU & I you & I Love & Loss, you & I Facebook Post - [PILGRIMAGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/pilgrimage/): PILGRIMAGE Take me on a pilgrimage to all your spaces… I shall light in each of them, candles of my devotion. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [WELCOME LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/welcome-love/): WELCOME LOVE. Surrender all that’s religious in you and make space to welcome love… a scabbard can hold only a single sword. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [SURRENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/surrender/): SURRENDER I come to you as if I come to a shrine… Surrender is my only offering. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [WHY?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/why/): WHY? Why seek enlightenment… love is better. -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [UNFOUND](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unfound/): UNFOUND If it were not for you… I’d be unfound to love. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE SHOWCASING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-showcasing/): THE SHOWCASING I had been worthless all my life. Suddenly, the world has awakened to my presence… I have been here since time without beginning. it was You who showcased my genius to the world. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE COMPANION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-companion/): THE COMPANION IF YOU WERE BY MY SIDE… I’D FLY TO THE MOON ON A SINGLE WING. -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [FAILED INSPIRATIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/failed-inspirations/): FAILED INSPIRATIONS. Pondered much over your inspirations To write on subjects, more. Searched my heart, Sought my soul, Voices echoed in choruses of light, I know not, write on new or more. When all I hear is love, so bright. Rest of it is shadows, mere. Love is the climate of my soul. And songs of it flood my lips. How can poetry be otherwise? All that brims is the one that spills! Kindle in me some other storm That has a fervor greater than love. I am merely a canvas nude, What you adorn me is what I pride. […] - [THE LEAD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-lead/): EVERYTHING LEADS ONLY TO YOU… All aromas, sounds, colors Are merely reminders now. Some sing, some brood, some grieve and mourn, The others breathe lust and love, Good or bad, I have stopped knowing now, I only follow the calling of my heart. And in all the signals and signposts I come across, I find you calling out to me. I walk on, as if under a spell of love, where everything that breathes leads only to you… -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [COME..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/come/): COME…. Come to my bedside like the shadow of the moon…. drench me in dewdrops at the break of day… Facebook Post - [the dialation](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dialation/): THE DIALATION Dilate me to fit you so…until I see there’s no other bigger universe… Facebook Post - [FRUGALITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/frugality/): FRUGALITY   You allow me to sip on frugal drops…. until I am quenched and beg,”no more”. Facebook Post - [THE PATRIOT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-patriot/): THE PATRIOT Succumb to the fatalities of love… it’s worth being this patriot. Facebook Post - [THE BEWILDERMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bewilderment/): THE BEWILDERMENT Magical grace dazzles my eyes… now, nothing remains ordinary and profane… Facebook Post - [THE PARANORMAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-paranormal/): THE PARANORMAL In my mundane life…. you are the “paranormal” Facebook Post - [THE SINGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-singe/): THE SINGE Singing soot of my heart on fire…. and you like the falling rain… Facebook Post - [THE SEPARATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-separation/): THE SEPARATION. Dawn is slowly reaching out to me…. come and save us, this separation. Facebook Post - [SLEEPLESS NIGHTS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sleepless-nights/): SLEEPLESS NIGHTS Do these works for your sleepless nights…. update records of our love & lust… Facebook Post - [MY GOD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/my-god/): MY GOD. In listless lifetimes, you come to empower…. who knows of some other “god”? -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [Be with me.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-with-me/): BE WITH ME… Be with me….until the rains dry up & the suns black hole. Facebook Post - [THE SINGULARITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-singularity/): THE SINGULARITY Witness all “fusion” remaining grounded in singularity. Facebook Post - [POVERTY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/poverty/): POVERTY “Poverty” has only to do with the spirit Facebook Post - [STUNNED..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/stunned/): STUNNED.. You stun me first with shades of grey…. and then grace me with rainbows of light. Facebook Post - [CHARITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/charity/): CHARITY Possess with detachment the treasures of love…. be charitable to share them with the world. Facebook Post - [SOLD OUT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sold-out/): SOLD OUT. Purchase me with coins of love…. I am sold out to other currency. -BE LOVE.   Facebook Post - [THAT ONE IS YOU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/that-one-is-you/): THAT ONE IS YOU. Silence is the altar in which I worship thee, and tears; the offerings of my seniling soul. I know not what are the trends of worship, nor the etiquette of devotion. I only know that I hold back nothing, and seek not with any lusty cravings. What you bless I pride that and what you don’t, I humbly suffer. Who or what can ail my woes or hang my fears unto death? I know only ‘one’ and that ONE is ‘you’. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [THE UN KNOWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-un-knowing/): THE UN KNOWING I come to you and find you gone… now, I know not, what to turn to next? Facebook Post - [THE FLOURISHED THIRST](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flourished-thirst/): THE FLOURISHED THIRST Quench me with oceans of love… my thirst has Voraciously flourished. Facebook Post - [THE EMPTY CUP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-empty-cup/): THE EMPTY CUP who is here to know and fill my cup? all are staring at their leftover drops… Facebook Post - [MUNDANE PROPHESY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mundane-prophesy/): MUNDANE PROPHESY Now, the mundane prophesies of religion don’t ignite any passion in me… My only religion is love. -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [THE TRANSMUTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-transmutation/): THE TRANSMUTATION I was a sand grain, lost to the sea… You found me and made me into a pearl. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [THE ARRIVAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-arrival/): THE ARRIVAL When you are on your journey of self-discovery, and pause at my door for a breather… go no further, coz you have finally arrived. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE CHOICE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-choice/): THE CHOICE lest we reject and then remorse…. isn’t it better we approve and pride? Facebook Post - [SILHOUETTES OF DARKNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/silhouettes-of-darkness/): SILHOUETTES OF DARKNESS silhouettes of darkness are the harbingers of the light….. Facebook Post - [A sinful day.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-sinful-day/): A sinful day…. The daybreak is here, The sky in a chaos of colors, The tress swooning to the melodious wind, The birds frenzied with joy, Dew drops pining to perish to the first dazzle. You lie beside me, sleeping. The locks carelessly littered with the innocence, Your attire wandering away in slumber, Beyond those big black eyes, You conceal the grandeur Of undiscovered universes. The lips seem like a masterpiece painting, That’s just about to speak. Disclosing age-old secrets. God’s splendor has spilled on me In ways more than one. To revere one over the other Will herald a […] - [The speaking of silence.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-speaking-of-silence/): The speaking of silence. My words speak of love and silences of its scars Facebook Post - [THE PERENNIAL CLIMATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-perennial-climate/): THE PERENNIAL CLIMATE Let awareness be my perennial climate… Facebook Post - [BEST INTENTIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/best-intentions/): BEST INTENTIONS Let all intentions only be of love… Facebook Post - [THE LEARNING & FORGETTING.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-learning-forgetting/): THE LEARNING & FORGETTING. I look, I learn, I forget. Pray, May I always be this way… I look, I learn, I forget. Pray, May I always be this way… @P.K Facebook Post - [THE BEING OF LOVE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-being-of-love/): THE BEING OF LOVE. I know of love… Now the pursuit is about ‘being’ it. Facebook Post - [THE MAJESTIC CHAOS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-majestic-chaos/): THE MAJESTIC CHAOS A lot is disintegrating, I am merely a witness To this fragmentation. What will be the last left, I shall stay to see. And then one fine day, It will promptly refashion In a majestic pattern Of profound light and awareness. Which stars were ever born Before the chaos that reigned in them? MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL A lot is disintegrating, I am merely a witness To this fragmentation. What will be the last left, I shall stay to see. And then one fine day, It will promptly refashion In a majestic pattern Of profound light […] - [THE GLOBAL SOLUTION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-global-solution/): THE GLOBAL SOLUTION… I belong to you in myriad ways, on silent and the more noisy days. In ways that I myself discover, the presence that had not been felt ever. When the horizon kisses the sun at set, I know, u are close, I can bet. In the leaf that blows away at fall, I fathom the impermanence of it all. The flowers as they burst and bloom remind me the nonentity of gloom. Everything is in synch, the perfect order, it’s enough reason not to much bother. Unless I forget this invisible connection, each day remains a miraculous […] - [PANTA REI( ALL FLOWS)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/panta-rei-all-flows/): PANTA REI( ALL FLOWS) The sorrows had departed, The joys were done. I was whole again, But alas not the SAME…. Facebook Post - [THE WITNESS OF RIPPLING.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-witness-of-rippling/): THE WITNESS OF RIPPLING. Let me be the silent lake, where you see your ripples, kissing the shores. Facebook Post - [AT THE HEART OF CHAOS...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/at-the-heart-of-chaos/):   AT THE HEART OF CHAOS… At the heart of every chaos Is a deep silence. Look for it And stay there… Facebook Post - [THE HEART OF AWARENESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-heart-of-awareness/): THE HEART OF AWARENESS When one has known all and yet forgets, That simulation is the heart of AWARENESS. Facebook Post - [I'LL BE THERE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ill-be-there/): I’LL BE THERE. At the edge of time, At the end of bliss, At the ruins of the past, At the demise of the kin. At the loss of words At the failure of success, At the peaks of bliss, At the ecstasy of dreams At the peril of grief, At the mystery of the new, At the day of doom, At the love of another, At the dusk of death At the dawn of birth, At the time in between. I’LL BE THERE………… Facebook Post - [THE INTIMACY..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-intimacy/): THE INTIMACY… In unspoken ways, I live your dreams. In untouched lips, our eyes kiss. In dusky shadows, you fade unto me. In a disciplined silence I succumb to your rule. I and you may be miles apart, or even sharing the same audience in a room. what you say, I alone hear. your naked wounds, I sip on them. your laughing soul, I pray to thee. your arched back, invite me to more. your sordid wounds bleed at my heart. I sleep and wake to your presence in me, you can’t even fathom to die without me. Oh God! […] - [THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-forbidden-fruit/): THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT…. All life long I had been saintly blissful. Adventuring fearlessly in the Eden gardens, With nothing to prohibit or inhibit, I was in the synch of surrender to the moment. Freedom was rapturous And free will the reign. Came along one day a sermon so strong, Knowledge is dangerous, “eat not its fruit”. Once debarred, the curious mind became more alive. So, indeed on that fateful day, I ate it and became gayer. Few days ahead, I was stuffed and sick, Alas, too full and yet, so null. My frivolous gait Was heavy and unkempt. Oh! Who […] - [THE SACRED CORRESPONDENCE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sacred-correspondence/): THE SACRED CORRESPONDENCE… The wind has been blowing differently today, Awaring the trees of the seasons transforming, The babies have been sulking to hunger, and the mommies consenting to their feedIng. The rivers have been full and overbrimming still knowing that they should not flood. The skies have adorned the crimsons of dusk and the night has known about its welcome, thus The birds have begun to fortify their nests, they know winter is around the corner. The toads have been croaking sending foreplay hints to its loved one. In silence, sounds and little words the universe has truly been […] - [ALL IS LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/all-is-love/): ALL IS LOVE. It always had to do with love, and It always will………… Facebook Post - [TOO MUCH IN LOVE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/too-much-in-love/): TOO MUCH IN LOVE. It never meant difference to the stars, anyways; whether it was day or night… They were too much in love with the sky to leave anyway…. Facebook Post - [THE BED FOR LOVEMAKING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bed-for-lovemaking/): THE BED FOR LOVEMAKING This morning, the sands on the shore seemed a little unsettled and unsure… They must have been bed to the lovemaking of the moon and the tides…. Facebook Post - [THE SWEET ACHE OF TRANSITION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sweet-ache-of-transition/): THE SWEET ACHE OF TRANSITION…. I sat numb and silent in my unnoticed cocoon; It was dark and cold and felt like death. However, I was satiate to this succumbing silence. Maybe this was all was what life had to offer. I chose this inertia and rebelled not a pinch. One fine day, It hurt like hell. The pangs of pain alerted me to my tiny wings. I was bewildered at this renaissance and a little unsure of my readiness for it all. I was not sought permission from, and the next transition unknown. Slowly I became unrecognizable and colorful […] - [THE INFALLIBLE SELF.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-infallible-self/): THE INFALLIBLE SELF…. Who do I belong to? What is my place? What am I seeking? and what is my solace? Turning points at every step, Decisions at the next crossroad. Life seems to be in a tearing hurry Of what could be a timely discovery? Why can’t we accept unanswered questions? or just stay blessed without any notions? Is it mandatory to anchor in belief, when one could just float without grief? Why should lyrics adorn all songs and rightfulness correct all wrongs? The mind is averse to taking a “thought vacation”, all these flings cause only more sedation. […] - [SEND.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/send/): SEND…. Today, send butterflies to the moon, Lullabies to the sleepless, Joy to the grieved, Pinks to the black holes Candies to the beggars Money to the greedy Breath to the dying Voice to the oppressed Wisdom to the ignorant Care to the ignored, Food to the hungry Prayers to the atheists Umbrellas to the rain Rainbows to the grey Princes to the mermaids Sunrises to the valleys Kisses to the daisies Fun to the gloomy Love to the lonely Smiles to the sullen Ink to the pens Simplification to the muddles Stars to the galaxies Solutions to mazes Light […] - [THE REMINDERS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reminders/): THE REMINDERS. The rainy days are teary reminders………… of long lost love and the glees of it…. Facebook Post - [THE HUMBLE BEGINNINGS..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-humble-beginnings/): THE HUMBLE BEGINNINGS. Our dreams are the forerunners of all our successes and prizes in life. A vision is a prelude to every living and breathing project. Many of us dream but do not dare, often believing that it’s only a mirage of our mind. To pursue it requires courage and conviction. A belief in our being different and good is a must be the credential to live out our dreams. Those who follow their heart and trust in their creativity make a grand success even at the so-called useless and futile ideas. What is required is only a passionate […] - [QUENCH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/quench/): QUENCH Raise me to your parched mouth and drink of me to satiety. One is truly deserving to be quenched and filled, before one enters ” his kingdom” Facebook Post - [THE SOVEREIGN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sovereign/): THE SOVEREIGN Kindness is mighty, Reign with it………my heart. Facebook Post - [THE MORNING STARS.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-morning-stars/): THE MORNING STARS… Most is known about their special sparkle, and the way they light up the skies. On cloudy nights, they are deeply missed, with the moon, they share deep ties. At daybreak, they are readily forgotten, their purpose as hidden as them. But may not one ask, whether they still not exist? You and I are like those morning stars, that savor in abandonment the holy presence of each other which the world has long forgotten…… Facebook Post - [THE COLLAPSING NIGHT.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-collapsing-night/): THE COLLAPSING NIGHT…. The moon has taken over the reign of the skies and the plethora of the stars have enshrined the skies with love. I have been waiting long for you to finish your prayers. It seemed obscene to be so seduced by lust. But is it not another glimpse of my unending love? I keep this secret from you lest you punish me for my sins. But how and till when can I hide my dreams that dance innocently in my declaring eyes? With my every breath, you sense the fire within. I am naked to you in […] - [THE ALCHEMY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-alchemy/): THE ALCHEMY I compose poetry and you live it the same…. It’s like the great alchemy of the day and night. -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [THE ADIEU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-adieu/): THE ADIEU. After my demise, all of me had withered except my lips, they had remained moist to receive your adieu… -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [THE HEALING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-healing/): THE HEALING THEY SAY THAT THE AILS OF THE HEART NEVER HEAL… BUT I KNEW NONE AFTER YOU HELD ME IN GAZE. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE UNFOUND GOD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unfound-god/): THE UNFOUND GOD Silence is the venue of today’s pilgrimage, Stillness is today’s ritual, Love, the perennial season, How then, can “god” remain unfound? Facebook Post - [THE INDENTING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-indenting/): THE INDENTING Indents are essential to masterpieces… The ignorant see them as scars. Facebook Post - [Fear](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/fear/): FEAR Fear is a skill of the ego…that affirms the presence of power. Facebook Post - [THE BREATHING BRUISE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-breathing-bruise/): THE BREATHING BRUISE Through bruises, we breathe the light. lest all would be dark and cold. Facebook Post - [The homecoming](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-homecoming/): THE HOMECOMING In the cause less chaos, Alternating frenzy and sedation, I take upon a journey That returns me to me. It seems quite a long mile, And an arduous uphill trail. I close my eyes to sigh, And breathe a little more air. An awakening from this Soon Finds me home…. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [SOAR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/soar/): SOAR Soar like the tides soar to their moon… they fear not a failure, only rejoice and dance… Facebook Post - [THE RENUNCIATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-renunciation/): THE RENUNCIATION In solitude is born ….the creative self… renunciate speech. Facebook Post - [THE ALLOWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-allowing/): THE ALLOWING In the sacred sanctity of the self, I come to recline & rest. In the healing silence, all pains have numbed. All joys revived. Reconstructions, Remodellings, Realizations, There’s so much work happening; While all I do ” IS ALLOW’… -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [THE ACHE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ache/): THE ACHE For a poet, all that aches is only “light”. Facebook Post - [THE PIED PIPER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pied-piper/): THE PIED PIPER You are like the pied piper… who woos all my miseries to their demise. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [THE PROCLAMATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-proclamation/): THE PROCLAMATION The shades of grey have been endangered. love has proclaimed its arrival. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE VESTIGIAL LIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-vestigial-lips/): THEV VESTIGIAL LIPS What use they serve, if they do not kiss? what use do they serve if they do not hum? what use do they serve if they do not smile? what use do they serve if they do not search? god made them alive you keep them vestigial. Facebook Post - [THE GLEE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-glee/): THE GLEE The true glee for a writer is to laze in his imagination…. Facebook Post - [THE RIGHTFUL PROCLAMATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rightful-proclamation/): THE RIGHTFUL PROCLAMATION I brave the whirling winds. Caught in the epicenter Of the merciless blowing, My faith like a wounded animal, My hope tattered and torn. A tender meek voice murmured in my ear, “ you are meant to uncover The sacred and the strong, The perfectness that simmers To see the forbidden daybreak. Just believe, breathe and let go Of the patterns that condition, chatter, and clutter you. Resuscitate your hopes and beliefs. Rise with a mighty roar. And proclaim the grandeur That rightfully “YOU” are. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [A POET.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-poet/): A POET….. A poet is someone who drenches the rain when the clouds are seeking more. A poet is someone who rays the sun, when it has lost its will to shine. A poet is one who sees the light when the black holes have just begun. A poet is someone who will live and laugh and yet, be deeper than before. It’s only a grace that is a sheer privilege to live….. Facebook Post - [THE REJECTIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rejections/): THE REJECTION From dusty corners of forsaken zones, sometimes erupt larger than life realizations. so, rejection of nothing stays the rule….. Facebook Post - [The sacred homage](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sacred-homage/): The sacred homage. I came to thee… Soiled and broken, A muddle head of confusions, A spring of sorrow. Happiness was in jeopardy, And life, a torment to bear. My beliefs were contaminated, And my heart in turmoil. Your presence soothed, And anointed my wounds. Now I knew, not all was in vain. Like tiny dew drops that fell on the parch, I absorbed and sipped gently on this elixir. Rejuvenation came in showers sometimes, And at other as realizations that ached. All I welcomed as your divine grace. The cells sparkling, The eyes dancing, I landed on your doorstep, […] - [THE HEALER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-healer/): THE HEALER I know of pills and elixirs many, Many men visit me daily, I treat and embalm with hands and heart. Sometimes, the heart palpates their pain that ache in their souls so bruised. What could I do better? Always spurs my seek and then it hits in a moment’s time. Who are” you” to do? and how can you be better than the best? Heal your arrogance and give up your doer-ship. The attitude of service is also a morphed ego pursuit. A good intent and a healing heart is enough to light up an ailing heart. The […] - [THE VIEW CHANGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-view-change/): THE VIEW CHANGE. As you pass across my window, the views have changed….. Facebook Post - [THE PRIZE OF JOURNEY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-prize-of-journey/): THE PRIZE OF JOURNEY In surreal undertones, and spills of careless shades, I set out to paint and sculpt, My hands a little frenzied, My soul a little drunk, I surrendered my authorities, And rights of all ownership. I thought…I’d see what truly does ” involuntary” mean? I went a little further, and then stood statue still, I was asked to empty my pockets, and undress all my scars. and give it all away. In total compliance, I kneeled, bared of all pretensions, feeling gay and free. I had nothing to lose, not even my fears. Now, I knew true […] - [TODAY..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/today/): TODAY…. Today, I will do some aware sun gazing, A little peeping into the inviting nest, The flowers, a little more appreciated, The river bank, a little more sat upon, Through busy days, I’ll dare to dream, Through sleepy nights, ill wake to cry. Tiny pats on children’s backs, Little unannounced acts of charity. Laughter spells on futile jokes, Cringes of anger on tiny matters, Why can’t I live to the fullest, The changing shades of my heart. Today, I’ll truly give challenge To the life, i belong to…. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL Facebook Post - [THE MERMAID.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mermaid/): THE MERMAID…… When you board a mighty ship, I”ll know this by the singing waves. The constellations will lead you to me, And the lighthouses guide your way. The moon will shine on your shady deck, And the sun makes the icebergs melt. In the depths of the ocean, When you will reach… I’ll hypnotize and allure With melodies, you have known before. In enchanting beauty I’ll rise to the water’s rim, And woo you to unknown lands Where time has lost its own presence, And ‘misplaced’ is what the place is called. The others might wonder, you are dead, […] - [THE MAGIC](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-magic/): THE MAGIC When mundane becomes magic…. know that love is around the corner. Facebook Post - [I am the ..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-am-the/): I am the … I am the flavor of your burning skies, the taste of your ravishing passion, I am the evenings you linger on, and the prayers you awaken to. I am the breath that exchanges life, and the splashing blood in your fragile veins. I am the bones that support your skin, and the tear that salts your kind mouth. ERADICATION of ” me” is not a choice I allow you to make….. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [FLEE TO ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/flee-to-me/): FLEE TO ME. On secret nights, When the moon has lazily reclined in the clouds, All you do is to flee back to me. Your lips bring you back To where you truly belong… Facebook Post - [THE MISFIT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-misfit/): THE MISFIT Prayers are misfits on your holy lips…. when all that you are is merely made of them Facebook Post - [THE REWARD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reward/): THE REWARD When I started moving towards the light, my legs were heavy and tired. And then you came… awarding me to the wings I had grown and instilled in me, the courage to fly. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [SURRENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/surrender-2/): I come to you as if I come to a shrine… Surrender is my only offering. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [THE IMPENDING COMMUNION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-impending-communion/): THE IMPENDING COMMUNION The flower had opened its petals delicately to the butterfly…. who had waited in patience for the impending communion. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [KISS UNTO DEATH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kiss-unto-death/): KISS UNTO DEATH. let’s kiss unto death…. maybe the gods change their mind.   Facebook Post - [THE HICCUP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-hiccup/): THE HICCUP. when you choke on your tears…. my breath comes in interrupted hiccups. Facebook Post - [THE FAVOUR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-favour/): THE FAVOUR your tears can do me a little favor…. they can adorn my bosom. Facebook Post - [SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/silence/): SILENCE immaculate is the language of silence….. all else is a poor translation. Facebook Post - [UNLEARN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unlearn/): UNLEARN why would one strive to know…. when all that’s required is to unlearn? Facebook Post - [THE TEARY DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-teary-devotion/): THE TEARY DEVOTION WHAT YOU JUST SAID HAS RESONATED WITH MY CRY. WHO OR WHAT IS OUR TRUE SAVIOR? AND WHY SHOULD ONE LEAN ON THE PERISHABLE AND FLEETING? WHEN ONE HAS A DIRECT DIVINE CONNECTION THAT ONE CAN TAP AND REJOICE? ONE NEEDS NO PERMISSION, NO RITUALS, NO RESOURCES. ALL THAT’S REQUIRED IS A LOVING HEART THAT TEARS WITH DEVOTION… @P.K Facebook Post - [THE TRUE SORROW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-true-sorrow/): THE TRUE SORROW The sorrow of loss is a useless one, the sorrow of losing hope is the one that needs intervention. many will come and go on our journey but the self must remain with us, unaltered, hopeful, bright and receiving. Facebook Post - [YOU....MY GOD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-my-god/): YOU….MY GOD. You come to pick me from the abyss of misery… for me, there is no other god. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [THE SHADOW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-shadow/): THE SHADOW Every time your eyes close to shed a tear, the sun is obstructed by some fleeting clouds… I pray for these shadows to be meager and short… @P.K Facebook Post - [THE SIGH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sigh/): THE SIGH I prostrate a sigh, when behind the veils… I hear you, undress… when my eyes fail me, I take shelter in my hearing… -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [LOVING AND LOOSING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/loving-and-loosing/): LOVING AND LOOSING For eons.. the silence of my heart is the only echo. The finest of emotions lay buried, untilled lands of barren soil stretches into the horizon. It was better not to have loved at all, rather than having loved and lost. I beg to be amnesic but the memories flood in like a broken dam. In this succumbing silence, I strive to be born afresh…. Facebook Post - [THE DIVINE ILLUSTRATIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-divine-illustrations/): THE DIVINE ILLUSTRATIONS The Illustrations of my heart are like landscapes of divinity… the other paintings don’t allure me anymore. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE WELCOMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-welcoming/): THE WELCOMING I have been traveling all the way, up the darkness of the well… your light welcomes me to a brand new world… -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [HANDPICKED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/handpicked/): HANDPICKED On your road to joys…. allow me to handpick your sorrows. Facebook Post - [MEANINGLESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/meaningless/): MEANINGLESS LOVE has no meaning…. until you bless it with one. Facebook Post - [THE BECKONING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-beckoning/): THE BECKONING I thought I had grown up…until you beckoned  me and I sped like a child. Facebook Post - [LIMITED UNDERSTANDING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/limited-understanding/): LIMITED UNDERSTANDING when all is said and done…. all I understand is the four letter word,”love” Facebook Post - [LIBERATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/liberation/): LIBERATION True liberation is not the freedom from external influences, it is to break free from what we are driven by. Facebook Post - [THE GAZE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-gaze/): THE GAZE. THEY SAY THAT THE AILS OF THE HEART NEVER HEAL… BUT I KNEW NONE AFTER YOU HELD ME IN GAZE. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [APPEARANCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/appearance/): APPEARANCE The stark separation between my ignorant mundane life and my life of miracles and grace is marked by your appearance on my timeline. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE STERILITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sterility/): THE STERILITY Impregnate my every cell with your love. They have suffered sterility for eons. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE ILLUMINATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-illumination/): THE ILLUMINATION I have structured invisible cords of light from your heart to mine. Now, no areas remain unilluminated. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE RITUAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ritual/): THE RITUAL OF TEARS Tonight my poverty is a great bliss, the lamps burning on leftover oils, the pet sleeping over an empty bowl, the moon reclining behind the clouds, aching men drowned in their sleeping slumbers, I’m grateful for this blessed solitude which allows me privacy for the ritual of “tears”. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [THE PREPARATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-preparation/): THE PREPARATION. Do my lips a little favor… kiss them before I begin to speak… -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [MEETING PARTING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/meeting-parting/): MEETING PARTING We meet and part… then part and meet… I and love are like day and night… -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [ONCE UPON A TIME.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/once-upon-a-time/): ONCE UPON A TIME. Once upon a time, we had loved…. now, I only pray to thee… -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE CEASELESS DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ceaseless-devotion/): THE CEASELESS DEVOTION To seek with persistence is the highest form of devotion. Facebook Post - [THE IMPASSIONED HEART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-impassioned-heart/): THE IMPASSIONED HEART For the impassioned heart, distance merely is a bridge. It is as if they never parted. The ecstasy is mummified for all eternity. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [AS BELOW...SO ABOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/as-below-so-above/): AS BELOW….SO ABOVE. The sight of the setting sun & the alchemy of colors spread over the distant horizons spurs me to discover the uncharted areas of my soul.. the beauty that is outside must surely be reflected in my inside. As below…so much above. Facebook Post - [THE TAO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-tao/): THE TAO In going within, we discover the without. Facebook Post - [THE DIP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dip/): THE DIP On dipping my thoughts in silence, beautiful flowers of awareness bloom. Facebook Post - [HALT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/halt/): HALT. Look no further after discovering love… All that needed discovery has known the light. -BE LOVE. @P. Facebook Post - [THUS IS HOW I LOVE YOU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thus-is-how-i-love-you/): THUS IS HOW I LOVE YOU… Thus, is how I love you…. The sun sets on the dusky horizon, Waiting to melt its heat. To be taken over in a way like this, Thus, Is how I love you. The dew drops dance on the rose petals, As if they were eternal and free. The sun comes along and seizes their life, Thus, is how I love you. The meandering river is gay at heart, And flows without maps into its sea, The way it never loses its way, Thus, is how I love you. The caterpillar metamorphoses painfully, To […] - [THE MATCHLESS POSESSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-matchless-posession/): THE MATCHLESS POSSESSION On moonless nights…the waves often appeared weary & listless..and the full moon nights, they dance with majesty &grace on the ocean’s heart as if eager to show off their hidden splendor. They know that they can never become one with their love but they ripple with joy & eagerness at the sight of the beloved.. they are aware that love isn’t about “merely possessing”. Facebook Post - [THE FIERCE BATTLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fierce-battle/): THE FIERCE BATTLE Providence won’t let us meet and my heart won’t let us part… The battle is fierce. I am only the observer Facebook Post - [YOUR TEARS AND ME.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/your-tears-and-me/): Your tears and me… You would do a hundred things, And hide in a thousand ways, The pain that seizes your heart’s joys. Your secrets are naked, And your soul denuded, You have a traitor right here; within you Who talks to me in secret codes, And whispers your heart’s unsung notes. Your tears are here to strip away the truth…. Facebook Post - [THE JOY OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-joy-of-love/): The joy of love….. What we are is what love has made out of us by its presence or absence in our life. Success, power, fame, money, pleasures and the similar are mundane when they stand before the giant figurine of love. Love is actually what each of us seeks for all our lives and all that makes life truly worthwhile. Nothing compares to the ecstasy of being cradled in the gentleness of love or basks in its warmth when the chill of life freezes us black and blue. It’s always a sweet homecoming and an embrace that soaks all […] - [NONDOER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/nondoer/): NON DOERSHIP The reward for believing that one is not the doer is a deep fulfillment and freedom from fears of results. Facebook Post - [LOVE VIBRATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/love-vibration/): LOVE VIBRATION Everyone is vibration…. are you ” love”? Facebook Post - [IS MATTER CONSCIOUS?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/is-matter-conscious/): IS MATTER CONSCIOUS? Matter is what appears real because it is available for quantification and visibility. but, isn’t all matter a derivative of ” consciousness”? Facebook Post - [DELUSIONS OF DARKNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/delusions-of-darkness/): THE DELUSIONS OF DARKNESS The flame of a single candle, when lighted in the pitch dark of a room scatters its illumination without fears or limits. the seemingly infinite darkness becomes a victim of a lone ray of light. darkness is merely a delusion, the light is truth ultimate… Facebook Post - [POSSESSED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/possessed/): POSSESSED Nothing I know of ‘mine’ now remains…. I have been possessed. Facebook Post - [UNLEARN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unlearn-2/): UNLEARN Unlearn, let go… Facebook Post - [RATHER NOT..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/rather-not/): RATHER NOT… I would rather not go to visit the lovely landscapes of enlightenment without you… come and lead me to the beauty. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [Laden...The fullness of being.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/laden-the-fullness-of-being/): Laden…The fullness of being. Laden… The fullness of being Facebook Post - [The prompt consumption.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-prompt-consumption/): The prompt consumption. I’m just that drop of dew You allow on your skin. The dawn will consume me… Facebook Post - [Pitter patter...The overflowing from your rains](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/pitter-patter-the-overflowing-from-your-rains/): Pitter patter…The overflowing from your rains Pitter patter… The overflowing From your rains… Facebook Post - [The propulsion and the pause.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-propulsion-and-the-pause/): The propulsion and the pause. The whiplash The propulsion And the pause In between… Facebook Post - [BHAGWAN RAMANA MAHARISHI....The man and his journey.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bhagwan-ramana-maharishi-the-man-and-his-journey/): http://www.sriramanamaharishi.org/bhagavans-timeline/ A silent video on Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi’s timeline and important landmarks of his life. curated by San Deep. Facebook Post - [www.sriramanamaharishi.org.... A Tribute](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/www-sriramanamaharishi-org-a-tribute/): www.sriramanamaharishi.org…. A Tribute With the heart having no radars left, All pathways having collided, There is no single destination… No one left even to walk a trail… The heralding of honest discovery Finds its way Through the ruins of the minced ego. In this pious unfolding, The sprouts of creativity silently explode. A deep silence ambiances The spurt of such a nameless grace… An upbringing That only enriches…without claiming. A genuine partnership With the light…. In all humility.. unveiling…such an expression …which has no intention of its own… only an unstoppable brimming from the wellsprings of the heart…. In its […] - [THE TIMELESSNESS OF REMEMBRANCE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-timelessness-of-remembrance-2/): THE TIMELESSNESS OF REMEMBERANCE. All rituals of devotion, All sermons of wisdom, All disciplines of worship Have known extinction in me. Sometimes I wonder if I have turned agnostic Or maybe true grace has befallen me. Anytime, anywhere, any day Is the perfect way to be. The only gauge of surrender Are the tears that salt my soul. All mentions of your name Take me beyond the horizons Into the timelessness of remembrance. Musings of the awakening soul Facebook Post - [The illusion of separateness.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-illusion-of-separateness/): The illusion of separateness. All the colours of this big vast universe have come to merge in the eye that differentiates them… this merging is the end of all illusion of their separateness. Facebook Post - [The imprint ...And yet..The departure.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-imprint-and-yet-the-departure/): The imprint …And yet…The departure. The imprint … And yet… The departure. Facebook Post - [Thy Holding is thus...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thy-holding-is-thus/): Thy Holding is thus… Thus held… In intimacy… In tenderness… In freedom… Facebook Post - [When you have many stories...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/when-you-have-many-stories/): When you have many stories… When you have many stories… But no stories have you… Facebook Post - [The proclaimed immortality...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-proclaimed-immortality/): The proclaimed immortality… The awaiting… The blooming… That has rebelled the proclaimed immortality of autumns… Facebook Post - [The un acclaimed beauty](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-un-acclaimed-beauty/): The un acclaimed beauty The unwhorling… The sinister revelation Of unacclaimed beauty…. Facebook Post - [THE WILTING.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-wilting/): THE WILTING. Once an epitome of beauty That enthralled a million hearts. A fragrance that erupted The delight of being. The blossoming That was an inspiration to live…. The next phase has arrived. When the impressions Have become quivery; The limping of grace Has begun to take over… It No longer remains An incentive to the seeking… This is as true as the blossoming And means no difference to the flower. Only the witnesses Calls it THE WILTING…. Facebook Post - [THE ARCHETYPE OF SHAKTI...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-archetype-of-shakti/): THE ARCHETYPE OF SHAKTI… She blesses, She encompasses, She dissolves, She embraces. An effulgent spring That never dries up. The shade of the tree of life Where many rest and recuperate. The skies of freedom Which the birds soar to. The opening of an abyss Where the seeker reunites with himself. A love that drenches, A wisdom that liberates From the shackles of all illusion. The shakti..the power of vitality The blood that throbs in one’s veins… No one knows… That on silent nights… She too weeps In the pangs of yearning To meet herself incompletion. No one comes to […] - [The paradoxes of life are actually a deep fusion at their heart..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-paradoxes-of-life-are-actually-a-deep-fusion-at-their-heart/): The paradoxes of life are actually a deep fusion at their heart. The paradoxes of life are actually a deep fusion at their heart. They intermingle and bless each other… and as the vortex spins faster… the distinction between both apparently looking opposites merge into a whole. Just like a spinning top…which in static phase appears to have two phases but as the momentum of its spin takes over.. it has a single face… no distinctions remain. The perception decides the imagery.. not the vice versa.. though in day to day life.. we often allow outer visions or experiences to […] - [Just before the seeing...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/just-before-the-seeing/): Just before the seeing… Just before the seeing… The SEER… Facebook Post - [The swirling Until..The dissolution.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-swirling-until-the-dissolution/): The swirling Until…The dissolution. The swirling Until.. The dissolution. Facebook Post - [The ashing As The illumination.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ashing-as-the-illumination/): The ashing As The illumination. The ashing As The illumination Facebook Post - [The Participants.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-participants/): The Participants When words cease to travel between us, When the breath no longer scents, When the beats no longer boom, When bodies lie separated by time, And souls ache to pungent sorrows, In this paused timelessness, In this quantum void, There occurs a mystic communication Which no longer leans on presence. It has its own ways, An intelligence beyond compare. It questions and replies Both at once. Embalms and caresses, It is crispy with humor, Bursting with wisdom. The intellect merely a lost army, Love, the master archer! In this surrendered silence, We stand as mere participants. @ musings […] - [The persistent claiming.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-persistent-claiming/): The persistent claiming. The mask of identity Persistent in Claiming… Yet; helplessly Cast away. Facebook Post - [The wizardry of words...a flux.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-wizardry-of-words-a-flux/): The wizardry of words…a flux. The wizardry of words; The nuances of silence; This life… A flux between the two. Facebook Post - [The intermingling.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-intermingling/): The intermingling. The intermingling. The watching. The transmission. The non duality… Facebook Post - [The drop off...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-drop-off/): The drop-off… Facebook Post - [Seemingly different.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/seemingly-different/): Seemingly different. Facebook Post - [THE TIDE AND IT'S TAKING OVER.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-tide-and-its-taking-over/): THE TIDE AND IT’S TAKING OVER. Your traversing… My transitioning… And Then the tide takes over. Facebook Post - [THE DISAPPEARING ....THE ACHING.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-disappearing-the-aching/): THE DISAPPEARING ….THE ACHING In this aching… Is the disappearing Of the form That ached… Facebook Post - [More of your rooting..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/more-of-your-rooting/): More of your rooting… Barely enough soil left For More of your rooting… Facebook Post - [The taking over of eternity..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-taking-over-of-eternity/): The taking over of eternity… With the myth of time erased; Eternity takes over…. Facebook Post - [The misleading reflection.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-misleading-reflection/): The misleading reflection. Until the reflection No longer Conceals… Facebook Post - [Amazon Search: MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/amazon-search-musings-of-the-awakening-soul/): Amazon Search: MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL.   Amazon Search In today’s world of technology, where one can know about everything possible starting from quantum entanglement to doing a graffiti bun with your untamed hair, we might seem to be under a magnified illusion of” super evolution”. Humanity at its peak of knowledge and progress is however thirsty for a lot more. Each of us need the succor of sitting beneath a fruit-laden tree on a raging hot summer day, a river serenely flowing by that heartily is willing to quench our thirst, the warm embrace of mother earth, rains […] - [GRACE OF THE GOLDEN TEAR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/grace-of-the-golden-tear/):   The grace of the golden tear… Why do you shed these tears of gold? For you…isn’t this world a mockery Of your own created illusion? Do you also experience grief and pain As we mortals do? Your exuberance In an ever-building explosion… The dance of exotic celebrations of life Find their way through your orifice… Then …why these tears Maa? And for whom do you weep? On your dark countenance These tears anoint with a golden hue. Your beauty reveals to me In a paradox of opposites… My mind in a stunned silence Prostates at thy lotus feet… Just […] - [The perfumed singe.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-perfumed-singe/): The perfumed singe. The charring… And it’s perfumed singe… The erotica of my own burning… The witness in spellboundedness… Facebook Post - [The incomplete disclosure.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-incomplete-disclosure/): The incomplete disclosure. The disclosure little… Leaving a space for some anticipations… The smile that curls at the mouth’s corner; Fading and emerging all at once… Facebook Post - [Prem ka shodh.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/prem-ka-shodh/): Prem ka shodh. Kuch bheegi bheegi si… Kuch ras se tapakti hui.. Ye lahoo ab aur laal hai… Prem ke shodh se… Facebook Post - [Rangon me rangi hui...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/rangon-me-rangi-hui/): Rangon me rangi hui.. Mera ab koi rang nahi… Bas rangon me rangi hui.. Payee jaati hoon… Facebook Post - [The remodeled wings.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-remodeled-wings/): The remodeled wings. Holding this burning pyre of a heart… My fingers have known the singe… The inflammation… Consuming the ME Remodelling my Broken wings…. Facebook Post - [Gurupurnima.....Another auspiciousness.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/gurupurnima-another-auspiciousness/): Gurupurnima…..Another auspiciousness. Today marks the day of Gurupurnima… a day of offering reverence at the feet of one’s spiritual master. In my brief travel, I have been blessed with the grace of many masters….and its indeed a blessing to have been able to indulge and experiment with various spiritual paths and disciplines. It brings me great joy to reveal a little secret here with all of you….and that after my encounter with the open skies of San…I have undergone a revolution within. After being touched by San’s ambiance, I have suddenly been unlocked and thrown into an ocean of pure […] - [BE LOVE VIDEO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-love-video/): BE LOVE VIDEO   BE LOVE VIDEO please take a moment to view and share on your facebook wall….the video trailer of my recent poetry book, BE LOVE…. Facebook Post - [Musings of the awakening soul....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/musings-of-the-awakening-soul/): Musings of the awakening soul…. How can one describe in words what has been an experience within? Writers are protagonists of words and mystics of the stupor of devotion and wonder..though mankind has found many ways to channel the hearts deepest experiences through mediums like the written word, sculptures, art, music and more… there is so much that remains unsaid… ever… buried to be excavated inexperience by each one on his own. The journey of a spiritual seeker is a weird combination of a plethora of emotions and non emotions alike…its an excavation which ultimately becomes the nidus of a […] - [Book poster:9 months:from involution to evolution](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/book-poster9-monthsfrom-involution-to-evolution/): Book poster:9 months: from involution to evolution Facebook Post - [This love is so silent....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/this-love-is-so-silent/): This love is so silent…. It aches; Plunges me to ride the tides of passion. It is morose and morbid At the lack of deeper intimacy. It roars; When confronted with my fears. It sings; At the festivals of togetherness. It mocks; At the futility of the inflated ego. It grows; Though barely visible and clear. It must be in the here and now; That it remains so delicately concealed Within Layers Like a shining Jewell… This love is so silent and yet IT IS ALL I HEAR….. @p.k Facebook Post - [The unproclaimed beauty](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unproclaimed-beauty/): The unproclaimed beauty While the world has been busy pounding its feigned greatness…the silent beauties of tenderness go unproclaimed. @p.k Facebook Post - [Alice in wonderland.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/alice-in-wonderland/): Alice in Wonderland. Amidst the thistles of the deep woods, My frail bud has begun its trail. Towards its destined flowering. The fragrance though subtle Has come to be true… The red color though pale Deepens from the blood of its heart… All this time Alice lived in wonderland, Now has come to walk this earth… @p.k Facebook Post - [THE ENGULF OF LOVE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-engulf-of-love/): THE ENGULF OF LOVE. I’ll come to you When you tire of all efforts And lie in abandon With outstretched hands To watch the infinite sky Sparkling back at you… There will be silence And acceptance in your eyes As I lie beside mimicking God… You will be low I will be lower; And yet when we commune the skies will only be the limit… When the tear will touch your soul, I will drink from its depths. When laughter brims your eyes, My heart will hold a cup. When you will know sorrow, I will lease your memory to […] - [Everything.....as it IS.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/everything-as-it-is/): Everything…..as it IS. The river of time never stops and neither do the thoughts and emotions of a man. These ceaseless and never-ending trespassings through the corridors of a life course keep the mind always entangled which feeds on these experiences. In intense people, there is an ever present need for more of these experiences as that keeps the myth of the show on. In a stilled mind which has clearely recognized its nature of being complete and nirguna tatva, this hunger for experience becomes very dull or absent. Everything just flows over and the allowing happens effortlessly. Like an […] - [The holon.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-holon/): The holon. One within another And yet a distance apart, Like a paradox that prevails Denying phantoms of duality, A rebel that is structured and in absolute freedom, Contemplating on its own thought And yet building segments of plans, Midway between life and death This existence just floats… I am The holon… Musings of the awakening soul. Facebook Post - [The absurdity of destination.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-absurdity-of-destination/): The absurdity of destination. This travel across lifetimes, The race of arrival, The exhilaration of success, What does this account for? Other than a narrative of the ego Which takes a turn to pride At its naive accomplishments…. I am too stunned to move From the lap of this grace And wade my way through the maze. This ecstasy has robbed me of ambitions And sufficed me to my brim. In all divine satiety And a fulfillment complete, I turn my head up to the sky And Ir resistably laugh At the absurdity of destination… Musings of the awakening soul. […] - [THE WANDERLUSTS.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-wanderlusts/): THE WANDERLUSTS… My thirsty eyes Have cracked open to arid winds That blow from faraway lands. My supper lies cold before me And the hunger has been long absent. All tools of transformation Are restless to bring in change But I stand in tsunamis of destined plans. Where are the blinking stars That was once upon lighthouses? Direction remains unknown, Only the journey prevails… However, there is abandon And freedom from all worry. Only an ecstasy prevails That licks its own wounds… In this timelessness And euphoric galaxies… I slip on and on Towards my wanderlusts… Musings of the awakening […] - [THE NOW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-now/): THE NOW. I traveled lifetimes only to discover my arrival on the brink of NOW. Facebook Post - [My book 9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION ..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/my-book-9-months-from-involution-to-evolution/): My book 9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. My book 9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION has 12 medico friends who are on a spiritual quest… a quest where they propel and provoke each other towards a deeper knowledge of themselves. As they inspire and learn from their understandings and misunderstandings both… they birth anew. The book starts with an introduction of each character in the book… the first one is Dr. Sampath Chandra Prasad….for more …..link up on Amazon to buy your copy…. Facebook Post - [9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/9-months-from-involution-to-evolution/): 9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. In my book …9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION…each contributor is unique and adds his own perception to understand the gamut of spirituality in his own unique way… as the travel intermingles realizations… it also brings clarity to the demons that had been resting back home… look up at these valuable tips given by a dear friend which can be used as useful tools to guide our spiritual journeys… Facebook Post - [The video teaser of my book...NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-video-teaser-of-my-book-nine-months-from-involution-to-evolution/): The video teaser for my book…NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. The video teaser for my book…                       NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. Facebook Post - [The making of the book....NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-making-of-the-book-nine-months-from-involution-to-evolution/): The making of the book…. NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. About a year ago, what’s app became very popular. It started picking up and was chosen by many to create groups which had likeminded people. Around that time, I was a part of my medical college friends group and it came to my observation that there were a few of us who were more restless than the others on life and spiritual matters. So I decided to make a group which was called “The semi-enlightened”. We started off as a bunch of 7 or 8 and we really did […] - [9 Months: From Involution to Evolution by Dr. Pallavi kwatra | Notion Press](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/9-months-from-involution-to-evolution-by-dr-pallavi-kwatra-notion-press/): 9 Months: From Involution to Evolution by Dr. Pallavi kwatra | Notion Press MY BOOK IS NOW AVALAIBLE IS AT THIS LINK: https://notionpress.com/read/9-months-from-involution-to-evolution. PLEASE SUPPORT BY BUYING IT AT SPECIAL 20% OFF AT AMAZON.IN FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS… MUCH LOVE….. Facebook Post - [Dr. Pallavi kwatra's Author Page - Notion Press | India's largest book publisher](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/dr-pallavi-kwatras-author-page-notion-press-indias-largest-book-publisher/): Dr. Pallavi kwatra’s Author Page – Notion Press | India’s largest book publisher Dr. Pallavi kwatra’s Author Page – Notion Press | India’s largest book publisher please look at the author’s bio link: Facebook Post - [9 Months: From Involution to Evolution (What's App Satsang)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/9-months-from-involution-to-evolution-whats-app-satsang/): http://www.amazon.in/dp/1945621516 9 Months: From Involution to Evolution (What’s App Satsang) Nine months:From involution to evolution is about a group of friends who get together from different parts of the world to try and find answers for questions that have been left unanswered for a long time. Intense discussions were held for over nine months which brought forth the age old wisdom, … Facebook Post - [NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION.... how possibly this got created?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/nine-months-from-involution-to-evolution-how-possibly-this-got-created/): NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION…. how possibly this got created? more than a year back, I observed that a few of us from the clan on our kmc( medical college) whats app group were burning in the flames of questions on life and the self….they were looking for answers to the riddles of life through spiritual technologies or pure observation of the way life operates. the chaos was there but it was also the fuel to move furthur….so, I created a whats app forum called “THE SEMIENLIGHTENED” and then a few of us set off on the flight. we came […] - [Book cover of my latest book..9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION .](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/book-cover-of-my-latest-book-9-months-from-involution/): Book cover of my latest book..9 MONTHS: FROM TO INVOLUTION. Furnishing the book cover of my latest upcoming book..9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION for friends to cheer and share on their timelines. Please support and inspire as we travel together on the giant wheel of life..celebrating and joyful. Facebook Post - [The Ardhanareeshwara.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ardhanareeshwara/): The Ardhanareeshwara. Like the philanthropic shiva Who sheds his half To welcome unto him The mellowed shakti You open up your spaces For me to frolick and play Duality lies persecuted Only the amalgamation remains Of Purusha and Prakriti Love and light Yin and yang. I was once upon feminine and then with your ejaculated pearl I come to be known as THE ARDHANAREESHWARA. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [Friendship...the most amazing of associations...9 MONTHS:FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/friendship-the-most-amazing-of-associations-9-monthsfrom-involution-to-evolution/): Friendship…the most amazing of associations…9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION Friendship…the most amazing of associations…satsanga…the best ambiance of learning … combination of these two… perfect amalgam for effortless evolution … A book dedicated to this awakening and the shared consciousness of traveling to the truth…not lonely..not deluded…not rejected….but together, hand in hand with a camaraderie, a kinship, an open Ness… I take pride in announcing the forthcoming existence of such a book…”NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION” where friends come together to gnaw at spirituality from all possible dimensions, religion, science, mysticism, bhakti and more… it is not hardcore facts […] - [THE SAMBHOG.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sambhog/): THE SAMBHOG. There is not a taste of gentleness Or the feminine flamboyance Of a culted form. She is a metaphor for Shakti That empowers its own divinity Riding high in her vein is Only a deep drunkenness And longing to quench From the banks of a secret oasis Where Shiva is in dynamic meditation and brinking at a life-giving explosion. She will succumb to his dust and then seduce him to her. She knows he is an OUTLAW And will dissolve unto none… But she is no lesser a fire, And this sacred SAMBHOG Is what our world is […] - [The weight of delusion.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-weight-of-delusion/): The weight of delusion. Have u ever keenly noted this experience of emerging from a water body with your wet clothes still on ….there r 2 things that hit u instantly..one is your own body weight which had seemed so light inside the water and the second is the play of the wind at your skin giving you goosebumps… Experiencing a similiar situation is when you are emerging from the pathos of ignorance and delusions in your life… the weight of realizations make you weary and yet…as the clothes dry up…there comes a new found freedom…also the goosebumps of sufferings […] - [The grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-grace/): The grace It must only be the grace, that I stepped many a time on the EDGE and yet, all that happened is PREVAILING @p.k Facebook Post - [THE BIRTH.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-birth/): THE BIRTH… I found myself in a pitch dark, It was cold and lonely here… Time had no notion of me Only semi-formed was I. In my bewilderment, I felt my limbs grow. In my half demented state, Midway between life and death, A sweetness dropped by on the ear…. Ah!My first contact point with life. You sang me a melody divine. I Tried to see, Yet vision failed. My eyes were a painful shut. I longed to witness the form of you And know what life was all about. À creak happened to break the silence, And like cracks […] - [The permission](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-permission/): The permission In the sacred sanctity of the self, I come to recline & rest. In the healing silence, all pains numbed. All joys revived. Reconstructions, Remodellings, Realizations, There’s so much work happening; While all I do ” IS ALLOW” -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL Facebook Post - [Enlightenment](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enlightenment/): Enlightenment Enlightenment is… When the lover becomes LOVE… Facebook Post - [BEING LOVE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/being-love/): BEING LOVE…. The legacy of love, a rightful heirship of love. the heart must break a million times until it has creaked open a pinhole. through this miniature orifice, the scented breeze of love enters, ventilating the ancient dark corners. until one has stopped begging for love, or even giving it away. the heart remains a restful seat where love is the art of ” being It”…… Facebook Post - [LOVE.....the essential coherence of our life...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/love-the-essential-coherence-of-our-life/):  love…..the essential coherence of our life…………. Facebook Post - [THE SPIRITUAL DIGNITY.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spiritual-dignity/): THE SPIRITUAL DIGNITY. WHEN THE MISPLACED GODS IN US HAVE FINALLY AWAKENED, WHEN THE “I” IS A PROJECTION OF THE GLOBAL ICON, WHEN MIGHTY COMPASSION HAS REPLACED PETTY LOVE, WHEN A SINGLE TEAR SALTS A MILLION MOUTHS, WHEN KINDNESS IS THE CROWN OF STRENGTH, AND WISDOM THE WAY OF LIFE, WHEN BEAUTY IS THE HIGHLIGHTED ASSET, AND GRATITUDE THE HIGHEST HONOUR, WHEN FREEDOM IS THE VALUABLE GLORY, AND LAUGHTER THE GRANDEST ADORN, WHEN JOY IS A MUST OVER SPILL, WHEN THE UNIVERSE IS A UNILATERAL CONSCIOUSNESS, AND NO BORDERS TEAR OUR HEARTS APART, WE WILL REJOICE IN THE LAP OF […] - [what a pity it is that we fail to see how unconditionally the sky walks alongsid...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/what-a-pity-it-isthat-we-fail-to-seehow-unconditionally-the-skywalks-alongsid/): what a pity it is that we fail to see how unconditionally the sky walks alongside each of us… @p.k what a pity it is that we fail to see how unconditionally the sky walks alongside each of us… @p.k Facebook Post - [Let awareness be your perennial climate. @p.kLet awareness be your perennial cli...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/let-awareness-be-your-perennial-climate-p-klet-awareness-be-your-perennial-cli/): Let awareness be your perennial climate. @p.k Let awareness be your perennial climate. @p.k Facebook Post - [A tiny ME.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-tiny-me/): A tiny “me” on a spinning planet, Amidst a potpourri of experiences That men call as life, I am clueless of my authority To crack this mystic code. An abyss infinite, And me a mere speck, I journey on And on…. @p.k Facebook Post - [The ambience of life.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ambience-of-life/): The ambience of life…. Verily, this life of mine must be more than mere breath. So, i made myself important by surrounding myself with purpose. There was so much to fullfill, such less as a lifetime. Potraits of myself in shades of all sorts. Wow…. i really had so much that my life ought boast of. These parodies of success The pursuits of knowledge are so much reason to live. and then one day, i sat beneath a tree basking in its succor shade. It brimmed with flowers, fruits. Yet,there was no pride in fact, not even purpose. A valuable […] - [Every dark night of the soul, An occasion of celebration, The light from crumbli...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/every-dark-night-of-the-soulan-occasion-of-celebrationthe-light-from-crumbli/): Every dark night of the soul, An occasion of celebration, The light from crumbling galaxies, Constellating new stars. @ P.K Every dark night of the soul, An occasion of celebration, The light from crumbling galaxies, Constellating new stars. @ P.K Facebook Post - [On iridiscent wings of love, come the beckones of the light. they flock to me fr...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/on-iridiscent-wings-of-lovecome-the-beckones-of-the-light-they-flock-to-me-fr/): On iridiscent wings of love, come the beckones of the light. they flock to me from forgotten zones, and lift me high in grace. @P.K On iridiscent wings of love, come the beckones of the light. they flock to me from forgotten zones, and lift me high in grace. @P.K Facebook Post - [The merry observer](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-merry-observer/): The merry observer…. In the zones of the receding senses, When one is purely aware, One travels to enigmatic places Which are boundless and vast This place is sacredness Where entry is denied To those who don’t know ‘stillness’. In a surrendered awareness Where the mind has been ripped of all debate Where all cloaks of conditionings And the paraphrenalias of dialogue Have been shamelessly shunned, I escape into this silent zone. Here…god,me and existence Have lost defining boundaries. Only a DISPASSIONED WITNESSING Prevails…. @p.k Facebook Post - [ELIGIBILITY OF THE OTHER..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/eligibility-of-the-other/): ELIGIBILITY OF THE OTHER.. TO LOVE SOMEONE…..THE “OTHER” MUST BE EXISTING…. Facebook Post - [THE UNDISCOVERED DARKNESS.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-undiscovered-darkness/): THE UNDISCOVERED DARKNESS. Until the time darkness remains undiscovered, the light will remain an intellectual possibility… Facebook Post - [THE MISPLACED OASIS.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-misplaced-oasis/): THE MISPLACED OASIS…. My parched mouth stares at the never-ending horizons of sand dunes. My taste is only a bare memory, as I have been plainly deprived. The fading sun is a reminder of the impending death throes. At the brink of this longing, At the summit of pain, I need to summon up my gut and strike every ounce of soil until the oasis effulges out the elixir and satiates me to bliss. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL Facebook Post - [THE REJECTION TO REMAIN DENIED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rejection-to-remain-denied/):   THE REJECTION TO REMAIN DENIED Let me be like the mighty trees, that defy gravity to seek the sky. their rebellion is my inspiration. from the mundane to magic is the distance I seek to bridge. may hope, faith and love seize my fears and blocks. if the trees are here and yet they arrive, why would I be left thirsty and seeking? Facebook Post - [THE INNOCENT WAYS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-innocent-ways/): THE INNOCENT WAYS. The earth laughs in flowers, The sky screams its scintillations, The oceans burst with life, The trees mimic unconditional gifts, The waterfalls are flows that speak of power, And the stones are storytellers of endurance. The birds are dancers of bliss, The rivers are dualities of stillness and freedom. Nature reproduces in innocence, in its every speck, What the humans know as enlightenment. Facebook Post - [The satori.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-satori/): The satori…. In the dimly lit shadows, That lurked at my heart’s windows, I happened to presence a visitor. It was a different evening. I had packed up early And retired to my reminiscences, fears, and failures. The past previous days had scraped and scarred me. I needed to discover my oblivion And brood a little on life. So, here I was, all set to dissolve. Who was it at this forsaken hour This so very unwanted visitor? I sighed a heavy breath And moved reluctantly to d door. I still had a second chance of rejecting this advance. With […] - [A HAPPIER ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-happier-me/): A HAPPIER ME. I come to you draped in shadows of grey, that percolate their roots deep. You talk about colors, I am nostalgic about their past presence. Happiness happened eons away, You claim every appearing moment to be a joy. I sing looney tunes, You are bliss in the sheer symphony. The darks are all I have known, You narrate dreams of scintillating lights. I stand still amidst the autumn, you are the cherries and maples of spring. I am a nonbeliever in relationships, You endorse and affirm our eternal connections, you forgive, correct and bless. I know not […] - [THE FORBIDDEN RETURN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-forbidden-return/): THE FORBIDDEN RETURN. At the harbor of enlightenment, Lie the coffins of our identities. The setting suns, being reminders Of our predicaments, dilemmas, and sins. Twilight zones are fading away All our knowledge and lessons learned. Our gurus, guides, and angels, Steering us in, perfect in direction & speed. We have known love, loss and much. Now it’s time we undo our anchors And sail towards never charted lands. We are never alone. We are always free. We are forever blessed, May we never return… -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL.   Facebook Post - [THE DELUSIONS OF THE SEMI ENLIGHTENED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-delusions-of-the-semi-enlightened/): The delusions of the semi-enlightened. Seekers suffer from maladies of disillusionment, stupor and more. The path is largely unknown, the trails untread. One has to carve and walk alone too. Rejoice and remorse both are phases, One has to journey through both the same. Sometimes, nirvana is an eluding far-fetched dream, Sometimes, merely a wink away. Gurus and guides, philosophers and friends, Soulmates and twin flames, possessions and successes, All can take us only a few counted steps. Everything seems an illusion, And then everything seems to be the truth. Agonies and pangs are hallmarks of semi-enlightenment, hope to transcend […] - [BE.....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-at-twilight-hourlessons-come-flooding-to-me-darkness-has-no-entity/): BE….. At twilight hour, lessons come flooding to me. darkness has no entity, it’s merely the absence of light. All beauty is transient, Only the truth prevails. Just like the crimsons, indigos, and oranges pale, But the sky remains the same. Why do we need greatness, might, success when splendor and beauty rain limitlessly on us? Why, who, where, when all these questions lead only inward. in silence, all is answered and one can just BE… -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [THE TRUE FREEDOM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-true-freedom/): THE TRUE FREEDOM When the world failed me, it brought me death. When you did, it set me free…. When the world failed me, it brought me death. When you did, it set me free…. @P.K Facebook Post - [THE CRUCIFIXION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-crucifixion/): THE CRUCIFIXION You pin me up, You nail me down, You string my hands, You purse my lips, Stain my soul, This fashion is your eternal insignia. Eons, you made love me to thus, Now, you crucify…………. You pin me up, You nail me down, You string my hands, You purse my lips, Stain my soul, This fashion is your eternal insignia. Eons, you made love me to thus, Now, you crucify…………. Facebook Post - [The last leaf.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-last-leaf/): The last leaf. As the mighty oak Entered the blizzards of dusky winters, It still retained a little age-old glory. It still had a pride Of never succumbing. As the chill deepened, Many of it was lost to time and space. Hope and faith, however, kept it on. Most flowers and fruits had become vestigial, The leaves slowly wilting away. Alone the last leaf held its reins, On a rather more than beautiful day, When the world was engaged in itself, The last leaf broke its promises And floated gleefully away, away, away… What remained, only the mighty oak knew, […] - [SHAYAARI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shaayari/): SHAYAARI Jis din meri ulfat ko samjhoge ,yaar… Us din Sirf khud se shikayaat hogi.. Facebook Post - [THE DAWN OF OUR AWAKENING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dawn-of-our-awakening/): THE DAWN OF OUR AWAKENING You and I had risen together, at dawn… the dawn of our AWAKENING… -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [The seeker is the sought.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-seeker-is-the-sought/): The seeker is the sought The seeker is the sought………… Facebook Post - [THE AWAITED DAWN.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-awaited-dawn/): THE AWAITED DAWN………. Fondling with lonely nights has become like nourishment to the soul…it’s when the murmurs are decoded and the writhings embalmed. Visions expand and dreams deciphered. Clutters resolved and wars waged. Pillows smeared with tears and the heart drenched in pain, the conflicts woven with beauty and grace. The mind in thoughts, and the heart in love, wish it was day soon. I needed to sleep! Facebook Post - [THE DILEMMA OF MY HEART.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dilemma-of-my-heart/): THE DILEMMA OF MY HEART…. We were walking together, and the moon suddenly appeared on the horizon. It was full and dripped of beauty. In the meanwhile, you kept narrating the perils of your strained heart. Today, there was a shadow of inner turmoil that was simmering with unshed tears. There was a longing for love but a denial that held you back. Today, your sweetness was tinged with deep sorrow and here, I was caught in a heart-wrenching dilemma. By who’s beauty was I enchanted more, yours or the moon. And all that followed, was my rejecting the moon….. […] - [The timelessness of remembrance.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-timelessness-of-remembrance/): The timelessness of remembrance…. All rituals of devotion, All sermons of wisdom, All disciplines of worship Have known extinction in me. Sometimes I wonder if I have turned agnostic Or maybe true grace has befallen me. Anytime, anywhere, any day Is the perfect way to be. The only gauge of surrender Are the tears that salt my soul. All mentions of your name Take me beyond the horizons Into the timelessness of your remembrance. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL Facebook Post - [THE ALIVE DOORS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-alive-doors/): THE ALIVE DOORS. How do I get to touch The black holes in your core? And respond to your beckons of love and tender care? When all you do is Hide behind your losses and fears. I dreamt of us on an immortal path of flowers Alas, you keep the doors alive! Facebook Post - [THE CORE OF SORROW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-core-of-sorrow/): THE CORE OF SORROW Have you known yet, To touch the core of your sorrow and let the pain tear your heart apart? If not, learn to do that first. All roads to joy cross through this denseness first. Facebook Post - [THE SHAM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sham/): THE SHAM The paradox of knowledge is that its all a SHAM. Facebook Post - [THE IMPOVERISHMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-impoverishment/): THE IMPOVERISHMENT Each one of us is ‘plenty’. Then why feel so impoverished? Facebook Post - [THE LOVE MAKING RITUAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/love-making-ritual/): THE LOVE MAKING RITUAL Our lovemaking is a sacred ritual where I pay my tributes to our pristine love. I kneel to lust and thorough myself with the bible of desire. I ignite camphor of my senses to spread fragrance to your every pore. I open my heart to receiving and like a sage, I knock at all your doors to gratefully fill my cup with love that’s dripping from your presence. My hands come alive with a sixth sense and heal all wounds on your soul. My voice chants the poetries of passion and at the final communion, divine […] - [THE KISS OF LIFE... I LAY IN SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-kiss-of-life-i-lay-in-silence/): THE KISS OF LIFE…   I lay in silence for eons of time. All of me was withering to the dust of passing moments and the subtle reality of death had come to make me believe in my inherent mortality. though I was long forgotten by the world, I still had managed to remember me in flashes and interruptions. My life had been a fairly good one in which I had been kind and compassionate to others. But it was a life that had not left a mark. It had voids of loneliness and a deep resentment at its undertone. […] - [THE JOY OF LOVE AND BEING IT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-joy-of-love-and-being-it/): The joy of love. What we are is what love has made out of us by its presence or absence in our life. Success, power, fame, money, pleasures and the similar are mundane when they stand before the giant figurine of love. Love is actually what each of us seeks for all our lives and all that makes life truly worthwhile. Nothing compares to the ecstasy of being cradled in the gentleness of love or basks in its warmth when the chill of life freezes us black and blue. It’s always a sweet homecoming and an embrace that soaks all our pains. […] - [THE INSTINCT OF FORGIVENESS…..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-instinct-of-forgiveness/): THE INSTINCT OF FORGIVENESS…..   The days could be dazzling and the nights serene, the mind clear and the soul purer, the hearts could feel lighter and the bodies healthier if I could learn to forgive….yes, our lives would be so much lighter and freedom would color our essence if we were to practice the beauty of forgiveness.                At the end of a weary day, before we cradle into sleep, a brief forgiveness practice can do us wonders. By bringing to mind the movements of the day, by being a nonjudgmental observer to our own actions and those of […] - [THE DILEMMA OF MY HEART: YOU OR THE MOON.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dilemma-of-my-heart-you-or-the-moon/): THE DILEMMA OF MY HEART: YOU OR THE MOON. We were walking together, and the moon suddenly appeared on the horizon. It was full and dripped of beauty. In the meanwhile, you kept narrating the perils of your strained heart. Today, there was a shadow of inner turmoil that was simmering with unshed tears. There was a longing for love but a denial that held you back. Today, your sweetness was tinged with deep sorrow and here, I was caught in a heart-wrenching dilemma. By who’s beauty was I enchanted more, yours or the moon.   And all that followed, […] - [SAT… CHIT... ANAND: WHO WE ESSENTIALLY ARE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sat-chit-anand-essentially/): SAT… CHIT… ANAND Sat is the truth that is ultimate, chit the conscious that prevails and Anand is the blissful state that is our inherent nature. so what exactly does this note of sat chit anand symbolize? It is the ultimate teacher, the guru of true potential. It also connotes the attributes that can be inculcated and meditated upon every single day of our life. Sat is the truth that was the progeny of this and many universes. In its womb, all are born and all receeds. Anchoring our life in the sat can ensure immortality and imparts us the […] - [HELLEN KELLER: THE MEANINGFUL INSIGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hellen-keller-meaningful-insight/): HELLEN KELLER: THE MEANINGFUL INSIGHT “No pessimist ever discovered the secret of the stars or sailed to an uncharted land or opened a new doorway to the human spirit.”These few words clearly bring to life the heart & spirit of HELLEN KELLER,  the woman who fought and won. It seems that defeat was never an option to her and the limitations of her physical handicaps were only her majestic wings on which she soared into the skies of her dreams and touched amazing heights.   Hellen was born in 1880 in Alabama as a normal child and the beginning of […] - [GREETINGS FROM LIFE: GURU'S BLESSINGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/greetings-life-gurus-blessings/): Greetings from life…   Today as I entered my mecca of my guru’s abode… I was greeted by someone special. It beamed at me and was a reminder of how much I was loved by my masters. It was drowned in its pink color and intoxicated with the love of the divine. It swooned in its unique glory and took special pride in being a host to my master’s beloveds. Its existence held a special meaning now. Though its life was short, it in no way seemed to fear decay or death.it lived and flowered and all that mattered was […] - [FORGETTING VERSUS HEALING MEMORIES?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/forgetting-versus-healing-memories/): Forgetting versus healing memories. On the more nostalgic days of our life, when memories come haunting us, of days that have left imprints on our heart, it seems like an inescapable rut. On Certain days, the clouds of memories are all over the skies of our being and missing or remembering is like an involuntary action, that’s hardly within our control. Happy memoirs might light up our days but the bitter ones bring pain and anguish. not only that, the accompanying helplessness is like the icing on the cake. Our present-day commitments of modern life allow us not enough time […] - [AMRITA-IMROZ: A LEGACY OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/amrita-imroz-a-legacy-of-love/): Amrita- imroz: a legacy of love…..   How deep can two souls be entwined can be prototyped by two individuals who were identified by the names of Amrita Pritam and imroz in this world? It’s as if they were born to redefine love to the world and showcase to us how beautifully the tradition of love can flow and flood us with bliss. The only and only thing required to welcome love in our life is our own unconditional will to participate and be open to receiving love. A beloved succumbs to love as the parched earth receives the rain… […] - [ALL FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE: TAJ MAHAL: AN EPITOME OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/all-for-the-sake-of-love-taj-mahal-an-epitome-of-love/): All for the sake of love; Taj Mahal: an epitome of love….   1653 marked the year when the great epitome of love was finally showcased to the world after a seemingly never-ending 22yrs of sweat and toil of many. It all started as a small dream that bore seed in the heart of a lover. it is a tribute to the love that has unparallel beauty, a love that was so grand and bold in its declaration that the whole world was its patron. A meticulous work of grace and grandeur….the taj stands even today, three and half decades […] - [NIYAAZ....A Insignia of love..poetry collection](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/niyaaz-a-insignia-of-love-poetrycollection/): NIYAAZ….An Insignia of love..poetry collection Through the medium of images and couplet poetries, Dr. Pallavi Kwatra adorns on herself an insignia of love…For her, there is no other god and nothing to stand for in life other than love…As the brand ambassador of this love, she has sewn up these shreds of inane words and imagery to cast the spell of love on all those who read this compilation. NIYAAZ essentially means an offering. Her whole being has been laid at the altar of love where she stands consumed. Ignite yourself to the same fire as you follow the beats […] - [THE DROWNING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-drowning/): THE DROWNING The sea gushes in Through the broken window. I watch The ME Drown… - [The day you left..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-day-you-left/): The day you left.. The day you left… Nothing ever Remained the same… Again. - [THE FRAMED IDENTITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-framed-identity/): THE FRAMED IDENTITY Every frame A cage of identity. Have the skies Ever known any borders? - [In celebration of this Disintegration....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-celebration-of-this-disintegration/): In celebration of this Disintegration…. In celebration Of This Disintegration…. In celebration Of This Disintegration…. Facebook Post - [The last burp before the sinking...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/last-burp-sinking/): The last burp before the sinking… The last burp Before The sinking… - [Who's more lonelier?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/whos-more-lonelier/): Who’s more lonelier? - [This could take me places...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/this-could-take-me-places/): This could take me places… - [The thirst never leaves the lips..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thirst-never-leaves-lips/): The thirst never leaves the lips… Knowing that, “The quenching Is forever From inside…” - [The big red moon](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/big-red-moon/): The big red moon The big red moon, Rising over the ancient ruins. Bringing to light A rage that once it was… - [Glad!I'm still WOMAN..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/gladim-still-woman/): Glad, I’m still WOMAN! Glad! I’m still WOMAN… - [They still survived...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/they-still-survived/): They still survived… They still survived… - [When making music is all that matters...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/when-making-music-is-all-that-matters/): When making music is all that matters… When making music Is all that matters… - [The spirals That lead Us HOME.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spirals-that-lead-us-home/): The spirals That lead Us HOME… The spirals That lead Us HOME. The spirals That lead Us HOME. Facebook Post - [The genuinty Of strength Lies in its Patient awaiting...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-genuinty-of-strength-lies-in-its-patient-awaiting/): The genuinity Of strength Lies in its Patient awaiting… The genuinity Of strength Lies in its Patient awaiting… - [The fracture lines Seen coming closer..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fracture-lines-seen-coming-closer/): The fracture lines Seen coming closer… The fracture lines Seen coming closer… The grip of fear Departing… - [Stardust sprinkled On the expansive vastness ...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/stardust-sprinkled-on-the-expansive-vastness/): Stardust sprinkled On the expansive vastness … Stardust sprinkled On the expansive vastness … Eyes gazing fire From these fiery outlets…. Rarely human Utterly cosmic! - [On cloud nine..Yards away From kingdom thine...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/on-cloud-nine-yards-away-from-kingdom-thine/): On cloud nine.. On cloud nine… Yards away From kingdom thine… On cloud nine.. Yards away From kingdom thine… Facebook Post - [The path bifurcates into A Melancholic emergence...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-path-bifurcates-into-a-melancholic-emergence/): The path bifurcates into A Melancholic emergence… The path bifurcates into A Melancholic emergence… The disintegration Enlivens Itself Into a pulsatile newness. The brooding giving way to blossoming… - [The eyes that never look up...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-eyes-that-never-look-up/): The eyes that never look up… These eyes never Raise themselves From the kissing Of your lotus feet….. -Shivduti. - [The sabotage of Identity](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sabotage-of-identity/): The sabotage of Identity The Vanishing Of the face That once craved to be held. The sabotage of identity; The annhilated form. - [The blazing behest...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-blazing-behest/): The blazing behest… At this blazing behest Of the golden light That slips from my fingers, How will the skies not rupture To pour on us all…. - [Your beauty Belongs to another world...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/your-beauty-belongs-to-another-world/): Your beauty Belongs to another world… Your beauty Belongs to another world The one Where All Is love… - [She must decide to fly.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/she-must-decide-to-fly/): She must decide to fly. She must decide to fly. Its Now Or Never - [The Spark That Survived...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spark-that-survived/): The Spark That Survived… The Spark That Survived… - [The forbidden exit](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-forbidden-exit/): The forbidden exit The veins are too empty. The eyes too full Of this red molten lava That turns into stone At its Forbidden exit… - [The mourning of SHIVA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mourning-of-shiva/): The mourning of SHIVA Sati will soon leave… Shiva in mourning. - [The blazed receiving](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-blazed-receiving/): The blazed receiving In the receiving Of the blazing meteor Will be the annihilation Of the hand. - [Hold on....Just a bit longer.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hold-on-just-a-bit-longer/): Hold on….Just a bit longer. Hold on the enmesh Just A bit longer. In this cozy nest I have Hardly begun To grow my wings. - [KARUNA KATAKSHINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/karuna-katakshini/): KARUNA KATAKSHINI The rage of rudri Drenches itself in the Hriday of its own compassion… Your fieriness Inflames this mortal To a new level of being… This splash in my veins… You must have yawned within… The eyes no longer see Only remain in a stoned ecstasy… The tumescence of blossoming You facilitate for me. And then snatch ground off my feet. Leaning on none, Reclining on neither but you, You ensure mukti From all borrowed identity… My throat clogged with sobbing The kneels hit the ground To prostrate at you. You pick me in your arms And raise me […] - [The mirror of Non duality](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mirror-of-non-duality/): The mirror of Nonduality United at the source, The bifurcation from the whole. Conjoined in mirroring It’s own nonduality. - [The smooch of the impending drip](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-smooch-of-the-impending-drip/): The smooch of the impending drip My lips Have grown themselves eyes. And now… All they relentlessly do Is gaze without a blink To smooch The impending drip….. - [The metamorphosis of love.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-metamorphosis-of-love/): The metamorphosis of love. The mindlessly dropping Autumn leaves Metamorphosed Into a lover On kissing the earth… The mindlessly dropping Autumn leaves Metamorphosed Into a lover On kissing the earth… Facebook Post - [The enlightened saga](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-enlightened-saga/): The enlightened saga A beckoning That has no name The beckoned Who is no person. The fusion… Their enlightened saga - [Let the tears flow....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/let-the-tears-flow/): Let the tears flow…. Break open into The inner chamber of the heart. Lay open your seeping scars In the sun to dry. Let the winds Fly you to unknown destinations. Pain is your trusted companion. It need not be shunned. Only an embracing An orifice. A teaching. A blessing. A being. Let the tears flow… - [Best before Dying](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/best-before-dying/): Best before Dying The aroma of my enflaming Has become my meditativeness. The colors of this flame Have stilled me with its awe. Some things look best Before they die. - [Tender & ready to Let Go..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tender-ready-to-let-go/): Tender & ready to Let Go I always held you like this. Tender And Ready to let go…. - [The void confronting itself](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-void-confronting-itself/): The void confronting itself Someone was here a while ago… Now .. Only The Void Confronting Itself. - [This holding....leading to the fading.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/this-holding-leading-to-the-fading/): This holding….leading to the fading. This holding… In which occurred The fading. - [The matrix of singularity](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-matrix-of-singularity/): The matrix of singularity The blotch, The matrix, The birthing of a million suns, The death of distant unnamed stars. Here in this very MOMENT… The paradoxes come alive To celebrate Their singularity… - [The concealed wrinkles](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-concealed-wrinkles/): The concealed wrinkles The whiff of smoke That concealed The wrinklings of fate… Facebook Post - [The inflammation of all delusions....DEVI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-inflammation-of-all-delusions-devi/): The inflammation of all delusions….DEVI The inflammation of all delusions in the fire of Devi… the molten lava of the debris of delusions… heaps of them… offered to her for consumption …as she gobbles them up and lets out the remnants through her blood dripping mouth… Ye Devi… - [The Ascension](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ascension/): The Ascension The Ascension Beyond All ideas of beauty Into the wholesome void… While flowers find their soil On my earth, I am in pure abandon… There is no lack here… - [The silence of sweet companionship..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silence-of-sweet-companionship/): The silence of sweet companionship.. The solitude… Then .. An aroma of your presence. The silence of Sweet companionship - [The unbiased mirroring](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unbiased-mirroring/): The unbiased mirroring The pangs of a shedding autumn Interrupted By the shadow Of a blossomed grace. The mirroring Without bias To either of them… - [The drip of grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-drip-of-grace/): The drip of grace My parched mouth Has been mummified In a gaping For eons… My eyes fail to blink Across day and night… Lest I miss the precious moment When the grace shyly drips… - [This view has kept me alive...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/this-view-has-kept-me-alive/): This view has kept me alive…. This view has kept me alive………….. Facebook Post - [The turning over.....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-turning-over/): The turning over…..   The turning over…..is the revealing of universes in all their glory. Facebook Post - [A mutation....A fruition](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-mutation-a-fruitition/): A mutation….A fruition   A mutation A fruition An orchestration With no sound…. Only heard At The Anahata. Facebook Post - [I have been snuffed up...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-have-been-snuffed-up/): I have been snuffed up… I have been snuffed up. The sun Just arrived… Facebook Post - [The reverie of a forgotten era..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reverie-of-a-forgotten-era/): The reverie of a forgotten era.. The many nights I had bled My heart Here… The epiphany of memoir The reverie of a forgotten era… Facebook Post - [The cups had been emptied...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-cups-had-been-emptied/): The cups had been emptied… The cups had been emptied… Hence… Drinking From Each Other… Facebook Post - [The enacting of your own drama..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-enacting-of-your-own-drama/): The enacting of your own drama.. When u witness The enacting Of your own drama… Facebook Post - [The circle of light..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-circle-of-light/): The circle of light..   The circle of light… The circle of light… Facebook Post - [The panes a little sullied...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-panes-a-little-sullied/): The panes a little sullied… The panes a little sullied. Yet.. Allow Illumination Facebook Post - [The scream of silence..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-scream-of-silence/): The scream of silence.. The scream of silence; Unheard.. Yet; The bosom of all phenomenon The scream of silence; Unheard.. Yet; The bosom of all phenomenon Facebook Post - [The erasure of all persona..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-erasure-of-all-persona/): The erasure of all persona.. The porosity of this body vessel, allowing the light to pass through. The facies and its ruptured landmarks, The erasure Of all persona… The porosity of this body vessel, allowing the light to pass through. The facies and its ruptured landmarks, The erasure Of all persona… Facebook Post - [The waiting of sweet erasure..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-waiting-of-sweet-erasure/): The waiting of sweet erasure. The inscriptions; The waiting Of their Sweet erasures… Facebook Post - [A lonesome paradigm..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-lonesome-paradigm/): A lonesome paradigm.. The fluttering Mimicking the illusion Of one. The multifariousness In real… A lonesome paradigm. Facebook Post - [The rejoice of togetherness..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rejoice-of-togetherness/): The rejoice of togetherness… Being held Without the holding. The holy carnality Erupting unto oneness. A crisscrossing; A junction. The rejoice of togetherness. Facebook Post - [At the zenith of dusk..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/at-the-zenith-of-dusk/): At the zenith of dusk.. At the zenith of dusk My longings Amplified Into wings Facebook Post - [The culmination of duality..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-culmination-of-duality/): The looking away When held in a tenderness… The intoxication of prem rasa… The culmination of duality… Facebook Post - [The juxtaposition of expansions..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-juxtaposition-of-expansions/): The juxtaposition of expansions.. The treacherous extensions of being… The juxtaposition of expansions… Who is it now You or me? Facebook Post - [Ecstatic At The Brink Of It's Own Blooming...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ecstatic-at-the-brink-of-its-own-blooming/): Ecstatic At The Brink Of its Own Blooming… Ecstatic At The Brink Of Its Own Blooming.. Facebook Post - [The annointed pearl..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-annointed-pearl/): The annointed pearl.. Hatching over my shell… Ah! The annointed pearl. Its deliverance Under the fullmoon sky.. Facebook Post - [The mirror...Is the illusion.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mirror-is-the-illusion/): The mirror…Is the illusion. The mirror… Is The illusion. Facebook Post - [The scarred are well accompanied.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-scarred-are-well-accompanied/): The scarred are well accompanied. The Scarred Are Well accompanied. The scarred Are Well accompanied. Facebook Post - [The rest will follow...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rest-will-follow/): The rest will follow… The rest will follow… Facebook Post - [The enlightened embodiment..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-enlightened-embodiment/): The enlightened embodiment.. The epiphany Of blossoming And wilting… In its narration. Is its enlightened Embodiment Facebook Post - [Its time....I'm done....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/its-time-im-done/): It’s time….I’m done….   It’s time…. I’m done…. Facebook Post - [The untwining In tandem with the sweetness...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-untwining-in-tandem-with-the-sweetness/):   The untwining In tandem with the sweetness… The untwining In tandem With the sweetness… Facebook Post - [The glow of transcendence...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-glow-of-transcendence/): The glow of transcendence… The pleasures of the carnal flesh. The immensity of drowning… The glow of transcendence… Facebook Post - [The reverie of being DEVI..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reverie-of-being-devi/): The reverie of being DEVI.. Partially undone, Scattered like stardust, The anointed third eye, Fingers curled into mudras, Feet that kiss the swollen earth, The eyelids droop Unable to contain the raptures. Blessing, forgiving and raw… The reverie of Being the DEVI Herself… Facebook Post - [The stupor of duality](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-stupor-of-duality/): The stupor of duality. intermingling Of the stupor of duality… The amalgamation Of sacred unison… Facebook Post - [Sooted..And then..The new sight...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sooted-and-then-the-new-sight/): Sooted..And then…The new sight… Sooted.. And then… The new sight… Facebook Post - [Seeing is being IT.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/seeing-is-being-it/): Seeing is being IT.   The mystic word MYO to denote the lotus flower which flowers and seeds at once portraying the simultaneity of cause and effect… The seeing is actually being it…. Facebook Post - [The revelation Of the universe Lub dub Lub dub....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-revelation-of-the-universe-lub-dub-lub-dub/): The revelation Of the universe Lub dub Lub dub…. The baring; The revelation Of the universe Lub Dub Lub Dub…. Facebook Post - [The glance of Shiva on Shakti.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-glance-of-shiva-on-shakti/): The glance of Shiva on Shakti. The glance of Shiva at The Glancing of shakti. The merger of infinity, The studded moment Of revelation and insight… Facebook Post - [THE STOIC..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-stoic/): THE STOIC One may roll over all one’s sides, and yet, find not exceptions any! The autumn winds rob the structures of majestic trees, The springs then come, adding novelty and green. Celebrations of birth, The midways of sufferings and joys, Life unfolds an array of experiences, until the curtains draw a close at death. Lilies, roses and the like bloom to simmering beauty Soon, meet their demise. The planets, black holes, and meteors, All are subject to changing course. No thought is steady, No emotion un labile. This fleeting panorama of cyclical fates… Ah!!I thought I could rest a […] - [The flower and the thistles.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flower-and-the-thistles/): The flower and the thistles. As if the flowers had Not made me tear enough, The thistles; To bleed the heart… Facebook Post - [The mystery of unfoundedness](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mystery-of-unfoundedness/): The mystery of unfoundedness The emergence of the void From beneath the sensuality of thought… The awe of revelation; The stunning of perception; The unfoundedness … Facebook Post - [The desication Until the liberation.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-desication-until-the-liberation/): The desication Until the liberation. The desication Until The liberation. Facebook Post - [The humility of nakedness](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-humility-of-nakedness/): The humility of nakedness The humility of nakedness Is its innocence Of being a perch To almost anything. Without any exceptions Without any judgments… Facebook Post - [The spontaneity of sharing:An immediate bliss.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spontaneity-of-sharingthe-immediate-bliss-of-the-shared-hearts-the-spont/): The spontaneity of sharing ;  An immediate bliss. The spontaneity of sharing; The immediate bliss of the shared hearts… Facebook Post - [The merging of all phases..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-merging-of-all-phases/): The merging of all phases.. The simultaneity of arising, fusing and dissolving… The merging of all phases in the global awareness as its witness… Facebook Post - [Most people appreciate a rose blossoming... only a few stay back to see it die..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/most-people-appreciate-a-rose-blossoming-only-a-few-stay-back-to-see-it-die/): Most people appreciate a rose blossoming… only a few stay back to see it die… Most people appreciate a rose blossoming… only a few stay back to see it dying…which is an even more beautiful phenomenon… it is so silent… and so subtle… no cries for rescue or liberation… or any other blah blah… Just as it is… the extinguishing…. Facebook Post - [The rumination of Sorrowful lifetimes.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rumination-of-sorrowful-lifetimes/): The rumination of Sorrowful lifetimes. The repetitive autumns… And it’s reflections… The rumination of Sorrowful lifetimes… Facebook Post - [When Nothing Speaks..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/when-nothing-speaks/): When Nothing Speaks.. When Nothing Speaks Facebook Post - [The eschewing..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-eschewing/): The eschewing.. The eschewing… Facebook Post - [THE ACHING ABSENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-aching-absence/): THE ACHING ABSENCE Where ought I flee From the absence of you… Every breath aches. - [THE DISMEMBERED DISSOCIATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dismembered-dissociation/): THE DISMEMBERED DISSOCIATION The relics Of A dismembered association.   - [THE NIRVANIC MOMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-nirvanic-moment/): THE NIRVANIC MOMENT The nirvana of a moment… Beyond birth Beyond death. It simply IS. - [THE PERISH TO NOTHINGNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-perish-to-nothingness/): THE PERISH TO NOTHINGNESS With the wisp of dawn Breaking on the horizon Seemed just a hand-breadth away; I could have happily died In the consumption. Yet I burn on… Ignited by the frugal oil… Only to await And kiss the sky Before I perish To my own nothingness….. - [THE ENGULF OF METAMORPHOSIS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-engulf-of-metamorphosis/): THE ENGULF OF METAMORPHOSIS While I undress my scars The Metamorphosis Has engulfed me. - [IN YOUR LIGHT.... THE TRANSMUTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-your-light-the-transmutation/): IN YOUR LIGHT… THE TRANSMUTATION In your light I am turning Into dust… Don’t dim it Before I am….. desert… - [THE AWAITED RETURN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-awaited-return/): THE AWAITED RETURN While I awaited For your return, The moss flourished On this stilled Silhouette. - [THE ROOT & THE CLOUD.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-root-the-cloud/): THE ROOT & THE CLOUD. How does one root When one Has companioned A cloud? - [THE ACHE AND ITS BECOMING...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ache-and-its-becoming/): THE ACHE AND ITS BECOMING…   I ache to a sky That I soon become. - [THE MORPHED REBIRTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-morphed-rebirth/): THE MORPHED REBIRTH They thought I was dead… While I Was in REBIRTH. - [CONSUMED BY INTENSITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/consumed-by-intensity/): CONSUMED BY INTENSITY Infuriated with My intensity… I offered myself To its consumption. - [THE BURNT OUT FINGERS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-burnt-out-fingers/): THE BURNT OUT FINGERS These alphabets Dancing before me Beckon me to reveal The story of my life… I hurriedly rush to the longing.. Alas My fingers are burnt out. - [THE SILENT AWAITING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silent-awaiting/): THE SILENT AWAITING In the silent await For the light… I Became It. - [THE PIERCED HEART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pierced-heart/): THE PIERCED HEART Blindfolded… Unaware… The dagger of love pierces the heart Through and through… - [THE PASS THROUGH.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pass-through/): THE PASS THROUGH I allowed the river to pass through my autumn To turn it to a luscious spring… - [THE REBELLIOUS FLOWER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rebellious-flower/): The rebellious flower A blooming flower Often incites awe and admiration For its blissful and aware presence In the vast gamut of this fiery existence. It prods us to beauty and grace Emanating its peaceful fragrance and color. Who knows of what lies within? The backdrop of its story; Where it battled with fate. Destiny had planned its demise Much before it came. It must gulp this pang And transcend this impending death While still alive. A colossal Of life and death This is the story of THE REBELLIOUS FLOWER. - [THE SAGA OF THE SINNED APPLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/saga-sinned-apple/): THE SAGA OF THE SINNED APPLE The saga Of The sinned apple… Could not have been otherwise.. Yet remorsed… - [THE QUESTIONER IN EVAPORATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-questioner-in-evaporation/): THE QUESTIONER IN EVAPORATION The Questioner In Evaporation… - [THE AESTHETIC METAMORPHOSIS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-aesthetic-metamorphosis/): THE AESTHETIC METAMORPHOSIS The Aesthetic Metamorphosis. - [THE CROUCHED ANGEL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-crouched-angel/): THE CROUCHED ANGEL The angel lies crouched Shuddering At This world’ s insanity. What mortal can be match… - [THE BARING OF BEARING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-baring-of-bearing/): THE BARING OF BEARING The baring of bearing………… - [THE SYNCHRONICITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-synchronicity/): THE SYNCHRONICITY Held as perch… The synchronicity Of giving and receiving… The sacred transmission. - [THE REJOICE OF CHAOS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rejoice-of-chaos/): THE REJOICE OF CHAOS The fleeing away Of all patterns.. A rejoicing in the apparent chaos… - [KHADAGMALA STOTRA : A KEY TO UNLOCK THE SECRETS OF THE SRI CHAKRA.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/khadagmala-stotra-key-unlock-secrets-sri-chakra/): KHADAGMALA STOTRA : A KEY TO UNLOCK THE SECRETS OF THE SRI CHAKRA. ( Sri Chakra drawn by Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi) For accessing the free e-course on SHREEVIDYA, please visit this link For accessing the DO IT YOURSELF SRI VIDYA & SHREE YANTRA RITUAL E-COURSES, please visit this link These courses will help you learn how to do a simple SHREEYANTRA puja with KHADAGMALA STOTRA To buy Energized Shree Yantras, visit this link INTRODUCTION: Sri Devi refers to Shakti, the divine mother, Khadaga means sword, Mala refers to garland and Stotram means a hymn or song of praise. So, the […] - [A PERCH WITH NO MIND](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-perch-with-no-mind/): A PERCH WITH NO MIND A perch with no mind… Not even knowing It is so….   - [KINDLED ABLAZE BY LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kindled-ablaze-by-love/): KINDLED ABLAZE BY LOVE Guarding the tender flame Kindled ablaze by love.     - [THE SILHOUETTE OF SLENDERED PRESENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silhouette-of-slendered-presence/): THE SILHOUETTE OF SLENDERED PRESENCE The silhouette Of slendered presence Robbing me Of all cultivated sanity… - [THE FRAGILITY OF TENDERNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fragility-of-tenderness/): THE FRAGILITY OF TENDERNESS The tenderness That wilts Even with a mere touch… - [THE PREMISE OF ARRIVAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-premise-of-arrival/): THE PREMISE OF ARRIVAL The premise of arrival Unknown.. Engrossed Only In Alighting.. - [THE FREE FALL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-free-fall/): THE FREE FALL The propulsion In segments. All axles broken… Radars ruptured… The escaping from the inertia… In the free fall… - [THE GARBS OF IDENTITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-garbs-of-identity/): THE GARBS OF IDENTITY The release from garbs of identity. - [THE PREVAILING DANCER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-prevailing-dancer/): THE PREVAILING DANCER When the dances surpass In quantums; And yet The dancer remains… - [THE TRANSCENDENCE OF WATCHING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-transcendence-of-watching/): THE TRANSCENDENCE OF WATCHING In the watching… Is Both; The enacting And It’s transcendence… - [THE ALCHEMY OF UNION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-alchemy-of-union/): THE ALCHEMY OF UNION The alchemy of union Holds within it It’s reward… The oneness of being…   - [FREEFALL.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/freefall/): FREEFALL The propulsion In segments… All axles broken… Radars ruptured… The escaping from the inertia… In the free fall… - [FINALLY..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/finally/): FINALLY.. SOMEONE FINALLY DID COME…. - [WORTHWHILE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/worthwhile/): WORTHWHILE   WHEN NOTHING SEEMED WORTHWHILE….   - [THE DEPTH OF LONGING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-depth-of-longing/): THE DEPTH OF LONGING When the longing mandates an immersion! - [BLINDFOLDED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/blindfolded/): BLINDFOLDED Blindfolded And yet the blinding From The light within. - [BLISSED OUT..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/blissed-out/): BLISSED OUT… The mummified tears alive across eons of time. The simple innocence of being BLISSED OUT…… - [THE EVACUATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-evacuation/): THE EVACUATION In witnessing of my own evacuation…. Subtly, yet surely…. the falling away of structure - [THE PLUNGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-plunge/): THE PLUNGE The plunge… The seize of name and form… The fracture of identity… The amalgam - [HERE...HOLD ON](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/here-hold-on/): HERE…HOLD ON Held captive In the tenderness Of ” Here; hold on….” - [THE ARID WAITING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-arid-waiting/): THE ARID WAITING The hope Of An arid awaiting… - [THE EFFIGY OF ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-effigy-of-me/): THE EFFIGY OF ME The smoke of ME Breathing out From its effigy. - [THE LIVING DROUGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-living-drought/): THE LIVING DROUGHT The Drought Derives its reality By the living it…… - [THE DISMEMBERED ONE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dismembered-one/): THE DISMEMBERED ONE The dismembered one Aiming For a regal fusion - [THE MELTING TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-melting-time/): THE MELTING TIME The reverie of The melting time Gazed In the magic crystal…. - [ONE POINTED INSIGHTS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/one-pointed-insights/): ONE POINTED INSIGHTS The well Of One pointed insights…. - [THE FAITH OF NEVER BEING ABANDONED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-faith-of-never-being-abandoned/): THE FAITH OF NEVER BEING ABANDONED The tenderness Held In the ambit of Genuine and silent strength… The faith of never Being abandoned…… - [INSIGHTFULLY UNAWARE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/insightfully-unaware/): INSIGHTFULLY UNAWARE Insightfully unaware… Intoxicated to one’s own being. - [FACE OFF...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/face-off/): FACE OFF… The mask of identity taken off to unveil the hidden universes…. - [THE FUSION IN SPIRIT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fusion-in-spirit/): THE FUSION IN SPIRIT When the forms no longer seize the choice to commune! In spirit we have fused… - [THE IMPENDING PEARL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-impending-pearl/): THE IMPENDING PEARL The birth of the impending pearl. It’s been a long DARK WAITING… - [TRANSCENDED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/transcended/): TRANSCENDED HELD… MUTATED… TRANSCENDED… - [THE REVERSING OF SHADOW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reversing-of-shadow/): THE REVERSING OF SHADOW THE REVERSING OF SHADOW. THE WATCHING OF ONE’S SHADOW AND ITS REFLECTION BACK AT ME… THE AWE OF BEING A WITNESS TO THE ONE WHO SEES… MIRRORS DO GO CRAZY SOMETIMES…. THERE IS BIZARRENESS EVERYWHERE…. - [THE ADVAITA OF TRUE DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-advaita-of-true-devotion/): THE ADVAITA OF TRUE DEVOTION The paradox of duality dissolves in the submersion of the witnesses… As above, so below The Advaita of true devotion.   - [ONLY.....FROM OUTSIDE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/only-from-outside/): ONLY…..FROM OUTSIDE only…. from outside! - [THE RUPTURING IDENTITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rupturing-identity/): THE RUPTURING IDENTITY In watching of The rupturing identity! - [THE MUTUAL MUTING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mutual-muting/): THE MUTUAL MUTING A mutual muting… The shout of separation now ruptures the eyes…. - [THE ADAMANT ONE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-adamant-one/): THE ADAMANT ONE The adamant one in embracing of his bleeding thorn…. - [THE SILENT BREEDING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silent-breeding/): THE SILENT BREEDING Behind the shadows, The light in silent breeding… - [THE VOID OF PINNOCHIO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-void-of-pinnochio/): THE VOID OF PINNOCHIO The void of Pinnochio… grieving; yet…no eyes to tear… - [SHE IS WHOLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/she-is-whole/): SHE IS WHOLE The apples no longer entice Eve…. She is whole! - [MORE AND MORE ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/more-and-more-me/): MORE AND MORE ME In this baring and welcoming Myself home… The revelations are unveiled And bring me to become More and more light More and more love More and more ME…. - [THE FIRST TOUCH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-first-touch/): The first touch I was spelled Once long ago Which stoned me  And my beating heart. I lay thus While the eons passed away. To me… time stood still. To me… I had forgotten to live. And then ur wandering steps Trodded at my tomb, by destiny’s choice. In one look You brought me to life… The flesh organ in the chest cavity Hummed yet, again. My face u held so tenderly In the palms of your hands, And gazed into my sparkling eyes. This love i felt was ancient. I had been turned immortal By your FIRST TOUCH…   - [BOOK REVIEW ON RICHARD MADDOX'S BOOK](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/book-review-on-richard-maddoxs-book/): BOOK REVIEW OF RICHARD MADDOX’S BOOK Highly recommended read by an amazing human being, author, and friend….Richard Maddox…much congratulations… - [BEETHOVEN : A LEGACY ( PART 1)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/beethoven-a-legacy-part-1/): Beethoven… The audacity of being HUMAN. The hidden and concealed link between a success story and the kingpin himself often finds its roots in misfortune, the deep dark dungeons of sorrow, inner conflict, torrential heart rupturing pain and its course follows into a rebirth…. The rebirth of a genius as the world knows him to be. However in the inside world … he is a rebel who has learned to harness his disability or incoherence. He is a victor over his limiting lower self …an algorithm gone wrong that fructified itself into a new discovery. Beethoven was one such genius… […] - [BEETHOVEN: A LEGACY ( PART 3)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/beethoven-a-legacy-part-3/): Beethoven…. Fate, Faith & Fury The last phase of Beethoven is not a decaying one, as one might presume. It holds good the high standards it had set for itself, in fact….to only break its own aspirations than what had ever been achieved before in his lifetime. A latent hibernation of two years where Ludwig was ailing and getting progressively deaf collateralled with his legal disputes over the possession of guardian rights over Karl, his dead brother’s son. He was stung with a new insanity….the possession of becoming a father to Karl took over him and in the pursuit, he […] - [BEETHOVEN: A LEGACY ( PART 2)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/beethoven-a-legacy-part-2/): Beethoven…A Tapestry of Love & Loss. While the towering inferno of personal losses and a depleting hearing faculty raged at Ludwig Beethoven’s being, he remained audacious and unfaltering in the face of inner despair. His justice and loyalty to music remained unhampered while he battled the faculty to capture the musical notes in keenness by his failing ears. At the edge of every single loss of a keynote, the king of symphony only arose in a novel way to outflow from his being, a new Sonata. His compositions only raged and screeched more to the unforgiving skies to proclaim him […] - [THE CURVATURE OF LOVE..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-curvature-of-love/): THE CURVATURE OF LOVE… The curvature of this path of love keeps evolving a new course every time I feel I have reached its terminal point…making me realize how expanded and voracious has become my own heart…on forgetful days… I seek the fulfillment in another only to have a hearty laughter at the discovery that there is no one but me… whom I could offer my hearts love to.. I am the only and every one I know…this brings me to the centre of my heart where all the earlier pains, scarrings, sorrows, resentments, dive into the abyss of love […] - [THE INDISPENSABLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-indispensable/): THE INDISPENSABLE You too left. Now I knew…. ” No one is indispensable” - [THE EMBRACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-embrace/): THE EMBRACE The embrace Rejoices In its own discovery… - [THE DISAPPEARING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-disappearing/): THE DISAPPEARING   The unwinding… The soaring… DISAPPEARING - [THE UNKNOWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unknowing/): THE UNKNOWING THE UNKNOWING. I come to you and find you gone… now, I know not, what to turn to next? - [BE LOVE....THE NEW EDITION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-love-the-new-edition/): BE LOVE….THE NEW EDITION. Love is all there is to this world which makes it what it is. Without it, the rest never makes sense. Using love as a tool for self-realization, the author of this book indulges in it with devotion to bringing to light this simple and holistic technique to know the self. The beloved though appears as a separate entity is a bridge between the soul self and its divine reflections. Through the medium of poetry & couplets, Dr. Pallavi Kwatra renders her heart naïve to the brevity of love. This journey must land her to where […] - [THE BURIED "ME"](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-buried-me/): THE BURIED “ME” The eyes remained back, to bleed…. The living testimonial of a buried “me”…….. - [THE MAKING OF THE BOOK: 9 MONTHS:FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/making-book-9-monthsfrom-involution-evolution/): The making of the book…. NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. WHAT’S APP SATSANG. About a year ago, what’s app became very popular? It started picking up and was chosen by many to create groups which had likeminded people. Around that time, I was a part of my medical college friends group and it came to my observation that there were a few of us who were more restless than the others on life and spiritual matters. So I decided to make a group which was called “The semi-enlightened”. We started off as a bunch of 7 or 8 and […] - [TALKING TECHNOLOGIES: THE VALUE OF SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/talking-technologies-value-silence/):     TALKING TECHNOLOGIES: THE VALUE OF SILENCE his world that we are a part of, there are so many conveniences at our behest, out of which communication across space is a major revolution of this century. Even about half a decade before, we could not fathom to be able to convey our minds so proficiently and promptly to a friend sitting on the other side of the globe and now we are able to hear his pealing laughter or envision him riding a camel in the Gobi deserts. Before our mind even plans it fully, our impressions are already […] - [ARUNACHALA...AN INTENDED PILGRIMAGE UNTO AN INTENDED VOID](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/arunachala-intended-pilgrimage-unto-intended-void/): arunachala… an intended pilgrimage unto the enlightened void     life has a manner of passing by, where seeking and striving are deep conditioning. in the enthusiasm for results, the beauty of the journey often missed. spirituality… another mind game where striving to moksha, a high-end pursuit. the shortest routes in the fastest time, is the most favored way. I had intended to be on a pilgrimage with a similar chaste desire. in a meditative moment, an awakening dawned. in the ambiance of Arunachala, beneath the gaze of Ramana, all I need to do is to surrender in silence and […] - [RAMANA....THE MARTYR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ramana-the-martyr/): Ramana…The  martyr     Even though dead, through the buried deep, Your fragrance still brims the winds, The springs come to beg inspiration And the rains to quench their age-old thirst, Many come to wail their woes And go back embedded to peace. This stilled detonation that lurks around you Will explode all those who seek. Your body has ashed to earth, Your breath no longer flows. Then what is this compelling tug That encroaches and dissolves the silly “ego”? What could be this immortal spirit That fetches these people from far away? In ensuing days, I begin to know […] - [RAMANA MAHARISHI:THE BECKONING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ramana-maharishithe-beckoning/): Ramana Maharishi: the beckoning     when the magic of words is lost, you replace them with mute exchanges. so sweet is your fragrance, I forgot my own. I tread the path that leads to thee. will my stumbling steps find you? you erase the paraphernalia of questions and crash up my mental maze. at the awaited confront, what will I say to thou? I travel moment to moment, wonder at which corner you might appear. until then…I sing your hymns or still to a silenced state. my journey might be a step away or maybe miles to go before […] - [ENQUIRY VERSUS SURRENDER: WHAT IS THE WAY?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enquiry-versus-surrender-way/): ENQUIRY & SURRENDER   NAMO RAMANA. In the Ramana way, there are two modes: either do the inquiry method to know and reach up to the self or to just plain surrender. Let us look at each of these in the light of Maharishi’s teachings and try to delve in detail on these modes. ENQUIRY: Verse 17, Updesa Saaram quotes, “ Manasam tu kim margane krite Naiva manasam marga arjvat” Meaning…. On inquiry as to what is the mind, we realize that there is nothing really called the mind. This is a direct path. This is the path of inquiry […] - [KARMA YOGA IN MODERN TIMES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/karma-yoga-modern-times/): KARMA YOGA IN MODERN TIMES “Yogaratova bhogaratovA saNgaratovA  saNgavihInaH | yasya brahmaNi ramate chitta nandati nandati nandatyeva || 19||”   which means…. “One may take delight in yoga or bhoga , may have attachment or detachment. But only he whose mind steadily delights in Brahman enjoys bliss, no one else.”   This 19th verse of the great work of Adi Shankaracharya, “bhaj govindam” is an epitome of the karma yogi’s path. whether the times are urban or ancient, the truth remains unaltered in its validity and replication. Yoga and bhoga are two flipsides of the same coin and a true […] - [ CHOOSING THE NOW, BEING IN IT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/choosing-the-now-being-in-it/): CHOOSING THE NOW, BEING IN IT If the realization that there is none other than today is even beginning to dawn on you…you can pat ur back to corraborate yourself that you are fairly intelligent and have managed to overcome the stupid notion of your immortality. Today is a chunk of the timeless Pandora box which is available to us…the rest are out of reach and inane… The mortal nature of our life in terms of our life can either engage us in the today’s with 100% involvement or seize us into a sorrow of the impermanent… What we choose […] - [THE ENCHANTMENT NAMED "BHAGWAN RAMANA MAHARISHI"](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-enchantment-named-bhagwan-ramana-maharishi/): THE ENCHANTMENT NAMED  “BHAGWAN RAMANA MAHARISHI”   The ship of detached observation comes to rest in the harbour of meditation and then whatever is perceived is just as it is. The distortions of conditioning become incapable to make a morph of the involuted images and an unbelievable replica of truth is who we become when the observation process has been sacredly adhered to. Limping words come to me from far away zones and aim at the description of phenomena that are incapable of record. This grace has made awe of me …it has ripped me of the I and left […] - [THE EVER CHANGING RIVER OF OUR LIFE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/914-2/): THE EVER CHANGING RIVER OF OUR LIFE.   The river of our own life is changing at a ferocious speed every moment.. something that held our one-pointed attention a while ago is now seen at the edge of a bygone time. It’s at the brink of the horizon behind us…waiting to disappear into a no man’s zone.. the one we loved now love someone else and even we have chosen new love. Nothing is awaiting our discovery and nothing is rejecting itself on us… we are just traveling with newer perceptions on different portals and the view keeps emerging in […] - [ENGAGING, IN ALL HONESTY, IS THE KEY.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/engaging-honesty-key/): ENGAGING, IN ALL HONESTY, IS THE KEY.   Engage more and more with the truth until You become IT… - [I LIVE IN THE NOW...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-live-in-the-now/): I  I LIVE IN THE NOW…. Today as I went for a sniff of morning air…a flower softly called out my name. as I bent down on my knees to embrace it, a voice from it emerged, “ I am beautiful only because I live in the now.” - [THE RESURRECTION TO LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-resurrection-to-love-2/): THE RESURRECTION TO LOVE. love had found me writhing in pain, I was a weakling bearing the rains. All my sores lay bare and naked and I, in a helpless state, not even able to acknowledge or empathize with my own suffering. Colours of my aura lay submerged under grief. a heavy cloud of gloom was playing havoc with my already failing heart… tears were less and the burdens of life ached my fragile shoulders. Just when life had begun to disappoint and the breath a burden to bear….you appeared at my timeline’s horizon..  just immediately, the pains numbed and […] - [LOVE’S LEGEND: THE TALES THAT SPAN TIMES.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/loves-legend-tales-span-times/): LOVE’S LEGEND: THE TALES THAT SPAN TIMES.     IT’S-A STORY THAT HAS BEEN TOLD MANY A TIMES AND YET REMAINS PARTIALLY UNDISCOVERED. MANY HAVE NARRATED IT IN THEIR OWN SIGNATURE STYLES AND MANY HAVE BEEN UNSUNG HEROES AT THE HANDS OF DESTINY’S CRUEL WAYS. SOMETIMES IT WAS AGE, SOMETIMES THE TIMES AND AT OTHERS, SOME OTHER REASONS THAT REALLY DID NOT MATTER, BUT LOVE SUCCUMBED TO INSULTS AND TRIALS THAT ALMOST EXTINGUISHED ITS EXISTENCE. HOWEVER IN ITS SOFT STRENGTH, IT ALWAYS MANAGED TO LIVE UP TO ITS GRACE AND BEAUTY. MANY DETESTED IT, FEARING THAT IT WOULD MAKE THEM […] - [WHAT MY HEART SINGS TO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/what-my-heart-sings-to/): What my heart sings to…..   These days are different from the ones gone by…magical indeed. The rhythm of my heart pulsates with love and the cells of my soul seem to brim with a wellspring of energy. When my eyes close, the pictures of beautiful blooming flowers of many colors, and the love-struck butterflies that hum around them appears. The flowers are innocently ignorant of their sweet essence and the butterflies insanely in love with them. There is no hurry to attach, or the mundane giving and receiving. There is only a sweetness that fills their being. How pure […] - [THE TRUE INSIGHT.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-true-insight/): THE TRUE INSIGHT.   OUR EYES ARE TRULY THE MIRRORS OF OUR SOUL AND THE BRIDGE BETWEEN THE REAL AND THE ILLUSORY. THE PORTALS OF LIGHT ARE RECEIVED BY THE EYES AND THUS THEY ARE ACTUALLY ENTRY PORTS TO KNOWLEDGE AND GRACE. True insight is being able to discover the riches within and to be able to unveil the mysteries of the vast universe. Sharpening our sight requires the credentials of humility and gratitude. Only then can we know what we are originally meant to.     - [THE SOLACE OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-solace-of-love/): The solace of love….   I sought peace in temples and churches, read books and went to saints. Friends and family tried guiding me often. On many occasions, I looked for answers in desolate graveyards and past life regressions. Studied in the classrooms of the learned and pined to hear the silences speak. It was as if no one had answers to give to my spirit that had been set on fire. It sought only the answer to why it was here. And what was its purpose to live? One single question and so many who seemed to know. The […] - [EASTER: THE RETURN FROM THE DEAD ](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/easter-return-dead/): Easter marks a significant day, not only for the Christians but for the sacredness within all of us. It is a day that has much to remind. And then extend these reminders to be used to modify thoughts and actions. Usually, death marks the end of the book of life and is a sad and grieving event. In the case of Christ, it was a blow to his disciples and a symbol of great betrayal of humanity. The mind of Judas had been corrupted by the Satan and that lead to the crucifixion of the Christ. And the merciless and […] - [THE PERFECT DATE....WITH ITS DILEMMAS AND BLESSINGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/perfect-date-dilemmas-blessings/): THE PERFECT DATE….WITH ITS DILEMMAS AND BLESSINGS You had come to meet me, in desolation…I watched you while you waited..crossing your fingers, biting your lips…the unkempt hair and the unbothered manner..there were wrinkles on your forehead and the eyes seemed weary of waiting. You loved and cursed simultaneously. ..a sight one could easily die for.. I returned home laced in this memory..the meeting had ended WELL….   - [THE PANGS OF KNOWLEDGE….](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pangs-of-knowledge/): THE PANGS OF KNOWLEDGE…. ONE MIGHT PRIDE HIMSELF MUCH AFTER THE ACQUISITION OF KNOWLEDGE AND SKILLS THAT HAVE BEEN OFFERED TO HIM ON THE PATH OF LIFE. THE ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND ACCOLADES WE OFTEN BOAST OF HAVE NOTHING FOR US TO TAKE CREDIT FOR. WE WERE MERELY MEANT TO LEARN AND KNOW BETTER THAN OTHERS SO THAT WE COULD BE OF SERVICE TO THEM. HOWEVER, BELIEVING THAT OUR HARD WORK AND INTELLIGENCE HAVE MADE US REACH A CERTAIN POSITION OR CALIBRE IS MERELY A MIRAGE THAT THE EGO CREATES. SEPARATENESS AND SUPERIORITY OVER OTHERS IS AN AGE OLD TACTIC THAT OUR […] - [The mutiny of karmic retribution....the bearing and erasing both.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mutiny-karmic-retribution-bearing-erasing/): The mutiny of karmic retribution.   Suddenly, one fine day, karmic pangs catch you off guard when one is rejoicing the pleasures and frolicking in the garden of life. Unaware, that destiny could strike with such cruelty; one is thrown off the ground one is standing on. In the seeping sores of one’s helplessness, one turns to all corners for help, support, answers or merely succor. And then, a deep realization of loneliness hits one further. The realizations that none, howsoever close or empowered can give one relief shatters all delusions of being supported .  all beliefs, concepts, moralities put […] - [THE MALADIES OF RELIGION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-maladies-of-religion/): THE MALADIES OF RELIGION. SINCE TIME WITHOUT BEGINNING, THE AILING HUMAN HEART HAS SOUGHT SOLACE AND GUIDANCE IN THE CRADLE OF RELIGION. RELIGION HAS PLAYED A PIVOTAL ROLE IN UPLIFTING THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE MASSES AND CREATING AWARENESS OF THE POTENTIAL OF HUMAN LIFE.TO MANY DAZED AND DISCONNECTED, IT HAS OFFERED A TRAIL TO FOLLOW AND BE CENTRED AND STRONG. THE AGE OLD SUFFERINGS OF BIRTH, SICKNESS, OLD AGE AND DEATH IMPLORE US TO SEEK REFUGE IN PROPHESIES AND RELIGIOUS DOCTRINES.BUT RELIGION IS ONLY A TODDLER STEP IN THE LADDER OF SPIRITUALITY. ONE MUST KNOW AND BE AWARE THAT THERE’S […] - [The magic of twin flames…..Meeting, parting and uniting forever](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/magic-twin-flames-meeting-parting-uniting-forever/): The magic of twin flames…..       Many of us know of soul mates. They are those souls that another one instantly identifies and connects to. There can be more than one soul mate in one lifetime. And one might even wonder how switching soul mates do not amount to infidelity. There is, however, another relation that far bypasses that the one between soul mates. Those are twin flames. Twin flames are two souls that meet in a lifetime to flower their individual spirituality into full fruition. Their relationship is not merely a romantic adventure but has a deep […] - [THE FALLING LEAF](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-falling-leaf/): THE FALLING LEAF The falling leaf Turns itself In a myriad ways To the flowing wind Before it Succumbs To the quiet Of the earth… - [THOUGHT AS OCCURENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thought-as-occurence/): THOUGHT AS OCCURRENCE Thought cannot touch occurrence. - [THE FLOWERS GREW ON ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flowers-grew-on-me/): THE FLOWERS GREW ON ME I sat and sat… While The flowers Grew on me. - [THE UNEXPRESSED IMMENSITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unexpressed-immensity/): THE UNEXPRESSED IMMENSITY My words return vanquished Again and again Like the tides return to the shore… Unable to express The immensity Of what has been beheld. - [THE SEARCH IS OVER.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-search-is-over/): THE SEARCH IS OVER The altering facies Ceases To stop identifying itself In the mirror… The search is over - [THE SHORT EXISTENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-short-existence/): THE SHORT EXISTENCE The precedence of blossoming; The sequaelae of thorning; In this short existence; The flower has known both. - [THE MELTING MOON](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-melting-moon/): THE MELTING MOON I alight Up the highest perch To drink From the melting moon. - [ONLY IS SO....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/only-is-so/): ONLY IS SO… While the night Awakens to itself. My friend is happy To see me drowning In the sweet slumber.  The small magic of friendship That has no anticipation Of being glorified. Only is SO. - [BACKSTABBED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/backstabbed/): BACKSTABBED   On being backstabbed, I bled out roses. - [IN BLENDING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-blending-2/): IN BLENDING In blending… one fails to remember each other’ s differences which were merely the projections of chattering minds and hearts not fully immersed to love. This blending happens as an occurrence at an appropriate perfect time and cannot be pushed to its manifestation. It is the sahej state of being and freedom and acceptance lie at its core. - [THE WHOLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-whole/): THE WHOLE A part of me was compassion; A part of me was intellect. The whole of me Had been emptied Of both. - [THE LAST SIGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-last-sight/): THE LAST SIGHT   The last sight Was Of her & Then….. LIBERATED. - [THE ENDLESS DOORWAYS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-endless-doorways/): THE ENDLESS DOORWAYS The endless doorways To bring one home. A muse indeed. - [THE VIRGIN SELF](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-virgin-self/): THE VIRGIN SELF The virgin self Is its own Revelation. - [THE EXHAUSTED LONGING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-exhausted-longing/): THE EXHAUSTED LONGING The Longing Exhausted ; Then Evaporated ME. - [THE REVERSAL OF COMFORT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reversal-of-comfort/): THE REVERSAL OF COMFORT     THE REVERSAL OF COMFORT. - [THE THIRSTY EARTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-thirsty-earth/): THE THIRSTY EARTH   This earth needed healing. So, I sprinkled some light. - [A MORBID LIFE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-morbid-life/): A MORBID LIFE The last words of a drowning man: ” it was too short And morbid To be called a life…” - [THE TRICKY CAMOUFLAGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-tricky-camouflage/): THE TRICKY CAMOUFLAGE Our camouflage tricked the earth… It grew flowers on us. - [THE KABALLAH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-kaballah/): THE KABALLAH When all sapherots Of the Kaballah Open unto WITHIN. - [THE TAO OF THE SPIRAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-tao-of-the-spiral/): THE TAO OF THE SPIRAL The tao of the spiral Is that It can make one go up And come down Àll the same… - [THE VAPOURIZING THOUGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-vapourizing-thought/): THE VAPORIZING THOUGHT The vaporizing thought That I AM. - [THE REVERIE OF VACANT RECEPTION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/reverie-vacant-reception/): THE REVERIE OF VACANT RECEPTION   The reverie Of Vacant reception. - [THE SWOONED SELF](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-swooned-self/): THE SWOONED SELF Flung open Without permission Or preparation… A swooned self That cares for no formalities Looks upon itself trembling….. Then falls back Unto its own. - [BEES FLOCKED .....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bees-flocked/): BEES FLOCKED ….. Bees flocked To this one Who had blossomed Into flower. - [IN BLENDING...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-blending/): IN BLENDING…   In blending… one fails to remember each other’ s differences which were merely the projections of chattering minds and hearts not fully immersed to love. This blending happens as an occurrence at an appropriate perfect time and cannot be pushed to its manifestation. It is the sahej state of being and freedom and acceptance lie at its core. - [THE EXTENDED WOMB](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-extended-womb/): THE EXTENDED WOMB Wombs extend to hold… even outside of themselves. - [THE APATHY OF DROUGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-apathy-of-drought/): THE APATHY OF DROUGHT The apathy Of Inner drought. - [THE GENIUS OF THE 'I '](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-genius-of-the-i/): THE GENIUS OF THE ‘I ‘ The interconnectedness Within the genius of The seeing “I”. - [THE IGNITED ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ignited-me/): THE IGNITED ME Sometimes I ignite the light, Sometimes vice versa. - [THE MUTINY OF KALI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mutiny-of-kali/): THE MUTINY OF KALI The mutiny of KAALI Is her Dismembering compassion. - [SHAKTI: A PREJUDICE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shakti-a-prejudice/): SHAKTI: A PREJUDICE. Shakti: A prejudice Even Shiva cannot deny. - [THE DISAPPEARING SIGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-disappearing-sight/): THE DISAPPEARING SIGHT When the watching Is intense, The sights disappear. - [I WALKED AWAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-walked-away/): I WALKED AWAY I Walked away From you In peace. - [TOGETHER YET APART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/together-yet-apart/): TOGETHER YET APART We emerged In Perfect Harmony & beauty. Together Yet Apart.   - [THE REBELLIOUS BLOSSOMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rebellious-blossoming/): THE REBELLIOUS BLOSSOMING My rebellious blossoming Ruptured Without the aid Of any Spring. - [YOU FINISHED ME.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-finished-me/): YOU FINISHED ME. You took away Even the memories Of us That I had strung tenderly Into a lovely pearl necklace. You finished me. - [THE RADIANT JEWELL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-radiant-jewell/): THE RADIANT JEWELL As I seep myself away To the unknown, The flower of the heart Blossoms Into a radiant Jewell. - [THE FROLICK OF COMMUNION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-frolick-of-communion/): THE FROLICK OF COMMUNION The frolick Of Communion… - [THE PENANCE OF SILENT WAITING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/penance-silent-waiting/): THE PENANCE OF SILENT WAITING The penance Of Silent waiting….. Moments pass As eons… You must be Almost Home!   - [THE UNSPOKEN ACROBATICS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unspoken-acrobatics/): THE UNSPOKEN ACROBATICS The unspoken Acrobatics Of Love… - [THE ANOINTED EARTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-anointed-earth/): THE ANOINTED EARTH The earth touched tenderly In a yearning For silent intimacy with you. You must have Anointed it … again… today. - [THE ENDLESS ILLUSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-endless-illusion/): THE ENDLESS ILLUSION The endless illusion Of threading Smoke… - [THE GRACE OF SOLITUDE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-grace-of-solitude/): THE GRACE OF SOLITUDE The grace Of Solitude. - [THE HIDDEN TEARS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-hidden-tears/): THE HIDDEN TEARS I hid my tears Behind The flowers you sent. - [THE DISTANT VOICE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-distant-voice/): THE DISTANT VOICE Thought I had died. Then heard your voice… - [THE SPACIOUSNESS OF WISDOM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spaciousness-of-wisdom/): THE SPACIOUSNESS OF WISDOM The spacious weightlessness Of hearty wisdom. - [AN ARRIVAL AT EMPTINESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-arrival-at-emptiness/): AN ARRIVAL AT EMPTINESS I Crossed the subtle realms To arrive At your emptiness. - [THE DOOR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-door/): THE DOOR The door opens INWARD. - [THE ILLUSION OF SEPARATENESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-illusion-of-separateness-2/): THE ILLUSION OF SEPARATENESS The illusion Of separatedness. - [UNBIASED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unbiased/): UNBIASED The art Of being Without a BIAS - [YOU LEFT MIDWAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-left-midway/): YOU LEFT MIDWAY As if The million sorrows Were not enough… U LEFT MIDWAY……. - [THE ARRIVAL OF SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-arrival-of-silence/): THE ARRIVAL OF SILENCE Burn every word to ash. Silence has arrived! - [TIMELESS IN TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/timeless-in-time/): TIMELESS IN TIME Timeless in Time. - [THE STARTLING REVELATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-startling-revelation/): THE STARTLING REVELATION The startling revelation Of the inner Luminosity… - [BLEEDING TO LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bleeding-to-love/): BLEEDING TO LOVE The heart finds solace In bleeding itself To love. - [THE EMPTIED CARACASSES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-emptied-caracasses/): THE EMPTIED CARCASSES When one allows The chest to be ripped apart To reveal the carcasses Of the past… Who said.. To be emptied Is easy?   - [THE FLOCKING FLOWERS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flocking-flowers/): THE FLOCKING FLOWERS When the flowers you pick Flock to embed you. - [THE FULLNESS OF MOTHERHOOD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fullness-of-motherhood/): THE FULLNESS OF MOTHERHOOD     The fullness of motherhood Exchanges notes With the innocence of childhood. - [ACROSS TRANSITIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/across-transitions/): ACROSS TRANSITIONS Across the transitions of the mind Love loves….. - [THE BURNING BUTTERFLY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-burning-butterfly/): THE BURNING BUTTERFLY Consumed by longing, There remained no choice Other than to Plunge and love…..   - [THE WITNESSING EYE( I )](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-witnessing-eye-i/): THE WITNESSING EYE( I ) The witnessing Eye. ( I ) - [THE CARAVAN OF THE GOLDEN TEAR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/caravan-golden-tear/): THE CARAVAN OF THE GOLDEN TEAR Distraught in its longing To kiss the cheek, The golden tear  Deserted the melancholy eye. It belonged to none of them. Only a frenzy of love Kept its journey on.   - [THE CLUMSINESS OF QUEST](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-clumsiness-of-quest/): THE CLUMSINESS OF QUEST Love hung its key At the peg of my heart And made it a forgotten memory. While I search outside It mocks from within At the clumsiness Of this quest. - [THE SUCCOR OF AMPUTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-succor-of-amputation/): THE SUCCOR OF AMPUTATION   The succor for an amputee is his invisible limb. - [THE SHAME OF SORROW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-shame-of-sorrow/): THE SHAME OF SORROW The shame of sorrow. - [THE VIRTUVIAN MAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-virtuvian-man/): THE VIRTUVIAN MAN The Vitruvian man must mate too. - [THE HALF AND HIS STORY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-half-and-his-story/): THE HALF AND HIS STORY The halved and his concealed story. - [THE FLIP FLOP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flip-flop/): THE FLIP FLOP The flip-flop and the time in between - [REDEEMED FROM FATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/redeemed-from-fate/): REDEEMED FROM FATE Redeemed from fate. - [THE GRACE OF THE EDGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-grace-of-the-edge/): THE GRACE OF THE EDGE The agile grace of being at the edge. - [THE EXCEPTED CANVAS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-excepted-canvas/): THE EXCEPTED CANVAS All except the canvas caught the splashes… - [THE FRAGILE ASSOCIATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fragile-association/): THE FRAGILE ASSOCIATION The fragility of Association…… - [SPRING FOLLOWS ALL WINTERS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/spring-follows-winters/): SPRING FOLLOWS ALL WINTERS When autumn comes, can spring be far behind? - [THE SINNER IN SOLACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sinner-in-solace/): THE SINNER IN SOLACE The sinner in solace. - [UNEXPECTED PLACES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unexpected-places/): UNEXPECTED PLACES Sometimes When it rains, Flowers come to bloom In unexpected places.. - [THE ONE....AS A MIRRORING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-one-as-a-mirroring/): THE ONE…AS A MIRRORING I & YOU mirror THE ONE. - [THE UNHEARD....THE UNKNOWN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unheard-the-unknown/): THE UNHEARD…THE UNKNOWN The unheard.. Yet Not Unknown. - [THE ACHE OF THE UNBORN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ache-of-the-unborn/): THE ACHE OF THE UNBORN The Womb Bears The ache Of the unborn. - [THE FIERY SPACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fiery-space/): THE FIERY SPACE The fiery space To hold In tandem The screeching universes. The silent blackholes… There is no rejection. - [THE DEFACED EGO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-defaced-ego/): THE DEFACED EGO When the blebs of grace Deface …and erase The beautified ego. - [THE REVERIE OF THE EXTENDED PALMS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/reverie-extended-palms/): THE REVERIE OF THE EXTENDED PALMS Extended palms….empty…….. ….they don’t wonder, who will come, who is to come…….. who will give…..what is to be received. - [THE TWISTED GROWTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-twisted-growth/): THE TWISTED GROWTH The twisted growth; Unaware of itself… Voracious In its seeking the light… - [THE FLOWERED HEART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flowered-heart/): THE FLOWERED HEART   The flowered heart Knows no shame. - [THE EVAPORATED THOUGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-evaporated-thought/): THE EVAPORATED THOUGHT The watching Of The evaporation of THOUGHT - [THE FROZEN FEET](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-frozen-feet/): THE FROZEN FEET You froze my feet When it sought your ground. - [THE CUTTING OF CHORDS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-cutting-of-chords/): The initiated journey To cut all cords. - [THE SHAME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-shame/): THE SHAME The shame Of not being enough - [THE CURATED GALAXY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-curated-galaxy/): THE CURATED GALAXY As if one was not enough… The curation of a galaxy… - [HOWSOEVER....HELD.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/howsoever-held/): HOWSOEVER…HELD. HOWSOEVER….HELD. - [THE AWARED DISSOLUTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-awared-dissolution/): THE AWARED DISSOLUTION Awareness To One’s Dissolution! - [THE ABANDONED NEOPHYTE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-abandoned-neophyte/): THE ABANDONED NEOPHYTE THE ABANDONED NEOPHYTE - [THE UNTAMED GROWTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-untamed-growth/): THE UNTAMED GROWTH Finally… You did Grow on me…. - [FORLORN....YET NESTED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/forlorn-yet-nested/): FORLORN…YET NESTED Forlorn.. Yet Got nested… - [THE TRANSCEDENCE OF TENDERNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-transcedence-of-tenderness/): THE TRANSCENDENCE OF TENDERNESS Transcend With tenderness - [THE OBLIVION OF SURRENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-oblivion-of-surrender/): THE OBLIVION OF SURRENDER Oblivious in its surrender An annhilated mind Overtaken by love… - [THE MUSE AND IT'S ENTICE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-muse-and-its-entice/): THE MUSE AND IT’S ENTICE   The gripping entice of the muse! - [A PUBLISHED POEM....INVINCIBLE MAGAZINE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/published-poem-invincible-magazine/): A PUBLISHED POEM…INVINCIBLE MAGAZINE   A published poem in INVINCIBLE magazine.. Lovely magazine that covers literary events, book reviews, author introductions and more .. Thank you, ajay. Your editorial team rocks. Thank u invincible publishers. - [THE SHEER ECSTACY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sheer-ecstacy/): THE SHEER ECSTACY   The bearing Of Sheer ecstasy… - [THE REBELLIOUS FLOWER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rebellious-flower-2/): THE REBELLIOUS FLOWER   A blooming flower Often incites awe and admiration For its blissful and aware presence In the vast gamut of this fiery existence. It prods us to beauty and grace Emanating its peaceful fragrance and color. Who knows of what lies within? The backdrop of its story; Where it battled with fate. Destiny had planned its demise Much before it came. It must gulp this pang And transcend this impending death While still alive. A colossal Of life and death This is the story of THE REBELLIOUS FLOWER. - [AN UNSHED TEAR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-unshed-tear/): AN UNSHED TEAR The unshed tear.. Will not Let u go far… - [THE FORBIDDEN APPLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-forbidden-apple/): THE FORBIDDEN APPLE The forbidden apple Became Adam’s Fate - [SOMETIMES...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sometimes/): SOMETIMES.. Sometimes The flower held me back… Sometimes The thorns. - [THE UNTAMED STEP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-untamed-step/): THE UNTAMED STEP The dance arises Out of its own Bliss. No audience Rules the untamed step… - [SMILING EYES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/smiling-eyes/): SMILING EYES The smile of these eyes Remains unfaded In the face of Diversity of it’s witnessing. - [A LONG PAUSE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-long-pause/): A LONG PAUSE The longest pause Happened Between my departure And your arrival. - [KUNDALINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kundalini/): KUNDALINI The uncoiling serpent From the nidus Of the yoni. - [ALL HERE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/all-here/): ALL HERE The universes And it’s gods Birthing Prevailing And Demising HERE…   - [EDIFICE OF BORROWED SHAME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/edifice-borrowed-shame/): EDIFICE OF BORROWED SHAME The Edifice Of Borrowed Shame. - [A SILENT DELIBERATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-silent-deliberation/): A SILENT DELIBERATION The deliberation Of “Who am i?” - [IN ALCHEMY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-alchemy/): IN ALCHEMY   In alchemy.. As one.. - [THE FADING FORMS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fading-forms/): THE FADING FORMS The fading forms Of Nothingness… - [ENSHRINED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enshrined/): ENSHRINED Enshrined In And As The Light. - [HER MAAYA...HER LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/her-maaya-her-love/): HER MAAYA…HER LOVE She could be you, Could be not. And yet she will be everything You have ever been or known. The maaya Of her being and nonbeing Is the substratum Of all universes. - [IN OUR LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-our-love/): IN OUR LOVE In your longing.. In my consent.. In our love… - [A PROMISE...KEPT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-promise-kept/): A PROMISE…KEPT I promised I’d come tonight… - [THE PREVAILING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-prevailing/): THE PREVAILING   There was somewhere and nowhere Both to go to… I prevailed here. - [THE SWEET WHISPERINGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sweet-whisperings/): THE SWEET WHISPERINGS Those winter mornings, When I tugged you closer For the sweet whisperings… - [THE BELOVED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-beloved/): THE BELOVED Indeed.. Beauty clings To the beloved. - [SIMPLY SO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/simply-so/): SIMPLY SO Simply so……… - [THE HARD CRUSTED SAMSARA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hard-crusted-samsara/): THE HARD CRUSTED SAMSARA Beware Of becoming The hard crusted samsara To which you seem to belong. - [AN INEVITABLE LIFE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-inevitable-life/): AN INEVITABLE LIFE Even the dead Must play. That’s how inevitable Is this life. - [THE DANCING GODDESSES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dancing-goddesses-2/): THE DANCING GODDESSES   This Earth is yet not dead… Breathing itself Through these dancing goddesses… - [LAJJA: A WOMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lajja-a-woman/): LAJJA: A WOMAN Lajja.. Draped in Devotion. - [THE BURSTING GIGGLES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bursting-giggles/): THE BURSTING GIGGLES The bursting giggles At Being kissed - [PERFECT TIMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/perfect-timing/): PERFECT TIMING   Indeed, It was time… To bless myself.   - [BARELY SURVIVED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/barely-survived/): BARELY SURVIVED I Barely Survived Life. - [SWEET SURRENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sweet-surrender/): SWEET SURRENDER When the icebergs of fate Finally reach you… Will u lie low for Them to mutate you Into stardust…. The sweet surrender Of being taken over…. Without conditions. Without questions asked… Without even the awareness Of being taken over. Just so. - [SWEET COMPANIONSHIP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sweet-companionship/): SWEET COMPANIONSHIP A matchless blessing To have the sweet companionship For gazing into nothingness….   - [SWEET SEDUCTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sweet-seduction/): SWEET SEDUCTION The sweet seduction Of race. - [UN EARTHLY LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/un-earthly-love/): UN EARTHLY LOVE When archaengels Fall in Love with earthly mermaids… The heavens must descend To kiss the earth. - [HELD CLOSE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/held-close/): HELD CLOSE As I await For the intended dew drop To stun my parched mouth… You hold me close, Watching over and loving me. - [NAMASKARAM: A POSTURE OF REVERENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/namaskaram-posture-reverence/): NAMASKARAM: A POSTURE OF REVERENCE Namaskaram. The posture of reverence … To the other As the self. - [THE ADVAITIC DISDAIN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-advaitic-disdain/): THE ADVAITIC DISDAIN   The Advaitic disdain Of All being invain.. - [THE SEXY HOMOSAPIEN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sexy-homosapien/): THE SEXY HOMOSAPIEN The Sexy Homosapien… - [SIMPLE JOY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/simple-joy/): SIMPLE JOY The Simple joy Of togetherness. - [THE CONCEALED REVELATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-concealed-revelation/): THE CONCEALED REVELATION The revelation Of the concealed blossoming; Only to the chosen few…. - [TRANSMUTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/transmutation/): TRANSMUTATION Mortal ones Transmuting To beings of eternal life. - [THE BEAUTY NAP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-beauty-nap/): THE BEAUTY NAP When the shell got ruptured As I arose lazily From the sweetness Of a long beauty sleep. - [THE UNDIVIDED SELF](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-undivided-self/): THE UNDIVIDED SELF The undivided Self… In presence… In silence…. - [THE HOLY TRANSMUTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-holy-transmutation/): THE HOLY TRANSMUTATION The creeping frog Ambitions the holy kiss Transmuting him To the noble prince…. - [THE ATTITUDE OF GRATITUDE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-attitude-of-gratitude/): THE ATTITUDE OF GRATITUDE This head Does not raise itself From it’s attitude of gratitude. - [THE SWINGING KUNDALINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-swinging-kundalini/): THE SWINGING KUNDALINI The varda And abhaya mudras Of the swirling Kundalini.. - [I'D DO ANYTHING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/id-do-anything/): I’D DO ANYTHING I’d do Anything To be in love.. Yet, again. - [THE POSSESSIVE SKY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-possessive-sky/): THE POSSESSIVE SKY When my nakedness bends down To touch the earth below me, Your possessive sky Becomes my skin. - [THE TAO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-tao-2/): THE TAO The tao Of the wedded galaxies. - [THE UNAWARE IGNITION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unaware-ignition/): THE UNAWARE IGNITION Ignited… Unaware… Of whose flame it Kindles. - [A PREDICAMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-predicament/): A PREDICAMENT The predicament Of Being fire and water All in this moment - [FRAGILITY OF PRESENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/fragility-of-presence/): FRAGILITY OF PRESENCE The fragility Of being Present Without a premise…. - [MAKE YOUR RAIN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/make-your-rain/): MAKE YOUR RAIN Make your rain When the Clouds dry up. - [FLOCK AWAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/flock-away/): FLOCK AWAY The witnessing Of all that’s not the self, Flock away. - [THE VIRGIN KISS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-virgin-kiss/): THE VIRGIN KISS   This Earth Was what my feet had blessed The first time we kissed. - [THE UNWITNESSED BLOSSOMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unwitnessed-blossoming/): THE UN WITNESSED BLOSSOMING Sssshh…… Don’t tell them.. U witnessed my blooming. - [FEELING....A BIT TOO MUCH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/feeling-bit-much/): FEELING….A BIT TOO MUCH   In an unfeeling world, I found myself Feeling a bit too much. - [THE CLINGING ENVELOPE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-clinging-envelope/): THE CLINGING ENVELOPE You sent me Flowers and butterflies too… I slept clinging To your fragranced envelope…. - [ART: THE FRENZY OF DISPLAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/art-frenzy-display/): ART: THE FRENZY OF DISPLAY Art Is The frenzied display Of naked beauty…. - [THE GOLDEN FATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-golden-fate/): THE GOLDEN FATE When the Simmering gold Of the honey bee’ s labor Became my golden fate. - [A YOU TO DIE FOR...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-you-to-die-for/): A YOU TO DIE FOR…   I simply knew For sure… “There would be a you To die for” - [THE HARD CRUSTED SAMSAARA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hard-crusted-samsaara/): THE HARD CRUSTED SAMSAARA Beware Of becoming The hard crusted samsara To which you seem to belong. - [THE DANCING GODDESSES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dancing-goddesses/): THE DANCING GODDESSES This Earth is yet not dead… Breathing itself Through these dancing goddesses… - [THE MEDITATOR'S ATTITUDE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-meditators-attitude/): THE MEDITATOR’S ATTITUDE The meditator’ s Attitude Is only to empty himself. - [THE APOSTLE OF GRACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-apostle-of-grace/): THE APOSTLE OF GRACE In the apostle of Grace… I meditate on thee.. And then….” thou art me”.. I come to know… - [THE SHADOWS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-shadows/): THE SHADOWS When a part of you Gets lost To the lurking shadows Of gloomy pasts… - [THE CHOICELESS COMPASSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-choiceless-compassion/): THE CHOICE LESS COMPASSION The Choicelessness Of Inevitable Compassion… - [THE ZEN LIKE WITNESSING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/zen-like-witnessing/): THE ZEN LIKE WITNESSING Alternating Between The frenzy of motion And the void of stillness, The zen like witnessing… - [CHANDRAJEEWAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/chandrajeewan/): CHANDRAJEEWAN Chandrajeewan Through the antiquity of time; Alternating on fullness and void; The moon passes on.. Unfazed by it’s own disillusion. It rises and sinks…frolicking on the Faraway horizons. So is this life; Dancing like dew drops On the stage curated by Maya.. Recoiling unto emptiness; Then Enlarging into voluptuousness… The yin and yang Of prakriti and purusha Sambhog In the ambit of being To rise and fall As sampoorna and shunya. To mimic The CHANDRAJEEWAN Inspired by album chandrajeewan: sounds of Isha. Thank you Sadhguru. - [SHULI...THE BLOSSOMED ONE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shuli-blossomed-one/): SHULI…THE BLOSSOMED ONE     Shuli… The blossomed one She greets the day By adorning herself As “Earth dropped” all night… She is humility incarnate. A brief life; Yet a fragrant one.. She shys from the sun Brooding on her abandonment by him. She blossoms quietly And fragrances the night. Parijaat as is her other name.. She embodies The sweet sorrow Of IMPERMANENCE. A short blossoming; An exotic erotica Of the morbid and thimble life… Shuli…the blossomed one. - [THE KUTUHAL ( CURIOSITY)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-kutuhal-curiosity/): THE KUTUHAL ( CURIOSITY) Is kutuhal ( curiosity) Ki tum hi wahaj ( cause) Aur tum hi daatri( fullfillment). Jaala do( ash me) Ya Rama do.( include me) Jaisa chaho….( as u wish)   - [THE HIDDEN GOD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-hidden-god/): THE HIDDEN GOD The inevitability of being unknown to the pangs of devotion… How long can GOD remain hidden from such innocence? - [PORTALS TO THE BEYOND](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/portals-to-the-beyond/): PORTALS TO THE BEYOND The third eye.. The yoni… Portals to the beyond. - [THE INSTIGATED EROTICA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-instigated-erotica/): THE INSTIGATED EROTICA The blanch of your bodily musk Has left me in ache.. Undo this instigation To my own erotica. - [THE BEND OF HUMILITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bend-of-humility/): THE BEND OF HUMILITY Sometimes the light Is not a mere mirage… Only one needs to bend in humility To receive it. - [THE DISCOVERY BEYOND PERCEPTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/discovery-beyond-perception/): THE DISCOVERY BEYOND PERCEPTION Slit open With blooded fingers.. The revelation of universes Singing to my ecstatic being. A discovery beyond perception And definitely beyond words…. - [WOMBED UNTO THE ROOTS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/wombed-unto-roots/): WOMBED UNTO THE ROOTS I wombed into the roots While the tempests blew up My tree….. - [THE HEAP OF CARA CASES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/heap-cara-cases/): THE HEAP OF CARA CASES The heap Of carcasses That haunt the mind… We would be so much lighter without these burdens…. Let go. - [THE STAMMERING HEART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-stammering-heart/): THE STAMMERING HEART A shackled heart Does not beat. Only Stammers To life… - [NO SHIVA WITHOUT SHAKTI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/no-shiva-without-shakti/): NO SHIVA WITHOUT SHAKTI In her denial Is her caliber To consume his passion. He loves Only because she is his. No Shiva Without Shakti. - [THE LEFT BEHIND WORLD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/left-behind-world/): THE LEFT BEHIND WORLD From where can I move away From the altar of you? You are the penchant of my blessings, Shambho! We drink from each other’s eyes Let the world be left behind… - [THE ANDROGYNE: DIVINITY OF FUSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/androgyne-divinity-fusion/): THE ANDROGYNE: DIVINITY OF FUSION The androgyne: divinity of fusion. The mendicant Whose detachment Does not let the attention Move away from the self. His umbrella does not deny The demented and the dead. Aghoric and ash-smeared, He has no lineage to boast of. The 112 gateways to moksha As offered in the vigyaanbhairava tantra All collapse unto his seamless void. Snakes coiled around his neelkantha, The crescent moon at his jata, In Nandi as eternal awaiting, Consciousness itself incarnated into form… Adiyogi, Adiguru, Shiva Shambho Mahadeva. Hibiscus in her flowing mane, The eyelashes like a mriga( deer), Her gait […] - [THE SILENT REBELLION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silent-rebellion/): THE SILENT REBELLION My rebellion To this unkind world Is the owning Of my tenderness and love. - [THE ONLOOKING VACANCY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-onlooking-vacancy/): THE ONLOOKING VACANCY The onlooking Which Has lost its perverted sight… Only belongs to It’s vacancy. - [THE GLUTTONY OF BLISS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-gluttony-of-bliss/): THE GLUTTONY OF BLISS The gluttony That knows no shame Because being it Is being bliss. - [THE PAIN OF SEPARATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pain-of-separation/): THE PAIN OF SEPARATION With this shringaar Of kumkum Dripping from your forehead, Where the third eye Is so blissfully intoxicated With the amrita of nectarian bliss, You are goddess infinite. The crescent moon Is at the mercy of adorning Your mane of plenty And the sleeky fingers Adapting themselves Into divine mudras Are a sight to behold. The devas pine to Birth in human forms To suckle at your full bosom To nourish them to immortality; Shiva himself must Lie at your feet To transmute him from the unmoving corpse( shava) To Shiva himself. The slenderness of this waist… […] - [THE SANE MIRROR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sane-mirror/): THE SANE MIRROR The refrain from judgement, Keeps the mirror sane. - [THE RETURN TO THE WOMB](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-return-to-the-womb/): THE RETURN TO THE WOMB Returning back To the womb Again and again… - [COMPASSION IS BEING IT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/compassion-is-being-it/): COMPASSION IS BEING IT Compassion Is Being It. - [THE RECALL OF TENDERNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-recall-of-tenderness/): THE RECALL OF TENDERNESS The recall Of your tenderness And my Being it…. - [THE BLEEDING HEART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bleeding-heart/): THE BLEEDING HEART   Did i Bleed My Own Heart? - [KAALI:THE THUNDER OF COMPASSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalithe-thunder-compassion/): KAALI: THE THUNDER OF COMPASSION   I lay lazing In the mirth of samsara, Blinded by illusion, desire and fate. You shone like lightning Ripped me of identity, ego, and pride. I screamed… it hurt. I cursed under my breath. You rumbled in aggression And snatched my ground. I was scared and lonely; It was only you at sight. All worlds of familiarity Had been snatched. Every idea fractured. I limped to you Prostate at my knees. Begged for my life. A drop of elixir From the split open sky At my tongue tip… The elixir made me new. I […] - [SRI CHAKRA ILLUMINATIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sri-chakra-illuminations/): SRI CHAKRA ILLUMINATIONS   While Shiva and shakti ( at the 2 ends) bless and facilitate the awakening of the kundalini( the coiled serpent in the center.. ME); the DASAMAHAVIDYAS( the 10 swaroopas of Devi come and celebrate this divine occurrence. In the center as the kundalini is the divine mother, LALITATRIPURASUNDARI as the bindu in the SHREE CHAKRA along with her 108 goddesses in the 9 avarnahas. 43 triangles, 8 petals, 16 petals… one can cross through them to merge in an intoxicating bliss in her at the bindu. It is a time of rejoicing and letting go of […] - [THE ALCHEMIST](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-alchemist/): THE ALCHEMIST The Alchemist Of wound And bloom. - [THE BORROWED SHAME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-borrowed-shame/): THE BORROWED SHAME The borrowed shame Of Loving Without conditions… A stigma  For the mind. An honor For the heart. - [THE CLEAVAGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-cleavage/): THE CLEAVAGE   THE CLEAVAGE. At twilight And a walk by the sea, I come to abide in the self. There is silence and agony Both in eruption All at once. The urge to belong And the nomadic spirit Claim themselves All at once. The paranoia of loss And the celebration of freedom All at once. To be everything and nothing All at once As the witnessed and witnesser Both are one The lips curve up slowly At The mirage of the CLEAVAGE. - [A HALTED TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-halted-time/): A HALTED TIME The relics Of Halted time. - [BARED TO BONE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bared-to-bone/): BARED TO BONE Who knew Love would Bare me To bone… - [THE ILLUSION OF THE SHACKLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-illusion-of-the-shackle/): THE ILLUSION OF THE SHACKLE The illusion Of the shackle Keeps it ALIVE. - [THE HEART CONSUMMATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-heart-consummation/): THE HEART CONSUMMATION In our heart Is Where We consummate. - [THE RARE BLACK ROSE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/rare-black-rose/): THE RARE BLACK ROSE The rare black rose Of love Blossoms amidst The raging fire Of Heartache. - [WE ARE ONE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/we-are-one/): WE ARE ONE   We are all one And there can be No better way To know this… “Through my silent eyes Burst forth The aches of many….” - [THE CHRIST OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-christ-of-love/): THE CHRIST OF LOVE   Ah… These piercing arrows Erupt this blood into A lava of gold And make of me A Christ of love. - [THE OMNIPRESENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-omnipresent/): THE OMNIPRESENT…. The setting sun, the rising moon, the twinkling stars, the beating heart, the sighing breath,the unkempt hair, the singing tears, the erotic passion, the receeding tide, the foggy winters, the waiting rains, the grieving souls, the ecstacies of discoveries, the frustration of failures, the thrill of knowing, the fear of loosing, the devotion to the divine, the jealousy of better, the fragrance of flowers, the webs of spiders, the entangled emotions, skies crowned with rainbows, metamorphosis of the caterpilliar, the eternal love…all are reflections of the pristine omnipresense………….. Facebook Post - [THE TRAILBLAZER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-trailblazer/): THE TRAILBLAZER It has been some grand new days, days that have embarked me on a mystic journey of self-discovery. on this route, I travel briskly at some points and trod painfully at others. the challenge is to solidify my embankments of faith and accumulate the waters of divine wisdom, slowly sealing the leaks of my ignorant mind. as I do this, my ego dances a lustful dance and invites me to join in. it is lucrative and seemingly enticing, but my true self-recognizes the mirage, reminding me to be centered only on “love”. what more can I ask for […] - [YOU & I](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-i/): YOU & I you & I Love & Loss, you & I Facebook Post - [PILGRIMAGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/pilgrimage/): PILGRIMAGE Take me on a pilgrimage to all your spaces… I shall light in each of them, candles of my devotion. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [WELCOME LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/welcome-love/): WELCOME LOVE. Surrender all that’s religious in you and make space to welcome love… a scabbard can hold only a single sword. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [SURRENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/surrender/): SURRENDER I come to you as if I come to a shrine… Surrender is my only offering. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [WHY?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/why/): WHY? Why seek enlightenment… love is better. -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [UNFOUND](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unfound/): UNFOUND If it were not for you… I’d be unfound to love. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE SHOWCASING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-showcasing/): THE SHOWCASING I had been worthless all my life. Suddenly, the world has awakened to my presence… I have been here since time without beginning. it was You who showcased my genius to the world. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE COMPANION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-companion/): THE COMPANION IF YOU WERE BY MY SIDE… I’D FLY TO THE MOON ON A SINGLE WING. -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [FAILED INSPIRATIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/failed-inspirations/): FAILED INSPIRATIONS. Pondered much over your inspirations To write on subjects, more. Searched my heart, Sought my soul, Voices echoed in choruses of light, I know not, write on new or more. When all I hear is love, so bright. Rest of it is shadows, mere. Love is the climate of my soul. And songs of it flood my lips. How can poetry be otherwise? All that brims is the one that spills! Kindle in me some other storm That has a fervor greater than love. I am merely a canvas nude, What you adorn me is what I pride. […] - [THE LEAD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-lead/): EVERYTHING LEADS ONLY TO YOU… All aromas, sounds, colors Are merely reminders now. Some sing, some brood, some grieve and mourn, The others breathe lust and love, Good or bad, I have stopped knowing now, I only follow the calling of my heart. And in all the signals and signposts I come across, I find you calling out to me. I walk on, as if under a spell of love, where everything that breathes leads only to you… -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [COME..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/come/): COME…. Come to my bedside like the shadow of the moon…. drench me in dewdrops at the break of day… Facebook Post - [the dialation](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dialation/): THE DIALATION Dilate me to fit you so…until I see there’s no other bigger universe… Facebook Post - [FRUGALITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/frugality/): FRUGALITY   You allow me to sip on frugal drops…. until I am quenched and beg,”no more”. Facebook Post - [THE PATRIOT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-patriot/): THE PATRIOT Succumb to the fatalities of love… it’s worth being this patriot. Facebook Post - [THE BEWILDERMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bewilderment/): THE BEWILDERMENT Magical grace dazzles my eyes… now, nothing remains ordinary and profane… Facebook Post - [THE PARANORMAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-paranormal/): THE PARANORMAL In my mundane life…. you are the “paranormal” Facebook Post - [THE SINGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-singe/): THE SINGE Singing soot of my heart on fire…. and you like the falling rain… Facebook Post - [THE SEPARATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-separation/): THE SEPARATION. Dawn is slowly reaching out to me…. come and save us, this separation. Facebook Post - [SLEEPLESS NIGHTS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sleepless-nights/): SLEEPLESS NIGHTS Do these works for your sleepless nights…. update records of our love & lust… Facebook Post - [MY GOD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/my-god/): MY GOD. In listless lifetimes, you come to empower…. who knows of some other “god”? -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [Be with me.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-with-me/): BE WITH ME… Be with me….until the rains dry up & the suns black hole. Facebook Post - [THE SINGULARITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-singularity/): THE SINGULARITY Witness all “fusion” remaining grounded in singularity. Facebook Post - [POVERTY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/poverty/): POVERTY “Poverty” has only to do with the spirit Facebook Post - [STUNNED..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/stunned/): STUNNED.. You stun me first with shades of grey…. and then grace me with rainbows of light. Facebook Post - [CHARITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/charity/): CHARITY Possess with detachment the treasures of love…. be charitable to share them with the world. Facebook Post - [SOLD OUT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sold-out/): SOLD OUT. Purchase me with coins of love…. I am sold out to other currency. -BE LOVE.   Facebook Post - [THAT ONE IS YOU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/that-one-is-you/): THAT ONE IS YOU. Silence is the altar in which I worship thee, and tears; the offerings of my seniling soul. I know not what are the trends of worship, nor the etiquette of devotion. I only know that I hold back nothing, and seek not with any lusty cravings. What you bless I pride that and what you don’t, I humbly suffer. Who or what can ail my woes or hang my fears unto death? I know only ‘one’ and that ONE is ‘you’. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [THE UN KNOWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-un-knowing/): THE UN KNOWING I come to you and find you gone… now, I know not, what to turn to next? Facebook Post - [THE FLOURISHED THIRST](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flourished-thirst/): THE FLOURISHED THIRST Quench me with oceans of love… my thirst has Voraciously flourished. Facebook Post - [THE EMPTY CUP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-empty-cup/): THE EMPTY CUP who is here to know and fill my cup? all are staring at their leftover drops… Facebook Post - [MUNDANE PROPHESY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mundane-prophesy/): MUNDANE PROPHESY Now, the mundane prophesies of religion don’t ignite any passion in me… My only religion is love. -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [THE TRANSMUTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-transmutation/): THE TRANSMUTATION I was a sand grain, lost to the sea… You found me and made me into a pearl. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [THE ARRIVAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-arrival/): THE ARRIVAL When you are on your journey of self-discovery, and pause at my door for a breather… go no further, coz you have finally arrived. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE CHOICE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-choice/): THE CHOICE lest we reject and then remorse…. isn’t it better we approve and pride? Facebook Post - [SILHOUETTES OF DARKNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/silhouettes-of-darkness/): SILHOUETTES OF DARKNESS silhouettes of darkness are the harbingers of the light….. Facebook Post - [A sinful day.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-sinful-day/): A sinful day…. The daybreak is here, The sky in a chaos of colors, The tress swooning to the melodious wind, The birds frenzied with joy, Dew drops pining to perish to the first dazzle. You lie beside me, sleeping. The locks carelessly littered with the innocence, Your attire wandering away in slumber, Beyond those big black eyes, You conceal the grandeur Of undiscovered universes. The lips seem like a masterpiece painting, That’s just about to speak. Disclosing age-old secrets. God’s splendor has spilled on me In ways more than one. To revere one over the other Will herald a […] - [The speaking of silence.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-speaking-of-silence/): The speaking of silence. My words speak of love and silences of its scars Facebook Post - [THE PERENNIAL CLIMATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-perennial-climate/): THE PERENNIAL CLIMATE Let awareness be my perennial climate… Facebook Post - [BEST INTENTIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/best-intentions/): BEST INTENTIONS Let all intentions only be of love… Facebook Post - [BANDITS OF FATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bandits-of-fate/): BANDITS OF FATE Bandits Of Fate. - [ENTANGLED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/entangled/): ENTANGLED Entangled In Identity. - [SHADOW PLAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shadow-play/): SHADOW PLAY Shadow play Of Desire. - [VOLUPTUOUS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/voluptuous/): VOLUPTUOUS   A Voluptuous Blossoming… - [A BLOOMED SCAR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-bloomed-scar/): A BLOOMED SCAR Flowers bloomed At The heart scar. - [SHADOW & FORM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shadow-form/): SHADOW & FORM When You are Shadow and form Both. - [THE ENQUIRY OF CHAOS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-enquiry-of-chaos/): THE INQUIRY OF CHAOS Find out. ” To whom Is the chaos?” - [THE SPILL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spill/): THE SPILL Quenched, Nourished, The spill takes care of it all… - [THE MIND REFLECTIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mind-reflections/): THE MIND REFLECTIONS Aghast At The Reflections Of the mind… - [EMBODIED LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/embodied-love/): EMBODIED LOVE The caricature Of Embodied Love. - [A LIFETIME SMOOCH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-lifetime-smooch/): A LIFETIME SMOOCH The smooch That Lasted a lifetime.. - [NON DUALITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/non-duality/): NON DUALITY The approximation That embodies Non duality. - [INTIMACY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/intimacy/): INTIMACY The Intimacy Of Light beings. - [DON'T LET GO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/dont-let-go/): DON’T LET GO   Don’t let me go… Even if I tell you to. - [BE HURT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-hurt/): BE HURT Be hurt…. Even if the world Can’t take it. - [THE FRAGILE TENDERNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fragile-tenderness/): THE FRAGILE TENDERNESS The fragile tenderness Of the dancing ballerina… - [THE SWINDLING KUNDALINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-swindling-kundalini/): THE SWINDLING KUNDALINI The Swindling Kundalini. - [THE VIRTUVIAN MAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-virtuvian-man-2/): THE VIRTUVIAN MAN The vitruvian man In Cunnilingus. - [THE MIDAS TOUCH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-midas-touch/): THE MIDAS TOUCH The Midas touch Had Initiated my darkness To turn to gold. - [AWAITING....MYSELF](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/awaiting-myself/): AWAITING….MYSELF Awaiting… Myself. - [THE GRANDEUR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-grandeur/): THE GRANDEUR   The Grandeur Of Being THE SELF…. - [THE HALVED MAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-halved-man/): THE HALVED MAN   The halved man Seeks completion In his shadow.. - [BLOODY JESTER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bloody-jester/): BLOODY JESTER The Bloody Jester.. - [TURN AWAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/turn-away/): TURN AWAY When I turn away From you… To make you pine deeper… - [THE GOLDEN STARDUST](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-golden-stardust/): THE GOLDEN STARDUST   The golden stardust In the open palms… What can I give That I have not received.. - [UNASHAMED HOLINESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unashamed-holiness/): UNASHAMED HOLINESS The holiness of the lingam Emerged from the sanctified yoni. Their parable of love Brought this Earth to life… The shame of their being one Is what needs the shedding. - [WHEN IT HAPPENS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/when-it-happens/): WHEN IT HAPPENS You will know it.. When It happens. - [SODOMIZED BY LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sodomized-by-love/): SODOMIZED BY LOVE The sodomy Of your love … Ah…so bewitchingly beautiful. - [AS HER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/as-her/): AS HER At her feet.. In her heart.. As HER. - [THE ENTWINED RAPTURE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-entwined-rapture/): THE ENTWINED RAPTURE Entwined In Rapture… - [THE BLEEDING ERASURE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bleeding-erasure/): THE BLEEDING ERASURE Sometimes…. Erasure Bleeds. - [WEEPING DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/weeping-devotion/): WEEPING DEVOTION She weeps When fed With our devotion….. - [ATTUNED TO SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/attuned-to-silence/): ATTUNED TO SILENCE   Attuned To Silence. - [MUDRA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mudra/): MUDRA The mudra Of Non duality. - [Test Post 2 on Website](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/test-post-2-on-website/): Test Post 2 on Website Test Post 2 on Website Test Post 2 on Website Test Post 2 on Website - [Test Post on Website](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/test-post-on-website/): This is just an test post to see the connection on FB sharing - [UNSOUGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unsought/): UNSOUGHT Sought.. She hides. Surrenders… She appears. - [TRUE MEDITATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/true-meditation/): TRUE MEDITATION   When The meditator Begins To evaporate… True meditation occurs. - [A MELANCHOLY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-melancholy/): A MELANCHOLY The melancholy Of Being many And one… All at once.. - [THE DYING SCREAM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dying-scream/): THE DYING SCREAM The screams Of All dying ones Within me….. - [AN INTERIM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-interim/): AN INTERIM The Interim Of An Orgasm. - [THE JOY NEVER LEAVES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-joy-never-leaves/): THE JOY NEVER LEAVES Absurd looking, Raw and broken, Misinffered, Agressed, Insulted, Put to shame… And yet… The joy never leaves… - [ENTICED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enticed/): ENTICED Enticed By NOTHING… - [THE SILLY SERIOUSNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silly-seriousness/): THE SILLY SERIOUSNESS Aghast At Your silly seriousness.. - [THE COITUS OF IDENTITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-coitus-of-identity/): THE COITUS OF IDENTITY The Coitus Of Identity Culminates in the Orgasm of non duality. - [THE POUT OF GRACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pout-of-grace/): THE POUT OF GRACE The pout Of Grace. - [THE REMORSE OF EVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-remorse-of-eve/): THE REMORSE OF EVE Did Eve Remorse The sinned apple? - [RAINBOWS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/rainbows/): RAINBOWS Just sitting With the empty bowl… Rainbows pour themselves in. - [THE SCREAM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-scream/): THE SCREAM The Scream Of Solitude. - [A LONG LEAP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-long-leap/): A LONG LEAP The leap From The edge of time. - [THE BIGGEST PRAYER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-biggest-prayer/): THE BIGGEST PRAYER At the altar The kneeling is Itself the Biggest prayer…. - [NON DUAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/non-dual/): NON DUAL NON DUAL - [THE EMPTY CLASP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-empty-clasp/): THE EMPTY CLASP The clasp That Contains nothingness. Emptied of itself What else is there to do ? - [HUGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hugs/): HUGS Hugs Have No exceptions.   - [ENTITLED......SILENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/entitled-silent/): ENTITLED……SILENT Entitled Silent. Image : The play of pixels. - [A PROXIMITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-proximity/): A PROXIMITY The nervousness Of Our proximity - [THE FREE FALL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-free-fall-2/): THE FREE FALL The free fall Of a NOBODY. - [THE KISS OF PRAKRITI'S FEET](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-kiss-of-prakritis-feet/): THE KISS OF PRAKRITI’S FEET The earth splits open Into a million blossoming flowers When kissed by Prakriti’ s Alta laden feet. Shree Matre Namah. - [TINY MEETS TENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tiny-meets-tender/): TINY MEETS TENDER Tiny Meets Tender. - [A FACELESS LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-faceless-love/): A FACELESS LOVE Love occurs best Between The faceless ones… - [INEVITABILITY OF LETTING GO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/inevitability-of-letting-go/): INEVITABILITY OF LETTING GO The inevitability Of Letting go. A meticulous And spontaneous occurrence. - [THE ANATOMY OF MELANCHOLY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-anatomy-of-melancholy/): THE ANATOMY OF MELANCHOLY The anatomy Of Melancholy. Art: Pablo Picasso - [THE MISPLACED CONSOLATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-misplaced-consolation/): THE MISPLACED CONSOLATION The misplaced Consolation Of being Your’s. - [THE FINAL LOSS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-final-loss/): THE FINAL LOSS You Lost me For The last time. - [AN UNHOLY BLOSSOMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-unholy-blossoming/): AN UNHOLY BLOSSOMING There’s got to be something Unholy In the womb of every righteousness. It is exactly there Where wild flowers bloom. - [FOLLOW MY ACHE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/follow-my-ache/): FOLLOW MY ACHE When in doubt… Follow the ache. Hitting rock bottom Is vital to the revelations. They erupt from  The crevice of pain. I need not succor From the scalds of this longing That brings me face to face With who I am. There will always be joy and pleasure To delude me from The transience of this lifetime. I bow to them too, Taking pride in my lusts. But pain remains my deeper owning And in it’s skews is hidden my freedom From the desiring to be free. I come and go Many many lifetimes And yet I […] - [FUN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/fun/): FUN When all you ever do Is have fun. - [A STILL MOMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-still-moment/): A STILL MOMENT In the still moment, I arise to Kiss myself . - [THE MID NIGHT CONVERSATIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mid-night-conversations/): THE MID NIGHT CONVERSATIONS The mid nights Of unspoken Revelations… - [A SHACKLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-shackle/): A SHACKLE The Shackle of identity. - [I'D RATHER WAIT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/id-rather-wait/): I’D RATHER WAIT I’d Rather Wait. - [A SELF CLAIMED FATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-self-claimed-fate/): A SELF CLAIMED FATE They told me ” It’s not in your fate” So.. I set out And painted them there. Never believe them… - [THE SHARED CELEBRATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-shared-celebration/): THE SHARED CELEBRATION This shared celebration Of Our oneness. - [THE GOLDEN PHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-golden-phi/): THE GOLDEN PHI Fibonacchis Of Bliss Inspire a vision Of singularity. - [THE REBIRTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rebirth/): THE REBIRTH In my surrender In your love We birth Again. - [THE DISILLUSION OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-disillusion-of-love/): THE DISILLUSION OF LOVE At the threshold of Nirvana… Love disillusioned me. - [THE MIRRORED WONDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mirrored-wonder/): THE MIRRORED WONDER When The wonder Is the same At both ends… - [THE COMFORT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-comfort/): THE COMFORT The comfort Of not Going anywhere - [THE FRAGRANCE WITHIN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fragrance-within/): THE FRAGRANCE WITHIN Tranced From The fragrance WITHIN.. - [KUNDALINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kundalini-2/): KUNDALINI The swindling kundalini To the Anahata. - [ONENESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/oneness/): ONENESS Skin instilling Separateness. Hearts instilling Oneness. - [SERENDIPITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/serendipity/): SERENDIPITY The serendipity Of the feet Is the Simultaneity of their Rising and falling. - [WE BLOOM FLOWERS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/we-bloom-flowers/): WE BLOOM FLOWERS We bloomed flowers To Drink From the rain. - [THE BIRD OF FREEDOM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bird-of-freedom/): THE BIRD OF FREEDOM Despite the amputations, The amputee is ever free. Inspite of no wings, The bird of freedom soars. - [YIN & YANG](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/yin-yang/): YIN & YANG The yin and yang Yearn in longing To be percieved AS ONE. - [PERISHING KINDNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/perishing-kindness/): PERISHING KINDNESS Sometimes butterflies also catch fire, To ashame this world’s frenzy. Their death is a reminder Of perishing kindness here. - [THE FALLACY OF ROWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fallacy-of-rowing/): THE FALLACY OF ROWING The fallacy of rowing When one is simply HELD. - [AGHAST...AT DISCOVERY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/aghast-at-discovery/): AGHAST…AT DISCOVERY Aghast At My own discovery. - [THE UNHEIRED PASSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unheired-passion/): THE UNHEIRED PASSION No heir to my passion. It belongs to the universe!. - [SCOPE FOR KINDNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/scope-for-kindness/): SCOPE FOR KINDNESS There is always a scope For kindness.   - [WHILE I WEPT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/while-i-wept/): WHILE I WEPT While i wept…. I was being blessed. - [UNCONTAINED BLISS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/uncontained-bliss/): UNCONTAINED BLISS The uncontained bliss Of pure being. - [THE SURVIVING REFLECTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-surviving-reflection/): THE SURVIVING REFLECTION With as many cracks as this, The reflections still Survived. - [BLISS: A REALITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bliss-a-reality/): BLISS: A REALITY Without the mind.. Bliss is a an existential reality. - [THE FATAL GRASP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fatal-grasp/): THE FATAL GRASP In its grasping Is its fatality.. - [AN APPEALING PARADOX](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-appealing-paradox/): AN APPEALING PARADOX Many days i battle our intensity, Many days our transience. An appealing paradox That cannot be refused any which ways…. - [INNOCENT DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/innocent-devotion/): INNOCENT DEVOTION   The inevitability of being unknown to the pangs of devotion… How long can GOD remain hidden from such innocence? - [AN ETERNAL MOMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-eternal-moment/): AN ETERNAL MOMENT The eternity Of being a Complete moment. - [THE INEVITABLE MOMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-inevitable-moment/): THE INEVITABLE MOMENT The vulnerability Of The inevitable moment. - [KEEP IT FLOWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/keep-it-flowing/): KEEP IT FLOWING There always Will be someone Drinking From this cup… Keep it flowing. Surprise them - [THE LEARNING & FORGETTING.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-learning-forgetting/): THE LEARNING & FORGETTING. I look, I learn, I forget. Pray, May I always be this way… I look, I learn, I forget. Pray, May I always be this way… @P.K Facebook Post - [THE BEING OF LOVE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-being-of-love/): THE BEING OF LOVE. I know of love… Now the pursuit is about ‘being’ it. Facebook Post - [THE MAJESTIC CHAOS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-majestic-chaos/): THE MAJESTIC CHAOS A lot is disintegrating, I am merely a witness To this fragmentation. What will be the last left, I shall stay to see. And then one fine day, It will promptly refashion In a majestic pattern Of profound light and awareness. Which stars were ever born Before the chaos that reigned in them? MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL A lot is disintegrating, I am merely a witness To this fragmentation. What will be the last left, I shall stay to see. And then one fine day, It will promptly refashion In a majestic pattern Of profound light […] - [THE GLOBAL SOLUTION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-global-solution/): THE GLOBAL SOLUTION… I belong to you in myriad ways, on silent and the more noisy days. In ways that I myself discover, the presence that had not been felt ever. When the horizon kisses the sun at set, I know, u are close, I can bet. In the leaf that blows away at fall, I fathom the impermanence of it all. The flowers as they burst and bloom remind me the nonentity of gloom. Everything is in synch, the perfect order, it’s enough reason not to much bother. Unless I forget this invisible connection, each day remains a miraculous […] - [PANTA REI( ALL FLOWS)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/panta-rei-all-flows/): PANTA REI( ALL FLOWS) The sorrows had departed, The joys were done. I was whole again, But alas not the SAME…. Facebook Post - [THE WITNESS OF RIPPLING.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-witness-of-rippling/): THE WITNESS OF RIPPLING. Let me be the silent lake, where you see your ripples, kissing the shores. Facebook Post - [AT THE HEART OF CHAOS...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/at-the-heart-of-chaos/):   AT THE HEART OF CHAOS… At the heart of every chaos Is a deep silence. Look for it And stay there… Facebook Post - [THE HEART OF AWARENESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-heart-of-awareness/): THE HEART OF AWARENESS When one has known all and yet forgets, That simulation is the heart of AWARENESS. Facebook Post - [I'LL BE THERE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ill-be-there/): I’LL BE THERE. At the edge of time, At the end of bliss, At the ruins of the past, At the demise of the kin. At the loss of words At the failure of success, At the peaks of bliss, At the ecstasy of dreams At the peril of grief, At the mystery of the new, At the day of doom, At the love of another, At the dusk of death At the dawn of birth, At the time in between. I’LL BE THERE………… Facebook Post - [THE INTIMACY..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-intimacy/): THE INTIMACY… In unspoken ways, I live your dreams. In untouched lips, our eyes kiss. In dusky shadows, you fade unto me. In a disciplined silence I succumb to your rule. I and you may be miles apart, or even sharing the same audience in a room. what you say, I alone hear. your naked wounds, I sip on them. your laughing soul, I pray to thee. your arched back, invite me to more. your sordid wounds bleed at my heart. I sleep and wake to your presence in me, you can’t even fathom to die without me. Oh God! […] - [THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-forbidden-fruit/): THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT…. All life long I had been saintly blissful. Adventuring fearlessly in the Eden gardens, With nothing to prohibit or inhibit, I was in the synch of surrender to the moment. Freedom was rapturous And free will the reign. Came along one day a sermon so strong, Knowledge is dangerous, “eat not its fruit”. Once debarred, the curious mind became more alive. So, indeed on that fateful day, I ate it and became gayer. Few days ahead, I was stuffed and sick, Alas, too full and yet, so null. My frivolous gait Was heavy and unkempt. Oh! Who […] - [THE SACRED CORRESPONDENCE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sacred-correspondence/): THE SACRED CORRESPONDENCE… The wind has been blowing differently today, Awaring the trees of the seasons transforming, The babies have been sulking to hunger, and the mommies consenting to their feedIng. The rivers have been full and overbrimming still knowing that they should not flood. The skies have adorned the crimsons of dusk and the night has known about its welcome, thus The birds have begun to fortify their nests, they know winter is around the corner. The toads have been croaking sending foreplay hints to its loved one. In silence, sounds and little words the universe has truly been […] - [ALL IS LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/all-is-love/): ALL IS LOVE. It always had to do with love, and It always will………… Facebook Post - [TOO MUCH IN LOVE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/too-much-in-love/): TOO MUCH IN LOVE. It never meant difference to the stars, anyways; whether it was day or night… They were too much in love with the sky to leave anyway…. Facebook Post - [THE BED FOR LOVEMAKING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bed-for-lovemaking/): THE BED FOR LOVEMAKING This morning, the sands on the shore seemed a little unsettled and unsure… They must have been bed to the lovemaking of the moon and the tides…. Facebook Post - [THE SWEET ACHE OF TRANSITION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sweet-ache-of-transition/): THE SWEET ACHE OF TRANSITION…. I sat numb and silent in my unnoticed cocoon; It was dark and cold and felt like death. However, I was satiate to this succumbing silence. Maybe this was all was what life had to offer. I chose this inertia and rebelled not a pinch. One fine day, It hurt like hell. The pangs of pain alerted me to my tiny wings. I was bewildered at this renaissance and a little unsure of my readiness for it all. I was not sought permission from, and the next transition unknown. Slowly I became unrecognizable and colorful […] - [THE INFALLIBLE SELF.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-infallible-self/): THE INFALLIBLE SELF…. Who do I belong to? What is my place? What am I seeking? and what is my solace? Turning points at every step, Decisions at the next crossroad. Life seems to be in a tearing hurry Of what could be a timely discovery? Why can’t we accept unanswered questions? or just stay blessed without any notions? Is it mandatory to anchor in belief, when one could just float without grief? Why should lyrics adorn all songs and rightfulness correct all wrongs? The mind is averse to taking a “thought vacation”, all these flings cause only more sedation. […] - [SEND.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/send/): SEND…. Today, send butterflies to the moon, Lullabies to the sleepless, Joy to the grieved, Pinks to the black holes Candies to the beggars Money to the greedy Breath to the dying Voice to the oppressed Wisdom to the ignorant Care to the ignored, Food to the hungry Prayers to the atheists Umbrellas to the rain Rainbows to the grey Princes to the mermaids Sunrises to the valleys Kisses to the daisies Fun to the gloomy Love to the lonely Smiles to the sullen Ink to the pens Simplification to the muddles Stars to the galaxies Solutions to mazes Light […] - [THE REMINDERS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reminders/): THE REMINDERS. The rainy days are teary reminders………… of long lost love and the glees of it…. Facebook Post - [THE HUMBLE BEGINNINGS..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-humble-beginnings/): THE HUMBLE BEGINNINGS. Our dreams are the forerunners of all our successes and prizes in life. A vision is a prelude to every living and breathing project. Many of us dream but do not dare, often believing that it’s only a mirage of our mind. To pursue it requires courage and conviction. A belief in our being different and good is a must be the credential to live out our dreams. Those who follow their heart and trust in their creativity make a grand success even at the so-called useless and futile ideas. What is required is only a passionate […] - [QUENCH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/quench/): QUENCH Raise me to your parched mouth and drink of me to satiety. One is truly deserving to be quenched and filled, before one enters ” his kingdom” Facebook Post - [THE SOVEREIGN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sovereign/): THE SOVEREIGN Kindness is mighty, Reign with it………my heart. Facebook Post - [THE MORNING STARS.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-morning-stars/): THE MORNING STARS… Most is known about their special sparkle, and the way they light up the skies. On cloudy nights, they are deeply missed, with the moon, they share deep ties. At daybreak, they are readily forgotten, their purpose as hidden as them. But may not one ask, whether they still not exist? You and I are like those morning stars, that savor in abandonment the holy presence of each other which the world has long forgotten…… Facebook Post - [THE COLLAPSING NIGHT.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-collapsing-night/): THE COLLAPSING NIGHT…. The moon has taken over the reign of the skies and the plethora of the stars have enshrined the skies with love. I have been waiting long for you to finish your prayers. It seemed obscene to be so seduced by lust. But is it not another glimpse of my unending love? I keep this secret from you lest you punish me for my sins. But how and till when can I hide my dreams that dance innocently in my declaring eyes? With my every breath, you sense the fire within. I am naked to you in […] - [THE ALCHEMY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-alchemy/): THE ALCHEMY I compose poetry and you live it the same…. It’s like the great alchemy of the day and night. -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [THE ADIEU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-adieu/): THE ADIEU. After my demise, all of me had withered except my lips, they had remained moist to receive your adieu… -BE LOVE Facebook Post - [THE HEALING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-healing/): THE HEALING THEY SAY THAT THE AILS OF THE HEART NEVER HEAL… BUT I KNEW NONE AFTER YOU HELD ME IN GAZE. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE UNFOUND GOD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unfound-god/): THE UNFOUND GOD Silence is the venue of today’s pilgrimage, Stillness is today’s ritual, Love, the perennial season, How then, can “god” remain unfound? Facebook Post - [THE INDENTING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-indenting/): THE INDENTING Indents are essential to masterpieces… The ignorant see them as scars. Facebook Post - [Fear](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/fear/): FEAR Fear is a skill of the ego…that affirms the presence of power. Facebook Post - [THE BREATHING BRUISE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-breathing-bruise/): THE BREATHING BRUISE Through bruises, we breathe the light. lest all would be dark and cold. Facebook Post - [The homecoming](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-homecoming/): THE HOMECOMING In the cause less chaos, Alternating frenzy and sedation, I take upon a journey That returns me to me. It seems quite a long mile, And an arduous uphill trail. I close my eyes to sigh, And breathe a little more air. An awakening from this Soon Finds me home…. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [SOAR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/soar/): SOAR Soar like the tides soar to their moon… they fear not a failure, only rejoice and dance… Facebook Post - [THE RENUNCIATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-renunciation/): THE RENUNCIATION In solitude is born ….the creative self… renunciate speech. Facebook Post - [THE ALLOWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-allowing/): THE ALLOWING In the sacred sanctity of the self, I come to recline & rest. In the healing silence, all pains have numbed. All joys revived. Reconstructions, Remodellings, Realizations, There’s so much work happening; While all I do ” IS ALLOW’… -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [THE ACHE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ache/): THE ACHE For a poet, all that aches is only “light”. Facebook Post - [THE PIED PIPER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pied-piper/): THE PIED PIPER You are like the pied piper… who woos all my miseries to their demise. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [THE PROCLAMATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-proclamation/): THE PROCLAMATION The shades of grey have been endangered. love has proclaimed its arrival. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE VESTIGIAL LIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-vestigial-lips/): THEV VESTIGIAL LIPS What use they serve, if they do not kiss? what use do they serve if they do not hum? what use do they serve if they do not smile? what use do they serve if they do not search? god made them alive you keep them vestigial. Facebook Post - [THE GLEE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-glee/): THE GLEE The true glee for a writer is to laze in his imagination…. Facebook Post - [THE RIGHTFUL PROCLAMATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rightful-proclamation/): THE RIGHTFUL PROCLAMATION I brave the whirling winds. Caught in the epicenter Of the merciless blowing, My faith like a wounded animal, My hope tattered and torn. A tender meek voice murmured in my ear, “ you are meant to uncover The sacred and the strong, The perfectness that simmers To see the forbidden daybreak. Just believe, breathe and let go Of the patterns that condition, chatter, and clutter you. Resuscitate your hopes and beliefs. Rise with a mighty roar. And proclaim the grandeur That rightfully “YOU” are. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [A POET.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-poet/): A POET….. A poet is someone who drenches the rain when the clouds are seeking more. A poet is someone who rays the sun, when it has lost its will to shine. A poet is one who sees the light when the black holes have just begun. A poet is someone who will live and laugh and yet, be deeper than before. It’s only a grace that is a sheer privilege to live….. Facebook Post - [THE REJECTIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rejections/): THE REJECTION From dusty corners of forsaken zones, sometimes erupt larger than life realizations. so, rejection of nothing stays the rule….. Facebook Post - [The sacred homage](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sacred-homage/): The sacred homage. I came to thee… Soiled and broken, A muddle head of confusions, A spring of sorrow. Happiness was in jeopardy, And life, a torment to bear. My beliefs were contaminated, And my heart in turmoil. Your presence soothed, And anointed my wounds. Now I knew, not all was in vain. Like tiny dew drops that fell on the parch, I absorbed and sipped gently on this elixir. Rejuvenation came in showers sometimes, And at other as realizations that ached. All I welcomed as your divine grace. The cells sparkling, The eyes dancing, I landed on your doorstep, […] - [THE HEALER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-healer/): THE HEALER I know of pills and elixirs many, Many men visit me daily, I treat and embalm with hands and heart. Sometimes, the heart palpates their pain that ache in their souls so bruised. What could I do better? Always spurs my seek and then it hits in a moment’s time. Who are” you” to do? and how can you be better than the best? Heal your arrogance and give up your doer-ship. The attitude of service is also a morphed ego pursuit. A good intent and a healing heart is enough to light up an ailing heart. The […] - [THE VIEW CHANGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-view-change/): THE VIEW CHANGE. As you pass across my window, the views have changed….. Facebook Post - [THE PRIZE OF JOURNEY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-prize-of-journey/): THE PRIZE OF JOURNEY In surreal undertones, and spills of careless shades, I set out to paint and sculpt, My hands a little frenzied, My soul a little drunk, I surrendered my authorities, And rights of all ownership. I thought…I’d see what truly does ” involuntary” mean? I went a little further, and then stood statue still, I was asked to empty my pockets, and undress all my scars. and give it all away. In total compliance, I kneeled, bared of all pretensions, feeling gay and free. I had nothing to lose, not even my fears. Now, I knew true […] - [TODAY..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/today/): TODAY…. Today, I will do some aware sun gazing, A little peeping into the inviting nest, The flowers, a little more appreciated, The river bank, a little more sat upon, Through busy days, I’ll dare to dream, Through sleepy nights, ill wake to cry. Tiny pats on children’s backs, Little unannounced acts of charity. Laughter spells on futile jokes, Cringes of anger on tiny matters, Why can’t I live to the fullest, The changing shades of my heart. Today, I’ll truly give challenge To the life, i belong to…. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL Facebook Post - [THE MERMAID.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mermaid/): THE MERMAID…… When you board a mighty ship, I”ll know this by the singing waves. The constellations will lead you to me, And the lighthouses guide your way. The moon will shine on your shady deck, And the sun makes the icebergs melt. In the depths of the ocean, When you will reach… I’ll hypnotize and allure With melodies, you have known before. In enchanting beauty I’ll rise to the water’s rim, And woo you to unknown lands Where time has lost its own presence, And ‘misplaced’ is what the place is called. The others might wonder, you are dead, […] - [THE MAGIC](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-magic/): THE MAGIC When mundane becomes magic…. know that love is around the corner. Facebook Post - [I am the ..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-am-the/): I am the … I am the flavor of your burning skies, the taste of your ravishing passion, I am the evenings you linger on, and the prayers you awaken to. I am the breath that exchanges life, and the splashing blood in your fragile veins. I am the bones that support your skin, and the tear that salts your kind mouth. ERADICATION of ” me” is not a choice I allow you to make….. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [FLEE TO ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/flee-to-me/): FLEE TO ME. On secret nights, When the moon has lazily reclined in the clouds, All you do is to flee back to me. Your lips bring you back To where you truly belong… Facebook Post - [THE MISFIT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-misfit/): THE MISFIT Prayers are misfits on your holy lips…. when all that you are is merely made of them Facebook Post - [THE REWARD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reward/): THE REWARD When I started moving towards the light, my legs were heavy and tired. And then you came… awarding me to the wings I had grown and instilled in me, the courage to fly. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [SURRENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/surrender-2/): I come to you as if I come to a shrine… Surrender is my only offering. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [THE IMPENDING COMMUNION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-impending-communion/): THE IMPENDING COMMUNION The flower had opened its petals delicately to the butterfly…. who had waited in patience for the impending communion. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [KISS UNTO DEATH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kiss-unto-death/): KISS UNTO DEATH. let’s kiss unto death…. maybe the gods change their mind.   Facebook Post - [THE HICCUP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-hiccup/): THE HICCUP. when you choke on your tears…. my breath comes in interrupted hiccups. Facebook Post - [THE FAVOUR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-favour/): THE FAVOUR your tears can do me a little favor…. they can adorn my bosom. Facebook Post - [SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/silence/): SILENCE immaculate is the language of silence….. all else is a poor translation. Facebook Post - [UNLEARN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unlearn/): UNLEARN why would one strive to know…. when all that’s required is to unlearn? Facebook Post - [THE TEARY DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-teary-devotion/): THE TEARY DEVOTION WHAT YOU JUST SAID HAS RESONATED WITH MY CRY. WHO OR WHAT IS OUR TRUE SAVIOR? AND WHY SHOULD ONE LEAN ON THE PERISHABLE AND FLEETING? WHEN ONE HAS A DIRECT DIVINE CONNECTION THAT ONE CAN TAP AND REJOICE? ONE NEEDS NO PERMISSION, NO RITUALS, NO RESOURCES. ALL THAT’S REQUIRED IS A LOVING HEART THAT TEARS WITH DEVOTION… @P.K Facebook Post - [THE TRUE SORROW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-true-sorrow/): THE TRUE SORROW The sorrow of loss is a useless one, the sorrow of losing hope is the one that needs intervention. many will come and go on our journey but the self must remain with us, unaltered, hopeful, bright and receiving. Facebook Post - [YOU....MY GOD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-my-god/): YOU….MY GOD. You come to pick me from the abyss of misery… for me, there is no other god. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [THE SHADOW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-shadow/): THE SHADOW Every time your eyes close to shed a tear, the sun is obstructed by some fleeting clouds… I pray for these shadows to be meager and short… @P.K Facebook Post - [THE SIGH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sigh/): THE SIGH I prostrate a sigh, when behind the veils… I hear you, undress… when my eyes fail me, I take shelter in my hearing… -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [LOVING AND LOOSING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/loving-and-loosing/): LOVING AND LOOSING For eons.. the silence of my heart is the only echo. The finest of emotions lay buried, untilled lands of barren soil stretches into the horizon. It was better not to have loved at all, rather than having loved and lost. I beg to be amnesic but the memories flood in like a broken dam. In this succumbing silence, I strive to be born afresh…. Facebook Post - [THE DIVINE ILLUSTRATIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-divine-illustrations/): THE DIVINE ILLUSTRATIONS The Illustrations of my heart are like landscapes of divinity… the other paintings don’t allure me anymore. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE WELCOMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-welcoming/): THE WELCOMING I have been traveling all the way, up the darkness of the well… your light welcomes me to a brand new world… -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [HANDPICKED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/handpicked/): HANDPICKED On your road to joys…. allow me to handpick your sorrows. Facebook Post - [MEANINGLESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/meaningless/): MEANINGLESS LOVE has no meaning…. until you bless it with one. Facebook Post - [THE BECKONING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-beckoning/): THE BECKONING I thought I had grown up…until you beckoned  me and I sped like a child. Facebook Post - [LIMITED UNDERSTANDING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/limited-understanding/): LIMITED UNDERSTANDING when all is said and done…. all I understand is the four letter word,”love” Facebook Post - [LIBERATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/liberation/): LIBERATION True liberation is not the freedom from external influences, it is to break free from what we are driven by. Facebook Post - [THE GAZE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-gaze/): THE GAZE. THEY SAY THAT THE AILS OF THE HEART NEVER HEAL… BUT I KNEW NONE AFTER YOU HELD ME IN GAZE. -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [APPEARANCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/appearance/): APPEARANCE The stark separation between my ignorant mundane life and my life of miracles and grace is marked by your appearance on my timeline. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE STERILITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sterility/): THE STERILITY Impregnate my every cell with your love. They have suffered sterility for eons. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE ILLUMINATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-illumination/): THE ILLUMINATION I have structured invisible cords of light from your heart to mine. Now, no areas remain unilluminated. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE RITUAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ritual/): THE RITUAL OF TEARS Tonight my poverty is a great bliss, the lamps burning on leftover oils, the pet sleeping over an empty bowl, the moon reclining behind the clouds, aching men drowned in their sleeping slumbers, I’m grateful for this blessed solitude which allows me privacy for the ritual of “tears”. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [THE PREPARATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-preparation/): THE PREPARATION. Do my lips a little favor… kiss them before I begin to speak… -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [MEETING PARTING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/meeting-parting/): MEETING PARTING We meet and part… then part and meet… I and love are like day and night… -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [ONCE UPON A TIME.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/once-upon-a-time/): ONCE UPON A TIME. Once upon a time, we had loved…. now, I only pray to thee… -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [THE CEASELESS DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ceaseless-devotion/): THE CEASELESS DEVOTION To seek with persistence is the highest form of devotion. Facebook Post - [THE IMPASSIONED HEART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-impassioned-heart/): THE IMPASSIONED HEART For the impassioned heart, distance merely is a bridge. It is as if they never parted. The ecstasy is mummified for all eternity. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [AS BELOW...SO ABOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/as-below-so-above/): AS BELOW….SO ABOVE. The sight of the setting sun & the alchemy of colors spread over the distant horizons spurs me to discover the uncharted areas of my soul.. the beauty that is outside must surely be reflected in my inside. As below…so much above. Facebook Post - [THE TAO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-tao/): THE TAO In going within, we discover the without. Facebook Post - [THE DIP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dip/): THE DIP On dipping my thoughts in silence, beautiful flowers of awareness bloom. Facebook Post - [HALT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/halt/): HALT. Look no further after discovering love… All that needed discovery has known the light. -BE LOVE. @P. Facebook Post - [THUS IS HOW I LOVE YOU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thus-is-how-i-love-you/): THUS IS HOW I LOVE YOU… Thus, is how I love you…. The sun sets on the dusky horizon, Waiting to melt its heat. To be taken over in a way like this, Thus, Is how I love you. The dew drops dance on the rose petals, As if they were eternal and free. The sun comes along and seizes their life, Thus, is how I love you. The meandering river is gay at heart, And flows without maps into its sea, The way it never loses its way, Thus, is how I love you. The caterpillar metamorphoses painfully, To […] - [THE MATCHLESS POSESSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-matchless-posession/): THE MATCHLESS POSSESSION On moonless nights…the waves often appeared weary & listless..and the full moon nights, they dance with majesty &grace on the ocean’s heart as if eager to show off their hidden splendor. They know that they can never become one with their love but they ripple with joy & eagerness at the sight of the beloved.. they are aware that love isn’t about “merely possessing”. Facebook Post - [THE FIERCE BATTLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fierce-battle/): THE FIERCE BATTLE Providence won’t let us meet and my heart won’t let us part… The battle is fierce. I am only the observer Facebook Post - [YOUR TEARS AND ME.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/your-tears-and-me/): Your tears and me… You would do a hundred things, And hide in a thousand ways, The pain that seizes your heart’s joys. Your secrets are naked, And your soul denuded, You have a traitor right here; within you Who talks to me in secret codes, And whispers your heart’s unsung notes. Your tears are here to strip away the truth…. Facebook Post - [THE JOY OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-joy-of-love/): The joy of love….. What we are is what love has made out of us by its presence or absence in our life. Success, power, fame, money, pleasures and the similar are mundane when they stand before the giant figurine of love. Love is actually what each of us seeks for all our lives and all that makes life truly worthwhile. Nothing compares to the ecstasy of being cradled in the gentleness of love or basks in its warmth when the chill of life freezes us black and blue. It’s always a sweet homecoming and an embrace that soaks all […] - [NONDOER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/nondoer/): NON DOERSHIP The reward for believing that one is not the doer is a deep fulfillment and freedom from fears of results. Facebook Post - [LOVE VIBRATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/love-vibration/): LOVE VIBRATION Everyone is vibration…. are you ” love”? Facebook Post - [IS MATTER CONSCIOUS?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/is-matter-conscious/): IS MATTER CONSCIOUS? Matter is what appears real because it is available for quantification and visibility. but, isn’t all matter a derivative of ” consciousness”? Facebook Post - [DELUSIONS OF DARKNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/delusions-of-darkness/): THE DELUSIONS OF DARKNESS The flame of a single candle, when lighted in the pitch dark of a room scatters its illumination without fears or limits. the seemingly infinite darkness becomes a victim of a lone ray of light. darkness is merely a delusion, the light is truth ultimate… Facebook Post - [POSSESSED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/possessed/): POSSESSED Nothing I know of ‘mine’ now remains…. I have been possessed. Facebook Post - [UNLEARN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unlearn-2/): UNLEARN Unlearn, let go… Facebook Post - [RATHER NOT..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/rather-not/): RATHER NOT… I would rather not go to visit the lovely landscapes of enlightenment without you… come and lead me to the beauty. -BE LOVE. Facebook Post - [Cause No Harm: A complete spiritual practice](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/cause-no-harm-a-complte-spiritual-practice/): Image credits: Google Amongst the buzzing aggression of worldly disorder, spiritual teachers and well-meaning communities and organizations, philanthropic and kind individuals, it can get very very confusing to choose a path that one can walk with ease and with diligence. The more complex, alluring, profitable and expensive the paths offered to us, the more enchanted we are with taking them up. Their flashy look inspires the ego to make another proclamation of having taken up something so magical, powerful and manifesting. After a while of walking.. unfortunately, the void of the practice may reveal itself and in return our shallow […] - [God looks after everything- Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/god-looks-after-everything-bhagwan-ramana-maharishi/): “God looks after everything” – Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi, Talk 377 The corollary of this marvellous statement by Shree Bhagwan can be experienced by each one of us on many occasions in our lifetime. In the darkest hours of life, in the most unexpected ways and forms, Grace enables us to live and forbear the tribulations of our life if we can have the deepest faith in the Guru/God/self. Illogical and stupid as it may sound to most who have treaded only on the path of effort and believe in the doership ( karta bhav) to enable everything for them, it […] - [Nest yourself from Negative energies](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/12018-2/): Nest yourself from Negative energies   Do you seem to be feeling haunted by deep scarring in your womb? Do you experience black shadows trying to demean and scare you, intentions of hurt, threat or danger without any real reasons? Do you feel vulnerable and emotionally fragile? Do you feel powerless and unstable, fearful of people and places? Many women in the urban world go through these symptoms. disconnected with their womb and its natural cycles, it is quite imminent that though women are heading important positions in every sector of society, they are still victims of many kinds of […] - [SUMIRAU: THE ETERNAL REMEMBERANCE OF SHREE HANUMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sumirau-the-eternal-rememberance-of-shree-hanuman/): SUMIRAU: THE ETERNAL REMEMBERANCE OF SHREE HANUMAN HANUMAN CHAALISA DOHA “Buddhiheen Tanu Janike Sumirau Pavan Kumar, Bal Buddhi Vidya Dehu Mohi Harau Kalesh Vikar II” The word, “sumirau” in the Awadhi language has a very sweet connotation to it. Try speaking it a few times as this introductory Doha of HANUMAN CHALISA and you will feel the sweet nectar of devotion simmer through your veins. It reminds us of Lord Hanuman’s constant remembrance of Shree Ram and his own ego completely surrendered to his beloved Lord. He embodies perfectly how a saadhak can reach God/self through his unbroken laya of […] - [Gift Yourself A Cervical Awakening With Yoni Eggs](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/gift-yourself-a-cervical-awakening-with-yoni-eggs/): Gift Yourself A Cervical Awakening With Yoni Eggs   Image credit: https://down-the-rabbith0le.tumblr.com/post/127996800470 ” To awaken is to ponder…To awaken is to know!” The gift of awakening to one’s pleasure and sensuality is to be reborn, freed from the conditioned mindsets of perfect archetypes and to allow self-love and self-acceptance at the highest level. Most women remain unaware, uninformed and unawakened to their cervical zone of potential and creativity. In the mundane monotony of the urban world, where women have clearly forgotten to connect deeply with their yoni, there is no reason to doubt the miseries and mutiny of the mind […] - [TANTRA: ART,SCIENCE & MYSTICISM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tantra-artscience-mysticism/): TANTRA: ART, SCIENCE & MYSTICISM Image: Pineterst Often explained differently by each one, Tantra remains a hidden mystery undisclosed to the mind alone. The intuitive insight is the qualified asset needed to experience it at its heart. The various transitions across perceptions, traditions, and techniques make TANTRA one of the most unique worlds of experience and consciousness. “Tantra” means the weaving of the fabric of life. Misunderstood as a Sex tool, A Mantra magic, Yantra tools, Rituals, Traditions, Theologies, and more…The heart of TANTRA is to REMAIN AS IT IS. deeply engaged with the moment and yet free of its […] - [BODY SHAME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/body-shame/): BODY SHAME Many of us are afflicted and even terrified by how we look to others.. Women most often are more heavily impacted by approval mindsets always demeaning themselves for being too fat, too thin, too this or that. Our patriarchal societies focussed on women being some role models are the reason that we suffer from these paranoias. The body is a beautiful and graceful instrument and is not to be reprimanded for its natural curves, blebs and textures. It simply is a gift until we are alive and kicking. No amount of shame is worthy to bring us any […] - [QUICK TO JUDGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/quick-to-judge/): QUICK TO JUDGE In the instant coffee kicks and the virtual life prodigy, we have become hyperminded intellectual monsters of some kind. Prey to our minds, we have stopped feeling and perceiving because the mind is ever too dominant and unfortunately biased and judgemental. To the mind, everything is a cause..a trigger to which it responds to. Responses in thought, action and words. Quick wit is a skillset and a pride exhibition of our egoes. We can see beyond what’s transmitted and think it’s some kind of an art to boast about. That’s why the minute a sight, an experience, […] - [I SEE BUT I DON'T FEEL (Poem)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-see-but-i-dont-feel-poem/): I SEE BUT I DON’T FEEL (Poem) Image: Diana Halden (facebook public domain) Across the windowpane I watch the days pass by. The day and the nights Of rain, sun and moon. In my short lifespan, I seem to know more and more. But I forgot to feel and sense the perceptions of life and love. Had I not invited this upon me That I remain as a neutral observer? So now I only keep seeing Until my eyes become heavy and close… - [The Mauna of the Bindu](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mauna-of-the-bindu/): The Mauna of the Bindu Image source: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/152981718575128139/ The Bindu of the Shree Chakra is not merely a locatable point of the Shree Yantra but is the endpoint of all sadhana. Until the seeker reaches the Bindu consciousness, the Maya of Devi’s form eludes him and keeps him trapped in the repetitive quest of discovery. She eludes him, woos him, and keeps him latched to her through the erotica of devotion. At the maturity of sadhana, the Maaya concedes to the devotion and surrender of the saadhak and finally liberates him from his duality consciousness of the worshipper. The trinity […] - [THE CELEBRATION OF TANTRA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-celebration-of-tantra/): THE CELEBRATION OF TANTRA ” But…what is happiness except for the simple harmony between a man and the life he leads?” -Albert Camus ART CREDITS: africanart (https://in.pinterest.com/pin/759630662151574704/) The mundane nature of everyday life and the worries, fears and patterns of the mind continuously keep us chained in the expectation of a holier and more apt arrival of the celebration of our own beingness in life. we await some magic to happen sometime somewhere in the future while the magic is right here, this moment unfolding itself every moment. we are unaware and unconscious and hence we cannot relish it. We […] - [MANONMANI: THE TRANSCENDENT CONSCIOUSNESS VERSE 53 LALITASAHASRANAMA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/manonmani-the-transcendent-consciousness-verse-53-lalitasahasranama/): MANONMANI: THE TRANSCENDENT CONSCIOUSNESS ( VERSE 53 LALITASAHASRANAMA) “Sarva yantratmika sarva tantrarupa manonmani” -VERSE 53 LALITASAHASRANAMA IMAGE CREDITS: JOHN V. WILD (https://www.flickr.com/photos/89186038@N05/11298681205, https://in.pinterest.com/pin/323555554485630234/) MANONMANI refers to the state of the transcendent conscious state of the void/ shunyata where the mind has sunk into the heart and the Kundalini is in the sushmana ( centre). This yoga posture called “unmani” is the point where the yogi loses his identification as the mind-body and remains as the pure nirvikar and formless conscious reality of truth. This is the perfect state of Yoga wherein there is absolute calm and peace and the highest […] - [Mansa Puja to Devi](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mansa-puja-to-devi/): Mansa Puja to Devi Image source:https://in.pinterest.com/pin/795377984176564612/ There are many rituals, traditions, and upcharaas to Devi, and her Aishwarayam can be exalted through these procedures. Like other deities, She can be worshipped using the 5,6,16,64 & 72 upcharaas. Through the offerings of naivedyam, deepam, gandham, aaratikyam, dhoopam, pushpam, mudras, and hymns to her anointing her with silken fabric and glorious jewelry and shringara, the devotee can find his satiety in doing his worship to her. As music cannot be made just by stringing some notes together…the true pooja cannot happen without the bhava of samarpan and bhakti. Like a plastic flower […] - [Lalitasahasranama Series Name 380](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-series-name-380/): Lalitasahasranama Series Name 380 Art: Rajeshwar Nyanpalli BE AT THE BINDU OF THE SELF: THIS IS HER ANUGRAHA AND ALSO HER ARUL FOR US THIS NAVRATRI AND FOR ALL ETERNITY. Her various forms represent our various identities and the Bindu is the nirvikar nirakar formless self that she wants to lovingly nudge us towards. “Bindu Mandal Vasini” Name 380 Lalitasahasranama Meaning: She who lives in the dot in the center of the Sri Chakra. The empress Goddess Shree Lalitatripurasundari is the presiding deity of the Sri Yantra and accompanied by a group of other Goddesses carries the blueprint of all […] - [GURU: THE MATRU BINDU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/guru-the-matru-bindu/): GURU: THE MATRU BINDU Image Designing: Drpallavikwatra.com The Bindu of the Shree Chakra is the cosmic single point from which everything emanates and then eventually dissolves into. At this point, everything becomes ONE. This point where there is the death of the experiencer as a person who is separate from his experiences dissolves leading to Nonduality consciousness. This marks the inner sambhogha of the paradoxes merging into singular consciousness awareness. This Bindu consciousness of nonduality is the flowering of lifetimes of sadhana which blossoms by the final grace of the Guru. There is nowhere to go and nothing to do […] - [Lalitasahasranama Series Verse 183](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-series-verse-183/): Lalitasahasranama Series Verse 183 Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/85498092916336563/ SHREE SHIVA SHAKTIYEKA RUPINI LALITAMBIKA: LALITASAHASRANAMA NAME 999;VERSE 183 This second last verse from the Lalitasahasranama is a wonderful and apt description of Devi. SHRI SHIVA: One who is identical to Shiva! SHAKITYEKA ROOPINI: One who is the unity of Shiva & Shakti. Thus… The Divine Mother is a culmination of both Shiva & Shakti and her gender is not merely feminine. She is beyond gender and forms. She is the eternal consciousness principle that is nondual and the SELF alone. MAHASHIVRATRI LOVE & BLESSINGS! may all know the SHREE state of Devi which […] - [Reiki Energized Shree Yantras](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/reiki-energized-shree-yantras/): Reiki Energized Shree Yantras Energy determines everything in our life, its direction, its experience, and its transcendence too. When we change our energy, we change our thoughts, experiences, and perceptions of life. REIKI is a universal energy principle that is benevolent and compassionate in its signature quite like Divine Mother. When we live our lives with the grace and in the shade of our mother, our lives are abundant, happy, healthy, and also make way towards our final liberation/mukti. To enable the blessings of Divine mother to reach more and more of us, these small-size Shree yantras have been introduced. […] - [Lalitashasranama Meditation Verse Dhyana Shloka](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitashasranama-meditation-verse-dhyana-shloka/): Lalitashasranama Meditation Verse Dhyana Shloka Image credits: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/642396334337414412/ “Om sinduraruna vigraham trinayanam manikya mauli sphurat taranayaka sekharam smita mukhim apina vaksoruham panibhyam alipurna ratna casakam raktotpalam bibhratim saumyam ratna ghatastha rakta caranam dhyayet param ambikam!” Meaning: O Mother Ambika, I meditate on Your resplendent red form with three sacred eyes, wearing a sparkling crown jewel and the crescent moon and displaying a sweet smile, with Your large breasts brimming with motherly love holding in each hand jewel-studded vessels decked with red lotus flowers which are encircled by bees. and with Your red lotus feet resting on a golden jar filled […] - [AMBUBACHI: CELEBRATING THE BLEEDING GODDESS KAMAKHYA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ambubachi-celebrating-the-bleeding-goddess-kamakhya/): AMBUBACHI: CELEBRATING THE BLEEDING GODDESS KAMAKHYA IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/556405728967081740/   The sacred menstural festival of Ambubachi is celebrated at Kamakhya temple, Assam, India, It’s hard to clear your path through the clamouring swarms at the regularly quiet Kamakhya sanctuary in Assam during Ambubachi Mela. MAA’s energy is wild and intense, and She is alive in the unmistakable energy that heartbeats through the crowds of Her lovers assembled outside Her sanctuary. Pretty much every square inch of the grounds is covered with dark red-clad enthusiasts who sing, serenade, contemplate and yell their dedication to the Divine Mother, situating themselves right external […] - [Lalitasahasranama Series Verse 668](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-series-verse-668/): Lalitasahasranama Series Verse 668 Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/50243352080336289/ NIRDWAITHA DWAITHA VARJITHA : LALITASAHASRANAMA NAME 667&668 NIRDWAITHA: She who is without the sense of duality DWAITHA VARJITHA: She who is beyond duality “ADWAITHA” is the state of nonduality. It is the blossomed flower of lifetimes of purushartha and sadhana attained by the enlightened one. In this state… there is only ONE! Not an intellectual episode that the mind can grasp and hold on to…the consciousnessness of Advaita is an occurrence that happens as a pinnacle of grace alone. Ungoverned, unnoticed, and seemingly mundane… just like the blossomed flower continues to emanate its fragrance […] - [IGNORANT DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ignorant-devotion/): IGNORANT DEVOTION IMAGE CREDITS: HINDUCOSMOS I lack the etiquette of devotion, And am ignorant in intellectual grasping. I cannot chant your hymns in perfection And offer not the naivedyams. Sometimes I even forget to remember you When I am angry, disgusted and disappointed. I do not prostrate at your feet daily, Neither do I know the nyasas and mudras. My slumber is deep and my buddhi unevolved, My stoburness and ego are primal in nature. In my ignorance, I forget the attitude of gratitude And also default in the discipline of saadhna. But they tell me you are very benevolent, […] - [AWAKENING: THE CONTINOUS OCCURANCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/awakening-the-continous-occurance/): Image: Adyashanti.org Awakening: The continuous occurrence If we have any ideas of arriving anytime in the future at any goal/ aim/ endpoint of nirvana/ mukti/ liberation, we may be in the biggest illusion of our own ego. The ego has goals and strategies to achievements and possessions. It believes in conquering forts and planting its success flags there. But life has its own momentum and way and pace. It’s a continuous flow that is in constant flux. Never static, each moment is an opportunity for the occurrence of samadhi. So give up nirvana goals and come to flow in the […] - [VERSE 91 LALITASHASRANAMA TATVASANA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/verse-91-lalitashasranama-tatvasana/): VERSE 91 LALITASHASRANAMA TATVASANA Image credits: Art by rajeshwar Nyallpalli https://in.pinterest.com/pin/213709944805591530/ “Tatvasana: Whose seat is constituted of the Cosmic Elements (the thirty-six Tattvas).” “Resplendent, perfect, enjoying great happiness because He rests in his own Self, abundantly provided with willpower, consciousness and instruments of action, full of limitless Shaktis, free of all dualistic thought-constructs, pure, peaceful, free from appearance and disappearance, it is in Him, Paramashiva, the supreme tattva, that the world of 36 principles appears. – Abhinav Gupta of Kashmir Shaivism “TATTVA” which essentially means the essential reality finds its expression through these 36 means. A tattva is that which, […] - [Lalitasahasranama Seies verse162](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-seies-verse162/): Lalitasahasranama Seies verse162 Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/804174077212901515/ “ANTAR MUKHA SAMARADHYA…BAHIR MUKHA SUDURLABHA” :VERSE 162 LALITASAHASRANAMA This verse from Lalitasahasranama is a pointer towards inspiring the saadhak to elevate himself from the external ritualistic practice towards the inner dhyana (meditation)and constant Simran ( remembrance) of the Shakti consciousness as one’s own self. Caught in the trap of the external ritualistic practices and seeking her through mere conditioned learning from shastras and kriyas, one can easily forget the bhava behind the whole endeavor. This verse reminds us that the Goddess is accessible to the one who remains focussed within and retains his attention on […] - [Lalitasahasranama Series Name 219](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-series-name-219/): Lalitasahasranama Series Name 219 Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/393502086196248486/ MAHABHOGHA: NAME 219 LALITASAHASRANAMA Mahabhogha: The enjoyer of great pleasures. Devi’s grace enables one to enable the attainment of all worldly pleasures along with spiritual advancement. She encourages us to engage in pleasure as she is herself the amrita of nectarine pleasure that drips into the one who has become her empty vessel. when one has curated himself through sadhana and qualified to become the empty lute through which she can sing herself, there is no denial of any pleasures this life can offer. As the saadhak is now rid of doership, he can […] - [Thirugnana Sambandhar: The curation of A Poet By Divine Mother's grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thirugnana-sambandhar-the-curation-of-a-poet-by-divine-mothers-grace/): Thirugnana Sambandhar: The curation of A PoetBy Divine Mother’s grace Art credits: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/53480314312083649/ The story of Tamil Nayannar saint, Sambandhar is a valuable reminder of how the arul (grace) of THE DIVINE MOTHER can make a poet-saint out of a small child. Sambandhar was born to parents, Sivapada Hridyar and his wife, Bhagvathiar who were devout to Lord Shiva. One day when they went to a temple with their son and left the child at the banks of the temple tank, he began to wail. Lord Shiva and Parvati appeared to the weeping child who was fondled and suckled at […] - [Lalitashasranama Series verse 177](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitashasranama-series-verse-177/): Lalitashasranama Series verse 177 March 21, 2021. “Baala Leela Vinodini” Verse 177 Lalitasahasranama. The joyful presence of Bala, the 9 year old form of Lalitatripurasundari is a bubbling reservoir of bounty and innocent grace. She is ever flowing with perennial wellsprings of joyful laughter and her innocence is always enchanting us towards her. Unmistakable in its purity and beauty, she cannot be ignored and inspires us to never give up the child in us. Through the fusion of play and leela, she continously fills us with the inspiration to return to the spontaneity and innocence of our childhood and always […] - [BINDU ADVAITA OF SHREE VIDYA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bindu-advaita-of-shree-vidya/): BINDU ADVAITA OF SHREE VIDYA Image Credits: ART: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/4503668366875477/ The ego is the embryo from which the bheda of duality emerges. Until the ego is annihilated by Devi’s grace, the saadhak remains chained in the “triputibheda” which is the difference of perception of the knower, act of knowing, and the known. Sadhana and grace bring one to the slow fading of the ego which then finds it impossible to differentiate between these 3 and arrives at the amalgamation point/Bindu of true Advaita. Lalitatripurasundari as she is called is the BINDU ADVAITA of all perceptive experience and she is the one […] - [VERSE 32 LALITASHASRANAMA KARANGULI NAKHATHPANNA NARAYANA DASHAKRUTHIH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/verse-32-lalitashasranama-karanguli-nakhathpanna-narayana-dashakruthih/): VERSE 32 LALITASHASRANAMA KARANGULI NAKHATHPANNA NARAYANA DASHAKRUTHIH Image credits: Wikipedia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dashavatara#/media/File:Dasavatar,_19th_century.jpg “Karanguli nakhotpanna narayana dashakrutih Mahapashupatastragni nirdagdhasura sainika” Who out of Her fingernails recreated all the Ten Incarnations of Vishnu to destroy the Asuras slain by Him in His incarnations.” There are 10 Avtaraas of Vishnu, commonly called the DASAVTARAS. They are the following: Image source: Wikipedia/Raja ravi verma https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dashavatara#/media/File:Vishnu_Surrounded_by_his_Avatars.jpg Matsya – fish (Paleozoic era). This avatar appeared to king Manu to break his pride and support the world as its horn as a fish when the world is threatened by floods and fires. Manu ties the boat carrying all […] - [LEARNING TO LOVE DEVI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/learning-to-love-devi/): LEARNING TO LOVE DEVI They asked me, ” Are you initiated into Sri Vidya?” They asked me, ” Do you have visions of Devi?” They asked me,” What saadhnaas have you done?” They asked me, ” What is your experience with Devi saadhnaas?” They asked me, ” Have you read the scriptures?” They asked me, ” can you teach us? Can you initiate us into mantras?” And many more .. I smiled and said… “She is the knowing, known and knower all herself- Drig Drishya Viveka” No one teaches us to love our mother. No one can initiate you to […] - [LALITASAHASRANAMA NAME 392 SRIKANDRTHA SHARIRINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-name-392-srikandrtha-sharirini/): LALITASAHASRANAMA NAME 392 SRIKANDRTHA SHARIRINI “Om srikanthardha saririnyai namah” Who possesses half of the body of Srikantha (Shiva). To Her who is in the form of Ardhanarisvara (half-female, half-male God). The Divine Mother, Lalitambika is the fused conscious principle of SHIVA-SHAKTI. Undivided and whole, the sadhak who disciplines himself in the reverence of the Divine Mother is sure to transcend the identifications of the body and its gender. Also in the progression, she will reveal him face to face with his own composite and complete wholesomeness. He will have no bias towards anything as he will become the culmination of […] - [Lalitashasranama Series Verse 55](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitashasranama-series-verse-55/): Lalitashasranama Series Verse 55 VERSE 55 LALITASAHASRANAMA “Mahabhoga mahaishvarya mahavirya mahabala Mahabuddhih mahasiddhih mahayogishvareshvari” Mahabhoga: Who is the great enjoyer. Mahaisvarya: Who possesses supreme lordliness. Mahavirya: Who is supreme in valour. Mahabala: Who is supreme in strength. Mahabuddhih: Who is supreme in wisdom. Mahasiddihih: Who is endowed with the highest of attainments (siddhi). Mahayogishvareshvari: Who is the object of worship for all ART CREDITS: Amol Pawar https://in.pinterest.com/pin/119697302585934353/ - [THE ART OF SHARING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-art-of-sharing/): THE ART OF SHARING IMAGE CREDITS: https://twitter.com/artidesai555 CORONA TOOLS FOR TRANSFORMATION: THE ART OF SHARING   This image speaks many words and is a powerful reminder to continue to offer ourselves in any possible ways through sharing & caring. The 12 ants have arranged themselves in groups as they delicately balance themselves to sip on the water drop that is common to them. They do it with a disciplined delight and know fully well that each is responsible. It’s time humans wake up to this shared responsibility to use earth’s natural resources which we have selfishly massacred for individual profit. […] - [The healing power of Mahamrityunjaya Mantra](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-healing-power-of-mahamrityunjaya-mantra/): The healing power of Mahamrityunjaya Mantra Image credits: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/8866530505821351/ Mahamrityunjaya or Moksha mantra of Lord Shiva is a powerful weapon to fight the coronavirus epidemic. Instead of wallowing in the misery and fears of impending death/suffering and also to assist complete healing and freedom from pain, untimely death, suffering, and fears in the event of active disease, this Mahamantra, and its sacred vibrations can be your lifeboat as you tide through the stormy seas of this samsara.   MANTRA LYRICS & MEANING:   “ॐ त्र्य॑म्बकं यजामहे सु॒गन्धिं॑ पुष्टि॒वर्ध॑नम् । उर्वारुकमिव बन्ध॑नान् मृ॒त्योर्मुक्षीय॒ मा ऽमृता॑त् ।   oṃ tryambakaṃ yajāmahe sugandhiṃ […] - [Lalitashasranama Series Verse 68](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitashasranama-series-verse-68/): Lalitashasranama Series Verse 68 Image: Pineterest Verse 68 Lalitasahasranama “Shruti simanta sinduri krutapadabja dhulika” The dust of whose feet are borne on their head by the Shruti Devatas (Vedas personified as Goddesses), who prostrate before Her and thereby color Her feet with the vermilion marks on their foreheads. - [ARDHANAREESHWARA BINDU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ardhanareeshwara-bindu/): ARDHANAREESHWARA BINDU Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/302585668692017784/ “BINDU” as we know is a single point and in its nascent presence, lies unfolded the mystic secret of all universes. Think of it and your mind cannot ever grasp it and the words never be able to narrate it. beyond all duality and thought, The Bindu in each of us is the SELF that exists in its formless autonomy as THE ONE. in this state, there cannot exist two. But the journey to the Atma Bindu traverses through many phases and probably lifetimes of the pursuit of arrival. Sadhana and preparation can take us leaps […] - [BINDU OF SHREE CHAKRA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bindu-of-shree-chakra/): BINDU OF SHREE CHAKRA Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/49961877105416954/ VERSE 178 LALITASHASRANAMA “Bindutarpana santushta: Who is pleased with libations offered to the Bindu (the central dot in the Shri chakra).” ~ Para-Trisika-Vivarana ~ “Heart or Hrdayam is the centre of Bhairava. It is the place of repose of the Lord. The Heart is the very consciousness of Anuttara (Highest Reality); it is its most interior place of repose, the very centre of consciousness. If we take the universe as a body, it would be its very Heart, i.e.., the very essence of the universe which in other words, is a mass of sound […] - [WHY KUNDALINI SHAKTI IS INDISPENSABLE TO ALL?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/why-kundalini-shakti-is-indispensable-to-all/): WHY KUNDALINI SHAKTI IS INDISPENSABLE TO ALL? IMAGE SOURCE: https://archivalinkgallery.com/collections/stella-guillen/products/kundalini-rising-by-stella-strzyzowska From time immemorial, The Shakti principle has intrigued, inspired, blessed and enlightened almost all men from various spiritual disciplines and lineages. Whether it is the yogis, the jnanis, the kaulas or the bhaktas….The pinnacle of supreme moksha has to remain unattained without her grace and blessings. The intelligent ones have offered her due credits, respect and sadhana and have known that their path to freedom has to travel through her and cannot be bypassed anyway. This article is only a speculative tool to decode what she means to many kinds […] - [Arunachala: You make me the King](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/arunachala-you-make-me-the-king/): Arunachala: You make me the King Stunned in thought, Silenced in word, Scorched of karma, Snatched of free will, Singed of desire, Yet.. your sight makes one the king! Oh, Arunachala! - [Love me through life...Love me through death](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/love-me-through-life-love-me-through-death/): Love me through life…Love me through death! We were never unknown.. We are never apart.. That’s how close we have been Right from the start.. What width can be of the intimacy of bodies? What lust cannot procure.. You and I have discovered In our sweet and secret lore… Do me this little favour.. Kiss me before I die. I’ll become immortal If u don’t look back and cry… - [A humble offering](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-humble-offering/): A humble offering Reiki: A journey of love magic and miracles. We all know of the potential miracles that happened around many saints in the lives of the suffering people who visited them. just by being touched by these pure souls or by being in their presence.. the agony of human life was diminished. Reiki or the universal life force is the primal source from which everything arises and is a very compassionate motherly energy of pure love and light. my own journey with Reiki began in the year 2010 when suddenly my active medical career and family life were […] - [You owe it to me!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-owe-it-to-me/): You owe it to me! Without my rejoicing river of plenty.. Where would u set sail your boats.. You owe it to me! Image source: Facebook - [Father & I](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/father-i/): Father & I I come and sit on the same bench Where we used to sit together for years. The glimpses of a gone time flashes by.. You would often talk about your worries for me.. Then bring out a box of grains Scattering them on the ground beside us. Soon a bunch of chirping birds and squirrels Would join us in all fervor. As the sunshine shone upon us, You pointed out names and types of flowers and birds Then subtly and surely giving me life lessons in between. We laughed and cried alternatively At the beauty and pain […] - [Unapologetically yourself](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unapologetically-yourself/): Unapologetically yourself If there is one single thing We all would love doing If there is one single thing We all have been dreaming If there is one single thing We would be best performing If there is one single thing We would never be tiring If there is one single thing We could not be borrowing If there is one single thing We better stop hunting If there is one single thing That’s worth all the waiting… If there is one single way of being…. I would be unapologetically myself!   - [SANKALPA: A SILENT POWER OF MANIFESTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sankalpa-a-silent-power-of-manifestation/): SANKALPA: A SILENT POWER OF MANIFESTATION   The world ” sankalpam” means an intention of being with one’s highest truth. It is a powerful tool for cleansing, aligning and bringing to reality a desire from the deep layers of one’s subconsciousness. In ancient days, our rishis and Yogis did tapas with the will of pure sankalpams. This used them to manifest the greatest truth of existence subtly and surely. With the power of their tapas and Dharana ( one of the important tenets of Yoga), they enriched the world with beauty and purity. Almost all world traditions and psychology studies […] - [THE SUFI WAY TO LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sufi-way-to-love/): THE SUFI WAY TO LOVE The Sufis decipher, perceive and practise the tradition of Mohabbat ( Love/ prem) with their Khuda ( higher consciousness/ God). Their love is without the tarnished mind and hence lacks judgement and discrimination. The earthly plane of love which has all emotions of lust, attraction, approval and angst is a lower rung in the ladder of a stepping evolutionary journey but it has an immense possibility seed of awakening within it. In this earthly and humane dimension also, the meditative practice of love can be honed beautifully. (Ishq majadi). As the heart opens to love […] - [RELAX, BREATHE & LET GO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/relax-breathe-let-go/): RELAX, BREATHE & LET GO In your busy schedule, packed with multitasking activities, and as you rush towards goals and checklists of works to be done, stress seeps in inevitably. The pressure of performance and perfection insists one to be ” in the doing mode”. Without the pause of “just being” at least a few minutes at least in a day, we might be turning ourselves towards a breakdown. Recharging little every day by relaxing, breathing and letting go of all feelings of yesterday is a rejuvenating practice. Meditation, breath awareness, yoga Nidra, listening to music or simply sitting silent […] - [DO YOU HAVE LAUGHTER IN YOUR LIFE?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/do-you-have-laughter-in-your-life/): DO YOU HAVE LAUGHTER IN YOUR LIFE? Amidst the steadfast chases of life and it’s heightening demands of achievement, success and perfection…pause and see if you still have room for hearty laughter to make this life worthwhile. It’s very easy to slip into the demands of a mundane achieving oriented life and allow monotony to take over. Do you and your spouse still pass some sweet grins at each other while sipping tea? Do you still recollect old memories of fun things you did together and silly jokes that make the atmosphere light and life lighter? Most of all, does […] - [ANESTHESIA: THE ART OF SAVING LIVES & HEALING PAIN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/anesthesia-the-art-of-saving-lives-healing-pain/): ANESTHESIA: THE ART OF SAVING LIVES & HEALING PAIN Anaesthesia and its evolution as a speciality branch is a gift to mankind. Without anaesthesia, the process of safe and pain-free surgery could not ever have been able to benefit humans to heal from many kinds of disease conditions. The possibility of healing pain and becoming an instrument to render such service has been a blessing for me in this lifetime. For two decades, I have worked in the speciality and found purpose and meaning in life by making myself God’s tool to serve this way. It has indeed been a […] - [HOW CUDDLES CAN HELP US HEAL?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/how-cuddles-can-help-us-heal/): HOW CUDDLES CAN HELP US HEAL? Since so many people have devised so many ways of healing.. I wanted to share mine too! Have you ever felt an amazing spike of love and joy in your system on being tightly cuddled. Suddenly everything in you lights up with this gesture of pure love. Touch has miraculous and subtle potential to heal and light up the spirits of an angry/ agitated/ depressed friend. Jaddu ki jhappi..as quoted in Munna bhai Mbbs, it truly is the magic pill for instant pull up from feelings of lack of love and feelings of demotivation […] - [LIVING IN TODAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/living-in-today/): LIVING IN TODAY If you have the courage and resilience To witness in powerless silence That the seasons change.. Relics wither. People die… Safety and security fail… Love fades… And yet continue to breathe, live and love….. You will know nirvana In the garb of this perishing body And amidst the desert of a melancholy impermanence, You will become a tender little blossomed flower That lives only in today! - [IT TAKES LITTLE TO BE KIND](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/it-takes-little-to-be-kind/): IT TAKES LITTLE TO BE KIND It take little to be kind… The purpose of Facebook and other such human engagements is only to inspire each other and not use the medium for releasing our ego farts, hatred and hyper knowledgeable bull shit. Open minded conversations and mindful and purposeful exchange is what could serve all of us better than simply diarrheating our demons here. Make this world kinder a place for all of us to exist in harmony. And if you can’t ..better keep your mouth shut ( For God’s sake). We never can know implications of our words […] - [HARSH: THE JOY WITHIN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/harsh-the-joy-within/): HARSH: THE JOY WITHIN   Harsh is the jubiliated state of being alive and in love with the self. It has no dependence on external factors/ gratifications/pleasures and is also not veiled by the sufferings of the mind body ego complex. It bursts forth like an effulgent spring from the depths of one’s inner being and is causeless, effortless and characterless. Whatever we do in our life, whoever we become or whom so ever and how so ever our situations and circumstances, if one is in close intimacy with one’s self, there will be an experience of this HARSH in […] - [GODDESS DURGA & SIKHISM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/goddess-durga-sikhism/): GODDESS DURGA & SIKHISM Fascinating that Goddess Durga discovers reference and is respected by the Sikh religion as much as she is venerated for her quality, effortlessness and boldness in the Hindu customs. Much as we would scarcely envision, however, the Sikh customs additionally offer due regard and motivations from the Divine female. The Dasam Granth (Gurmukhi: ਦਸਮ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ, lit. “the Book of the Tenth Guru”), likewise called the Dasven Pādśāh kā Graṅth, (Gurmukhi: ਦਸਮ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ), is a blessed book in Sikhism with organizations ascribed to Guru Gobind Singh. It is a dubious strict book viewed as the second sacred […] - [THE AWAKENED HUMAN IS TRANSGENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-awakened-human-is-transgender/): THE AWAKENED HUMAN IS TRANSGENDER Do you carry strong impressions and beliefs in your system about the ideal male or female archetype? And subconsciously keep judging yourself and others based on these deep conditioning? It would be a welcome change to wake up from such limited identities and see yourself as pure consciousness alone. Shiva and Shakti are mistaken for some gender perfectionist principles but they are essentially the polarities of the conscious principle itself. Our true tattva is atattva and the void from which our manifested realities of gender etc emerge. We are the awakened transgender…an ancient tribe of […] - [BE THE GOD THAT YOU SEEK](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-the-god-that-you-seek/): BE THE GOD THAT YOU SEEK Be the God you seek. Mercy is the attribute of the heroes and the brave. It is simple and realistic to lash out, intend to hurt, destroy or pelt ones anger in response to someone attacking us. Reason and mental conditioning justify the assault once we are convinced we are being vindicated and ridiculed. But there is deeper than this..if you can survive in the compulsory pause of watching. In that pause, when ones internal suffering ceases to remain as a personal tragedy, one can rise to the beauty and grace of pure compassion. […] - [ROSE ON FIRE(POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/rose-on-firepoem/): Rose On Fire The earth nourished it The rain flourished it. Grace pouted it’s bud And then a fragrance it sweetly emanated… All who passed it were gripped by its beauty, All who experienced it were blessed by its mercy. And then one day, there was a forest fire. It had no choice to flee or retire. At the first kiss of the flame, it shuddered. At its next touch, it gently fluttered. Soon the embrace of the flame was complete. The rose was in surrender and in silence replete. There was no shout for help There was nothing to […] - [POEM: THERE HAD TO COME A TIME...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/poem-there-had-to-come-a-time/): There had to come a time… There had to come a time When all that one had learnt needed to be forgotten. There had to come a time When love and only love mattered. There had to come a time When terifyingly alone was self hugged. There had to come a time When the lover, love and loving all become one. There had to come a time When words became rudimentary to the quake of silence. There had to come a time When nothing matters and still you care. There had to come a time When u could live and […] - [THE MELANCHOLY OF GENIUS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-melancholy-of-genius/): The melancholy of genius We often read the lives of great creative artists and geniuses and discover that beneath the glamour of name, fame and recognition, there flows a damp melancholy undercurrent of an unfulfilled quest. One can wonder with awe as to how such insightful minds and sensitive hearts can be afflicted with chronic periods of un named sorrow and perennial grief but it is indeed true that these seasons add on to manifest their creative masterpieces. All genuine creativity has a tinge of indifference to itself. The pangs of loneliness and the disappointed longing for the truth is […] - [The Legend of the SOLAH SRINGAAR: The sixteen Love charms of a Suhagaan](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-legend-of-the-solah-sringaar-the-sixteen-love-charms-of-a-suhagaan/): The Legend of the SOLAH SRINGAAR: The sixteen Love charms of Suhagaan Amongst the 9 Rasas of human life, Shringaar Rasa has been considered to be an important element in the beauty and fabric of our life. especially for a woman, her attractiveness and adornments make her more complete and desirable, thus establishing her self in a place of subtle power. In the eastern traditions, from time immemorial, the beautification of a woman as a Goddess, As a queen and as a married woman, all have been overemphasised and retain the roots of our deeply anchored SHAKTI traditions. As per […] - [The weeping compassion](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-weeping-compassion/): The weeping Compassion   The experience of melancholy and deep grief on certain days without any palpable reason..the feeling of physical pains and aches without physical ailments and the strange and thick hanging shade of gloom like impending death. Do any of you find this familiar terrain? If you are a sensitive human walking the planet and who is on a inner quest of any sort, you are sure to have experienced these shades of grey. A paradox unlike the true bliss, peace and calm demeanor glorified in spiritual texts and by Gurus, these earthly pangs of disappointment, sorrow and […] - [THE MAGIC OF FORGIVENESS AND SELF LOVE: HO’OPONOPONO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-magic-of-forgiveness-and-self-love-hooponopono/): THE MAGIC OF FORGIVENESS AND SELF LOVE: HO’OPONOPONO   The secret of finding the bliss of the self lies in releasing what does not serve us. Clearing space of negative and toxic emotions like bitterness, resentment and anger makes space for the feelings of gratitude, wholesomeness and compassion. The great Indian mystic saint, SHREE RAMANA MAHARISHI made a remarkable and powerful statement when once asked by a devotee as to how one is to treat others. He remarked, “There are no others!” When we realize we are a part of the whole and not a person identity complex, we can […] - [One Farmer....Billion Souls](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/one-farmer-billion-souls/): One Farmer…Billion Souls His speech is of mortgaged bedding, On his kine, he borrows yet, At his heart is his daughter’s wedding, In his eye foreknowledge of debt. He eats and hath indigestion, He toils and he may not stop; His life is a long-drawn question Between a crop and a crop.   This poem of Rudyard Kipling, called “The Masque of Plenty” aptly describes a farmer’s life which is like a fragile drop that dances on a leaf blade and are at the mercy of his crop produce.   Who is this silent sacred keeper who toils on without […] - [THE ANECDOTE OF KAALI & HANUMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-anecdote-of-kaali-hanuman/): THE ANECDOTE OF KAALI & HANUMAN The relation between Hanuman and Goddess Kali finds mention in the Krittivasi Ramayana. Their meeting takes place in the Yuddha Kanda of Ramayana in the legend of Mahiravana. Mahiravana was a trusted friend/brother of Ravana. After his son, Meghanatha was killed, Ravana sought Mahiravana, the King of Patalaloka’s help to kill Rama and Lakshmana. One night, Mahiravana, using his Maya, took Vibhishana’s form and entered Rama’s camp. There he cast the Nidra mantra on the Vanar Sena, kidnapped Rama and Lakshmana and took them to Patala Loka. He was an adherent devotee of Mahamaya/Kali/Durga […] - [THE CORONA STILLNESS.......](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-corona-stillness/): THE CORONA STILLNESS……. AUDIO LINK:https://anchor.fm/pallavi-kwatra/episodes/Is-the-corona-stillness-sterile-ech Many of us are experiencing ourselves in a forced stillness in the lockdown period and feel un purposeful and unproductive. For eons, we have believed in the capacity and intention of action to achieve a state of fullness and viability. At this standstill of time, where most of us are restricted in our movement, interactions and more, the mind is bound to slip into a self-critical state of being a useless nobody with nothing great to do or aim for either. The paralysis of action is a grappling enigma for the egoic mind which has […] - [PLANTING GARDENS IN GRAVES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/planting-gardens-in-graves/): PLANTING GARDENS IN GRAVES   To many of us when life seems to tumble down a downward spiral; it could seem a tiring climb towards the light. Far and distant…every step could be painful and we may drop down into the abyss again after a long uphill trail. Our sorrows and grief may hold us back from opening to love and trust yet again. Feeling half dead…we may loose trail of the gratitude of being alive and breathing. The compromises we made to fit in…seemed to have robbed us of our unique essence and we feel half dead. At such […] - [KAALBHAIRAVA: THE LORD OF TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalbhairava-the-lord-of-time/): KAALBHAIRAVA: THE LORD OF TIME KaalBhairava Gayatri Mantra Lord Bhairav sometimes known as Kaal (Kaala) Bhairav, is the fierce manifestation of Shiva associated.He is one of the most important deities who originated in Hindu mythology and is sacred to Hindus, Buddhists and Jains alike. Lord Kaal Bhairav is that manifestation of Lord Siva who oversees the march of time. The person who worships Lord Bhairav gets victory over enemies, materialistic comforts, and success. Worshiping Lord Bhairav helps to get rid from sufferings and pains, especially the troubles related to paranormal world. The devotee cherishes all round success and a healthy […] - [THE RISING KUNDALINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rising-kundalini/): THE RISING KUNDALINI   The effigies of form immolated; The rise of Kundalini Is a quantum occurance That leaps across the samsaric realms To procreate itself. - [Aloneness... The prelude that always leads to Oneness](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/aloneness-the-prelude-that-always-leads-to-oneness/): Aloneness… The prelude that always leads to Oneness There comes a definite time in one’s journey beyond which one has to travel alone. No matter whom or how deeply you might have loved, have been accompanied or the sacredness of your beliefs, you find yourself much too far away from such familiar locale. A common mistake at this point would be to identify this as a solemn kind of loneliness which has a melancholy undertone to it. And then try harder to fit in…amidst the familiar and the comfortable. Alas.. some changes are irreversible and rather there is never a […] - [LEAVE ME FOR THE LAST TIME....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/leave-me-for-the-last-time/): LEAVE ME FOR THE LAST TIME….     It’s been long you left the room Shutting the door behind on me. Hours pass as I gaze at the door knob Which still has your lingering touch on it, The air in the room Still smells of you afresh. Your voice declaring your leaving Still echoes in the silence of the room And the moon is now over over head Having started it’s journey from the West horizon. I am all tears At how the simplicity of your leaving Can be such an elaborate heartbreak For me And that my love […] - [The addiction of narcissist co dependence](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-addiction-of-narcissist-co-dependence/): The addiction of narcissist co dependence The glorification of love and the hype of unconditional love etc in social and spiritual circles creates a bias and conditioning of how love ought to be..it ought to be a sacrifice of some sort, where one comes to believe that only by losing what one upholds his life for …is surrender to the beloved and a sacred offering of self sacrifice must be made to embody love which has no rejection or never knows how to say a NO. A distortion and abusive conditioning many of us are deeply inflicted with. Jesus died on […] - [Kaali & The annihilation of Thought illusion](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaali-the-annihilation-of-thought-illusion/): Kaali & The annihilation of Thought illusion Raktabeeja s story is well known. Every drop of blood that fell from his body and touched the ground cloned more of his forms. That drop of blood is the illusion thought that multiplies in the human psyche and causes his patan (downfall) into a rapidly down spiralling journey. The illusion of power, control, superiority, arrogance shadows the pure saatvic self like dark clouds on a clear sky. The power of our asuric tendencies cannot be underestimated. They are as real as our good humane compassionate and wisdom self and have the potential […] - [KAMAKHYA: THE SOJOURN OF A LIFETIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kamakhya-the-sojourn-of-a-lifetime/): KAMAKHYA: THE SOJOURN OF A LIFETIME      One of the most mystic temples of the Indian Tantric tradition, KAMAKHYA temple also known as Kamrup-Kamakhya temple, Kamakhya Devalaya, located at Guwahati, Assam, India  is one of the oldest of the 51 Shakti peethas .The Kalika Purana, an ancient work in Sanskrit describes Kamakhya as the yielder of all desires, the young bride of Shiva, and the giver of salvation. Shakti is known as Kamakhya. The goddess is worshiped according to both the Vamachara (Left-Hand Path) as well as the Dakshinachara (Right-Hand Path) modes of worship. Offerings to the goddess are usually flowers, but might include animal sacrifices.   According to the Kalika Purana, Kamakhya Temple […] - [The sexual gender archetypes: The sham(e) of identity](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sexual-gender-archetypes-the-shame-of-identity/): The sexual gender archetypes: The sham(e) of identity In the ladder of evolution as humans, we still have to learn our basics. The ideas of ,” Holier than thou” is still prevalent more so in the spiritual communities. Gender, age, nation, appearance, money, power and so many other factors distribute us into sectors and label us. Sexual orientations, choices or inclinations are a big taboo even among st the urban and developed world. We still have disdain, repulsion and dislike to offer to the ones who appear different than the cult of normal sexual behavior which has been tempered over […] - [THE ACHE OF BEING HUMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ache-of-being-human/): THE ACHE OF BEING HUMAN It can be the most unnerving and difficult experience to live as a mortal human being without any cloaks of identities and personas. Exposing one’s lability emotionally, physically, spiritually , our failures to reciprocate with wisdom, love and appropriateness, and the archetype of a perfect human being can bring us to a place of self criticism and a crushed self esteem. Resulting from the inability to be perfect can arise a lack of self love and self worth. The ideas of perfecting ourselves to be the perfect human being archetype can snatch away the joy of […] - [THE LONELY ROAD OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-lonely-road-of-spiritual-awakening/): THE LONELY ROAD OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENING   The rude shock of awakening can be jarring, scarring and intensely lonesome. As opposed to popular belief that spiritual awakening can make one more peaceful, joyful or stable which are most often late blossoming, the early part of the road can be absolutely catastrophic. Filled with chaos, mental and emotional roller coasters and the pain of cracking open to the flow of life, a spiritual awakening can be long and painful dark nights of the soul stacking themselves on each other. And since no one can essentially understand the spiritual journey of the […] - [IKIGAI: Purposeful secrets to a long & happy life](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ikigai-purposeful-secrets-to-a-long-happy-life/): IKIGAI: Purposeful secrets to a long & happy life       IKIGAI is a Japanese concept of living a long, purposeful, healthy and happy life by a meaningful combination of practices that revolve around a individual’s heartfelt and fulfilling life purpose. Having clearly defined ikigai brings satisfaction, satiety and meaning to our lives. Having an ikigai means living a worthwhile life….a life to its fullest potential and joy. The secret of longevity and healthy joyful citizens of japan stems from this deep rooted philosophy of ikigai which helps them live healthier and happier long lives.   An active mind, […] - [MARK ROTHKO: SILENCE IS SO ACCURATE!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mark-rothko-silence-is-so-accurate/): MARK ROTHKO: SILENCE IS SO ACCURATE! “Art to me is an anecdote of the spirit, and the only means of making concrete the purpose of its varied quickness and stillness.” Mark Rothko was a genius in the attunement of art created for an elaborate portrait of the human psyche. He was an artist and a philosopher both at once, a magician of colors who knew how to weave the magic spells of distorted imagery in its nascent form….whirling itself at its audience and throwing his spirits in a reverie of some sort. Mark Rothko was born in Dvinsk, Russia on […] - [FEMALE PORNOGRAPHY DIRECTORS : A REVOLUTION TOWARDS AESTHETIC PORN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/female-pornography-directors-a-revolution-towards-aesthetic-porn/): FEMALE PORNOGRAPHY DIRECTORS : A REVOLUTION TOWARDS AESTHETIC PORN Art has many faces and the depiction of sexuality through pornography is a major proportion of sexual expression in today’s times. The porn industry is a leading portal of digital media in today’s fast moving internet era and there are rare few who have not been touched by it.Though many might refrain from committing about their engagement in watching porn, its high time we accept that porn is now The new sex educator for the masses. Adolescents, transgenders,elderly,social elites and all possible people of all genres watch porn and have a […] - [GURU AMRITANANDA NATHA SARASWATI...........A GURU FOR ALL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/guru-amritananda-natha-saraswati-a-guru-for-all/): GURU AMRITANANDA NATHA SARASWATI………..A GURU FOR ALL     Dr. N. Prahalada Sastry (1934-2015), a former university professor and nuclear physicist who left a successful 23-year career with the Tata Institute of Fundamental Research in Mumbai ; Now a noted spiritual guru, better known as Sri Amritananda Natha Saraswati (and generally addressed as “Guruji”) is a living embodiment of the DEVI herself. From a physicist to a Sri Vidya Guru….his heroic and inspiring life is a beacon of deep commitment and service. The most striking thing about him is the humility, openness and compassion with which he shared the mystic coded teachings of […] - [THE CHOSEN MAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-chosen-man/): THE CHOSEN MAN   The wild fugitive of rambling minds A chaos too gross to be tamed, You …sacred Goddess of the yonder Who is to be your chosen man? Would he be the shining knight On an emboldened black horse Or would he be the Casanova To ask of your hand for a dance? Would he be an epitome of chauvinistic pride Or a sculpture of disciplined muscles? Would he know all about unicorns Or would he hold tenderly your buttercup waist? Would he never shed a tear on the greatest sorrow Or would he sing you lullaby in […] - [MAA ANAND SHEELA.... AN EPITOME OF FIERCE DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/maa-anand-sheela-an-epitome-of-fierce-devotion/): MAA ANAND SHEELA…. AN EPITOME OF FIERCE DEVOTION     Rarely in the urban eons , one comes across such unquestioning devotion as Maa Anand Sheela. Her character, shrouded in mysteries and controversies all at once does not prohibit one to still accolade her faith & unparalleled devotion to her Guru, Bhagwan Rajneesh Osho. She truly was his Shakti and protected him with all her life. With her one pointed conviction, the great master became available to the large masses of this world. Her calculated moves to grow the Osho community worldwide is a nobility that cannot ever be denied. […] - [Michalina Wisloska : THE ART OF LOVING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/michalina-wisloska-the-art-of-loving/): Michalina Wisloska : “THE ART OF LOVING”     This polish gynaecologist with a vision to impart knowledge to the masses about self pleasure, contraception and the art of making love wrote this epic book, ” Art of Loving” She dedicated her whole life to raising awareness to sexual pleasure and the conscious practise of sex. Her own life was a life of great struggle. She died at the age of 84 after fighting many years with the cultural department to agree to publish this book. They would not agree due to it’s bold and educative empowering content for those […] - [Awakenings E-Magazine Edition-2](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/awakenings-e-magazine-edition-2/): [real3dflipbook id=’11’] - [DIGITAL LALITASAHASRANAMA: 1000 SACRED AVATARS OF LALITATRIPURASUNDARI.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/digital-lalitasahasranama-1000-sacred-avatars-of-lalitatripurasundari/): Devotion being a sufficient end unto itself is a restless one ever throwing up itself in sprouts of fresh blossoming. Unaware of definite endpoints of arrival, devotion is simply so. Asking for nothing is the pinnacle of complete surrender. Only being the best version of oneself as a divine tool remains as a guiding compass to devotion. In one such meandering of the heart, Devi anchored herself unto me and the premises of the Anahata (heart) became her perennial abode. This book emerges as an outpouring love from the Anahata Bindu and she ensures its manifestation.     There are […] - [Awakenings E-Magazine Edition-1](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/awakenings-e-magazine-edition-1/): [real3dflipbook id=”9″] - [A POWERFUL INTENTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-powerful-intention/): A POWERFUL INTENTION   Intention Is Indeed A powerful statement. - [AN UPSURGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-upsurge/): AN UPSURGE An Indomitable Upsurge. - [THE ACHE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ache-2/): THE ACHE An Ache Of Being oneself. - [A PRIMAL INSTINCT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-primal-instinct/): A PRIMAL INSTINCT Mimicry Is Primal instinct. - [BEAUTY HALTS TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/beauty-halts-time/): BEAUTY HALTS TIME Beauty Halts Time - [VANISHED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/vanished/): VANISHED The Vanished Person. - [SWEETNESS OF ASSOCIATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sweetness-of-association/): SWEETNESS OF ASSOCIATION Sweetness Of Association - [COURAGEOUS MEN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/courageous-men/): COURAGEOUS MEN Some courageous men Are unashamed to Carry home Their tenderness . - [A MISSED OPPORTUNITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-missed-opportunity/): A MISSED OPPORTUNITY A missed opportunity Will End in remorse. - [ENTWINED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/entwined/): ENTWINED Entwined As One. - [A DONN ON](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-donn-on/): A DONN ON Donning On The body… - [THE VEILED BALLERINA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-veiled-ballerina/): THE VEILED BALLERINA The Veiled Ballerina. - [THE EMPOWERMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-empowerment/): THE EMPOWERMENT The empowerment To color your life Rests in your clasp. Use it well. - [FIRES OF FATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/fires-of-fate/): FIRES OF FATE Even Butterflies Catch the fire of fate…. - [Laden...The fullness of being.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/laden-the-fullness-of-being/): Laden…The fullness of being. Laden… The fullness of being Facebook Post - [The prompt consumption.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-prompt-consumption/): The prompt consumption. I’m just that drop of dew You allow on your skin. The dawn will consume me… Facebook Post - [Pitter patter...The overflowing from your rains](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/pitter-patter-the-overflowing-from-your-rains/): Pitter patter…The overflowing from your rains Pitter patter… The overflowing From your rains… Facebook Post - [The propulsion and the pause.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-propulsion-and-the-pause/): The propulsion and the pause. The whiplash The propulsion And the pause In between… Facebook Post - [BHAGWAN RAMANA MAHARISHI....The man and his journey.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bhagwan-ramana-maharishi-the-man-and-his-journey/): http://www.sriramanamaharishi.org/bhagavans-timeline/ A silent video on Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi’s timeline and important landmarks of his life. curated by San Deep. Facebook Post - [www.sriramanamaharishi.org.... A Tribute](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/www-sriramanamaharishi-org-a-tribute/): www.sriramanamaharishi.org…. A Tribute With the heart having no radars left, All pathways having collided, There is no single destination… No one left even to walk a trail… The heralding of honest discovery Finds its way Through the ruins of the minced ego. In this pious unfolding, The sprouts of creativity silently explode. A deep silence ambiances The spurt of such a nameless grace… An upbringing That only enriches…without claiming. A genuine partnership With the light…. In all humility.. unveiling…such an expression …which has no intention of its own… only an unstoppable brimming from the wellsprings of the heart…. In its […] - [THE TIMELESSNESS OF REMEMBRANCE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-timelessness-of-remembrance-2/): THE TIMELESSNESS OF REMEMBERANCE. All rituals of devotion, All sermons of wisdom, All disciplines of worship Have known extinction in me. Sometimes I wonder if I have turned agnostic Or maybe true grace has befallen me. Anytime, anywhere, any day Is the perfect way to be. The only gauge of surrender Are the tears that salt my soul. All mentions of your name Take me beyond the horizons Into the timelessness of remembrance. Musings of the awakening soul Facebook Post - [The illusion of separateness.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-illusion-of-separateness/): The illusion of separateness. All the colours of this big vast universe have come to merge in the eye that differentiates them… this merging is the end of all illusion of their separateness. Facebook Post - [The imprint ...And yet..The departure.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-imprint-and-yet-the-departure/): The imprint …And yet…The departure. The imprint … And yet… The departure. Facebook Post - [Thy Holding is thus...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thy-holding-is-thus/): Thy Holding is thus… Thus held… In intimacy… In tenderness… In freedom… Facebook Post - [When you have many stories...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/when-you-have-many-stories/): When you have many stories… When you have many stories… But no stories have you… Facebook Post - [The proclaimed immortality...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-proclaimed-immortality/): The proclaimed immortality… The awaiting… The blooming… That has rebelled the proclaimed immortality of autumns… Facebook Post - [The un acclaimed beauty](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-un-acclaimed-beauty/): The un acclaimed beauty The unwhorling… The sinister revelation Of unacclaimed beauty…. Facebook Post - [THE WILTING.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-wilting/): THE WILTING. Once an epitome of beauty That enthralled a million hearts. A fragrance that erupted The delight of being. The blossoming That was an inspiration to live…. The next phase has arrived. When the impressions Have become quivery; The limping of grace Has begun to take over… It No longer remains An incentive to the seeking… This is as true as the blossoming And means no difference to the flower. Only the witnesses Calls it THE WILTING…. Facebook Post - [THE ARCHETYPE OF SHAKTI...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-archetype-of-shakti/): THE ARCHETYPE OF SHAKTI… She blesses, She encompasses, She dissolves, She embraces. An effulgent spring That never dries up. The shade of the tree of life Where many rest and recuperate. The skies of freedom Which the birds soar to. The opening of an abyss Where the seeker reunites with himself. A love that drenches, A wisdom that liberates From the shackles of all illusion. The shakti..the power of vitality The blood that throbs in one’s veins… No one knows… That on silent nights… She too weeps In the pangs of yearning To meet herself incompletion. No one comes to […] - [The paradoxes of life are actually a deep fusion at their heart..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-paradoxes-of-life-are-actually-a-deep-fusion-at-their-heart/): The paradoxes of life are actually a deep fusion at their heart. The paradoxes of life are actually a deep fusion at their heart. They intermingle and bless each other… and as the vortex spins faster… the distinction between both apparently looking opposites merge into a whole. Just like a spinning top…which in static phase appears to have two phases but as the momentum of its spin takes over.. it has a single face… no distinctions remain. The perception decides the imagery.. not the vice versa.. though in day to day life.. we often allow outer visions or experiences to […] - [Just before the seeing...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/just-before-the-seeing/): Just before the seeing… Just before the seeing… The SEER… Facebook Post - [The swirling Until..The dissolution.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-swirling-until-the-dissolution/): The swirling Until…The dissolution. The swirling Until.. The dissolution. Facebook Post - [The ashing As The illumination.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ashing-as-the-illumination/): The ashing As The illumination. The ashing As The illumination Facebook Post - [The Participants.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-participants/): The Participants When words cease to travel between us, When the breath no longer scents, When the beats no longer boom, When bodies lie separated by time, And souls ache to pungent sorrows, In this paused timelessness, In this quantum void, There occurs a mystic communication Which no longer leans on presence. It has its own ways, An intelligence beyond compare. It questions and replies Both at once. Embalms and caresses, It is crispy with humor, Bursting with wisdom. The intellect merely a lost army, Love, the master archer! In this surrendered silence, We stand as mere participants. @ musings […] - [The persistent claiming.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-persistent-claiming/): The persistent claiming. The mask of identity Persistent in Claiming… Yet; helplessly Cast away. Facebook Post - [The wizardry of words...a flux.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-wizardry-of-words-a-flux/): The wizardry of words…a flux. The wizardry of words; The nuances of silence; This life… A flux between the two. Facebook Post - [The intermingling.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-intermingling/): The intermingling. The intermingling. The watching. The transmission. The non duality… Facebook Post - [The drop off...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-drop-off/): The drop-off… Facebook Post - [Seemingly different.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/seemingly-different/): Seemingly different. Facebook Post - [THE TIDE AND IT'S TAKING OVER.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-tide-and-its-taking-over/): THE TIDE AND IT’S TAKING OVER. Your traversing… My transitioning… And Then the tide takes over. Facebook Post - [THE DISAPPEARING ....THE ACHING.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-disappearing-the-aching/): THE DISAPPEARING ….THE ACHING In this aching… Is the disappearing Of the form That ached… Facebook Post - [More of your rooting..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/more-of-your-rooting/): More of your rooting… Barely enough soil left For More of your rooting… Facebook Post - [The taking over of eternity..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-taking-over-of-eternity/): The taking over of eternity… With the myth of time erased; Eternity takes over…. Facebook Post - [The misleading reflection.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-misleading-reflection/): The misleading reflection. Until the reflection No longer Conceals… Facebook Post - [Amazon Search: MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/amazon-search-musings-of-the-awakening-soul/): Amazon Search: MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL.   Amazon Search In today’s world of technology, where one can know about everything possible starting from quantum entanglement to doing a graffiti bun with your untamed hair, we might seem to be under a magnified illusion of” super evolution”. Humanity at its peak of knowledge and progress is however thirsty for a lot more. Each of us need the succor of sitting beneath a fruit-laden tree on a raging hot summer day, a river serenely flowing by that heartily is willing to quench our thirst, the warm embrace of mother earth, rains […] - [GRACE OF THE GOLDEN TEAR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/grace-of-the-golden-tear/):   The grace of the golden tear… Why do you shed these tears of gold? For you…isn’t this world a mockery Of your own created illusion? Do you also experience grief and pain As we mortals do? Your exuberance In an ever-building explosion… The dance of exotic celebrations of life Find their way through your orifice… Then …why these tears Maa? And for whom do you weep? On your dark countenance These tears anoint with a golden hue. Your beauty reveals to me In a paradox of opposites… My mind in a stunned silence Prostates at thy lotus feet… Just […] - [The perfumed singe.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-perfumed-singe/): The perfumed singe. The charring… And it’s perfumed singe… The erotica of my own burning… The witness in spellboundedness… Facebook Post - [The incomplete disclosure.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-incomplete-disclosure/): The incomplete disclosure. The disclosure little… Leaving a space for some anticipations… The smile that curls at the mouth’s corner; Fading and emerging all at once… Facebook Post - [Prem ka shodh.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/prem-ka-shodh/): Prem ka shodh. Kuch bheegi bheegi si… Kuch ras se tapakti hui.. Ye lahoo ab aur laal hai… Prem ke shodh se… Facebook Post - [Rangon me rangi hui...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/rangon-me-rangi-hui/): Rangon me rangi hui.. Mera ab koi rang nahi… Bas rangon me rangi hui.. Payee jaati hoon… Facebook Post - [The remodeled wings.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-remodeled-wings/): The remodeled wings. Holding this burning pyre of a heart… My fingers have known the singe… The inflammation… Consuming the ME Remodelling my Broken wings…. Facebook Post - [Gurupurnima.....Another auspiciousness.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/gurupurnima-another-auspiciousness/): Gurupurnima…..Another auspiciousness. Today marks the day of Gurupurnima… a day of offering reverence at the feet of one’s spiritual master. In my brief travel, I have been blessed with the grace of many masters….and its indeed a blessing to have been able to indulge and experiment with various spiritual paths and disciplines. It brings me great joy to reveal a little secret here with all of you….and that after my encounter with the open skies of San…I have undergone a revolution within. After being touched by San’s ambiance, I have suddenly been unlocked and thrown into an ocean of pure […] - [BE LOVE VIDEO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-love-video/): BE LOVE VIDEO   BE LOVE VIDEO please take a moment to view and share on your facebook wall….the video trailer of my recent poetry book, BE LOVE…. Facebook Post - [Musings of the awakening soul....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/musings-of-the-awakening-soul/): Musings of the awakening soul…. How can one describe in words what has been an experience within? Writers are protagonists of words and mystics of the stupor of devotion and wonder..though mankind has found many ways to channel the hearts deepest experiences through mediums like the written word, sculptures, art, music and more… there is so much that remains unsaid… ever… buried to be excavated inexperience by each one on his own. The journey of a spiritual seeker is a weird combination of a plethora of emotions and non emotions alike…its an excavation which ultimately becomes the nidus of a […] - [Book poster:9 months:from involution to evolution](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/book-poster9-monthsfrom-involution-to-evolution/): Book poster:9 months: from involution to evolution Facebook Post - [This love is so silent....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/this-love-is-so-silent/): This love is so silent…. It aches; Plunges me to ride the tides of passion. It is morose and morbid At the lack of deeper intimacy. It roars; When confronted with my fears. It sings; At the festivals of togetherness. It mocks; At the futility of the inflated ego. It grows; Though barely visible and clear. It must be in the here and now; That it remains so delicately concealed Within Layers Like a shining Jewell… This love is so silent and yet IT IS ALL I HEAR….. @p.k Facebook Post - [The unproclaimed beauty](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unproclaimed-beauty/): The unproclaimed beauty While the world has been busy pounding its feigned greatness…the silent beauties of tenderness go unproclaimed. @p.k Facebook Post - [Alice in wonderland.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/alice-in-wonderland/): Alice in Wonderland. Amidst the thistles of the deep woods, My frail bud has begun its trail. Towards its destined flowering. The fragrance though subtle Has come to be true… The red color though pale Deepens from the blood of its heart… All this time Alice lived in wonderland, Now has come to walk this earth… @p.k Facebook Post - [THE ENGULF OF LOVE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-engulf-of-love/): THE ENGULF OF LOVE. I’ll come to you When you tire of all efforts And lie in abandon With outstretched hands To watch the infinite sky Sparkling back at you… There will be silence And acceptance in your eyes As I lie beside mimicking God… You will be low I will be lower; And yet when we commune the skies will only be the limit… When the tear will touch your soul, I will drink from its depths. When laughter brims your eyes, My heart will hold a cup. When you will know sorrow, I will lease your memory to […] - [Everything.....as it IS.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/everything-as-it-is/): Everything…..as it IS. The river of time never stops and neither do the thoughts and emotions of a man. These ceaseless and never-ending trespassings through the corridors of a life course keep the mind always entangled which feeds on these experiences. In intense people, there is an ever present need for more of these experiences as that keeps the myth of the show on. In a stilled mind which has clearely recognized its nature of being complete and nirguna tatva, this hunger for experience becomes very dull or absent. Everything just flows over and the allowing happens effortlessly. Like an […] - [The holon.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-holon/): The holon. One within another And yet a distance apart, Like a paradox that prevails Denying phantoms of duality, A rebel that is structured and in absolute freedom, Contemplating on its own thought And yet building segments of plans, Midway between life and death This existence just floats… I am The holon… Musings of the awakening soul. Facebook Post - [The absurdity of destination.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-absurdity-of-destination/): The absurdity of destination. This travel across lifetimes, The race of arrival, The exhilaration of success, What does this account for? Other than a narrative of the ego Which takes a turn to pride At its naive accomplishments…. I am too stunned to move From the lap of this grace And wade my way through the maze. This ecstasy has robbed me of ambitions And sufficed me to my brim. In all divine satiety And a fulfillment complete, I turn my head up to the sky And Ir resistably laugh At the absurdity of destination… Musings of the awakening soul. […] - [THE WANDERLUSTS.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-wanderlusts/): THE WANDERLUSTS… My thirsty eyes Have cracked open to arid winds That blow from faraway lands. My supper lies cold before me And the hunger has been long absent. All tools of transformation Are restless to bring in change But I stand in tsunamis of destined plans. Where are the blinking stars That was once upon lighthouses? Direction remains unknown, Only the journey prevails… However, there is abandon And freedom from all worry. Only an ecstasy prevails That licks its own wounds… In this timelessness And euphoric galaxies… I slip on and on Towards my wanderlusts… Musings of the awakening […] - [THE NOW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-now/): THE NOW. I traveled lifetimes only to discover my arrival on the brink of NOW. Facebook Post - [My book 9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION ..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/my-book-9-months-from-involution-to-evolution/): My book 9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. My book 9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION has 12 medico friends who are on a spiritual quest… a quest where they propel and provoke each other towards a deeper knowledge of themselves. As they inspire and learn from their understandings and misunderstandings both… they birth anew. The book starts with an introduction of each character in the book… the first one is Dr. Sampath Chandra Prasad….for more …..link up on Amazon to buy your copy…. Facebook Post - [9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/9-months-from-involution-to-evolution/): 9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. In my book …9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION…each contributor is unique and adds his own perception to understand the gamut of spirituality in his own unique way… as the travel intermingles realizations… it also brings clarity to the demons that had been resting back home… look up at these valuable tips given by a dear friend which can be used as useful tools to guide our spiritual journeys… Facebook Post - [The video teaser of my book...NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-video-teaser-of-my-book-nine-months-from-involution-to-evolution/): The video teaser for my book…NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. The video teaser for my book…                       NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. Facebook Post - [The making of the book....NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-making-of-the-book-nine-months-from-involution-to-evolution/): The making of the book…. NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. About a year ago, what’s app became very popular. It started picking up and was chosen by many to create groups which had likeminded people. Around that time, I was a part of my medical college friends group and it came to my observation that there were a few of us who were more restless than the others on life and spiritual matters. So I decided to make a group which was called “The semi-enlightened”. We started off as a bunch of 7 or 8 and we really did […] - [9 Months: From Involution to Evolution by Dr. Pallavi kwatra | Notion Press](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/9-months-from-involution-to-evolution-by-dr-pallavi-kwatra-notion-press/): 9 Months: From Involution to Evolution by Dr. Pallavi kwatra | Notion Press MY BOOK IS NOW AVALAIBLE IS AT THIS LINK: https://notionpress.com/read/9-months-from-involution-to-evolution. PLEASE SUPPORT BY BUYING IT AT SPECIAL 20% OFF AT AMAZON.IN FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS… MUCH LOVE….. Facebook Post - [Dr. Pallavi kwatra's Author Page - Notion Press | India's largest book publisher](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/dr-pallavi-kwatras-author-page-notion-press-indias-largest-book-publisher/): Dr. Pallavi kwatra’s Author Page – Notion Press | India’s largest book publisher Dr. Pallavi kwatra’s Author Page – Notion Press | India’s largest book publisher please look at the author’s bio link: Facebook Post - [9 Months: From Involution to Evolution (What's App Satsang)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/9-months-from-involution-to-evolution-whats-app-satsang/): http://www.amazon.in/dp/1945621516 9 Months: From Involution to Evolution (What’s App Satsang) Nine months:From involution to evolution is about a group of friends who get together from different parts of the world to try and find answers for questions that have been left unanswered for a long time. Intense discussions were held for over nine months which brought forth the age old wisdom, … Facebook Post - [NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION.... how possibly this got created?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/nine-months-from-involution-to-evolution-how-possibly-this-got-created/): NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION…. how possibly this got created? more than a year back, I observed that a few of us from the clan on our kmc( medical college) whats app group were burning in the flames of questions on life and the self….they were looking for answers to the riddles of life through spiritual technologies or pure observation of the way life operates. the chaos was there but it was also the fuel to move furthur….so, I created a whats app forum called “THE SEMIENLIGHTENED” and then a few of us set off on the flight. we came […] - [Book cover of my latest book..9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION .](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/book-cover-of-my-latest-book-9-months-from-involution/): Book cover of my latest book..9 MONTHS: FROM TO INVOLUTION. Furnishing the book cover of my latest upcoming book..9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION for friends to cheer and share on their timelines. Please support and inspire as we travel together on the giant wheel of life..celebrating and joyful. Facebook Post - [The Ardhanareeshwara.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ardhanareeshwara/): The Ardhanareeshwara. Like the philanthropic shiva Who sheds his half To welcome unto him The mellowed shakti You open up your spaces For me to frolick and play Duality lies persecuted Only the amalgamation remains Of Purusha and Prakriti Love and light Yin and yang. I was once upon feminine and then with your ejaculated pearl I come to be known as THE ARDHANAREESHWARA. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [Friendship...the most amazing of associations...9 MONTHS:FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/friendship-the-most-amazing-of-associations-9-monthsfrom-involution-to-evolution/): Friendship…the most amazing of associations…9 MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION Friendship…the most amazing of associations…satsanga…the best ambiance of learning … combination of these two… perfect amalgam for effortless evolution … A book dedicated to this awakening and the shared consciousness of traveling to the truth…not lonely..not deluded…not rejected….but together, hand in hand with a camaraderie, a kinship, an open Ness… I take pride in announcing the forthcoming existence of such a book…”NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION” where friends come together to gnaw at spirituality from all possible dimensions, religion, science, mysticism, bhakti and more… it is not hardcore facts […] - [THE SAMBHOG.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sambhog/): THE SAMBHOG. There is not a taste of gentleness Or the feminine flamboyance Of a culted form. She is a metaphor for Shakti That empowers its own divinity Riding high in her vein is Only a deep drunkenness And longing to quench From the banks of a secret oasis Where Shiva is in dynamic meditation and brinking at a life-giving explosion. She will succumb to his dust and then seduce him to her. She knows he is an OUTLAW And will dissolve unto none… But she is no lesser a fire, And this sacred SAMBHOG Is what our world is […] - [The weight of delusion.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-weight-of-delusion/): The weight of delusion. Have u ever keenly noted this experience of emerging from a water body with your wet clothes still on ….there r 2 things that hit u instantly..one is your own body weight which had seemed so light inside the water and the second is the play of the wind at your skin giving you goosebumps… Experiencing a similiar situation is when you are emerging from the pathos of ignorance and delusions in your life… the weight of realizations make you weary and yet…as the clothes dry up…there comes a new found freedom…also the goosebumps of sufferings […] - [The grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-grace/): The grace It must only be the grace, that I stepped many a time on the EDGE and yet, all that happened is PREVAILING @p.k Facebook Post - [THE BIRTH.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-birth/): THE BIRTH… I found myself in a pitch dark, It was cold and lonely here… Time had no notion of me Only semi-formed was I. In my bewilderment, I felt my limbs grow. In my half demented state, Midway between life and death, A sweetness dropped by on the ear…. Ah!My first contact point with life. You sang me a melody divine. I Tried to see, Yet vision failed. My eyes were a painful shut. I longed to witness the form of you And know what life was all about. À creak happened to break the silence, And like cracks […] - [The permission](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-permission/): The permission In the sacred sanctity of the self, I come to recline & rest. In the healing silence, all pains numbed. All joys revived. Reconstructions, Remodellings, Realizations, There’s so much work happening; While all I do ” IS ALLOW” -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL Facebook Post - [Enlightenment](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enlightenment/): Enlightenment Enlightenment is… When the lover becomes LOVE… Facebook Post - [BEING LOVE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/being-love/): BEING LOVE…. The legacy of love, a rightful heirship of love. the heart must break a million times until it has creaked open a pinhole. through this miniature orifice, the scented breeze of love enters, ventilating the ancient dark corners. until one has stopped begging for love, or even giving it away. the heart remains a restful seat where love is the art of ” being It”…… Facebook Post - [LOVE.....the essential coherence of our life...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/love-the-essential-coherence-of-our-life/):  love…..the essential coherence of our life…………. Facebook Post - [THE SPIRITUAL DIGNITY.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spiritual-dignity/): THE SPIRITUAL DIGNITY. WHEN THE MISPLACED GODS IN US HAVE FINALLY AWAKENED, WHEN THE “I” IS A PROJECTION OF THE GLOBAL ICON, WHEN MIGHTY COMPASSION HAS REPLACED PETTY LOVE, WHEN A SINGLE TEAR SALTS A MILLION MOUTHS, WHEN KINDNESS IS THE CROWN OF STRENGTH, AND WISDOM THE WAY OF LIFE, WHEN BEAUTY IS THE HIGHLIGHTED ASSET, AND GRATITUDE THE HIGHEST HONOUR, WHEN FREEDOM IS THE VALUABLE GLORY, AND LAUGHTER THE GRANDEST ADORN, WHEN JOY IS A MUST OVER SPILL, WHEN THE UNIVERSE IS A UNILATERAL CONSCIOUSNESS, AND NO BORDERS TEAR OUR HEARTS APART, WE WILL REJOICE IN THE LAP OF […] - [what a pity it is that we fail to see how unconditionally the sky walks alongsid...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/what-a-pity-it-isthat-we-fail-to-seehow-unconditionally-the-skywalks-alongsid/): what a pity it is that we fail to see how unconditionally the sky walks alongside each of us… @p.k what a pity it is that we fail to see how unconditionally the sky walks alongside each of us… @p.k Facebook Post - [Let awareness be your perennial climate. @p.kLet awareness be your perennial cli...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/let-awareness-be-your-perennial-climate-p-klet-awareness-be-your-perennial-cli/): Let awareness be your perennial climate. @p.k Let awareness be your perennial climate. @p.k Facebook Post - [A tiny ME.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-tiny-me/): A tiny “me” on a spinning planet, Amidst a potpourri of experiences That men call as life, I am clueless of my authority To crack this mystic code. An abyss infinite, And me a mere speck, I journey on And on…. @p.k Facebook Post - [The ambience of life.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ambience-of-life/): The ambience of life…. Verily, this life of mine must be more than mere breath. So, i made myself important by surrounding myself with purpose. There was so much to fullfill, such less as a lifetime. Potraits of myself in shades of all sorts. Wow…. i really had so much that my life ought boast of. These parodies of success The pursuits of knowledge are so much reason to live. and then one day, i sat beneath a tree basking in its succor shade. It brimmed with flowers, fruits. Yet,there was no pride in fact, not even purpose. A valuable […] - [Every dark night of the soul, An occasion of celebration, The light from crumbli...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/every-dark-night-of-the-soulan-occasion-of-celebrationthe-light-from-crumbli/): Every dark night of the soul, An occasion of celebration, The light from crumbling galaxies, Constellating new stars. @ P.K Every dark night of the soul, An occasion of celebration, The light from crumbling galaxies, Constellating new stars. @ P.K Facebook Post - [On iridiscent wings of love, come the beckones of the light. they flock to me fr...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/on-iridiscent-wings-of-lovecome-the-beckones-of-the-light-they-flock-to-me-fr/): On iridiscent wings of love, come the beckones of the light. they flock to me from forgotten zones, and lift me high in grace. @P.K On iridiscent wings of love, come the beckones of the light. they flock to me from forgotten zones, and lift me high in grace. @P.K Facebook Post - [The merry observer](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-merry-observer/): The merry observer…. In the zones of the receding senses, When one is purely aware, One travels to enigmatic places Which are boundless and vast This place is sacredness Where entry is denied To those who don’t know ‘stillness’. In a surrendered awareness Where the mind has been ripped of all debate Where all cloaks of conditionings And the paraphrenalias of dialogue Have been shamelessly shunned, I escape into this silent zone. Here…god,me and existence Have lost defining boundaries. Only a DISPASSIONED WITNESSING Prevails…. @p.k Facebook Post - [ELIGIBILITY OF THE OTHER..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/eligibility-of-the-other/): ELIGIBILITY OF THE OTHER.. TO LOVE SOMEONE…..THE “OTHER” MUST BE EXISTING…. Facebook Post - [THE UNDISCOVERED DARKNESS.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-undiscovered-darkness/): THE UNDISCOVERED DARKNESS. Until the time darkness remains undiscovered, the light will remain an intellectual possibility… Facebook Post - [THE MISPLACED OASIS.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-misplaced-oasis/): THE MISPLACED OASIS…. My parched mouth stares at the never-ending horizons of sand dunes. My taste is only a bare memory, as I have been plainly deprived. The fading sun is a reminder of the impending death throes. At the brink of this longing, At the summit of pain, I need to summon up my gut and strike every ounce of soil until the oasis effulges out the elixir and satiates me to bliss. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL Facebook Post - [THE REJECTION TO REMAIN DENIED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rejection-to-remain-denied/):   THE REJECTION TO REMAIN DENIED Let me be like the mighty trees, that defy gravity to seek the sky. their rebellion is my inspiration. from the mundane to magic is the distance I seek to bridge. may hope, faith and love seize my fears and blocks. if the trees are here and yet they arrive, why would I be left thirsty and seeking? Facebook Post - [THE INNOCENT WAYS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-innocent-ways/): THE INNOCENT WAYS. The earth laughs in flowers, The sky screams its scintillations, The oceans burst with life, The trees mimic unconditional gifts, The waterfalls are flows that speak of power, And the stones are storytellers of endurance. The birds are dancers of bliss, The rivers are dualities of stillness and freedom. Nature reproduces in innocence, in its every speck, What the humans know as enlightenment. Facebook Post - [The satori.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-satori/): The satori…. In the dimly lit shadows, That lurked at my heart’s windows, I happened to presence a visitor. It was a different evening. I had packed up early And retired to my reminiscences, fears, and failures. The past previous days had scraped and scarred me. I needed to discover my oblivion And brood a little on life. So, here I was, all set to dissolve. Who was it at this forsaken hour This so very unwanted visitor? I sighed a heavy breath And moved reluctantly to d door. I still had a second chance of rejecting this advance. With […] - [A HAPPIER ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-happier-me/): A HAPPIER ME. I come to you draped in shadows of grey, that percolate their roots deep. You talk about colors, I am nostalgic about their past presence. Happiness happened eons away, You claim every appearing moment to be a joy. I sing looney tunes, You are bliss in the sheer symphony. The darks are all I have known, You narrate dreams of scintillating lights. I stand still amidst the autumn, you are the cherries and maples of spring. I am a nonbeliever in relationships, You endorse and affirm our eternal connections, you forgive, correct and bless. I know not […] - [THE FORBIDDEN RETURN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-forbidden-return/): THE FORBIDDEN RETURN. At the harbor of enlightenment, Lie the coffins of our identities. The setting suns, being reminders Of our predicaments, dilemmas, and sins. Twilight zones are fading away All our knowledge and lessons learned. Our gurus, guides, and angels, Steering us in, perfect in direction & speed. We have known love, loss and much. Now it’s time we undo our anchors And sail towards never charted lands. We are never alone. We are always free. We are forever blessed, May we never return… -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL.   Facebook Post - [THE DELUSIONS OF THE SEMI ENLIGHTENED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-delusions-of-the-semi-enlightened/): The delusions of the semi-enlightened. Seekers suffer from maladies of disillusionment, stupor and more. The path is largely unknown, the trails untread. One has to carve and walk alone too. Rejoice and remorse both are phases, One has to journey through both the same. Sometimes, nirvana is an eluding far-fetched dream, Sometimes, merely a wink away. Gurus and guides, philosophers and friends, Soulmates and twin flames, possessions and successes, All can take us only a few counted steps. Everything seems an illusion, And then everything seems to be the truth. Agonies and pangs are hallmarks of semi-enlightenment, hope to transcend […] - [BE.....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-at-twilight-hourlessons-come-flooding-to-me-darkness-has-no-entity/): BE….. At twilight hour, lessons come flooding to me. darkness has no entity, it’s merely the absence of light. All beauty is transient, Only the truth prevails. Just like the crimsons, indigos, and oranges pale, But the sky remains the same. Why do we need greatness, might, success when splendor and beauty rain limitlessly on us? Why, who, where, when all these questions lead only inward. in silence, all is answered and one can just BE… -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL. Facebook Post - [THE TRUE FREEDOM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-true-freedom/): THE TRUE FREEDOM When the world failed me, it brought me death. When you did, it set me free…. When the world failed me, it brought me death. When you did, it set me free…. @P.K Facebook Post - [THE CRUCIFIXION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-crucifixion/): THE CRUCIFIXION You pin me up, You nail me down, You string my hands, You purse my lips, Stain my soul, This fashion is your eternal insignia. Eons, you made love me to thus, Now, you crucify…………. You pin me up, You nail me down, You string my hands, You purse my lips, Stain my soul, This fashion is your eternal insignia. Eons, you made love me to thus, Now, you crucify…………. Facebook Post - [The last leaf.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-last-leaf/): The last leaf. As the mighty oak Entered the blizzards of dusky winters, It still retained a little age-old glory. It still had a pride Of never succumbing. As the chill deepened, Many of it was lost to time and space. Hope and faith, however, kept it on. Most flowers and fruits had become vestigial, The leaves slowly wilting away. Alone the last leaf held its reins, On a rather more than beautiful day, When the world was engaged in itself, The last leaf broke its promises And floated gleefully away, away, away… What remained, only the mighty oak knew, […] - [SHAYAARI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shaayari/): SHAYAARI Jis din meri ulfat ko samjhoge ,yaar… Us din Sirf khud se shikayaat hogi.. Facebook Post - [THE DAWN OF OUR AWAKENING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dawn-of-our-awakening/): THE DAWN OF OUR AWAKENING You and I had risen together, at dawn… the dawn of our AWAKENING… -NIYAAZ Facebook Post - [The seeker is the sought.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-seeker-is-the-sought/): The seeker is the sought The seeker is the sought………… Facebook Post - [THE AWAITED DAWN.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-awaited-dawn/): THE AWAITED DAWN………. Fondling with lonely nights has become like nourishment to the soul…it’s when the murmurs are decoded and the writhings embalmed. Visions expand and dreams deciphered. Clutters resolved and wars waged. Pillows smeared with tears and the heart drenched in pain, the conflicts woven with beauty and grace. The mind in thoughts, and the heart in love, wish it was day soon. I needed to sleep! Facebook Post - [THE DILEMMA OF MY HEART.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dilemma-of-my-heart/): THE DILEMMA OF MY HEART…. We were walking together, and the moon suddenly appeared on the horizon. It was full and dripped of beauty. In the meanwhile, you kept narrating the perils of your strained heart. Today, there was a shadow of inner turmoil that was simmering with unshed tears. There was a longing for love but a denial that held you back. Today, your sweetness was tinged with deep sorrow and here, I was caught in a heart-wrenching dilemma. By who’s beauty was I enchanted more, yours or the moon. And all that followed, was my rejecting the moon….. […] - [The timelessness of remembrance.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-timelessness-of-remembrance/): The timelessness of remembrance…. All rituals of devotion, All sermons of wisdom, All disciplines of worship Have known extinction in me. Sometimes I wonder if I have turned agnostic Or maybe true grace has befallen me. Anytime, anywhere, any day Is the perfect way to be. The only gauge of surrender Are the tears that salt my soul. All mentions of your name Take me beyond the horizons Into the timelessness of your remembrance. -MUSINGS OF THE AWAKENING SOUL Facebook Post - [THE ALIVE DOORS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-alive-doors/): THE ALIVE DOORS. How do I get to touch The black holes in your core? And respond to your beckons of love and tender care? When all you do is Hide behind your losses and fears. I dreamt of us on an immortal path of flowers Alas, you keep the doors alive! Facebook Post - [THE CORE OF SORROW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-core-of-sorrow/): THE CORE OF SORROW Have you known yet, To touch the core of your sorrow and let the pain tear your heart apart? If not, learn to do that first. All roads to joy cross through this denseness first. Facebook Post - [THE SHAM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sham/): THE SHAM The paradox of knowledge is that its all a SHAM. Facebook Post - [THE IMPOVERISHMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-impoverishment/): THE IMPOVERISHMENT Each one of us is ‘plenty’. Then why feel so impoverished? Facebook Post - [TIPS FOR MONTHLY KAALASHTAMI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tips-for-monthly-kaalashtami/): For those who can dare and feel the longing to immerse in the Kaalateeta awastha on today’s auspicious Kaalashtami, here are a few easy things to do: 1. Recite or listen to the Kaalashtakam. 2. Chant 1,3,11,21,40 or 108 japas of Kaalbhairava Gayatri Mantra. 3. Do a small homam yourself with 108 chants of Kaalbhairava gayatri japa. 4. Meditate on his form. 5. Watch the darkness in your room with open eyes and a zero void. 6. Do viraj homa meditations and visualize your own death. 7. Wear black coloured clothing, accesories. 8. Meditate by holding a black tourmaline or […] - [Request Lord Balaji Mantra chantings on Amalaki Ekadashi](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/request-lord-balaji-mantra-chantings-on-amalaki-ekadashi/): Amalaki Ekadashi is an important Hindu festival celebrated in India and other parts of the world by devotees of Lord Vishnu. It falls on the 11th day (Ekadashi) of the waxing moon phase in the Hindu month of Phalguna, which usually falls in February or March. The festival is dedicated to the worship of the Indian gooseberry, also known as amalaki or amla, which is considered a sacred fruit in Hinduism. It is believed that Lord Vishnu resides in the amalaki tree, and hence the festival is observed with great reverence and devotion. According to Hindu mythology, the significance of […] - [CHANTING THE LALITASAHASRANAMA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/chanting-the-lalitasahasranama/): Lalita Sahasranama is a text from the Brahmanda Purana which contains a thousand names of the Hindu goddess Lalita. Chanting this text is believed to have several benefits, including: It is said to bring peace and happiness to the mind and heart of the person chanting it. It is believed to help the person overcome negative thoughts and tendencies. It is said to increase the focus and concentration of the person chanting it. It is believed to help the person achieve spiritual growth and progress on the path of self-realization. It is said to bring blessings and protection from the […] - [STOP WORSHIPPING SHIVA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/stop-worshipping-shiva/) - [WEDLOCK WITH KAALBHAIRAVA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/wedlock-with-kaalbhairava/): How does one marry nothingness and then romance it deeply too. It is a death knell of a sort which makes one eternal and timeless. Just When I sat with him.. I felt consumed! Like a feeling of being pulled into a black hole with no boundaries. It felt scary and exhilarating and then soothing and safe too. Then on Mahashivratri…took place the formal marriage of Shiva Shakti. It did not seem new as it happens everyday inside me. Yet, there was immense celebration of our communion. Lot of laughter, light and sambhoga. As if the body took birth only […] - [GET KAALBHAIRAVA RITUALS DONE EVERY KAALASTHAMI & AMAVASYA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/get-kaalbhairava-rituals-done-every-kaalasthami/): Request for Kaalbhairava rituals ( Kaalbhairava Gayatri Mantra japa and Homam) for Kaalbhairava ashtami & Amavasya days  These pujas can be beneficial for 1. Blocked money issues. 2. Peace & mukti for Departed souls. 3. Court case issues. 4. Painful chronic karmic life issues. 5. Mukti and inner freedom states in one s spiritual journey. 6. Excellent command on Time managements to balance and grow in many life areas. You can book your puja requests at these links for the chanting & homams! https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/kaalbhairava-gayatri…/ https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/kaalbhairava-gayatri…/ - [Cultivating Atma Vichara](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/cultivating-atma-vichara/): Seemingly simple and yet very sukshma is the practice of Self Enquiry advocated by Shree Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi. Available only to the advanced saadhak with a ripe mind, this practice is not only effective, but also immediate. The Atmasakshatkar available as a living experience in the immediate now is it’s reward. It does not need or rely on creating any special space, time or ambience for saadhna. No rituals, idols, techniques or assets. It is its own path as well as its arrival to arrive at the self. How does one train one’s mind to cultivate such self awareness. It […] - [HEALING CONSULTATIONS & LIFE PROBLEM SOLUTIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/healing-consultations-life-problem-solutions/): “LIVING IS A CELEBRATION OF ITS JOY AND PAIN & TO TRANSCEND IT ALL” I have lived through many kinds of sufferings, pains and agendas in my life and wondered about their sources, solutions and my own evolution and self-discoveries as I went through them. These journeys led me to many wanderings as I frantically and longingly sought to uncover the reasons and workings of this mystical phenomenon of life. It continues to draw my attention and awareness that this amazing life can never be enough to decode, calibrate and reveal its depths of secrets and there is no end […] - [SHAKAMBARI POURNAMI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shakambari-pournami/): CELEBRATE AUSPICIOUS SHAKAMBHARI POURNAMI ON 6 TH JAN, 2023 BY REQUESTING SACRED RITUALS FOR DEVI! Shakambhari Pournami is a Hindu festival that is celebrated in honor of the goddess Shakambhari, also known as Goddess Parvati. This festival is especially significant for devotees of Shakambhari and is celebrated with great devotion and enthusiasm. According to Hindu mythology, Shakambhari is the goddess of fertility, vegetation, and nourishment. She is believed to be the personification of the earth, and is revered for her ability to nourish and sustain life. The festival of Shakambhari Pournami is celebrated on the full moon day of the […] - [FULL MOON TIPS: MAGICAL WATER TIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/full-moon-tips-magical-water-tips/): Image credits: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/396246467225270427/ Full moon water is used in spiritual and mystical practices, primarily in Wicca and New Age traditions. It is believed to have various properties and uses, including: Drinking: Some people believe that drinking full moon water can help to align one’s energy with the lunar cycle, bring emotional balance, and enhance intuition. Bathing: Full moon water can be added to a bath to cleanse the body and spirit, and to connect with the energy of the moon. Magic and ritual: Full moon water is used in rituals and spells to enhance their power, as it is believed […] - [PUTRADA EKADASHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/putrada-ekadashi/): PUTRADA EKADASHI: Spend time chanting God’s name! “ॐ श्री वेंकटेश्वराये नमो नमः. श्रीमन नारायण नमो नमः. तिरुमल तिरुपति नमो नमः. जय बालाजी नमो नमः.” JAI BALAJI! Putrada Ekadashi is a Hindu festival that is celebrated on the eleventh day of the waxing moon in the Hindu calendar month of Kartik. This day is also known as Prabodhini Ekadashi or Devutthana Ekadashi. It is believed to be a very auspicious day for Hindus, as it is believed to bring blessings of children and prosperity. According to Hindu belief, those who observe the festival of Putrada Ekadashi with devotion and faith are […] - [CRYSTAL MAGIC TIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/crystal-magic-tips/): image: pineterst   Crystals for money, love and health. Pyrite is also known as Fool’ s Gold and is valuable for connecting to earth energies, grounding and manifesting abundance. Pyrite is a bright yellow stone that helps in manifesting wealth. Use clusters, pendants or bracelets. Green aventurine is for new creative ideas and opportunities to create wealth and money. Crystals for love: Rose quartz and rhodonite are pretty pink crystals that open the heart to love and compassion. Very good for valentine’s day gifts to your beloved. Crystals for health: Black obsidion helps in grounding and clear quartz helps in […] - [LALITA JAYANTY: AUSPICIOUS DAY FOR WORSHIPPING SHREE LALITATRIPURASUNDARI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalita-jayanty-auspicious-day-for-worshipping-shree-lalitatripurasundari/): Dedicated to Mata Lalita, this Lalita Jayanti is celebrated every year on the full moon day of Shukla Paksha of Magha month. This year it is on 5th February 2023. Maa Lalita is worshipped on this day with full rituals. According to the scriptures, Mata Lalita is considered the third Mahavidya among the Dus Mahavidyas. If Lalita Jayanti is done with full rituals, then Mata Lalita is pleased and blesses the person with happiness and prosperity in life. Why is Lalita Jayanti celebrated? Devotees get salvation by worshipping Devi Lalita on this day. By worshipping Mata Lalita with full faith, one becomes free […] - [AKHANDATA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/akhandata/): Akhandata is the unbroken state of the consciousness of the Self. Our awareness when completely pointed inwards ( Antarmukha) allows us to remain in the eternal state of Sat chit Ananda. The mind is constantly in momentum with its changing and fleeting thoughts. However, when the mind sinks into the heart, the nondual self ( chitta) reveals it’s unbroken reality. “Ajyadharaya” which means like a unbroken stream of oil pouring into a vessel. When we can experience longer phases of this kind of continum in our inner states ( awastha ) we may know that we are escaping the interruptions […] - [BE MINIMALISTIC](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-minimalistic/): The addiction of more…The satiety of less! How minimalism pays? Our times are troubled. We seek, aspire and yearn for more and more. And as we possess, acquire, evolve and mutate, we become hoarders and arrogant fools who own a lot and value it all lesser. We are in a constant cycle of pushing ourselves to earn more to be able to afford more and then fret more about the fears of losing that lifestyle we just tailored to show off. Consumerism and commercialization have taken over the valuable joys of our life. Simple joys of spending time in nature, […] - [MAGHA NAVRATRI TIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/magha-navratri-tips/): Saadhna is a beautiful way to deepen our devotion to the SELF. Devi is the SELF. This Gupt Navratri is another opportunity to bond deeper and go within. Use one or more of these ways: Fasting cleanses the mind and body and prepares one for the connection. you can fast  from normal meals and use vegetables and fruits as healthy and lighter substitutes. These will also decrease your sleep and make you feel light to do your saadhna. Dedicate all your anusthans to Devi and accept her results. You cant bargain with her. So saadhna is not a means to […] - [AHAM IDAM SHIVOHUM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/aham-idam-shivohum/): The manifest and unmanifest both come from the void of Shiva. Dimensions of this world and many others which remain beyond the intellectual grasp are the dancing Iccha Shakti of Shambho! Matter is crystallized energy and can take many forms. The entice of Maaya Shakti is the veil that Shiva adorns to make him retain his unrevealed awastha. When you are close to the Shiva Shakti union inside you, you will experience yourself vascillating between the atma nada of Shakti and the shoonya swara of Shambho. The flux between the dynamic momentum of Shakti and the inertness of Shiva will […] - [Audasinya Abhipsitam: JUST BE!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/audasinya-abhipsitam-just-be/): “Audasinya Abhipsitam” The state of audasinya is not gloomy, sad or disheartened about life. It is not pessimistic in its temper but a exalted state of consciousness where one can maintain a constant state of indifference to all passing experiences and phenomenon in one’s life. The screen which relays all its images is in this state. It has no acceptance or rejection of its projections. The sky is also in this state. The passing clouds do not colour it. To achieve this jadam or inert state of shunya vichara, ones mind needs to be stilled. Only then, the zen takes […] - [TURNING A NEW LEAF OF SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/turning-a-new-leaf-of-silence/): Amidst the blast of wonder, amazement and the chaos of chase, choices and people, what if suddenly you stumble upon a pause that brings everything to a screeching halt in your hyper paced life? How does a full speed train respond to a brake pressed full throttle. Silence and it’s pause can bring the mind to such a halt when it presses upon the consciousness. It becomes the antidote to the mind. The chugging engine of back to back thoughts comes to slow down its pace and questions the integrity and authority of the ego that wants to take over […] - [THE PRACTICE OF PRATYAHARA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-practice-of-pratyahara/): The practise of Pratyahara: As popularly integrated in the important niyamas of the Patanjali Yoga Sutra, the practise of Pratyahara implies becoming indrawn from the sensual inputs to attain a one pointed and focussed state of awareness. Practiced properly, Pratyahara leads to dharana, dhyana and samadhi. It essentially is the coming back to the nirvikar and formless self by cutting out the noise that is the obstacle to its realization Tools for achieving Pratyahara: 1. Practice mindfullness moment to moment in your life. 2. Asans and niyamas of yoga practice. 3. Meditation . 4. Grounding or contact with the earth’s […] - [KAALBHAIRAVA: THE ANNHILIATED TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalbhairava-the-annhiliated-time/): Mahadev’ s rudra roopa of Kaalbhairav is the upholder of time and it’s tenets. As mortal beings of flesh and bone, we are always under the shadow of time and it’s gifts and misfortunes alike. We suffer untimely deaths, long sufferings of various kinds and experience the crunch and paucity of time for well meant life purposes. We live powerlessly and die even more powerlessly at the hands of time. Kashi’ s gatekeeper, Kaalbhairava is the antidote to such misfortunes and powerlessness we may be experiencing in our lives. The yaatna or suffering of our lives spans over our entire […] - [A secret love : Movie Review](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-secret-love-movie-review/): Watched this beautiful moving real life love story of Pat and Terry. Pat and Terry’s story helps us know that love is beyond age, sex, time and norms. They lived blissfully in a 70 year association of pure love and complete acceptance for each other and completed their journey through all the tides of time! Pat met Terry when they were 18 and 22 years old during the 1947 year. They fell in love at first sight. Pat had known heartbreak due to her 3 allmost marriage proposals breaking down as all 3 men died just before the marriage. Terry […] - [NEEM KAROLI BABA: MY LOST DESTINATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/neem-karoli-baba-my-lost-destination/): Image credits: Love everyone by Parvati Markus. You come along In the strangest ways of communication. This intimacy is too personal to describe, share or relay. It does not speak in words And yet you know…… and I know I beg for mukti And you throw me apples of Prasad. Atleast, I don’t have to be ashamed Of my primal hungers Which you quietly quench. I sit there…all vacant and joy, And you sit there and We laugh! I can’t seem to understand your love And yet I feel it in the warm tears That flow down my cheek Or […] - [The myths of Teaching Srividya to all and online!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-myths-of-teaching-srividya-to-all-and-online/): We are in 2022 and yet there are so many stigmas and conditioned behaviours we are not yet ready to release. The Shakta traditions especially the Srividya teachings have remained coded and secretive and always in the lock and key of pandits, Gurus and self acclaimed experts. Thought to bring bad karmas to the one who shared them with everyone openly and also to bring misfortune on the ones who practiced and received them in this fashion from online resources or unqualified Gurus. Just to instill monopoly and fear amongst innocent believers and play out the power equations of monopoly, […] - [MAITHUNA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/maithuna/): Even without any physical proximity, intimacy or presence with your beloved, you can experience communion with him or her and explode into orgasmic bliss waves in your being. This is beyond the grasp of the intellect which only believes in comprehensible matter and forms. But essentially we are not bodies, we are energy and consciousness. And when we can align and enmesh our energies with the beloved, the sukha of sambhoga does not remain a physical act between two bodies. The intimacy is much deeper than what the bodies experience. Even across time and space, the whole act of consummation […] - [THE SOLITUDE OF THE YOGINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-solitude-of-the-yogini/): Image credits: Tarini Ma Dagnino Khujrao temple. They make us feel ashamed For our nakedness While they deny Their deep hungry lust. In this hypocrisy of the sorts I was robbed of my Primal presence And simple beingness! The least and the last favour I ask: Can I please just be left alone to be myself? - [EVERYDAY IS NAVRATRI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/everyday-is-navratri/): The day you spend in sad moorings of the past The day you spend in complaining and criticising others, The day you spend not smiling The day your heart has no song to sing The day you are not kind to the unfortunate The day you are lazy and uninspired The day you seem irritated The day you don’t care and love The day you don’t share your blessings The day spent without gratitude IS NOT NAVRATRI! The Goddess does not care about your rituals or offerings. Only about your AWARE LOVE! Make every day NAVRATRI!       - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI: THE AWADHOOTHA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-the-awadhootha/): Would you care About my purity, qualification or progress If all I knew was your love.. Uncouth, rudra and raw, Would you not dare to Fling open my eyes to The illusion of this samsara? Vanspathi, Vighnaharta and Prathampujaniya.. You give me a ray of hope In this structured world.. That chaos is the starting point Of all order! With Neela at your lap, You are in constant sambhoga With the maya of the matrix! There cannot be a deeper karuna Than to know that I need not change Into someone else to seek your grace. As you accept me […] - [DANCING WITH THE DEAD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/dancing-with-the-dead/): You may have had a beloved Who appeared too real. Who laughed and cried with you, He promised the stars and the skies And made you hunger for more. You may have felt too alive With him And too dead When he left. You may have felt his heart And read his mind It all seemed too important And precious to let go. So you stayed lurking In the shade of its pangs! That day.. you were invited On a dance date And you dressed your very best! You knew it would mean a lot To be held so close. […] - [Lalitasahasranama book: My journey with Devi's grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-book-my-journey-with-devis-grace/): The memory of the making of the Lalitasahasranama book brought me an overwhelming emotional memory download. The depth of saadhna was proportionate to the depth of grace experienced. This amount of intensity is needed to break open the vault of her grace and blessings. And once the storehouse of her karuna opens, the floodgates of blessings simply pour into your life. Important archival timelines of this amazing unique creation of Devi : 1000 sacred avtaars of Shree Lallitatripurasundari Feb 2019: concept of the book was downloaded into me while attending the 25 th mahakumbhabhishekam at Devipuram Feb-august: Intense saadhna and […] - [TAKEN OVER!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/taken-over/): How may I speak to thee When love has snatched my words of pride? I had so many songs to sing.. before the silent lull of the beloved gulped them all. It is ridiculous how love has tamed me to become the most useless one in my town. While the others ambition, dream and succeed. I lie prostrate on empty fields and gaze at the beloveds faceless face in the skies above. Now what is left worthy for me to do or become? Without the “I” …it’s all a continuum hum of the beloved Its now only a wait to […] - [THE SWEET LONGING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sweet-longing/): I knew this body never lied. So, I let it become an empty vessel To receive the powerful yang within my yin! You don’t grow by pushing, But by vacating the bushes of thoughts. Love is too sacred to be welcomed If lust has not found its completion. Empathy drowns this mean world Of agendas and desires Surrender needs the highest courage, Freedom cannot happen without self discipline. You come and go again and again To this circus of samsara And yet do not learn of its illusions. Shine your torch light upon your darkness And know the zenith of […] - [LIE ABANDONED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lie-abandoned/): Forsaken and slandered, Bruised and bared, Love is the biggest illusion of human life Give up all hope, prayer and effort. Ache and bleed! Run from comfort and care, Paralyze the ego effort That seeks salvation! Kill the one who yearns for anything. Live in solemn solitude Even if it turns melancholy It’s still your very own. Much better than those that call you close And can forsake you at the drop of a hat! Before they leave you lonelier, sadder and in sorrowful bereavements, Do all this to yourself. Why wait for the pangs of pain to lash at […] - [SAKHA: THE FRIEND IN NEED & DEED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sakha-the-friend-in-need-deed/): Who is a friend and why is a friend needed in life? Life is a set of mixed experiences where we go through phases of pleasure, joy and pains. sharing makes it easier and cozier as we walk with a friend. A friend does not judge us, he loves and accepts us for who we are. What are we looking for while we walk the burning path of our life? A shade where we can be who we are without fearing rejections and hateful judgements. A friend may criticize or stop us or make us ponder at our bad life […] - [THE MAI OF NEEM KAROLI BABA: PUJYA SRI SIDDDHI MAA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mai-of-neem-karoli-baba-pujya-sri-sidddhi-maa/): Image Credits: Book: My Life with her by Jaya Prasada  “ Radhe tu bad bhagini, kaun tapasya keen? Teen lok taaran tarana soh tere aadheen!” Radhe.. how blessed you are, what tapasya did you do? That the redeemer of the three worlds is subservient to you!” Neem Karoli Baba to Sri Siddhi Maa ( From the book, My life with Siddhi Maa by Jaya Prasada)   Image credits: Pineterst.com The devotee’s apaar bhakti is also the grace of the Lord alone. Only when the mind is disenchanted with the world does it turn towards God! And with Guru’s grace when […] - [HANUMAN: The metamorphosis of the disciple to the Guru!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hanuman-the-metamorphosis-of-the-disciple-to-the-guru/): Guru Pournami wishes to all! HANUMAN, the ardent devotee of Shree Ramchandra Ji is the highest example of a metamorphosis of a devotee into a Guru himself! His apar and nishkam Bhakti towards Shree Ram enables him to offer himself in the sewa bhava to his Guru without holding anything back for himself. He does so many karyas for his master that he becomes like a doorway to Shree Ram. All must pass through Hanuman to reach Shree Ram. In this process of deepening his bhakti, he is rendered an empty reed that channels the sweet melodies of Shree Ram! […] - [The way we pray is the way we become and who we are!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-way-we-pray-is-the-way-we-become-and-who-we-are/): As we walk the spiritual path, the way we pray changes…eventually changing us from within. As beginners …we have specific prayers to ask for certain results in our life that we believe can do us good for e.g getting certain jobs or being married to do and so etc. We decide our goals and then target our prayers to achieve those. Many years back when I was practising Buddhism and met many members, i saw this culture of keeping an “Ichinen sanzen” which means a definite manifestation result and direct all our Buddhist chants to achieve that goal. It was […] - [The lack of burdens](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-lack-of-burdens/): The lack of feeling any burden of doing anything to please the Lord is itself so liberating. The lack of dictums , upayas and saadhanas to solve or evolve anything is so unburdening. The ferocity and aggression of arrival when not forced upon you is so empowering. The simplicity of being yourself is so easy. The love and shade that asks nothing in return is so comforting. Even without your knowing or trying..you transform subtly, surely and simply from within when the Guru’s grace envelopes your life. It may not be a glorious event of Nirvana for you but it […] - [If you did not die to it, You have done very well!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/if-you-did-not-die-to-it-you-have-done-very-well/): Image: Stacie Martin Sometimes, life can give you blackholes which can suck your energy, presence and essence all. And no matter how strong you are or how strong is your shell, these blackholes can gulp you encompassed. You may meet people, situations and inner devils when you least expected them or even invited them. Dark and light are both true and the elements of a paradigm of truth. So no one escapes evil and dark energies and entities in this lifetime no matter what one believes of it. The darkness of humanity lies in its never ending list for money, […] - [My special summer solstice day celebrations!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/my-special-summer-solstice-day-celebrations/): The universe is so benevolent and its mysteries so apt in time and place. The elemental forces of the sun, the moon, and water are directly connected to our own life cycles. When we live in an aware way, our bodies and minds become instruments that are able to function with their own cosmic intelligence. Today morning..after a past few difficult days of recovering from COVID, I decided to expose myself to the early morning sun. Somehow all my thoughts prompted me towards the sun. So I walked my body outside in a garden and then decided to do barefoot […] - [THE AUDACITY OF THE EGO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-audacity-of-the-ego/):   All those who learn do not become Gurus of the subject. And that too in the blink of an eye. The process of learning is rather humbling, slow and agonizingly painful as one climbs the obstacles of inner discipline, mental conditionings as well as external issues of creating time and space for the learning. So instant coffee Gurus springing all over Facebook and internet are only fallacies of ego and power equations that you are a victim of. Learning needs the qualifications of nistha( dilligence) and samarpan ( surrender) and the right timing and preparation then blossomes one after […] - [THUS I KNEW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thus-i-knew/): When you can be in poise And complete acceptance Of who you are not.. Then will arise a sacred knowing Which will be beyond the mind. It never seems to go away Or be lost in the chaos of this world. It is as it is. Neither glorified, nor enhanced But it’s imprint etched in the heart. How would I have ever known this “Thusness” If I had not seen thy face And gazed into your ocean eyes of compassion? You bring me all knowing That is just enough necessary for me ! What is there to do now Other […] - [Assu Sutta: Tears of the way](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/assu-sutta-tears-of-the-way/): The Buddha remained untouched by the pangs of samsara unti he finally saw the 4 sights that caused a transformation inside him: old age, suffering, death and a wandering homeless ascetic. Once witnessed, he observed them in great depths until he found his total acceptance of the process of life. We may also come to be at peace with complete acceptance of the ways of life. How the time turns it’s tides on everything familiar and loved by us until it swallows all our near and dear ones and everything we have desired. At this acceptance we may experience a […] - [SANYASA IS THE DROPPING OF THE "I"](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sanyasa-is-the-dropping-of-the-i/): To know freedom Is not a mental concept. To realize freedom Is to be free even amidst one’s cages Of identity, concepts and faiths. There is no respite Until the garb of identity is shed. Until The doership does not die, One will forever be in the cages of his mind. Sanyasa is the renunciation of the ego “I” alone. So no matter whether the bird Stays in the cage with its door closed, Or with the door open, Or flies in the vast sky…. The bird has been eternally free. The change is only a mental bias Until there […] - [A LEGENDARY YOGI: THE LIFE OF SWAMI RAMA!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-legendary-yogi-the-life-of-swami-rama/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/541346817685250626/ It was indeed a truly humbling and learning experience to read this 400 page biography of the great master, Swami Rama written by his disciple, Pandit Rajmani Tigunait. The peep into a yogi’s life of intense challenges, tapas and bliss comes alive in the life size potrait of master. His devotion to his Guru as Bhole Baba which sweeps across his entire persona and is the compass of his life, Swami Rama’s life made me see how the enlightened ones also go through a series of role plays in their life. moving from being a yogi to […] - [The simplicity & difficulty of self transformation](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-simplicity-difficulty-of-self-transformation/): We all are plagued day and night about ideas and dreams about making our lives brilliant and archetypal. Self transformation is the key to all change we wish to manifest because without changing our inner milleu we cannot simply wear an external mask of change. So until we change within, no change is possible without. But self transformation is a slow and steadily steep uphill journey that requires self determination and unmoving faith. Self determination requires self commitment and is often very lousy in most dreamers. High ambitions and great goals don’t cause changes. But self commitment to small daily […] - [THE DESIRELESS LIFE IS THE LIFE OF TRUE FREEDOM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-desireless-life-is-the-life-of-true-freedom/): Photography credits: Yamuna bridge, Prayag Commander Ambarish Parwekar  “MUKTI”, a far fetched grand dream which has to occur in a future time often being the goal of all spiritual seekers is a rendezvous dogma of some sort. True freedom if real should manifest while one is still alive and moment to moment as a tangible reality in one’s life. In my humble & limited view, the idea of MUKTI is only a hot selling cake that helps to lure us into a grand event which may showcase itself when we have become hyperqualified for grace and when it happens, some […] - [The fire of silence!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fire-of-silence/): There is a fire in the core of silence That crackles its way through the illusions of life, It singes all misconceptions about oneself and others It demeans the past in its flames And surrogates the future in its visions. With no one to become and nothing to do, If you can sit still in the flames of this silence, The truth will be obliged to kneel before you And you will become the emperor With no possessions. The only thing to be done is to shun all your clothes and fears And sit at the burning pyre of this […] - [PAN:If you can brink](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/31127-2/): Pan : If you can brink… If you can brink On the edge of mad lust And know the its pious gifts, You would have seen That even darkness is gold in deep disguise. If you can brink On the shadows of evil that lurk in you, You would have known The God within you too. If you can brink on death, You can know the precious piety of this life. The question lies …if you can brink with all your insanity..true wisdom will unveil before you - [The grace of SHREE RAMANASUNDARI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-grace-of-shree-ramanasundari/): Guru is the true Shiva Shakti The grace of Shree Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi connected me to Shri Vidya and Shakti in the year 2016 which came as a shock to me as he embodied the Shiva tattva so strongly to me and many others I knew. Back then, I was a hard core Shiva fanatic. Confused why the Shiva Guru was leading me to Shakti through a set of mystic books, teachers and occurances, I still surrendered to the unfolding and started walking the steps of Shakti discoveries one by one as they were shown to me. I undertook many […] - [The embrace of the paradox](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-embrace-of-the-paradox/): As you age and move through deeper into life, you begin to see that the truth is singular and yet has the binaries of paradox within it. As you read the best spiritual teachings, listen to the masters and even have your own tiny glimpses of the truth, you begin to see that they hold the opposite spectrums into a singular phenomenon. For e.g Enlightenment is both slow and in the moment. Kindness and wisdom grow on you gradually while you may have flashes of divine illuminations too. You slowly become the most ordinary human and also transform into the […] - [SO BE IT!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/so-be-it/): She places me in the homakund And burns away the effigies of my pride. Her blessings come with a burning singe Which if i can forbear, Will transform me Into the sacred vibhuti for Shiva’ ajna. If it’s my destiny to become a martyr To their sacred love, Why may i question what may happen of me In their Leela of union. Whatever happens…So be it! So be it! - [Hanuman Jayanti is the spirit of Becoming HANUMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hanuman-jayanti-is-the-spirit-of-becoming-hanuman/): Image credits: KC Aryan mueseum of neglected art, gurgaon, delhi, india The posture of accepting all in humility and deep abidance is the aahuti of Shree Hanuman. His existence is an abidance to Divine will without questions. Complete Acceptance and surrender to what is..rather than trying to forcefully manifest or project situations to our favour. Hanuman is the true tantrik as he remains in his inner bhava of surrender without any bias for anyone and anything except the self ( Shree Ram) He is the Yogi of a great order as he remains seated in the niddhidhyasana of the self […] - [Guru's grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/gurus-grace/): Guru’s grace works spontaneously & Effortlessly It is indeed a humblingly overwhelming experience when one has travelled deeper and further on the path of the Guru and looks back to see how his life has turned a complete leaf. The stages of transformation can be clearly witnessed as a linear graph of constant blessings and grace. The most qualitative indicator is the person you have come to become over this time. The peace that you feel, the bliss that is a constant stream of effulgent grace within you and with the equanimity and balance in your life and thoughts. The […] - [Laying bare to the Full Moon vibes](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/laying-bare-to-the-full-moon-vibes/): Like the moon…we efface and grow full in cyclical patterns again and again revealing to us that we are the fusion of polarities within. Being both wholesome and as a void, we keep shifting our way of feeling and experiencing life. Certain full moons can be an overwhelming time when one feels emotionally vulnerable and experiences the surfacing of old scars, unprocessed emotions and pains without any reasons. Even the body may be simply stiff or painful in all places. While no reasonable reasons may be pointable for such experiences, the intuitive ones who are connected to the elements and […] - [Freedom is beingness](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/freedom-is-beingness/): Freedom is the uncertain probability of beingness ” I am free and therefore I’m lost”- Franz Kafta These powerful lines resonate with you if you are also experiencing some severe confusion and identity crisis questions in your like, WHO AM I, WHY AM I HERE, WHAT IS MY LIFE PURPOSE etc. The days and occasions when nothing makes any sense and the urge to chase everything and anything becomes a void and senseless pantheon of stupidity. You don’t know who you are behind the masks of identities you carry like a weary pilgrim on a sunny desert. The unique thing […] - [BRAHMAVADINI (WOMEN SCHOLAR) SERIES: LOPAMUDRA:MARRIAGE FOR SPIRITUAL GROWTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/brahmavadini-women-scholar-series-lopamudra/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://devdutt.com/articles/lopamudras-consent/ Brahmavadini was the title credited to women scholars, who committed their lives to the quest for information and the investigation of the Vedas. Some were unmarried, living as religious zealots and autonomous of their dads, siblings or male partners. They were paragons of scholarly capability, normal way of thinking and otherworldly illumination. They were Rishikis-female sages by their own doing and were loved as educators, specialists and scholars. In the early Vedic time of Indian history, around 1500-500 BC, ladies’ schooling was given equivalent need, notwithstanding the predominant inclination of conceiving children in each family. An enormous […] - [The possibility of being as you are](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-possibility-of-being-as-you-are/): The possibility of remaining as you are! With an explosion of Gurus, spiritual techniques, zoom satsangs, big fat books, YouTube spiritual divas and social media blaring informations into our ears when we neither need, request or use them is the way of our urban spiritual awakening. We have been left with no choice but to gaze at our screens for all our spiritual needs and experiences. We are slaves of information and poisoned to believe that we all need to become at experts at everything that is heard or known.the perfect archetype of an idiot who knows a lot but […] - [DEVI AS KAAMRUPINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/devi-as-kaamrupini/): Why is Devi Kaamrupini? Often called Kaamrupini, Kaam meaning desire and roop meaning form, Shakti finds resonance with this adjective in three ways: 1. She is the manifested reality of our desires: With Bhoga and Sambhoga only and its complete acceptance opens up the transcendental path of going beyond them. Devi is compassionate to enable our gulps on material grace in the form of possessions, comforts, siddhis and name and fame in this world. The Maya is her trap and also her path to herself. The advanced saadhak learns to see this with clarity as he walks deeper into his […] - [ANDAL: SPEAK TO ME WITH YOUR LIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/andal-speak-to-me-with-your-lips/): IMAGE CREDITS: Drpallavikwatra.com Andal: Speak to me with your lips! What use are my breasts That swell with the longing of my lord And cause me to ache in sweet delight? Why does it not rain too hard and too long To moisten these parched lips You left unkissed? What am I to do with this youwana That has no consort in you to enchant? I see myself in the mirror Adorning the garlands meant for you. Do you not smell my javadhu That these garlands bring to you? How can I stay away from my breath? How can I […] - [BINDU:AHAM IDAM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/binduaham-idam/): ART CREDITS: https://www.deviantart.com/sami-edelstein The word AHAM means the SELF/BRAHMAN. Not the “I” of personality but the pure “I-I” of the nirguna nirvikara awastha of the Brahman. The word IDAM denotes location/place. So what is the resting place of the self? It is in the HRIDAYAM or the heart space. To the Yogi, this may connotate differently as his entire goal is to awaken the KUNDALINI from the Mooladhara and make it come in sambhoga with SHIVA’S void at the sahasara chakra. But the true jnana is to know that the Kundalini after this sacred union/sambhoga must again come down to […] - [LONELIER...YET BETTER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lonelier-yet-better/): Much of the important and valuable things in your life come with a price. Each choice you make carries a responsibility. So when your priorities are self-healing, sacred solitude, growing roots, loving yourself and making balanced and neutral self-love options for creating a healthier version of yourself, you can rest assured you are going to lose some close loved ones. For most people, safety and familiar patterns sound less scary and a more balanced way to live their life. They are happy to grow at retarded paces when others allow them their growth. If not, they succumb to how others […] - [LAYING BARE TO FULL MOON VIBES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/laying-bare-to-full-moon-vibes/): Image credits: Commander Ambarish Parwekar Laying bare to the Full Moon vibes Like the moon…we efface and grow full in cyclical patterns again and again revealing to us that we are the fusion of polarities within. Being both wholesome and as a void, we keep shifting our way of feeling and experiencing life. Certain full moons can be an overwhelming time when one feels emotionally vulnerable and experiences the surfacing of old scars, unprocessed emotions and pains without any reason. Even the body may be simply stiff or painful in all places. While no reasonable reasons may be pointable for […] - [STOP BEGGING FOR THE LIGHT!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/stop-begging-for-the-light/): The clear apathy of our understanding of God or the source is evident that we remain stuck in the same life patterns and similar emotional and physical sufferings we seem to invite in cyclical patterns in our lives. We look at God like some coffee vending machine that can churn up a hot refreshing magical cup for you when you feel exhausted, pained or disappointed with your life. We speak of grace as if it’s a cloak to shield you from all your misgivings done to your own self and others. God is pardon incarnate but all we want to […] - [You are the silence of the self](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-are-the-silence-of-the-self/):   Real-life is chaotic.. Confusing.. Disappointing.. Tragic.. Unrewarding.. Painful.. It’s a mess of the highest sorts.. Observe this tendency of the mind That wishes to make it perfect and apt. Watching your mind wanting to control the occurance of your imperfect life allows you to question it’s intentions and now go one step further… Probe into the identity of your mind which is a power-hungry tool of your ego that wants everything under control. Your mind is unreal..it’s not you! This revelation will set you free from the chaos that you unendingly want to solve, resolve and reset. Your chaos […] - [Kundalini: Name 110 Lalitasahasranama](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kundalini-name-110-lalitasahasranama/): Art: Fineartamerica ( pineterst) The Divine Shakti resides as a three and half coiled serpant at the base of the mooladhara chakra as Kundalini Shakti. The prana is her way of arousal and once that happens, she rises through the sushmana naadis breaking the knots ( granthis) and paving her way like a thunderbolt to be in sambhoga with her Paramshiva at the sahasara chakra causing the blossoming of the thousand petalled lotus. She is in constant stilled meditation at the void of Shiva though she seems vibrantly agile and jubiliant in her manifestations of maaya. May all know this […] - [TANTRA & ADVAITHA-THE BINDU CONSCIOUSNESS OF NONDUALITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tantra-advaitha-the-bindu-consciousness-of-nonduality/): TANTRA & ADVAITHA-THE BINDU CONSCIOUSNESS OF NONDUALITY In my own spiritual journey, I have been lucky to walk all the four paths of bhakti, kriya, karma and jnana yogas and found deep connecting dots amongst them all. The cults of paths, practices, Gurus and programming have lost their clutch on this mind now after the single running thread has been witnessed in great detailing and observation. All paths have led me only to myself and hence I speak from a neutral standpoint of not belonging to any spiritual lineages of Sri Vidya or any other traditions. The paths of TANTRA […] - [MERUNILAYA: VERSE 775 LALITASHASRANAMA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/merunilaya-verse-775-lalitashasranama/): Meru-nilayā मेरु-निलया (775 Lalitashasranama) Meaning: “She lives atop Meru.” Meru refers to a mountain. Three dimensional form of Śrī Cakra is known as Meru or Mahā Meru.  Meru also means the condensed form of the Pañcadaśī mantra.  There are only nine bīja-s, if repeated bīja-s are removed (The nine bīja-s are:  ka, e, ī, la, sa, ha, ra, ma (क, ए, ई, ल, स, ह, र, म) and bindu). The Shree Yantra Meru is the abode of the Divine Goddess, SHREE LALITATRIPURASUNDARI! Hence the regular worship of the yantra makes one arrive at her consciousness of PARA & APARA both. Meru also means the spinal cord.  She traverses up and down the spinal cord in Her […] - [WHAT DOES IT MATTER WHAT I THINK OR DO?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/what-does-it-matter-what-i-think-or-do/): If you remain aware that “I” am perfect consciousness, what does it matter how much you think, or what you do? All this is unreal, like dream visions after waking. “I am” is all bliss! – page 245, Living by the words of Bhagwan by David Godman. These words by Shree Bhagwan immediately dispel all doubts and remorse in me, all self-criticizing thoughts of not being good enough, not being appropriate enough in all that has been experienced or undertaken in this lifetime. All thoughts are unreal and all doings is a predestined occurrence which the body and mind are […] - [IMMORTAL TO TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/immortal-to-time/): Our love had a burning lust And rather too much. In its total acceptance, It gave us limitless opportunities To drop the judging mind And become faceless lovers Who became Immortal to time ( Tantric Sexuality : An awakening beyond the body) - [THE LONG SOUGHT NIRVANA ( POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-long-sought-nirvana-poem/): IMAGE CREDITS: Lara Makabresku If you can pause And bleed your heart watching yourself die Without a question asked, You will know the salvation of Christ, The ahimsa of Mahavir & The compassion of the Buddha Which you have merely read in the holy books. Until you can dare To subject your ego to self mutiny, Know that all you do Only flourishes its fields. Give up the garb of identity And bare up to die At the hands of this fierce grace. Trust with all your being that this seemingly unfit occurrence Holds the key To your long-sought Nirvana! - [LOVE IS THE LONELIEST PLACE(POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/love-is-the-loneliest-placepoem/): The alchemy of love Has potions in exact proportions. And if you have not learnt this art, Then you may find yourself emptied And abandoned to the void Which you create out Of an imbalanced giving to your beloved. Beware of this deadly emptiness That will swallow your self pride And rob you of your essence. So give to the beloved After your cup is full first Of the blessings of this life. Otherwise, you will find yourself Emptied of joy someday. Love indeed is the loneliest place to be! - [ANNAMALAI SWAMY & SHREE BHAGWAN RAMANA MAHARISHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/annamalai-swamy-shree-bhagwan-ramana-maharishi/): IMAGE CREDITS: davidman.org The reading of many accounts of Annamalai Swami’s dedication to his Guru over 4 decades of his life is a mountain of devotion that seems unfathomable to the human mind. Over 3 decades, he served the building of various segments of RAMANASHRAMAM as we enjoy it today. But when one reads about his day to day challenges, doubts and how the work was conducted with Bhagwan’s grace at every step, mostly through his silent solving of many kinds of issues faced and his constant support to the devotee who trusted him without a question and was ready […] - [Зеркало 1хбет](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/zerkalo-1hbet-104/): Детально опишите свою проблему администрации бк и отвечайте на вопросы. Когда не будет обнаружено никаких серьезных нарушений, необходимо подтвердить личностями, и тогда счет будет разблокирован. Обеспечивают бесперебойный доступ к сайту как с ПК, так только с мобильных устройств. Для телефонов в базе Андроид и Айфон созданы предназначены продукты. Нет, только играть через приложение, достаточно один раз его скачать и установить – программа позволит получить вы бесперебойный доступ нему сервису. Зеркало, судя которому доступен основной сайт, также подходил для входа и сервис через мобильную версию. Вопреки этому актуальные ссылки всегда работают, только если нет, же быстро заменяются. Каждый из перечисленных способов […] - [LABRODORITE WANDS: TRAVEL ASTRALLY, LIVE MAGICALLY!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/labrodorite-wands-travel-astrally-live-magically/): Did you know that Labradorite is accepted to have tumbled from the Aurora Borealis fire and is the stone of shamans, energy healers and lightworkers? The wonderous crystal also carries within it the splendorous colours of the enchanting Aurora Borealis. As per folklore, the truly mystical lights that flash across the arctic skies got trapped in the heart of this earth’s treasure and the stone can be seen to glimmer with these glows. So if you wish to travel astrally and experience lucid dreaming, this is your crystal of choice. It seals energy spills and prevents energy psychic attacks. It […] - [SIT WITH YOURSELF (POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sit-with-yourself-poem/): When you seem to blackout, When you seem to not know, When you are in grief, When you are in awe, When you feel alone, When you are not awaited, When you don’t have words, When it gets dark, When everything seems unknown, When death needs self witnessing, When you know it’s all a trap, When you don’t have friends, When you can’t fit in, When you need nothing, When you owe yourself healing, When you stumble upon love, When you walk out of love, When there is self-denial, When there is worldly abuse, When no one cares, When you […] - [Let this be my last time, Kali!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/let-this-be-my-last-time-kali/): Image credits: Dr Pallavi Kwatra The cycles of repeated sufferings of life and death and all in between hangs now like a drape on this living corpse of mine. When will you accept this last offering of the ego that has remained unslayed by your grace yet? Make me immortal by feeding me the molasses of your sweet compassion. They tell me about a moksha after I shed this body, I am adamant about freedom here and now… Promise me you will not disappoint me on this, LET THIS BE MY LAST TIME!   - [LISTEN (POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/listen-poem/): IMAGE: Google Listen To the chaos in your heart, To the brave stalwart Who smiles through his scars, Finding his loved ones amidst the night stars. To the blossoming flower And the thunder and hearts shower. To the years that go by unloved To the tears frozen and unshed. To the love that God whispers, To the silent gifts that he delivers, To the sorrow that sobs in the lonely nights, To the heart that swells of many delights, To the ego and vanity cries, To the sea of compassion that constantly dries.. Listen until u hear… Listen until you […] - [YOU CAN BE MORE OF YOU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-can-be-more-of-you/): IMAGE: GOOGLE PHOTOS ( Public domain) You can be more of YOU! It must be grace and sheer grace that even amidst the burning world of bizarre viruses, economic upheaval, ghastly emotional complexities, the maze of role plays and identities, the world is still beautiful, kind and insanely graceful to those who will pause to see it that way. Embroiled in the worries of the future and drowned in the scars of the past, the mind that can pause and laze into the sheer aware presence of its soul-self can enjoy these priceless treasures of simply being … You don’t […] - [MY OCTOPUS TEACHER: MOVIE REVIEW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/my-octopus-teacher-movie-review/): See “My Octopus Teacher” on Netflix: https://www.netflix.com/in/title/81045007?s=i&trkid=13747225&vlang=en&clip=81251629&t=wha How outstanding can a human be when he lives in connection with his ecosystem, not as a power-hungry consumer trying to seize opportunities for his own profit but as a co-traveller with other living beings? We humans have much to learn with deep humility and shame that we know only peripheries of the cosmic intelligence that runs our planet and the varied archetypes of species, colonies and worlds within it. And when we know so less and that we humans are as vulnerable and as destined, we will honour all life as precious […] - [SHAKTI UNTOUCHED (Poem)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shakti-untouched-poem/): IMAGE CREDITS: Pinterest ( Public Domain) Worshipped in the day, Fucked at night. Somedays, Loved and lusted, Somedays, Banished and abandoned. Regarded auspicious, Then burnt alive as a witch. They needed her blessings, But abhorred her wrath. She was an archetype of compassion That could be easily pleaded guilty. The garb of faces around her That praise her forms, But cannot see her anything More than a body. To whom can she show her bleeding heart That never stops loving In spite of all insult! Who can understand and simply sit with her, Without any lust for power, siddhi, Mukti […] - [ENFLAMED (Poem)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enflamed-poem/):   Don’t let the years just pass you by, Muttering the words of everyone else, Looking outside like a beggar For validation, love or succour. Shun mercilessly The cloak of borrowed identities That has made you weary and boring. It’s never about how much Or how far or how best Have you lived your life.. If you are in synch and flow, It happens automatically and honestly. If not, it will be only a chore. Lack is not the way of the universe Then why do you crib like a beggar here? Give to others generously Of your love, money […] - [DEVI IS AWADHOOTHA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/devi-is-awadhootha/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/116530709095200350/ Devi being the embodied Aishwarya principle, as we most often see her draped in silk sarees and expensive jewellery undergoing elaborate abhishekams in temples, we might begin to have a bias in our minds about her being only a material abundance magnet of some sort. No doubt of that, she enables sukha nd samridhi, material and spiritual opulence for us, but who is Devi at heart? Devi at heart does not need any of what we offer to her. she is complete, eternal and whole. what we offer is of our bhava of devotion to her as […] - [OT DIARIES: KINDNESS TOUCHES US ALL THE SAME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ot-diaries-kindness-touches-us-all-the-same/): IMAGE CREDITS: GOOGLE ( PUBLIC DOMAIN) A challenging evening of rushing amidst pouring rain and a late-night drive with poor visibility to attend to a pregnant patient who is grappled with fear as she lost her 9 months fully grown baby right at birth in her previous pregnancy awaits me at the OT table. What will fate bring to her this time? A sweet excitement along with surges of anxiety and fear make her vulnerable as I see best how I can set her mind to rest and deliver my duty to administer anaesthesia in the safest way. It is […] - [THE MIRROR OF DEVI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mirror-of-devi/): THE MIRROR OF DEVI! (Poem)   Like the waxing and waning moon, My longing to connect with you takes on desires for your many forms. The mooring mind has too many lusts and you have no denial towards their fulfilment. You do not shun my mind like this cruel world. You educate it lovingly and subtly. Your karuna is so endearing, your love is so pure and forgiving!   Someday, you entice me with your erotica, then you snug me close like a mother (LALITATRIPURASUNDARI) Someday, you split open my veins to bleed me to near-death (CHINNAMASTA) At others, you […] - [FULL MOON CLEANSING & CHARGING OF HEALING CRYSTAL YONI WANDS/EGGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/full-moon-cleansing-charging-of-healing-crystal-yoni-wands-eggs/): IMAGE CREDITS: PINETERST.COM FULL MOON CLEANSING & CHARGING OF HEALING CRYSTAL YONI WANDS/EGGS Thttps://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/kundalini-cervical…/ To know more about SPARSH: KUNDALINI AWAKENING CERVICAL HEALING CRYSTAL TOOLS, read this educational pdf: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/Kundalini-Cervical… Cleanse Charge Energize Reuse By following these 4 basic steps with your healing crystal products like yoni eggs/wands on every full moon, You will be able to see remarkably enhanced effects of your crystal friends. HOW TO CLEAN, CHARGE AND ENERGIZE YOUR CRYSTAL WAND? Clean your Yoni Wand after use with mild, natural soap and hot, but not boiling, water. You can also soak the wand overnight in a water […] - [TRATAK OF NANDI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tratak-of-nandi/): NANDI THE BULL: IMAGE CREDITS: WWW.REDDIT.COM If you can simply sit still in the Tratak of the self, A;ways being antarmukha like Nandi, You will be the magnet of miracles that you could not dream, manifest or live! - [STAYING WHEN IT HURTS IS NOT LOVE (POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/staying-when-it-hurts-is-not-love-poem/): IMAGE CREDITS: GOOGLE (Public domain) Somedays I give him the benefit of doubt That the hurt was caused by accident, On other instances, I waiver him For being exhausted and burnt out. On Sundays I become understanding To allow him to rest. On Mondays I know Work can be hard. On Tuesdays It’s often his bad headache. On Wednesdays A toll from the long drive to work. On Thursdays He seems to be withering and braving life storms. On Fridays He had a small accident of fate. On Saturdays I begin to await in hope. On Sundays I see myself […] - [Its not your fault](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/its-not-your-fault/): Its not your fault It’s not your fault… It’s not your fault…That smiles don’t pass my face these days. It’s not your fault..that poems don’t happen. It’s not your fault..that there is no celebration about nothing It’s not your fault…that I have no friends. It’s not your fault..that I had grey hair and wrinkles waiting too long. It’s not your fault..that you were ever too busy or tired. It’s not your fault..that you had priorities in place and choices to make. It’s not your fault..that my love and pain both were too deep It’s not your fault..that you could never […] - [I AM...THE BINDU OF THE SELF (verse 44, Lalitashasranama)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-am-the-bindu-of-the-self-verse-44-lalitashasranama/): I AM …..THE BINDU OF THE SELF (Poem) INSPIRED FROM VERSE 44 LALITASHASRANAMA) “Nirlepa nirmala nitya nirakara nirakula Nirguna nishkala shanta nishkama nirupaplava” Free from the stains of this Samsara, Free from all impurities, Ever & eternal, Unlimited to and by any form, Never agitated, Beyond the three Gunas of Prakrti – Sattva, Rajas and Tamas, Wholesome & One, Ever serene & peaceful, Free from bonds of desires, Free from afflictions and blames, I AM…The Bindu of the SELF. Energized & personally consecrated Shreeyantras available worldwide on request. mail us at hello@old.drpallavikwatra.com/whats app at 8595649303 - [KAALBHAIRAVA: ANNHILIATED TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalbhairava-annhiliated-time/): IMAGE SOURCE: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/84231455519460894/ Occurrences happen in the ambit of time, leaving footprints for more to follow paths walked before. History is recorded and created both to inspire, disappoint and be remembered.   Like ripples that emerge on the surface of a stilled lake, thoughts break free on the substratum of the self. Without darkness, light has no meaning… Without death, no birth… Those who seek the illumination must first bear their own shadows and then weave patterns of light, sewing from the thread of their own black learnings.   If you can dare this… If you can bear this… then […] - [THE INTERIM OF PAUSE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-interim-of-pause/): IMAGE CREDITS: FACEBOOK (PUBLIC DOMAIN) At the end of the road There comes a time When everything just is as it is. Everyone is so much a part of you, And there is nothing to say about anything Which may seem important, sensible or even required. If you can pause at this… You can be you And that’s all that ever will matter! Nothing else! No one else! - [THE NUANCE OF THE FULL MOON](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-nuance-of-the-full-moon/): IMAGE CREDITS: PINETEREST The full moon is a wonderful time to connect with ourselves deeply and spend a good intimate time, healing, recouping and reorienting ourselves to the ever-new dynamic fluxes of our life. Just like how the moon becomes full and then void, we also go through the phases of feeling at the top of the world and then finding ourselves low and inadequate. If we can remain neutral witnesses to our states of transition without identifying with them, we can transcend in a certain way and remain unfettered by our changing circumstances. IMAGE CREDITS: PINETEREST The auspicious karthigai […] - [GNOSIS:THE KNOWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/gnosisthe-knowing/): IMAGE CREDITS: FACEBOOK(Public domain) When the ink gets a little dimmer, When it gets a little quieter, When boundaries dull, When the heart is too full, And yet one can be null.. It’s the eternal void of bounty.. It’s the sacred altar of plenty… It may know less But it knows deeply.. Gnosis simply happens…. A subtle occurrence in the nidus of silence! - [THE ORGASMIC WOMAN (Poem)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-orgasmic-woman-poem/): Image: Pineterest.com The crescent moon Has its raw beauty like a virgin bride Waiting for her marital consummation. In the foreplay of the beloved Held in the lustful embrace, She begins to get ready for the fullness of union. She may have known bliss earlier But not the bounty of her own womb That is now willing to bless and be blessed in return. That sudden exposure to the erotica of an expression of divine lust Makes her willing to offer fully The gifts she has kept hidden long for her chosen man.. Amidst the drooling moans of pleasure, She […] - [Vyakta-avyakta-svaruupinii: Name 399 Lalitasahasranama](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/vyakta-avyakta-svaruupinii-name-399-lalitasahasranama/): Vyakta-avyakta-svaruupinii: Name 399 Lalitasahasranama ART CREDITS: https://www.saatchiart.com ( Deccan art foundation) This mystic name of Devi from Lalitashasranama can be baffling to the intellectual saadhak as it holds within it the two polarities in immediate and perfect fusion. Vyakta meaning manifest and Avaykta meaning unmanifest are the two spectrums of her consciousness. this is how she transmigrates between the lower 3d world and the ethereal realms of superconsciousness. Being firmly rooted in the reality of samsara and yet ever freely and effortlessly floating in the transcendental skies of eternal freedom, she shows to us how co-existence is not only a […] - [Bindu: The merger of the Form & Formless](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bindu-the-merger-of-the-form-formless/): “The Formless and the Formed were joined in her” ||81.18|| Savitri by Shree Aurobindo The greatest grace of Shree Mata in our lifetime is to come to a point of Non-duality within us. This is the arrival of the saadhak at the Bindu of the Shri Yantra. When all become one: the matrix of polarities that the ego constructed over lifetimes finds its self collapsing into the silent abyss of the Bindu. Through the vagaries of form, ritual, formality, siddhi, intelligence, decoding, bhavna, bhakti and rapture, the arrival at the shoonyata of the Bindu is a harbinger of the fusion […] - ["Kaivalyapadadadayini": Name 625 Lalitasahasranama](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaivalyapadadadayini-name-625-lalitasahasranama/): ART CREDITS: HOLYSIERRA.COM (https://www.etsy.com/in-en/shop/HollySierraArt?ref=simple-shop-header-name&listing_id=652684026) “Kaivalya” is the solitary state of being, the nondual state of being where one simply IS..It is the fifth state of consciousness that lacks any attributes. The state of Brahman as the Jivanmukta: one who is liberated and free. Kaivalya is the Mukti of beingness and is impossible without the grace of ParaShakti. From Idol worship to rituals to meditation to sambhoga with the self, the state of kaivalya is granted to the saadhka as her grace and at her will alone. No one knows..No one need to know what and how makes it all happen. […] - [AHAITUKI BHAKTI OF THE MAHARAJ JI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ahaituki-bhakti-of-the-maharaj-ji/): AHAITUKI BHAKTI OF THE MAHARAJ JI IMAGE CREDITS: GOOGLE PUBLIC DOMAIN ” AHAITUKI” The word ahaitukī means “without reason.” Srimad Bhagwatam B 3.29.11-12, Purport:  The word ahaitukī means “without reason.” A pure devotee does not render loving service to the Personality of Godhead for any cause or for any benefit, material or spiritual. This is the first symptom of unalloyed devotion. Anyābhilāṣitā-śūnyam: (CC Madhya 19.167) he has no desire to fulfil by rendering devotional service. Such devotional service is meant for the puruṣottama, the Supreme Personality, and not for anyone else. IMAGE CREDITS: GOOGLE PUBLIC DOMAIN This role model of how a […] - [SUNSTONE CRYSTAL HEALING WANDS FOR SEXUAL HEALING & PLEASURE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sunstone-crystal-healing-wands-for-sexual-healing-pleasure/): Crystal wands are made from various healing crystals and hence carry the healing properties according to the crystals chosen. The healing wands can be a new window to discovering your own sexuality in a brand new way. pleasure helps in exploring and blossoming your creativity and full experience of life. Healing properties of Sunstone: The “Goodluck stone”, brings the happy cheer of the sunshine of joy in our lives. Activates the lower chakras blossoming sensual and sexuality inner connections. Very much like remaining in the daylight brings a feeling of life and recuperation, the Sunstone as well, realizes how to […] - [THE LOVE MAKING RITUAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/love-making-ritual/): THE LOVE MAKING RITUAL Our lovemaking is a sacred ritual where I pay my tributes to our pristine love. I kneel to lust and thorough myself with the bible of desire. I ignite camphor of my senses to spread fragrance to your every pore. I open my heart to receiving and like a sage, I knock at all your doors to gratefully fill my cup with love that’s dripping from your presence. My hands come alive with a sixth sense and heal all wounds on your soul. My voice chants the poetries of passion and at the final communion, divine […] - [THE KISS OF LIFE... I LAY IN SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-kiss-of-life-i-lay-in-silence/): THE KISS OF LIFE…   I lay in silence for eons of time. All of me was withering to the dust of passing moments and the subtle reality of death had come to make me believe in my inherent mortality. though I was long forgotten by the world, I still had managed to remember me in flashes and interruptions. My life had been a fairly good one in which I had been kind and compassionate to others. But it was a life that had not left a mark. It had voids of loneliness and a deep resentment at its undertone. […] - [THE JOY OF LOVE AND BEING IT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-joy-of-love-and-being-it/): The joy of love. What we are is what love has made out of us by its presence or absence in our life. Success, power, fame, money, pleasures and the similar are mundane when they stand before the giant figurine of love. Love is actually what each of us seeks for all our lives and all that makes life truly worthwhile. Nothing compares to the ecstasy of being cradled in the gentleness of love or basks in its warmth when the chill of life freezes us black and blue. It’s always a sweet homecoming and an embrace that soaks all our pains. […] - [THE INSTINCT OF FORGIVENESS…..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-instinct-of-forgiveness/): THE INSTINCT OF FORGIVENESS…..   The days could be dazzling and the nights serene, the mind clear and the soul purer, the hearts could feel lighter and the bodies healthier if I could learn to forgive….yes, our lives would be so much lighter and freedom would color our essence if we were to practice the beauty of forgiveness.                At the end of a weary day, before we cradle into sleep, a brief forgiveness practice can do us wonders. By bringing to mind the movements of the day, by being a nonjudgmental observer to our own actions and those of […] - [THE DILEMMA OF MY HEART: YOU OR THE MOON.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dilemma-of-my-heart-you-or-the-moon/): THE DILEMMA OF MY HEART: YOU OR THE MOON. We were walking together, and the moon suddenly appeared on the horizon. It was full and dripped of beauty. In the meanwhile, you kept narrating the perils of your strained heart. Today, there was a shadow of inner turmoil that was simmering with unshed tears. There was a longing for love but a denial that held you back. Today, your sweetness was tinged with deep sorrow and here, I was caught in a heart-wrenching dilemma. By who’s beauty was I enchanted more, yours or the moon.   And all that followed, […] - [SAT… CHIT... ANAND: WHO WE ESSENTIALLY ARE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sat-chit-anand-essentially/): SAT… CHIT… ANAND Sat is the truth that is ultimate, chit the conscious that prevails and Anand is the blissful state that is our inherent nature. so what exactly does this note of sat chit anand symbolize? It is the ultimate teacher, the guru of true potential. It also connotes the attributes that can be inculcated and meditated upon every single day of our life. Sat is the truth that was the progeny of this and many universes. In its womb, all are born and all receeds. Anchoring our life in the sat can ensure immortality and imparts us the […] - [HELLEN KELLER: THE MEANINGFUL INSIGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hellen-keller-meaningful-insight/): HELLEN KELLER: THE MEANINGFUL INSIGHT “No pessimist ever discovered the secret of the stars or sailed to an uncharted land or opened a new doorway to the human spirit.”These few words clearly bring to life the heart & spirit of HELLEN KELLER,  the woman who fought and won. It seems that defeat was never an option to her and the limitations of her physical handicaps were only her majestic wings on which she soared into the skies of her dreams and touched amazing heights.   Hellen was born in 1880 in Alabama as a normal child and the beginning of […] - [GREETINGS FROM LIFE: GURU'S BLESSINGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/greetings-life-gurus-blessings/): Greetings from life…   Today as I entered my mecca of my guru’s abode… I was greeted by someone special. It beamed at me and was a reminder of how much I was loved by my masters. It was drowned in its pink color and intoxicated with the love of the divine. It swooned in its unique glory and took special pride in being a host to my master’s beloveds. Its existence held a special meaning now. Though its life was short, it in no way seemed to fear decay or death.it lived and flowered and all that mattered was […] - [FORGETTING VERSUS HEALING MEMORIES?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/forgetting-versus-healing-memories/): Forgetting versus healing memories. On the more nostalgic days of our life, when memories come haunting us, of days that have left imprints on our heart, it seems like an inescapable rut. On Certain days, the clouds of memories are all over the skies of our being and missing or remembering is like an involuntary action, that’s hardly within our control. Happy memoirs might light up our days but the bitter ones bring pain and anguish. not only that, the accompanying helplessness is like the icing on the cake. Our present-day commitments of modern life allow us not enough time […] - [AMRITA-IMROZ: A LEGACY OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/amrita-imroz-a-legacy-of-love/): Amrita- imroz: a legacy of love…..   How deep can two souls be entwined can be prototyped by two individuals who were identified by the names of Amrita Pritam and imroz in this world? It’s as if they were born to redefine love to the world and showcase to us how beautifully the tradition of love can flow and flood us with bliss. The only and only thing required to welcome love in our life is our own unconditional will to participate and be open to receiving love. A beloved succumbs to love as the parched earth receives the rain… […] - [ALL FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE: TAJ MAHAL: AN EPITOME OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/all-for-the-sake-of-love-taj-mahal-an-epitome-of-love/): All for the sake of love; Taj Mahal: an epitome of love….   1653 marked the year when the great epitome of love was finally showcased to the world after a seemingly never-ending 22yrs of sweat and toil of many. It all started as a small dream that bore seed in the heart of a lover. it is a tribute to the love that has unparallel beauty, a love that was so grand and bold in its declaration that the whole world was its patron. A meticulous work of grace and grandeur….the taj stands even today, three and half decades […] - [NIYAAZ....A Insignia of love..poetry collection](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/niyaaz-a-insignia-of-love-poetrycollection/): NIYAAZ….An Insignia of love..poetry collection Through the medium of images and couplet poetries, Dr. Pallavi Kwatra adorns on herself an insignia of love…For her, there is no other god and nothing to stand for in life other than love…As the brand ambassador of this love, she has sewn up these shreds of inane words and imagery to cast the spell of love on all those who read this compilation. NIYAAZ essentially means an offering. Her whole being has been laid at the altar of love where she stands consumed. Ignite yourself to the same fire as you follow the beats […] - [THE DROWNING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-drowning/): THE DROWNING The sea gushes in Through the broken window. I watch The ME Drown… - [The day you left..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-day-you-left/): The day you left.. The day you left… Nothing ever Remained the same… Again. - [THE FRAMED IDENTITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-framed-identity/): THE FRAMED IDENTITY Every frame A cage of identity. Have the skies Ever known any borders? - [In celebration of this Disintegration....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-celebration-of-this-disintegration/): In celebration of this Disintegration…. In celebration Of This Disintegration…. In celebration Of This Disintegration…. Facebook Post - [The last burp before the sinking...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/last-burp-sinking/): The last burp before the sinking… The last burp Before The sinking… - [Who's more lonelier?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/whos-more-lonelier/): Who’s more lonelier? - [This could take me places...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/this-could-take-me-places/): This could take me places… - [The thirst never leaves the lips..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thirst-never-leaves-lips/): The thirst never leaves the lips… Knowing that, “The quenching Is forever From inside…” - [The big red moon](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/big-red-moon/): The big red moon The big red moon, Rising over the ancient ruins. Bringing to light A rage that once it was… - [Glad!I'm still WOMAN..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/gladim-still-woman/): Glad, I’m still WOMAN! Glad! I’m still WOMAN… - [They still survived...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/they-still-survived/): They still survived… They still survived… - [When making music is all that matters...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/when-making-music-is-all-that-matters/): When making music is all that matters… When making music Is all that matters… - [The spirals That lead Us HOME.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spirals-that-lead-us-home/): The spirals That lead Us HOME… The spirals That lead Us HOME. The spirals That lead Us HOME. Facebook Post - [The genuinty Of strength Lies in its Patient awaiting...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-genuinty-of-strength-lies-in-its-patient-awaiting/): The genuinity Of strength Lies in its Patient awaiting… The genuinity Of strength Lies in its Patient awaiting… - [The fracture lines Seen coming closer..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fracture-lines-seen-coming-closer/): The fracture lines Seen coming closer… The fracture lines Seen coming closer… The grip of fear Departing… - [Stardust sprinkled On the expansive vastness ...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/stardust-sprinkled-on-the-expansive-vastness/): Stardust sprinkled On the expansive vastness … Stardust sprinkled On the expansive vastness … Eyes gazing fire From these fiery outlets…. Rarely human Utterly cosmic! - [On cloud nine..Yards away From kingdom thine...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/on-cloud-nine-yards-away-from-kingdom-thine/): On cloud nine.. On cloud nine… Yards away From kingdom thine… On cloud nine.. Yards away From kingdom thine… Facebook Post - [The path bifurcates into A Melancholic emergence...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-path-bifurcates-into-a-melancholic-emergence/): The path bifurcates into A Melancholic emergence… The path bifurcates into A Melancholic emergence… The disintegration Enlivens Itself Into a pulsatile newness. The brooding giving way to blossoming… - [The eyes that never look up...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-eyes-that-never-look-up/): The eyes that never look up… These eyes never Raise themselves From the kissing Of your lotus feet….. -Shivduti. - [The sabotage of Identity](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sabotage-of-identity/): The sabotage of Identity The Vanishing Of the face That once craved to be held. The sabotage of identity; The annhilated form. - [The blazing behest...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-blazing-behest/): The blazing behest… At this blazing behest Of the golden light That slips from my fingers, How will the skies not rupture To pour on us all…. - [Your beauty Belongs to another world...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/your-beauty-belongs-to-another-world/): Your beauty Belongs to another world… Your beauty Belongs to another world The one Where All Is love… - [She must decide to fly.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/she-must-decide-to-fly/): She must decide to fly. She must decide to fly. Its Now Or Never - [The Spark That Survived...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spark-that-survived/): The Spark That Survived… The Spark That Survived… - [The forbidden exit](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-forbidden-exit/): The forbidden exit The veins are too empty. The eyes too full Of this red molten lava That turns into stone At its Forbidden exit… - [The mourning of SHIVA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mourning-of-shiva/): The mourning of SHIVA Sati will soon leave… Shiva in mourning. - [The blazed receiving](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-blazed-receiving/): The blazed receiving In the receiving Of the blazing meteor Will be the annihilation Of the hand. - [Hold on....Just a bit longer.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hold-on-just-a-bit-longer/): Hold on….Just a bit longer. Hold on the enmesh Just A bit longer. In this cozy nest I have Hardly begun To grow my wings. - [KARUNA KATAKSHINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/karuna-katakshini/): KARUNA KATAKSHINI The rage of rudri Drenches itself in the Hriday of its own compassion… Your fieriness Inflames this mortal To a new level of being… This splash in my veins… You must have yawned within… The eyes no longer see Only remain in a stoned ecstasy… The tumescence of blossoming You facilitate for me. And then snatch ground off my feet. Leaning on none, Reclining on neither but you, You ensure mukti From all borrowed identity… My throat clogged with sobbing The kneels hit the ground To prostrate at you. You pick me in your arms And raise me […] - [The mirror of Non duality](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mirror-of-non-duality/): The mirror of Nonduality United at the source, The bifurcation from the whole. Conjoined in mirroring It’s own nonduality. - [The smooch of the impending drip](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-smooch-of-the-impending-drip/): The smooch of the impending drip My lips Have grown themselves eyes. And now… All they relentlessly do Is gaze without a blink To smooch The impending drip….. - [The metamorphosis of love.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-metamorphosis-of-love/): The metamorphosis of love. The mindlessly dropping Autumn leaves Metamorphosed Into a lover On kissing the earth… The mindlessly dropping Autumn leaves Metamorphosed Into a lover On kissing the earth… Facebook Post - [The enlightened saga](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-enlightened-saga/): The enlightened saga A beckoning That has no name The beckoned Who is no person. The fusion… Their enlightened saga - [Let the tears flow....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/let-the-tears-flow/): Let the tears flow…. Break open into The inner chamber of the heart. Lay open your seeping scars In the sun to dry. Let the winds Fly you to unknown destinations. Pain is your trusted companion. It need not be shunned. Only an embracing An orifice. A teaching. A blessing. A being. Let the tears flow… - [Best before Dying](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/best-before-dying/): Best before Dying The aroma of my enflaming Has become my meditativeness. The colors of this flame Have stilled me with its awe. Some things look best Before they die. - [Tender & ready to Let Go..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tender-ready-to-let-go/): Tender & ready to Let Go I always held you like this. Tender And Ready to let go…. - [The void confronting itself](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-void-confronting-itself/): The void confronting itself Someone was here a while ago… Now .. Only The Void Confronting Itself. - [This holding....leading to the fading.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/this-holding-leading-to-the-fading/): This holding….leading to the fading. This holding… In which occurred The fading. - [The matrix of singularity](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-matrix-of-singularity/): The matrix of singularity The blotch, The matrix, The birthing of a million suns, The death of distant unnamed stars. Here in this very MOMENT… The paradoxes come alive To celebrate Their singularity… - [The concealed wrinkles](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-concealed-wrinkles/): The concealed wrinkles The whiff of smoke That concealed The wrinklings of fate… Facebook Post - [The inflammation of all delusions....DEVI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-inflammation-of-all-delusions-devi/): The inflammation of all delusions….DEVI The inflammation of all delusions in the fire of Devi… the molten lava of the debris of delusions… heaps of them… offered to her for consumption …as she gobbles them up and lets out the remnants through her blood dripping mouth… Ye Devi… - [The Ascension](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ascension/): The Ascension The Ascension Beyond All ideas of beauty Into the wholesome void… While flowers find their soil On my earth, I am in pure abandon… There is no lack here… - [The silence of sweet companionship..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silence-of-sweet-companionship/): The silence of sweet companionship.. The solitude… Then .. An aroma of your presence. The silence of Sweet companionship - [The unbiased mirroring](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unbiased-mirroring/): The unbiased mirroring The pangs of a shedding autumn Interrupted By the shadow Of a blossomed grace. The mirroring Without bias To either of them… - [The drip of grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-drip-of-grace/): The drip of grace My parched mouth Has been mummified In a gaping For eons… My eyes fail to blink Across day and night… Lest I miss the precious moment When the grace shyly drips… - [This view has kept me alive...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/this-view-has-kept-me-alive/): This view has kept me alive…. This view has kept me alive………….. Facebook Post - [The turning over.....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-turning-over/): The turning over…..   The turning over…..is the revealing of universes in all their glory. Facebook Post - [A mutation....A fruition](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-mutation-a-fruitition/): A mutation….A fruition   A mutation A fruition An orchestration With no sound…. Only heard At The Anahata. Facebook Post - [I have been snuffed up...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-have-been-snuffed-up/): I have been snuffed up… I have been snuffed up. The sun Just arrived… Facebook Post - [The reverie of a forgotten era..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reverie-of-a-forgotten-era/): The reverie of a forgotten era.. The many nights I had bled My heart Here… The epiphany of memoir The reverie of a forgotten era… Facebook Post - [The cups had been emptied...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-cups-had-been-emptied/): The cups had been emptied… The cups had been emptied… Hence… Drinking From Each Other… Facebook Post - [The enacting of your own drama..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-enacting-of-your-own-drama/): The enacting of your own drama.. When u witness The enacting Of your own drama… Facebook Post - [The circle of light..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-circle-of-light/): The circle of light..   The circle of light… The circle of light… Facebook Post - [The panes a little sullied...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-panes-a-little-sullied/): The panes a little sullied… The panes a little sullied. Yet.. Allow Illumination Facebook Post - [The scream of silence..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-scream-of-silence/): The scream of silence.. The scream of silence; Unheard.. Yet; The bosom of all phenomenon The scream of silence; Unheard.. Yet; The bosom of all phenomenon Facebook Post - [The erasure of all persona..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-erasure-of-all-persona/): The erasure of all persona.. The porosity of this body vessel, allowing the light to pass through. The facies and its ruptured landmarks, The erasure Of all persona… The porosity of this body vessel, allowing the light to pass through. The facies and its ruptured landmarks, The erasure Of all persona… Facebook Post - [The waiting of sweet erasure..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-waiting-of-sweet-erasure/): The waiting of sweet erasure. The inscriptions; The waiting Of their Sweet erasures… Facebook Post - [A lonesome paradigm..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-lonesome-paradigm/): A lonesome paradigm.. The fluttering Mimicking the illusion Of one. The multifariousness In real… A lonesome paradigm. Facebook Post - [The rejoice of togetherness..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rejoice-of-togetherness/): The rejoice of togetherness… Being held Without the holding. The holy carnality Erupting unto oneness. A crisscrossing; A junction. The rejoice of togetherness. Facebook Post - [At the zenith of dusk..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/at-the-zenith-of-dusk/): At the zenith of dusk.. At the zenith of dusk My longings Amplified Into wings Facebook Post - [The culmination of duality..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-culmination-of-duality/): The looking away When held in a tenderness… The intoxication of prem rasa… The culmination of duality… Facebook Post - [The juxtaposition of expansions..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-juxtaposition-of-expansions/): The juxtaposition of expansions.. The treacherous extensions of being… The juxtaposition of expansions… Who is it now You or me? Facebook Post - [Ecstatic At The Brink Of It's Own Blooming...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ecstatic-at-the-brink-of-its-own-blooming/): Ecstatic At The Brink Of its Own Blooming… Ecstatic At The Brink Of Its Own Blooming.. Facebook Post - [The annointed pearl..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-annointed-pearl/): The annointed pearl.. Hatching over my shell… Ah! The annointed pearl. Its deliverance Under the fullmoon sky.. 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Commentary: This verse from the Ucchista Ganapati Stotram is […] - [Kalavahana Shakti Activation Sri Vidya: Invoking the Agni Kala](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kalavahana-shakti-activation-sri-vidya-invoking-the-agni-kala/): To Learn Or Experience a Kalavahana Shakti Activation Ritual: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/kalavahana-shakti-ritual/ In the Sri Vidya tradition, the invocation of cosmic intelligence is a profound practice aimed at harmonizing the practitioner’s inner energies with the universal forces. One of the key elements of this practice involves the invocation of the Ten Kalās of Fire. These kalās, or aspects, are essential components of the cosmic intelligence that permeates the elements—earth, fire, water, air, space, and time. In this blog, we will delve into the significance of these kalās, their invocation, and the specific mantras associated with each. 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Made from Tiger Eye, a golden-brown quartz stone with a silky luster, these malas are not only visually appealing but also carry numerous benefits and healing properties. Here is a comprehensive overview: Benefits of Tiger Eye Mala Protection: Known as a protective stone, Tiger Eye shields against negative energies and provides stability. Confidence and Courage: It boosts self-confidence and courage, helping to overcome fear and anxiety. Focus and Clarity: Enhances focus, mental clarity, and decision-making abilities, making it beneficial for those needing to concentrate or make […] - [The Integration of Sri Vidya with Daily Life](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-integration-of-sri-vidya-with-daily-life/): Sri Vidya is a revered and intricate spiritual tradition within Hindu Tantra, focusing on the worship of the divine feminine energy, Shakti, embodied in Goddess Tripura Sundari. While its rituals and practices may seem elaborate, integrating Sri Vidya into daily life can bring profound spiritual growth, inner peace, and a deeper connection with the divine. In this blog, we will explore practical ways to weave the principles and practices of Sri Vidya into the fabric of everyday living. Understanding Sri Vidya Sri Vidya emphasizes the worship of Shakti through mantras, yantras, and meditation. 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Origins and Significance Kalavahana, often referred to as Kalavahana Shakti Puja, is rooted in the ancient tantric practices of Sri Vidya. The […] - [The Connoisseur of Śrī, Nīla, and Vāṇī — Essence of the Divine Feminine — Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram Verse 5](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-5/): IMAGE CREDITS: Artist sagar pawar UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ śrīnīlavāṇīlalitārasikāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ श्रीनीलवाणीललितारसिकाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who represents the essence of śrī (lakṣmī), nīla (śakti) and vāṇī (sarasvatī) and their combination lalitā devi HERSELF. 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Honesty and Compassion: It encourages honesty and compassion in communication, fostering stronger relationships. Spiritual Healing: Intuition and […] - [Ucchista Ganapati, the Radiance of the Celestial Coral Tree — Name 1 of the Ucchista ganapati Ashtastotram](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-series-verse-1/): Image Credits: https://www.picxy.com/photo/867342 UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. ॥ Śrī ucchiṣṭagaṇanāthasya aṣṭottaraśatanāmāvaliḥ ॥ (॥ श्री उच्छिष्टगणनाथस्य अष्टोत्तरशतनामावलिः ॥) “Oṃ vandārujanamandārapādapāya namo namaḥ Om” ॐ वन्दारुजनमन्दारपादपाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to Ucchista Ganapati, the revered deity who embodies the essence of auspiciousness and divine […] - [Crystal Maala Series: Labrodorite Maala Healing Properties & Benefits](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/crystal-maala-series-labrodorite-maala-healing-properties-benefits/): Buy it here: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/product/energized-labrodorite-crystal-mala-for-healing-chanting-wearing/ Labradorite is a popular gemstone known for its stunning iridescence and array of healing properties. 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Her soft strength of karuna and nourishment is the feeding source point of all janana, bhakti and yoga. Saw this beautiful representation of Mother feeding Baby Hanuman so lovingly.. and his pure devotion of receiving like a child. After all..we all have a mother. May all immerse in the Shree principle.. Image credits : Pallavi Kwatra at Hanuman Gharhi Sankatmochan Neem Karoli […] - [Guru samwaad: Conversations with Neem Karoli Baba](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/guru-samwaad-conversations-with-neem-karoli-baba/): Me: Baba.. I have no one left to speak my heart to. I’m so alone and despondent. How will I pass my life being so? Baba: I’m here. speak to me. I’ll always love you. I have never left you alone ever. Me: I don’t know the best way to live in the world. If I love too much I get hurt and if I don’t …I feel empty. Baba: Drop the calculation. You are love. The rest is only Leela. Me: Thoughts don’t stop. What am I to do to be free of them? Baba: Nothing. 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The Khadagmala Stotra is another hymn sung in praise of […] - [MOVIE REVIEW ON SPACEMAN: A HEART TOUCHING STORY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/movie-review-on-spaceman-a-heart-touching-story/): Heart touching …Some reflections on the movie, “Spaceman” Had many self reflections which were triggered with this movie. The deep longing of a lonely existence of this astronaut is reciprocated by an extra terrestrial being ( hanush) who acts like his spiritual mirror bringing him heartful insights of how he had always kept his own success and ambition above the love for his wife who loved him unconditionally. Their beautiful friendship starts after the 6 month lonesome astronaut suddenly encounters this ugly spider in his space shuttle and is touched by his compassion and wisdom which comes from the etheral […] - [Kalashtami reflections: The" viprita shunya"of Kaalbhairava](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kalashtami-reflections-the-viprita-shunyaof-kaalbhairava/): There is so much in our outer worlds that we are either constantly enduring, manipulating, forbearing, handling, resolving or fretting about. From the moment we open our eyes..we are grappled with thoughts of many kinds. All vichara is the same whether you claim it to be holy, good or worthy in any which ways. I personally feel that vichara is the vritti in our system which is essentially the silent void by default. So if you have clearly understood this, no thought will enchant or glamour you. And your direction turns inwards towards your shunya kaala awastha of timelessness. I’m […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI: AN INSPIRATION FOR ALL ARTISTS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-an-inspiration-for-all-artists/): Reflecting on My Journey with Ucchistaganapati & Neela Saraswati Exactly 122 days ago, I embarked on a commitment to recite 1.25 lakh japas of the Ucchistaganapati mantra. Today, I write to share the joy of reaching the midway point, having completed 65,000 japas thus far. This journey has been a profound experience, where Ganesha, in his playful yet profound manner, has led me through moments of both tears and divine revelations, bestowing upon me immense bliss and insights from ethereal realms. Through this journey, I find myself becoming a vessel for the creation of an entire book dedicated to him, […] - [AAWAHANAM: RECEIVE SACRED INITIATION INTO UCCHISTA GANAPATI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/aawahanam-receive-sacred-initiation-into-ucchista-ganapati/): ॐ पूर्णमदः पूर्णमिदं पूर्णात्पुर्णमुदच्यते । पूर्णस्य पूर्णमादाय पूर्णमेवावशिष्यते ॥ With Humble Gratitude on the feet of Ucchiṣṭa Brahman, Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇpathi channels and blesses you through the sacred instrument of Shree Dr Pallavi kwatra who is inspired to announce the process of initiation of UCCHISTA GANPATHI. Please find video on the process of initiation in Ucchista Ganapathi https://youtu.be/h9n7HPmDjhc Following are the offerings of Initiation process: 1.A live Zoom session where you will be initiated personally and she will unravel the Secrets, Mythology, Benefits and saadhna process in detail of Ucchista Ganapathi. This is a hand held saadhna and personal process one […] - [UNVEILING THE ANANDKANDA WITHIN: ESCALATE YOUR SRIVIDYA JOURNEYS WITH UCCHISTA GANAPATI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unveiling-the-anandkanda-within-escalate-your-srividya-journeys-with-ucchista-ganapati/): Lalita Jayanty blessings for Unveiling the Anandakandha within: The word “Anandakandha” refers to the root of bliss or Ananda. This life is a rare opportunity for unveiling the Atma tattva that we are: pure..nirvikaar and ever in pure bliss. The appearance of Devi/ Shakti in our spiritual journeys is the beginning of this antarmukhi ( inward turned) journey towards this Anandakandha. As the years pass on and you deepen your faith in her, you can see the krama of your life transforming and mutating into a brand new sthithi of more and more joy, playfulness, innocence and heart openings to […] - [Day 8 KAMAKHYA NAVRATRI PUJA: AWHADHOOTA NIRAKAR PARASHAKTI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/day-8-kamakhya-navratri-puja-awhadhoota-nirakar-parashakti/): For so many of us, lineages, forms (swaroopas) and saadhna techniques are everything that corroborate the authenticity. The dogmas and cults are heavily ingrained and flowing like blood in our veins. The trap goes deeper than we even know…lifetimes of conditioning and borrowed learning has made us slaves who are willing to pay prices to chain themselves even deeper. For us, Our Gods/deities, Gurus and Parampara are Pride badges and the understanding of the importance of bhava and swabhava leading to manan ( contemplation) and atma vichara ( self enquiry) is only next to impossible. Its easier to envision Devi […] - [Kamakhya Navratri Series: Day 7: Kaamdeva Kaamrupini Kamakhya](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kamakhya-navratri-series-day-7-kaamdeva-kaamrupini-kamakhya/): Image Credits: Personal Puja altar of Shree Dr. Pallavi Kwatra The story of Kamakhya Devi’s connection to Kamadeva, the Hindu god of love and desire, intertwines elements of mythology and symbolism. While there are variations in the narrative across different texts and traditions, one common tale highlights their association: Long ago, during a time of great turmoil in the universe, the demon Tarakasura had become a menace to both gods and humans. He had been granted a boon that made him invincible against all but the son of Lord Shiva. 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I have been connecting with some amazing souls who are receiving the mystic and marvellous powers of Ucchistaganapati in their lives via this chosen instrument… The initiation process keeps getting auto […] - [A unique book on Ucchista Ganapati](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-unique-book-on-ucchista-ganapati/): A UNIQUE AND RARE BOOK ON UCCHISTA GANAPATI: With the immense blessings of my Guru, Shree Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi, Shree Lalita Tripurasundari RajRajeshwari and Shree Ucchista Ganapati sameta Neela Saraswati, I am deeply humbled to announce my upcoming book on UCCHISTA GANAPATI: Beyond The veil of Illusion. This will be a unique body of complete work on Ucchista Ganapati for the English-speaking and detail all about his multifaceted Archetype to diversified population of People as he makes himself available in this kaliyuga to assist our spiritual and world journeys in powerful, creative and playful ways. 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The loosening grip of Maya is not a blissful sojourn and nor a Tantric adventure of any sorts. It’s as bland and tasteless or severely bitter and unresting to transform into The next version of yourself. If it were only a bunch of roses, all would have walked up her Neelanchal parwat and got the halo of Mukti around their heads after a visit to Kamakhya Temple. One has to weep tears of blood One has to unlearn painfully One has to let go One has to forgive One has to forbear One has to love […] - [Day 4: Navratri Kamakhya Series: Die before dying](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/day-4-navratri-kamakhya-series-die-before-dying/): I died to everybody I knew, for reasons they had held against me. And I’m not attempting my reincarnation in any way. If you don’t seek me.. Know that I never needed you at all… As the quench is now offered at Mother’s altar. She will bestow what she deems best. You were never capable anyways… It needed a fractured heart to love.. This death is my new birth Where I lost all previous lineage And baggage of furthur responsibilities. Without these both, I’m open like the sky And free like the birds. So if it still suits you to […] - [Day 5 Navratri Kamakhya series: The love that lasts Is the love that endures](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/day-5-navratri-kamakhya-series-the-love-that-lasts-is-the-love-that-endures/): It must not have been easy for anyone who is awakening to leak pain and sit with the message of one’s feelings. Its difficult to spread all your fears, anxieties and grief on the table and show ones vulnerabilities and deficiencies as human. The looming fear of being judged and rejected for all the failings. It needs courage to see through the heavy mist of broken trusts and limping back to the normal version which is now obsolete to time. Inspite of anger and rage to sit down to hear and speak without a bias can be challenging and difficult […] - [Navratri Kamakhya Diaries: Day 6: The 5 Faced Kamakhya](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/navratri-kamakhya-diaries-day-6-the-5-faced-kamakhya/): In the Kamakhya Temple complex in Assam, India, the primary deity is Kamakhya Devi, who is worshipped in various forms or faces, each representing different aspects of her divine presence. Here’s a description of the five main faces of Kamakhya Devi worshipped in the temple: Kamakhya: This is the primary form of the goddess worshipped at the Kamakhya Temple. Kamakhya Devi is often depicted as a powerful goddess embodying the energy of desire and fulfillment. She is associated with fertility, creation, and the cosmic feminine energy. Devotees seek her blessings for prosperity, success, and fulfillment of desires. Tripura: Tripura represents […] - [Kamkhya: The Magic of The Bleeding Goddess](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kamkhya-the-magic-of-the-bleeding-goddess/): Image Credits: Personal Kamakhya Altar Navratri Puja Shree Dr Pallavi Kwatra The menstrual blood of a woman is not a malady, although in numerous cultures, she is segregated from normal family life during this time. The monthly menstrual cycle is a completely natural biological process for every woman. Tantrics venerate this sacred cycle of the Devi as a symbol of reverence and worship. It is she who perpetuates the evolutionary cycles of humanity. The blood that flows through every menstruating woman during her monthly cycles is hers, intricately connected to the phases of the Moon. In contemplating our monthly periods […] - [ATMA RAM SHREE HANUMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/atma-ram-shree-hanuman/): I did not know what to do. So I just bent my knees, bowed my head Closed my eyes , folded my hands And opened my heart To Shree Ram. I have been repeating this ever since… – Atma Ram Shree Hanuman - [Practice being YOU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/practice-being-you/): Staying as yourself in the closest relationships can be a challenge as there is a tendency to be emotionally manipulated or impacted by what they are experiencing. One can easily forget that this life is merely a drama and we are only enacting our pre designed roles in it. So, while the unreal characters jump, play, cry and laugh on a cinema screen, the screen remains as the unchanging witness to it all. Many times our loved ones go through bouts of pain, anger and withdrawals and we jump in to help solve it all for them. It may also […] - [A glimpse into my life](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-glimpse-into-my-life/): A glimpse into my life after completing a surgery in the operating theatre at 2:30 AM on January 19th, 2024: Most people who know me via social media think I have a great gala life. And I’m broadcasting to them from some pedestal of a sort. I invite them to come and spend 24 hours with me and they will know how hard I have to work and how I balance my work life as a full time doctor ( with erratic time schedules and long working hours) with my intense saadhna schedules ranging into 4-5 hours each day along […] - [Mid life crisis or Mid life awakening](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mid-life-crisis-or-mid-life-awakening/): Many of us are worried when we notice that single grey on our head and know what’s coming at us. And before we know it, we have a whole white mane or maybe a baldness that shines through our scalp. When the joints seem to creak a little and the skin sags are all revealed and when the constant shifting of glasses does not bring anything into sharp focus and the dementia of unknown origin makes us forget where we kept our glasses while they are on our head…Then there are the spiking emotional lows and the passions that our […] - [Crystal Stories: Past Life Regression and Family Constellation Healing: An ancient fossilized wisdom](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/crystal-stories-past-life-regression-and-family-constellation-healing-an-ancient-fossilized-wisdom/): Crystal stories: Mystical wisdom from past. Today I had visitations from Haidakhaan Babaji during my meditation with my petrified wood crystal and transmissions from my Himalayan Kriya Yoga Master Dr Yogi Pradeep Ullal for this guided meditation.. It’s amazing I could hear tinkling laughter from Mahavtar Babaji s Haidakhaan avtaar so clearly.. 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While it’s important to note that scientific evidence supporting these claims may be limited, many people believe in the potential healing benefits of celestite. Here are some commonly […] - [Be Yourself](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-yourself/): The silent flame of solitude Singes the patterns of thought. Every moment you are reincarnated anew Then die as a nobody that no one ever knew. In mortal life, what is there still left to bear The monotony of another greying hair. So much water has passed over the bridge, What do you now wait to know or drop? When it is so clear you do not even own an atom In this myriad world of God’s unfolding grace Give up all ideas of transformation! There is no one left to be But Yourself! - [Wake up and Play](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/wake-up-and-play/): Wake up and play! You have lived in mundane moods .. A sad and automatic life And then you complain of greying cells And the melancholy of repeat modes. Years have passed by And you don’t seem to laugh or play It’s only a mindless passing of day. You speak of preambles of truth And make assertions of ” holier than thou” Yet…the innocence and simple joy Has long left the corpse of you. When will you go outside To walk barefoot and kiss the earth? To be cooled by the shade of large trees And the sounds of tweeting […] - [THE LIGHT THAT WE CANNOT SEE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-light-that-we-cannot-see/): Most often there is so much happening around us that the noticing of the finer and subtle beauty of life within us goes un noticed. We cringe in pain at the inner disconnect and live lives of despair and despondent grief while the truth is that our inner vision is not clear to feel grateful for our smallest blessings. Awaiting the love to come from without, we fail to honour it’s effulgent springs from within your own heart. The only difference between an aware being and a sleepwalking human is the awakened heart that permits the bliss of beingness to […] - [PRACTISE THE PAUSE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/practise-the-pause/): It’s often allmost impossible for us to pause even when we are experiencing pain on many levels. As the conditioning to keep pushing beyond our limits to prove a point to ourselves is always prime point in our heads. We have been programmed to be hard working and meticulous in all that we undertake and we even tackle our pain in the exact same fashion. We fail terribly but we are head strong on trying. Something just doesn’t feel right when we are handling our pain with our aggression rather than our tenderness. But we don’t know how to break […] - [LET GO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/let-go/): As I lay waiting Under this vast bounty of grace, My whole life flashed before my eyes in a jiffy. There was no experience that had been missed In this vastly unfolded life… Both pleasure and pain Had passed over… Only I was left… In awe of its watching! Just then a pale white flower Caressed my face… “Let go of the one who watches”…It whispered! - [Labrodorite: My healings , channelings and meditations](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/labrodorite-my-healings-channelings-and-meditations-2/): Today I meditated with my beautiful Labrodorite crystal by placing it on my heart chakra. And the most soothing 432 hz auric frequencies. It felt amazingly light and my meditation was so deep, I could not feel my body.. And indeed Mother Gia showed me glimpses of this tree of life pattern in my crystal and made me understand how she nourishes us through this kalpavriksha of life. As a child and till date, I have had a deep longing to visit the Atlantic to witness the magnificence of the Aurora Buruolis and Through my labrodorite, I can now explode […] - [Advaita Anubhuti of Srividya via Ucchista Ganapati upasana](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/advaita-anubhuti-of-srividya-via-ucchista-ganapati-upasana/): Most of us are still stuck with severe mental bias and judgement even though we may have many denominations or having completed high levels of srividya saadhnaas. In fact, the more learned one becomes, the more is the danger of “siddhi abhiman”.. or ego flaming that comes with siddhis during the course of Srividya saadhna. The mature saadhak is always at guard and fairly knows that the vasanas of the mind which germinate from the ahamkara need to be shed to merge into Lalita as Shiva Shakti roopini. So here, in my own experiences, I find the upasana of Ucchista […] - [Unmadi: The erotica of self discovery](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unmadi-the-erotica-of-self-discovery/): Blissed orgasmic states of gaiety, fullness, ripened divine feminine, the urdhvaretas and self realised anandit Awasthas. If pleasure shames you, then be prepared to wait until you know that it has to be travelled for transcending it… If unmadi has not happened to you… neither will samadhi! - [USE BLACK ONYX HEALING CRYSTAL FOR PSYCHIC PROTECTION, EVIL EYE & GROUNDING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/use-black-onyx-healing-crystal-for-psychic-protection-evil-eye-grounding/): How to use black onyx balls for psychic protection? Black onyx is believed to be a powerful stone for psychic protection and shielding against negative energies. Here are some ways you can use black onyx balls for psychic protection: Carry Black Onyx with You: Keep a black onyx ball or a small tumbled stone in your pocket or wear it as jewelry to carry its protective energy with you throughout the day. This can help create a shield against negative energies and psychic attacks. Meditation and Visualization: During meditation, hold the black onyx ball in your hand or place it on your […] - [HEART CHAKRA OPENINGS WITH ROSE QUARTZ BALLS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/heart-chakra-openings-with-rose-quartz-balls/): Indeed it is the heart that determines everything about us. And when the heart petals open , there is no visible magnificence or audible sound since it is Anahata: The unstruck nada of beingness and chitta alone. But to the one who undergoes this heart opening, he alone knows and knows it without a doubt or necessity for verification from any Gods or humans. He becomes the transparent channel for divine outpourings and is liberated in this lifetime. There is no mukti to seek and no next to arrive at. Channelings and learning to trust the heartful guidances : I […] - [Labrodorite: My healings , channelings and meditations](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/labrodorite-my-healings-channelings-and-meditations/): Today I meditated with my beautiful Labrodorite crystal by placing it on my heart chakra. And the most soothing 432 hz auric frequencies. It felt amazingly light and my meditation was so deep, I could not feel my body.. And indeed Mother Gia showed me glimpses of this tree of life pattern in my crystal and made me understand how she nourishes us through this kalpavriksha of life. As a child and till date, I have had a deep longing to visit the Atlantic to witness the magnificence of the Aurora Buruolis and Through my labrodorite, I can now explode […] - [Overcoming the grief of being unloved](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/overcoming-the-grief-of-being-unloved/): It’s not uncommon for us to remain unloved in the closest of our relationships. It was meant to be better , softer, safer and kind but it turns out to be cruel, bitter and unsafe leaving us more insecure and emotionally hurt than before. There is a deep grief that accompanies this disappointment of hitting a wall which should and could have been a way forward. Why could love never happen to this relationship when that was all it was meant to be. It would be relevant to understand this situation from a few perspectives here. An important one being […] - [The flame of compassion from the wick of the heart wound](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flame-of-compassion-from-the-wick-of-the-heart-wound/): Many of us are heart wounded. We can’t feel love. Strange, yet true..we live our lonely lives caged in our cubicles of safe self preservation zones because we have stopped exposing ourselves to the cruel world of aggression, chase and fake projections. The wound is too deep and the fear of touching it is scary. What if it bleeds…so we just roam around like automatons in a reflex response of “getting the work done..day by day” The heart wound if forgotten or covered in fancy robes is still unhealed and starts to bleed everytime we are brazed with unkindness, selfishness […] - [Arunachala: The void of Kaalateetha!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/arunachala-the-void-of-kaalateetha/): What remains when the ego begins to thin out? Who remains to profess, preach or even love? The evaporating vagaries of the mundane mind when exposed to the scorching heat of the Agnilingam has left me to ache for the final travels. Only that there is no one left to embark on the journey anymore. Now , I don’t even visit you.. ..i only sit and watch and wait to be your prey…come when u must… The Kaalateetha shunyata is now upon this one… Let all be engulfed and singed…Arunachala Shiva… - [SHIVOHUM: THE SPECIAL BLESSING OF YONI PUJA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shivohum-the-special-blessing-of-yoni-puja/): “The vagina is Mahamaya and the penis is Sadashiva. Worshipping them, one becomes liberated while still alive, there is no doubt about it.” (Yoni Tantra, Patala 5) Yoni puja, or Yoni worship, is a ritual or religious practice rooted in Hinduism and Tantra. The word “yoni” is a Sanskrit term that refers to the female reproductive organ, specifically the vulva and vagina, and is often associated with the concept of the divine feminine. Yoni puja involves the veneration or worship of the yoni as a symbol of the goddess Shakti, who represents feminine energy and creative power in Hinduism. This […] - [The practice of samatvam](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-practice-of-samatvam/): It’s not about being biased towards your spiritual journeys in culted conditioned ways of pujas, rituals or saadhnaas that make us enlightened or free. It is to understand the delicate balance of practising the awareness to be ever in the self. ( Antarmukhi) while functioning in all role plays out in the world ( bahirmukhi) you don’t have to become a recluse, aesetic, monk or aghori in a shamshan to work out ur spiritual dharma. Walking the razorsharp path of Dharma while u do ur duties in the world and complete your karmic cycle here is samatvam. Stop slotting things […] - [KAALBHAIRAVA RITUALS FOR DOGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalbhairava-rituals-for-dogs/): Kaalbhairava and dogs: Request Kaalbhairava rituals for your loving pets/ pet souls who may have passed on and were like your family members on this Mahalaya Amavasya In Hinduism, Kaalbhairava is often associated with dogs. Kaalbhairava is considered a fierce and wrathful manifestation of Lord Shiva, and dogs are believed to be his trusted companions. There is a significant symbolic and mythological connection between Kaalbhairava and dogs, which is reflected in various rituals and practices. Here’s a closer look at the relationship between Kaalbhairava and dogs: Mount and Companionship: Kaalbhairava is often depicted riding a dog, and sometimes he is […] - [KAALBHAIRAVA: THE DANDAPANI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalbhairava-the-dandapani/): With the blessings of Kaalbhairava you will experience the annhilation of the structured conditioning of thought processes and the subtle migration of becoming an intuitive and fearless being from the mindful and strategic approaches. Your mind will sink deeper into the heart revealing the Leela of life on a more organic and natural unfolding rather than merely intellectual grasp of three dimensional gymnastics. The ” Dandapani” and his compassion not only destroys evil but the flow of too many thoughts leading to the shunyata or Kaalateetha awastha of the self . - [PAUSE, REST...REBOOT!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/pause-rest-reboot/): Sometimes we go through emotional traumas, spiritual awakening and personality remodelling. We all go through them, no matter how we or others perceive ourself to be. In the eyes of the world, you may look the same and they will continue to try to put you in their own boxes of how you should appear to them. They will continue to keep you trapped in your role plays that serve them to their interest. But if you are sensitive, pure and aware, you will have to put lot of self love and self esteem at the highest priority in your […] - [FROM LALANA TO LALITAMBIKA: THE RASA OF EMBODIED LIVING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/from-lalana-to-lalitambika/): The term “Lalana Chakra” is often associated with the practice of Kundalini Yoga and Tantra. In these traditions, the human body is believed to contain several energetic centers called chakras. The Lalana Chakra is not one of the widely recognized and commonly discussed chakras in mainstream sources, but it is mentioned in some esoteric texts and teachings. According to those sources, the Lalana Chakra is located at the roof of the mouth, specifically at the soft spot called the uvula. It is said to be a minor chakra associated with spiritual development and the flow of energy within the body. […] - [TOUCHING MYSELF WITH AN AWARE LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/touching-myself-with-an-aware-love/): Most of us are so unconscious to life and it’s beauties that we forget to honour our heart, our choices, our pleasure and also who we truly are. With so much that begs our attention and our duties and work and chores, the ability to Intuit and fullfill our deepest pleasures with the most intricate detail, timeless time and very deep self love is allmost becoming redundant. Self love, self care, self pleasure,orgasmic bliss and deep satiety leading to deep silence is the ache of our urban worlds where we strive for excellence and lose our fragrance. A woman’s body […] - [New moon meanderings](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/new-moon-meanderings/): My mind waxes and wanes And loves to light fires of its own In desolate locations and forgotten lands. I fade away…then bloom again Just like a new moon that Yet again.. becomes full. Grief simmers and dances On the edge of hopeful tommorows. Love reveals and entices And yet is fake In this fleeting and dreary world.. Maybe everything here is as meaningless Or purposefully grand As our minds wish to make it so. I have no drama left to play out And yet I’m the lead actor in many. Fractured into many pieces Under the burdens of expectations, […] - [Enlightenment: A hunky dory dream](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enlightenment-a-hunky-dory-dream/): Most of us are chasing ideas of the enlightenment of others, not even pausing a moment to witness, applaud and own up our own unique journey and it’s powerful throwbacks. The idea archetypes of how others got self realised is their story, not yours. So how does it help you? It surely entertains you and gives you mirages and beautiful visions of your own. It keeps you latched to the idea that One fine day…it will eventually happen to you too. The pursuit of enlightenment is its own trap and the mind is the sieve through which grace cannot pass. […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI: THE ARS EROTICA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-the-ars-erotica/):   There are 32 forms of Ganapati. One of them is Uchchishta Ganapati. This form of worship is believed to be a form of Vamachara(left handed worship). Uchchhishta (“leftovers”). The word refers to the food left over at the end of a ritual, but in this context refers to its Tantric connotation. Uchchhishta is the food kept in the mouth, which is contaminated with saliva, thus ritually impure and a taboo in Hinduism. But Ucchista Ganapati loves the salivating mouth of the devotee and is overjoyed at this symbol of deep pleasure. Many times during intense sexual act, saliva drools and […] - [PUJA & HEALING SERVICES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/puja-healing-services/): PUJA & HEALING SERVICES FOR YOUR LIFE SITUATIONS: PUJAS/RITUALS CALENDER FOR MAY2023. BOOK YOUR PUJAS HERE: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/book-category/services/puja-healing/ Praying/Prarthna is not a mere verb/action that one takes when one is in trouble or in a dark phase. PRARTHNA is a way of life. It is the highest act of surrender as well as self-knowledge that makes this human existence worthwhile and purposeful. What are the benefits of praying? Praying can bring many benefits and blessings. Here are a few: It helps us to connect with God: Praying is a way to communicate with God and connect with Him. It allows us […] - [REQUEST POWERFUL AND UNIQUE TANTRIC GANAPATI RITUALS EVERY SANKASHTI CHATURTHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/request-powerful-and-unique-tantric-ganapati-rituals-every-sankashti-chaturthi/): REQUEST POWERFUL AND AUSPICIOUS GANAPATI PUJAS AND HOMAMS ON AUSPICIOUS SANKASTHI CHATURTHI EVERY MONTH: Request pujas at this link: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/services/puja-healing/ What is importance of sankasthi chaturthi? Sankashti Chaturthi is a Hindu festival celebrated on the fourth day after the full moon, known as Purnima, in the Hindu lunar month. It is dedicated to Lord Ganesha, the remover of obstacles, and is considered one of the most important festivals in his honor. The significance of Sankashti Chaturthi lies in the fact that it is believed to be an auspicious day to seek blessings from Lord Ganesha and overcome obstacles in life. Here […] - [REQUEST POWERFUL SHAKTI & GANAPATI RITUALS EVERY POURNAMI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/request-powerful-shakti-ganapati-rituals-every-pournami/): REQUEST FOR POWERFUL SHAKTI & GANAPATI RITUALS (PUJAS/CHANTINGS) ON AUSPICIOUS POURNAMI DAYS: Whats app at 8595649303 Book your pujas at this link: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/services/puja-healing/ BRINGING BACK THE AGE-OLD TRADITIONS OF PUJA, PRARTHNA AND GOD REMEMBERANCE IN OUR LIFE THROUGH MERI PRARTHNA PUJAS: What is the spiritual importance of pournami days? Pournami, also known as Purnima, is the full moon day in the Hindu lunar calendar. It is believed to hold significant spiritual importance in Hinduism and other spiritual traditions. In Hinduism, Pournami is considered a highly auspicious day for spiritual practices such as meditation, fasting, and performing rituals. It is believed that […] - [Magnetic Sacred Gamma Wave Kriya Transmissions and Powerful Kriya Yoga Journeys of transformation](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/magnetic-sacred-gamma-wave-kriya-transmissions-and-powerful-kriya-yoga-journeys-of-transformation/): I keep wondering how short is this lifetime as I have had so many opportunities to receive grace through so many siddha beings and saints in a single time frame of a life. Kriya yoga has always enchanted me from my first encounter with the spiritual legend, “Autobiography Yogi”. I read this book around the year 2015 and I remain being in a dazed state for weeks after it had caused Deep impact on my being and the powerful saint’s message of godliness and deep devotion to the Guru lineage along with powerful kriya yoga techniques for God realisation which […] - [Trust](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/trust/): When the cult ends Truth will dance in abndoned gaiety. Stop trapping yourself and others In veils that were meant For sweet surrender. Give up these testaments of faith And come to dance under the open skies Release all sorrow. You are the blessed offspring of this earth. You don’t need to be bettered Or uplifted You are the complete universe in action. If only you could lay aside These puny mind sets of not being enough! Nothing that binds you Is your true road. Stop visiting charlatans of faiths Who want to keep you powerless and hungry. It is […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI: A POWERFUL EXCEPTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-a-powerful-exception/): For More Ucchista Ganapati Offering Please Visit ucchistaganapati.in   </ifram Check the Saadhna Initiation process into Ucchista Ganapati( Aawahanam) and its process by seeing this video and visiting this link to book your initiation session.   Who is Ucchista Ganapati? IMAGE CREDITS: Drpallavikwatra.com Ucchista Ganapati is a deity in Hinduism who is often depicted as a Tantric form of Lord Ganesha. In this form, he is shown with four arms and seated on a lotus. He is often depicted with his consort, Goddess Shakti, who is shown sitting on his left lap. According to Hindu mythology, Ucchista Ganapati is believed to have […] - [REQUEST PUJA RITUALS ON VARTHUNI EKADASHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/request-puja-rituals-on-varthuni-ekadashi/): REQUEST LORD BALAJI CHANTINGS ON AUSPICIOUS VARUTHINI EKADASHI APRIL 16,2023 https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/tirupati-balaji…/ Whats app at 8595649303 Varuthini Ekadashi is an auspicious day observed by Hindus, especially those who follow the Vaishnavism tradition. It is celebrated on the 11th day (Ekadashi) of the Krishna Paksha (waning phase of the moon) in the Hindu month of Vaishakha, which usually falls between April and May. Significance of Varuthini Ekadashi: Varuthini Ekadashi is considered significant for the following reasons: It is believed that Lord Vishnu goes into a state of deep slumber, known as Yoga Nidra, on this day. Therefore, devotees fast and perform puja […] - [CHITRA POURNAMI & HANUMAN JAYANTI PUJA RITUALS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/chitra-pournami-hanuman-jayanti-puja-rituals/): REQUEST CHANTINGS & PUJAS ON AUSPICIOUS CHITRA POURNAMI & HANUMAN JAYANTI: APRIL 6,2023 1 Auspicious Sri Khadagmala Sriyantra Puja: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/khadagmala-sriyantra…/ 2. Hanuman Chaalisa chanting: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/hanuman-chalisa…/ 3. Panchamukhi Hanuman Sindoor Chola Puja ritual: Offering Sindoor to Panchmukhi Hanuman Idol can be done with Mantra chantings for your personal prayer issues ( Difficult karmic cycles, court case remedies, prolonged or severe illnesses, for auspiciousness and devotion etc. whats app at 8595649303 Chitra Purnima is a Hindu festival that is celebrated on the full moon day (Purnima) of the Chaitra month in the Hindu calendar. It is considered one of the most auspicious days in […] - [REQUEST LORD BALAJI CHANTINGS ON KAMADA EKADASHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/request-lord-balaji-chantings-on-varthuni-ekadashi/): KAMADA EKADASHI: APRIL 1: REQUEST TIRUPATI BALAJI CHANTINGS FOR LIFE SITUATIONS: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/tirupati-balaji…/ whats app at 8595649303 Kamada Ekadashi is a Hindu festival that falls on the 11th day (Ekadashi) of the Chaitra month in the Hindu calendar. This festival is observed with great devotion and reverence by the Hindus. It is believed that observing fast and performing puja (worship) on this day helps in purifying the mind and soul, and brings prosperity and happiness. Story of Kamada Ekadashi: The story of Kamada Ekadashi is mentioned in the Varaha Purana. According to the legend, there was a demon named Lalit who lived […] - [THAI AMAVASYA TIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thai-amavasya/): AMAVASYA, AN INTRODUCTION The New Moon Day is called Amavasya or Amavasai. The Sanskrit word ‘Ama’ means ‘together’ and ‘Vasya’ is ‘to dwell’. There is a cycle of 30 lunar phases as per the Vedic calendar and each of them is called a Thithi. The Thithi of the dark Moon, when the Moon is not seen in the sky, is referred to as Amavasya Thithi or simply as, Amavasya. As per the Hindu lunar calendar that is widely used in India, a lunar month starts on Pournami/Purnima or the full Moon day, and Amavasya falls in the middle. Amavasya is considered auspicious for various […] - [Vishalakshi: The cosmic witness](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/vishalakshi-the-cosmic-witness/): Vishalakshi: The cosmic witness Even when you thought no one is looking. she sees it all. Even when you feel no one cares, you are always held. Even when there is no movement, her observation has noticed it. Even when there is no trauma, she offers the healing balm Even when you die she opens up paths for your soul journey Even when you sleep, she keeps awake Even when your heart closes, she never fails to love. Through life, death and the in between..She accompanies you to realms from the beyond. Images from today’s Khadagmala Pujas - [Lalita loves Lila](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalita-loves-lila/): Lalita loves to play. You have to learn to play and be creatively engaged with her in your own unique ways. Offered bija 7 chakra healing crystals and 7 chakra hearts to Devi. Then have placed an energized Pyrite cluster for amplifying wealth energies on money. Also placed a rose quartz heart on another side to remain ever seated in the heart to use this wealth and abundance for carrying forth her work. Don’t become a stereotypical intellectual idiot who knows every shloka and its translation but does not feel any joy or innocence of beingness within the heart. No […] - [TIPS FOR SHITALA EKADASHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tips-for-shitala-ekadashi/): TIPS FOR SHATILA EKADASHI TOMORROW 18TH JANUARY REQUEST FOR LORD BALAJI MANTRA CHANTING FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR LOVED ONES ON 18 JANUARY 2023 Whats app at 8595649303 माघ महीने के कृष्‍ण पक्ष की एकादशी तिथि को षटतिला एकादशी व्रत रखा जाता है. इस साल षटतिला एकादशी व्रत 18 जनवरी 2023,बुधवार को रखा जाएगा है. एकादशी तिथि भगवान विष्णु को समर्पित है. इस दिन श्रीहरि विष्णु की उपासना करने से व्यक्ति के सारे पाप नष्ट हो जाते हैं और उसे दुख, दरिद्रता से मुक्ति मिलती है. उसके जीवन के सारे कष्‍ट दूर हो जाते हैं. इतना ही नहीं मृत्यु के बाद […] - [KAMIYA SINDOOR: IMPORTANCE, BENEFITS AND USES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kamiya-sindoor-importance-benefits-and-uses/): WHO, WHERE AND WHAT IS KAMAKHYA DEVI FAMOUS FOR? One of the most mystic temples of the Indian Tantric tradition, KAMAKHYA temple also known as Kamrup-Kamakhya temple, Kamakhya Devalaya, located at Guwahati, Assam, India is one of the oldest of the 51 Shakti peethas .The Kalika Purana, an ancient work in Sanskrit describes Kamakhya as the yielder of all desires, the young bride of Shiva, and the giver of salvation. Shakti is known as Kamakhya. The goddess is worshiped according to both the Vamachara (Left-Hand Path) as well as the Dakshinachara (Right-Hand Path) modes of worship. Offerings to the goddess are usually flowers, but might include animal sacrifices. According to the Kalika Purana, Kamakhya Temple […] - [Life tips: Crystals for Gods and Goddesses](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/life-tips-crystals-for-gods-and-goddesses/) - [Kaalateeta awastha of Kaalbhairava](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalateeta-awastha-of-kaalbhairava/): Kaalbhairava is not a God or deity one needs to make offerings to. It is a consciousness of the cosmic void of Shiva that engulfs even time inside it. It is a dark hole and vacancy of depths in which every thought, belief and opinion about everything is immersed. So why should we worship this void when it cannot give us anything and rather sucks everything into its blackhole. Exactly this is why…..To unlearn, to let go and to dissolve into the primal self awareness is the kaalateeta awastha of Kaalbhairava. If we can still into that, we can find […] - [PUJA TIPS: KAALBHAIRAVA & HOW DOES HE HELP US WITH TIME MANAGEMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/puja-tips-kaalbhairava-how-does-he-help-us-with-time-management/): Kaalbhairava is regarded as the lord of time and is believed to have the ability to help his devotees manage their time effectively. According to Hindu mythology, Kaalbhairava is the manifestation of Lord Shiva and is responsible for ensuring that the cosmic cycle of creation and destruction runs smoothly. Here are some ways in which Kaalbhairava worship can help us manage time: Time awareness: Worshipping Kaalbhairava helps us become more aware of the value of time and the need to use it wisely. This can inspire us to manage our time more effectively and avoid wasting it on unproductive activities. […] - [LIFE TIPS ON WEALTH: PYRITE: THE MONEY MAGNET](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/pyrite-the-money-magnet/):   Pyrite, also known as “fool’s gold,” is a mineral composed of iron sulfide. It is a common mineral found in sedimentary, metamorphic, and igneous rocks. Pyrite is often shiny and brassy in colour, which is why it was mistaken for gold by prospectors in the past. While pyrite does not have any significant industrial uses, it has been used for a variety of purposes throughout history. Here are some of the potential benefits associated with pyrite: Metaphysical properties: Pyrite is believed to have protective and grounding properties in the world of metaphysics. It is thought to promote physical well-being, […] - [MAGHA POURNAMI : STORY, RELEVANCE AND TIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/magha-pournami-story-relevance-and-tips/): Maghi Purnima is a Hindu festival that falls on the full moon day (Purnima) in the Hindu month of Magha (January/February). It is also known as Magha Purnima or Maghi Poornima. This festival is celebrated with great enthusiasm and devotion in various parts of India and is considered auspicious. According to Hindu mythology, Maghi Purnima marks the day when the gods and demons churned the ocean of milk (Samudra Manthan) to obtain the nectar of immortality (amrit). It is also believed to be the day when the great sage Vyasa was born. In some parts of India, the festival is […] - [THE ACHING ABSENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-aching-absence/): THE ACHING ABSENCE Where ought I flee From the absence of you… Every breath aches. - [THE DISMEMBERED DISSOCIATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dismembered-dissociation/): THE DISMEMBERED DISSOCIATION The relics Of A dismembered association.   - [THE NIRVANIC MOMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-nirvanic-moment/): THE NIRVANIC MOMENT The nirvana of a moment… Beyond birth Beyond death. It simply IS. - [THE PERISH TO NOTHINGNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-perish-to-nothingness/): THE PERISH TO NOTHINGNESS With the wisp of dawn Breaking on the horizon Seemed just a hand-breadth away; I could have happily died In the consumption. Yet I burn on… Ignited by the frugal oil… Only to await And kiss the sky Before I perish To my own nothingness….. - [THE ENGULF OF METAMORPHOSIS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-engulf-of-metamorphosis/): THE ENGULF OF METAMORPHOSIS While I undress my scars The Metamorphosis Has engulfed me. - [IN YOUR LIGHT.... THE TRANSMUTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-your-light-the-transmutation/): IN YOUR LIGHT… THE TRANSMUTATION In your light I am turning Into dust… Don’t dim it Before I am….. desert… - [THE AWAITED RETURN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-awaited-return/): THE AWAITED RETURN While I awaited For your return, The moss flourished On this stilled Silhouette. - [THE ROOT & THE CLOUD.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-root-the-cloud/): THE ROOT & THE CLOUD. How does one root When one Has companioned A cloud? - [THE ACHE AND ITS BECOMING...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ache-and-its-becoming/): THE ACHE AND ITS BECOMING…   I ache to a sky That I soon become. - [THE MORPHED REBIRTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-morphed-rebirth/): THE MORPHED REBIRTH They thought I was dead… While I Was in REBIRTH. - [CONSUMED BY INTENSITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/consumed-by-intensity/): CONSUMED BY INTENSITY Infuriated with My intensity… I offered myself To its consumption. - [THE BURNT OUT FINGERS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-burnt-out-fingers/): THE BURNT OUT FINGERS These alphabets Dancing before me Beckon me to reveal The story of my life… I hurriedly rush to the longing.. Alas My fingers are burnt out. - [THE SILENT AWAITING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silent-awaiting/): THE SILENT AWAITING In the silent await For the light… I Became It. - [THE PIERCED HEART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pierced-heart/): THE PIERCED HEART Blindfolded… Unaware… The dagger of love pierces the heart Through and through… - [THE PASS THROUGH.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pass-through/): THE PASS THROUGH I allowed the river to pass through my autumn To turn it to a luscious spring… - [THE REBELLIOUS FLOWER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rebellious-flower/): The rebellious flower A blooming flower Often incites awe and admiration For its blissful and aware presence In the vast gamut of this fiery existence. It prods us to beauty and grace Emanating its peaceful fragrance and color. Who knows of what lies within? The backdrop of its story; Where it battled with fate. Destiny had planned its demise Much before it came. It must gulp this pang And transcend this impending death While still alive. A colossal Of life and death This is the story of THE REBELLIOUS FLOWER. - [THE SAGA OF THE SINNED APPLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/saga-sinned-apple/): THE SAGA OF THE SINNED APPLE The saga Of The sinned apple… Could not have been otherwise.. Yet remorsed… - [THE QUESTIONER IN EVAPORATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-questioner-in-evaporation/): THE QUESTIONER IN EVAPORATION The Questioner In Evaporation… - [THE AESTHETIC METAMORPHOSIS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-aesthetic-metamorphosis/): THE AESTHETIC METAMORPHOSIS The Aesthetic Metamorphosis. - [THE CROUCHED ANGEL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-crouched-angel/): THE CROUCHED ANGEL The angel lies crouched Shuddering At This world’ s insanity. What mortal can be match… - [THE BARING OF BEARING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-baring-of-bearing/): THE BARING OF BEARING The baring of bearing………… - [THE SYNCHRONICITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-synchronicity/): THE SYNCHRONICITY Held as perch… The synchronicity Of giving and receiving… The sacred transmission. - [THE REJOICE OF CHAOS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rejoice-of-chaos/): THE REJOICE OF CHAOS The fleeing away Of all patterns.. A rejoicing in the apparent chaos… - [KHADAGMALA STOTRA : A KEY TO UNLOCK THE SECRETS OF THE SRI CHAKRA.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/khadagmala-stotra-key-unlock-secrets-sri-chakra/): KHADAGMALA STOTRA : A KEY TO UNLOCK THE SECRETS OF THE SRI CHAKRA. ( Sri Chakra drawn by Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi) For accessing the free e-course on SHREEVIDYA, please visit this link For accessing the DO IT YOURSELF SRI VIDYA & SHREE YANTRA RITUAL E-COURSES, please visit this link These courses will help you learn how to do a simple SHREEYANTRA puja with KHADAGMALA STOTRA To buy Energized Shree Yantras, visit this link INTRODUCTION: Sri Devi refers to Shakti, the divine mother, Khadaga means sword, Mala refers to garland and Stotram means a hymn or song of praise. So, the […] - [A PERCH WITH NO MIND](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-perch-with-no-mind/): A PERCH WITH NO MIND A perch with no mind… Not even knowing It is so….   - [KINDLED ABLAZE BY LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kindled-ablaze-by-love/): KINDLED ABLAZE BY LOVE Guarding the tender flame Kindled ablaze by love.     - [THE SILHOUETTE OF SLENDERED PRESENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silhouette-of-slendered-presence/): THE SILHOUETTE OF SLENDERED PRESENCE The silhouette Of slendered presence Robbing me Of all cultivated sanity… - [THE FRAGILITY OF TENDERNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fragility-of-tenderness/): THE FRAGILITY OF TENDERNESS The tenderness That wilts Even with a mere touch… - [THE PREMISE OF ARRIVAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-premise-of-arrival/): THE PREMISE OF ARRIVAL The premise of arrival Unknown.. Engrossed Only In Alighting.. - [THE FREE FALL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-free-fall/): THE FREE FALL The propulsion In segments. All axles broken… Radars ruptured… The escaping from the inertia… In the free fall… - [THE GARBS OF IDENTITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-garbs-of-identity/): THE GARBS OF IDENTITY The release from garbs of identity. - [THE PREVAILING DANCER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-prevailing-dancer/): THE PREVAILING DANCER When the dances surpass In quantums; And yet The dancer remains… - [THE TRANSCENDENCE OF WATCHING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-transcendence-of-watching/): THE TRANSCENDENCE OF WATCHING In the watching… Is Both; The enacting And It’s transcendence… - [THE ALCHEMY OF UNION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-alchemy-of-union/): THE ALCHEMY OF UNION The alchemy of union Holds within it It’s reward… The oneness of being…   - [FREEFALL.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/freefall/): FREEFALL The propulsion In segments… All axles broken… Radars ruptured… The escaping from the inertia… In the free fall… - [FINALLY..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/finally/): FINALLY.. SOMEONE FINALLY DID COME…. - [WORTHWHILE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/worthwhile/): WORTHWHILE   WHEN NOTHING SEEMED WORTHWHILE….   - [THE DEPTH OF LONGING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-depth-of-longing/): THE DEPTH OF LONGING When the longing mandates an immersion! - [BLINDFOLDED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/blindfolded/): BLINDFOLDED Blindfolded And yet the blinding From The light within. - [BLISSED OUT..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/blissed-out/): BLISSED OUT… The mummified tears alive across eons of time. The simple innocence of being BLISSED OUT…… - [THE EVACUATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-evacuation/): THE EVACUATION In witnessing of my own evacuation…. Subtly, yet surely…. the falling away of structure - [THE PLUNGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-plunge/): THE PLUNGE The plunge… The seize of name and form… The fracture of identity… The amalgam - [HERE...HOLD ON](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/here-hold-on/): HERE…HOLD ON Held captive In the tenderness Of ” Here; hold on….” - [THE ARID WAITING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-arid-waiting/): THE ARID WAITING The hope Of An arid awaiting… - [THE EFFIGY OF ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-effigy-of-me/): THE EFFIGY OF ME The smoke of ME Breathing out From its effigy. - [THE LIVING DROUGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-living-drought/): THE LIVING DROUGHT The Drought Derives its reality By the living it…… - [THE DISMEMBERED ONE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dismembered-one/): THE DISMEMBERED ONE The dismembered one Aiming For a regal fusion - [THE MELTING TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-melting-time/): THE MELTING TIME The reverie of The melting time Gazed In the magic crystal…. - [ONE POINTED INSIGHTS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/one-pointed-insights/): ONE POINTED INSIGHTS The well Of One pointed insights…. - [THE FAITH OF NEVER BEING ABANDONED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-faith-of-never-being-abandoned/): THE FAITH OF NEVER BEING ABANDONED The tenderness Held In the ambit of Genuine and silent strength… The faith of never Being abandoned…… - [INSIGHTFULLY UNAWARE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/insightfully-unaware/): INSIGHTFULLY UNAWARE Insightfully unaware… Intoxicated to one’s own being. - [FACE OFF...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/face-off/): FACE OFF… The mask of identity taken off to unveil the hidden universes…. - [THE FUSION IN SPIRIT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fusion-in-spirit/): THE FUSION IN SPIRIT When the forms no longer seize the choice to commune! In spirit we have fused… - [THE IMPENDING PEARL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-impending-pearl/): THE IMPENDING PEARL The birth of the impending pearl. It’s been a long DARK WAITING… - [TRANSCENDED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/transcended/): TRANSCENDED HELD… MUTATED… TRANSCENDED… - [THE REVERSING OF SHADOW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reversing-of-shadow/): THE REVERSING OF SHADOW THE REVERSING OF SHADOW. THE WATCHING OF ONE’S SHADOW AND ITS REFLECTION BACK AT ME… THE AWE OF BEING A WITNESS TO THE ONE WHO SEES… MIRRORS DO GO CRAZY SOMETIMES…. THERE IS BIZARRENESS EVERYWHERE…. - [THE ADVAITA OF TRUE DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-advaita-of-true-devotion/): THE ADVAITA OF TRUE DEVOTION The paradox of duality dissolves in the submersion of the witnesses… As above, so below The Advaita of true devotion.   - [ONLY.....FROM OUTSIDE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/only-from-outside/): ONLY…..FROM OUTSIDE only…. from outside! - [THE RUPTURING IDENTITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rupturing-identity/): THE RUPTURING IDENTITY In watching of The rupturing identity! - [THE MUTUAL MUTING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mutual-muting/): THE MUTUAL MUTING A mutual muting… The shout of separation now ruptures the eyes…. - [THE ADAMANT ONE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-adamant-one/): THE ADAMANT ONE The adamant one in embracing of his bleeding thorn…. - [THE SILENT BREEDING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silent-breeding/): THE SILENT BREEDING Behind the shadows, The light in silent breeding… - [THE VOID OF PINNOCHIO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-void-of-pinnochio/): THE VOID OF PINNOCHIO The void of Pinnochio… grieving; yet…no eyes to tear… - [SHE IS WHOLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/she-is-whole/): SHE IS WHOLE The apples no longer entice Eve…. She is whole! - [MORE AND MORE ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/more-and-more-me/): MORE AND MORE ME In this baring and welcoming Myself home… The revelations are unveiled And bring me to become More and more light More and more love More and more ME…. - [THE FIRST TOUCH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-first-touch/): The first touch I was spelled Once long ago Which stoned me  And my beating heart. I lay thus While the eons passed away. To me… time stood still. To me… I had forgotten to live. And then ur wandering steps Trodded at my tomb, by destiny’s choice. In one look You brought me to life… The flesh organ in the chest cavity Hummed yet, again. My face u held so tenderly In the palms of your hands, And gazed into my sparkling eyes. This love i felt was ancient. I had been turned immortal By your FIRST TOUCH…   - [BOOK REVIEW ON RICHARD MADDOX'S BOOK](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/book-review-on-richard-maddoxs-book/): BOOK REVIEW OF RICHARD MADDOX’S BOOK Highly recommended read by an amazing human being, author, and friend….Richard Maddox…much congratulations… - [BEETHOVEN : A LEGACY ( PART 1)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/beethoven-a-legacy-part-1/): Beethoven… The audacity of being HUMAN. The hidden and concealed link between a success story and the kingpin himself often finds its roots in misfortune, the deep dark dungeons of sorrow, inner conflict, torrential heart rupturing pain and its course follows into a rebirth…. The rebirth of a genius as the world knows him to be. However in the inside world … he is a rebel who has learned to harness his disability or incoherence. He is a victor over his limiting lower self …an algorithm gone wrong that fructified itself into a new discovery. Beethoven was one such genius… […] - [BEETHOVEN: A LEGACY ( PART 3)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/beethoven-a-legacy-part-3/): Beethoven…. Fate, Faith & Fury The last phase of Beethoven is not a decaying one, as one might presume. It holds good the high standards it had set for itself, in fact….to only break its own aspirations than what had ever been achieved before in his lifetime. A latent hibernation of two years where Ludwig was ailing and getting progressively deaf collateralled with his legal disputes over the possession of guardian rights over Karl, his dead brother’s son. He was stung with a new insanity….the possession of becoming a father to Karl took over him and in the pursuit, he […] - [BEETHOVEN: A LEGACY ( PART 2)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/beethoven-a-legacy-part-2/): Beethoven…A Tapestry of Love & Loss. While the towering inferno of personal losses and a depleting hearing faculty raged at Ludwig Beethoven’s being, he remained audacious and unfaltering in the face of inner despair. His justice and loyalty to music remained unhampered while he battled the faculty to capture the musical notes in keenness by his failing ears. At the edge of every single loss of a keynote, the king of symphony only arose in a novel way to outflow from his being, a new Sonata. His compositions only raged and screeched more to the unforgiving skies to proclaim him […] - [THE CURVATURE OF LOVE..](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-curvature-of-love/): THE CURVATURE OF LOVE… The curvature of this path of love keeps evolving a new course every time I feel I have reached its terminal point…making me realize how expanded and voracious has become my own heart…on forgetful days… I seek the fulfillment in another only to have a hearty laughter at the discovery that there is no one but me… whom I could offer my hearts love to.. I am the only and every one I know…this brings me to the centre of my heart where all the earlier pains, scarrings, sorrows, resentments, dive into the abyss of love […] - [THE INDISPENSABLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-indispensable/): THE INDISPENSABLE You too left. Now I knew…. ” No one is indispensable” - [THE EMBRACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-embrace/): THE EMBRACE The embrace Rejoices In its own discovery… - [THE DISAPPEARING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-disappearing/): THE DISAPPEARING   The unwinding… The soaring… DISAPPEARING - [THE UNKNOWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unknowing/): THE UNKNOWING THE UNKNOWING. I come to you and find you gone… now, I know not, what to turn to next? - [BE LOVE....THE NEW EDITION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-love-the-new-edition/): BE LOVE….THE NEW EDITION. Love is all there is to this world which makes it what it is. Without it, the rest never makes sense. Using love as a tool for self-realization, the author of this book indulges in it with devotion to bringing to light this simple and holistic technique to know the self. The beloved though appears as a separate entity is a bridge between the soul self and its divine reflections. Through the medium of poetry & couplets, Dr. Pallavi Kwatra renders her heart naïve to the brevity of love. This journey must land her to where […] - [THE BURIED "ME"](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-buried-me/): THE BURIED “ME” The eyes remained back, to bleed…. The living testimonial of a buried “me”…….. - [THE MAKING OF THE BOOK: 9 MONTHS:FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/making-book-9-monthsfrom-involution-evolution/): The making of the book…. NINE MONTHS: FROM INVOLUTION TO EVOLUTION. WHAT’S APP SATSANG. About a year ago, what’s app became very popular? It started picking up and was chosen by many to create groups which had likeminded people. Around that time, I was a part of my medical college friends group and it came to my observation that there were a few of us who were more restless than the others on life and spiritual matters. So I decided to make a group which was called “The semi-enlightened”. We started off as a bunch of 7 or 8 and […] - [TALKING TECHNOLOGIES: THE VALUE OF SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/talking-technologies-value-silence/):     TALKING TECHNOLOGIES: THE VALUE OF SILENCE his world that we are a part of, there are so many conveniences at our behest, out of which communication across space is a major revolution of this century. Even about half a decade before, we could not fathom to be able to convey our minds so proficiently and promptly to a friend sitting on the other side of the globe and now we are able to hear his pealing laughter or envision him riding a camel in the Gobi deserts. Before our mind even plans it fully, our impressions are already […] - [ARUNACHALA...AN INTENDED PILGRIMAGE UNTO AN INTENDED VOID](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/arunachala-intended-pilgrimage-unto-intended-void/): arunachala… an intended pilgrimage unto the enlightened void     life has a manner of passing by, where seeking and striving are deep conditioning. in the enthusiasm for results, the beauty of the journey often missed. spirituality… another mind game where striving to moksha, a high-end pursuit. the shortest routes in the fastest time, is the most favored way. I had intended to be on a pilgrimage with a similar chaste desire. in a meditative moment, an awakening dawned. in the ambiance of Arunachala, beneath the gaze of Ramana, all I need to do is to surrender in silence and […] - [RAMANA....THE MARTYR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ramana-the-martyr/): Ramana…The  martyr     Even though dead, through the buried deep, Your fragrance still brims the winds, The springs come to beg inspiration And the rains to quench their age-old thirst, Many come to wail their woes And go back embedded to peace. This stilled detonation that lurks around you Will explode all those who seek. Your body has ashed to earth, Your breath no longer flows. Then what is this compelling tug That encroaches and dissolves the silly “ego”? What could be this immortal spirit That fetches these people from far away? In ensuing days, I begin to know […] - [RAMANA MAHARISHI:THE BECKONING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ramana-maharishithe-beckoning/): Ramana Maharishi: the beckoning     when the magic of words is lost, you replace them with mute exchanges. so sweet is your fragrance, I forgot my own. I tread the path that leads to thee. will my stumbling steps find you? you erase the paraphernalia of questions and crash up my mental maze. at the awaited confront, what will I say to thou? I travel moment to moment, wonder at which corner you might appear. until then…I sing your hymns or still to a silenced state. my journey might be a step away or maybe miles to go before […] - [ENQUIRY VERSUS SURRENDER: WHAT IS THE WAY?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enquiry-versus-surrender-way/): ENQUIRY & SURRENDER   NAMO RAMANA. In the Ramana way, there are two modes: either do the inquiry method to know and reach up to the self or to just plain surrender. Let us look at each of these in the light of Maharishi’s teachings and try to delve in detail on these modes. ENQUIRY: Verse 17, Updesa Saaram quotes, “ Manasam tu kim margane krite Naiva manasam marga arjvat” Meaning…. On inquiry as to what is the mind, we realize that there is nothing really called the mind. This is a direct path. This is the path of inquiry […] - [KARMA YOGA IN MODERN TIMES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/karma-yoga-modern-times/): KARMA YOGA IN MODERN TIMES “Yogaratova bhogaratovA saNgaratovA  saNgavihInaH | yasya brahmaNi ramate chitta nandati nandati nandatyeva || 19||”   which means…. “One may take delight in yoga or bhoga , may have attachment or detachment. But only he whose mind steadily delights in Brahman enjoys bliss, no one else.”   This 19th verse of the great work of Adi Shankaracharya, “bhaj govindam” is an epitome of the karma yogi’s path. whether the times are urban or ancient, the truth remains unaltered in its validity and replication. Yoga and bhoga are two flipsides of the same coin and a true […] - [ CHOOSING THE NOW, BEING IN IT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/choosing-the-now-being-in-it/): CHOOSING THE NOW, BEING IN IT If the realization that there is none other than today is even beginning to dawn on you…you can pat ur back to corraborate yourself that you are fairly intelligent and have managed to overcome the stupid notion of your immortality. Today is a chunk of the timeless Pandora box which is available to us…the rest are out of reach and inane… The mortal nature of our life in terms of our life can either engage us in the today’s with 100% involvement or seize us into a sorrow of the impermanent… What we choose […] - [THE ENCHANTMENT NAMED "BHAGWAN RAMANA MAHARISHI"](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-enchantment-named-bhagwan-ramana-maharishi/): THE ENCHANTMENT NAMED  “BHAGWAN RAMANA MAHARISHI”   The ship of detached observation comes to rest in the harbour of meditation and then whatever is perceived is just as it is. The distortions of conditioning become incapable to make a morph of the involuted images and an unbelievable replica of truth is who we become when the observation process has been sacredly adhered to. Limping words come to me from far away zones and aim at the description of phenomena that are incapable of record. This grace has made awe of me …it has ripped me of the I and left […] - [THE EVER CHANGING RIVER OF OUR LIFE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/914-2/): THE EVER CHANGING RIVER OF OUR LIFE.   The river of our own life is changing at a ferocious speed every moment.. something that held our one-pointed attention a while ago is now seen at the edge of a bygone time. It’s at the brink of the horizon behind us…waiting to disappear into a no man’s zone.. the one we loved now love someone else and even we have chosen new love. Nothing is awaiting our discovery and nothing is rejecting itself on us… we are just traveling with newer perceptions on different portals and the view keeps emerging in […] - [ENGAGING, IN ALL HONESTY, IS THE KEY.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/engaging-honesty-key/): ENGAGING, IN ALL HONESTY, IS THE KEY.   Engage more and more with the truth until You become IT… - [I LIVE IN THE NOW...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-live-in-the-now/): I  I LIVE IN THE NOW…. Today as I went for a sniff of morning air…a flower softly called out my name. as I bent down on my knees to embrace it, a voice from it emerged, “ I am beautiful only because I live in the now.” - [THE RESURRECTION TO LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-resurrection-to-love-2/): THE RESURRECTION TO LOVE. love had found me writhing in pain, I was a weakling bearing the rains. All my sores lay bare and naked and I, in a helpless state, not even able to acknowledge or empathize with my own suffering. Colours of my aura lay submerged under grief. a heavy cloud of gloom was playing havoc with my already failing heart… tears were less and the burdens of life ached my fragile shoulders. Just when life had begun to disappoint and the breath a burden to bear….you appeared at my timeline’s horizon..  just immediately, the pains numbed and […] - [LOVE’S LEGEND: THE TALES THAT SPAN TIMES.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/loves-legend-tales-span-times/): LOVE’S LEGEND: THE TALES THAT SPAN TIMES.     IT’S-A STORY THAT HAS BEEN TOLD MANY A TIMES AND YET REMAINS PARTIALLY UNDISCOVERED. MANY HAVE NARRATED IT IN THEIR OWN SIGNATURE STYLES AND MANY HAVE BEEN UNSUNG HEROES AT THE HANDS OF DESTINY’S CRUEL WAYS. SOMETIMES IT WAS AGE, SOMETIMES THE TIMES AND AT OTHERS, SOME OTHER REASONS THAT REALLY DID NOT MATTER, BUT LOVE SUCCUMBED TO INSULTS AND TRIALS THAT ALMOST EXTINGUISHED ITS EXISTENCE. HOWEVER IN ITS SOFT STRENGTH, IT ALWAYS MANAGED TO LIVE UP TO ITS GRACE AND BEAUTY. MANY DETESTED IT, FEARING THAT IT WOULD MAKE THEM […] - [WHAT MY HEART SINGS TO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/what-my-heart-sings-to/): What my heart sings to…..   These days are different from the ones gone by…magical indeed. The rhythm of my heart pulsates with love and the cells of my soul seem to brim with a wellspring of energy. When my eyes close, the pictures of beautiful blooming flowers of many colors, and the love-struck butterflies that hum around them appears. The flowers are innocently ignorant of their sweet essence and the butterflies insanely in love with them. There is no hurry to attach, or the mundane giving and receiving. There is only a sweetness that fills their being. How pure […] - [THE TRUE INSIGHT.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-true-insight/): THE TRUE INSIGHT.   OUR EYES ARE TRULY THE MIRRORS OF OUR SOUL AND THE BRIDGE BETWEEN THE REAL AND THE ILLUSORY. THE PORTALS OF LIGHT ARE RECEIVED BY THE EYES AND THUS THEY ARE ACTUALLY ENTRY PORTS TO KNOWLEDGE AND GRACE. True insight is being able to discover the riches within and to be able to unveil the mysteries of the vast universe. Sharpening our sight requires the credentials of humility and gratitude. Only then can we know what we are originally meant to.     - [THE SOLACE OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-solace-of-love/): The solace of love….   I sought peace in temples and churches, read books and went to saints. Friends and family tried guiding me often. On many occasions, I looked for answers in desolate graveyards and past life regressions. Studied in the classrooms of the learned and pined to hear the silences speak. It was as if no one had answers to give to my spirit that had been set on fire. It sought only the answer to why it was here. And what was its purpose to live? One single question and so many who seemed to know. The […] - [EASTER: THE RETURN FROM THE DEAD ](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/easter-return-dead/): Easter marks a significant day, not only for the Christians but for the sacredness within all of us. It is a day that has much to remind. And then extend these reminders to be used to modify thoughts and actions. Usually, death marks the end of the book of life and is a sad and grieving event. In the case of Christ, it was a blow to his disciples and a symbol of great betrayal of humanity. The mind of Judas had been corrupted by the Satan and that lead to the crucifixion of the Christ. And the merciless and […] - [THE PERFECT DATE....WITH ITS DILEMMAS AND BLESSINGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/perfect-date-dilemmas-blessings/): THE PERFECT DATE….WITH ITS DILEMMAS AND BLESSINGS You had come to meet me, in desolation…I watched you while you waited..crossing your fingers, biting your lips…the unkempt hair and the unbothered manner..there were wrinkles on your forehead and the eyes seemed weary of waiting. You loved and cursed simultaneously. ..a sight one could easily die for.. I returned home laced in this memory..the meeting had ended WELL….   - [THE PANGS OF KNOWLEDGE….](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pangs-of-knowledge/): THE PANGS OF KNOWLEDGE…. ONE MIGHT PRIDE HIMSELF MUCH AFTER THE ACQUISITION OF KNOWLEDGE AND SKILLS THAT HAVE BEEN OFFERED TO HIM ON THE PATH OF LIFE. THE ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND ACCOLADES WE OFTEN BOAST OF HAVE NOTHING FOR US TO TAKE CREDIT FOR. WE WERE MERELY MEANT TO LEARN AND KNOW BETTER THAN OTHERS SO THAT WE COULD BE OF SERVICE TO THEM. HOWEVER, BELIEVING THAT OUR HARD WORK AND INTELLIGENCE HAVE MADE US REACH A CERTAIN POSITION OR CALIBRE IS MERELY A MIRAGE THAT THE EGO CREATES. SEPARATENESS AND SUPERIORITY OVER OTHERS IS AN AGE OLD TACTIC THAT OUR […] - [The mutiny of karmic retribution....the bearing and erasing both.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mutiny-karmic-retribution-bearing-erasing/): The mutiny of karmic retribution.   Suddenly, one fine day, karmic pangs catch you off guard when one is rejoicing the pleasures and frolicking in the garden of life. Unaware, that destiny could strike with such cruelty; one is thrown off the ground one is standing on. In the seeping sores of one’s helplessness, one turns to all corners for help, support, answers or merely succor. And then, a deep realization of loneliness hits one further. The realizations that none, howsoever close or empowered can give one relief shatters all delusions of being supported .  all beliefs, concepts, moralities put […] - [THE MALADIES OF RELIGION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-maladies-of-religion/): THE MALADIES OF RELIGION. SINCE TIME WITHOUT BEGINNING, THE AILING HUMAN HEART HAS SOUGHT SOLACE AND GUIDANCE IN THE CRADLE OF RELIGION. RELIGION HAS PLAYED A PIVOTAL ROLE IN UPLIFTING THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE MASSES AND CREATING AWARENESS OF THE POTENTIAL OF HUMAN LIFE.TO MANY DAZED AND DISCONNECTED, IT HAS OFFERED A TRAIL TO FOLLOW AND BE CENTRED AND STRONG. THE AGE OLD SUFFERINGS OF BIRTH, SICKNESS, OLD AGE AND DEATH IMPLORE US TO SEEK REFUGE IN PROPHESIES AND RELIGIOUS DOCTRINES.BUT RELIGION IS ONLY A TODDLER STEP IN THE LADDER OF SPIRITUALITY. ONE MUST KNOW AND BE AWARE THAT THERE’S […] - [The magic of twin flames…..Meeting, parting and uniting forever](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/magic-twin-flames-meeting-parting-uniting-forever/): The magic of twin flames…..       Many of us know of soul mates. They are those souls that another one instantly identifies and connects to. There can be more than one soul mate in one lifetime. And one might even wonder how switching soul mates do not amount to infidelity. There is, however, another relation that far bypasses that the one between soul mates. Those are twin flames. Twin flames are two souls that meet in a lifetime to flower their individual spirituality into full fruition. Their relationship is not merely a romantic adventure but has a deep […] - [THE FALLING LEAF](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-falling-leaf/): THE FALLING LEAF The falling leaf Turns itself In a myriad ways To the flowing wind Before it Succumbs To the quiet Of the earth… - [THOUGHT AS OCCURENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thought-as-occurence/): THOUGHT AS OCCURRENCE Thought cannot touch occurrence. - [THE FLOWERS GREW ON ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flowers-grew-on-me/): THE FLOWERS GREW ON ME I sat and sat… While The flowers Grew on me. - [THE UNEXPRESSED IMMENSITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unexpressed-immensity/): THE UNEXPRESSED IMMENSITY My words return vanquished Again and again Like the tides return to the shore… Unable to express The immensity Of what has been beheld. - [THE SEARCH IS OVER.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-search-is-over/): THE SEARCH IS OVER The altering facies Ceases To stop identifying itself In the mirror… The search is over - [THE SHORT EXISTENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-short-existence/): THE SHORT EXISTENCE The precedence of blossoming; The sequaelae of thorning; In this short existence; The flower has known both. - [THE MELTING MOON](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-melting-moon/): THE MELTING MOON I alight Up the highest perch To drink From the melting moon. - [ONLY IS SO....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/only-is-so/): ONLY IS SO… While the night Awakens to itself. My friend is happy To see me drowning In the sweet slumber.  The small magic of friendship That has no anticipation Of being glorified. Only is SO. - [BACKSTABBED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/backstabbed/): BACKSTABBED   On being backstabbed, I bled out roses. - [IN BLENDING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-blending-2/): IN BLENDING In blending… one fails to remember each other’ s differences which were merely the projections of chattering minds and hearts not fully immersed to love. This blending happens as an occurrence at an appropriate perfect time and cannot be pushed to its manifestation. It is the sahej state of being and freedom and acceptance lie at its core. - [THE WHOLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-whole/): THE WHOLE A part of me was compassion; A part of me was intellect. The whole of me Had been emptied Of both. - [THE LAST SIGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-last-sight/): THE LAST SIGHT   The last sight Was Of her & Then….. LIBERATED. - [THE ENDLESS DOORWAYS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-endless-doorways/): THE ENDLESS DOORWAYS The endless doorways To bring one home. A muse indeed. - [THE VIRGIN SELF](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-virgin-self/): THE VIRGIN SELF The virgin self Is its own Revelation. - [THE EXHAUSTED LONGING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-exhausted-longing/): THE EXHAUSTED LONGING The Longing Exhausted ; Then Evaporated ME. - [THE REVERSAL OF COMFORT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-reversal-of-comfort/): THE REVERSAL OF COMFORT     THE REVERSAL OF COMFORT. - [THE THIRSTY EARTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-thirsty-earth/): THE THIRSTY EARTH   This earth needed healing. So, I sprinkled some light. - [A MORBID LIFE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-morbid-life/): A MORBID LIFE The last words of a drowning man: ” it was too short And morbid To be called a life…” - [THE TRICKY CAMOUFLAGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-tricky-camouflage/): THE TRICKY CAMOUFLAGE Our camouflage tricked the earth… It grew flowers on us. - [THE KABALLAH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-kaballah/): THE KABALLAH When all sapherots Of the Kaballah Open unto WITHIN. - [THE TAO OF THE SPIRAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-tao-of-the-spiral/): THE TAO OF THE SPIRAL The tao of the spiral Is that It can make one go up And come down Àll the same… - [THE VAPOURIZING THOUGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-vapourizing-thought/): THE VAPORIZING THOUGHT The vaporizing thought That I AM. - [THE REVERIE OF VACANT RECEPTION.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/reverie-vacant-reception/): THE REVERIE OF VACANT RECEPTION   The reverie Of Vacant reception. - [THE SWOONED SELF](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-swooned-self/): THE SWOONED SELF Flung open Without permission Or preparation… A swooned self That cares for no formalities Looks upon itself trembling….. Then falls back Unto its own. - [BEES FLOCKED .....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bees-flocked/): BEES FLOCKED ….. Bees flocked To this one Who had blossomed Into flower. - [IN BLENDING...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-blending/): IN BLENDING…   In blending… one fails to remember each other’ s differences which were merely the projections of chattering minds and hearts not fully immersed to love. This blending happens as an occurrence at an appropriate perfect time and cannot be pushed to its manifestation. It is the sahej state of being and freedom and acceptance lie at its core. - [THE EXTENDED WOMB](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-extended-womb/): THE EXTENDED WOMB Wombs extend to hold… even outside of themselves. - [THE APATHY OF DROUGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-apathy-of-drought/): THE APATHY OF DROUGHT The apathy Of Inner drought. - [THE GENIUS OF THE 'I '](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-genius-of-the-i/): THE GENIUS OF THE ‘I ‘ The interconnectedness Within the genius of The seeing “I”. - [THE IGNITED ME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ignited-me/): THE IGNITED ME Sometimes I ignite the light, Sometimes vice versa. - [THE MUTINY OF KALI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mutiny-of-kali/): THE MUTINY OF KALI The mutiny of KAALI Is her Dismembering compassion. - [SHAKTI: A PREJUDICE.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shakti-a-prejudice/): SHAKTI: A PREJUDICE. Shakti: A prejudice Even Shiva cannot deny. - [THE DISAPPEARING SIGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-disappearing-sight/): THE DISAPPEARING SIGHT When the watching Is intense, The sights disappear. - [I WALKED AWAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-walked-away/): I WALKED AWAY I Walked away From you In peace. - [TOGETHER YET APART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/together-yet-apart/): TOGETHER YET APART We emerged In Perfect Harmony & beauty. Together Yet Apart.   - [THE REBELLIOUS BLOSSOMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rebellious-blossoming/): THE REBELLIOUS BLOSSOMING My rebellious blossoming Ruptured Without the aid Of any Spring. - [YOU FINISHED ME.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-finished-me/): YOU FINISHED ME. You took away Even the memories Of us That I had strung tenderly Into a lovely pearl necklace. You finished me. - [THE RADIANT JEWELL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-radiant-jewell/): THE RADIANT JEWELL As I seep myself away To the unknown, The flower of the heart Blossoms Into a radiant Jewell. - [THE FROLICK OF COMMUNION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-frolick-of-communion/): THE FROLICK OF COMMUNION The frolick Of Communion… - [THE PENANCE OF SILENT WAITING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/penance-silent-waiting/): THE PENANCE OF SILENT WAITING The penance Of Silent waiting….. Moments pass As eons… You must be Almost Home!   - [THE UNSPOKEN ACROBATICS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unspoken-acrobatics/): THE UNSPOKEN ACROBATICS The unspoken Acrobatics Of Love… - [THE ANOINTED EARTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-anointed-earth/): THE ANOINTED EARTH The earth touched tenderly In a yearning For silent intimacy with you. You must have Anointed it … again… today. - [THE ENDLESS ILLUSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-endless-illusion/): THE ENDLESS ILLUSION The endless illusion Of threading Smoke… - [THE GRACE OF SOLITUDE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-grace-of-solitude/): THE GRACE OF SOLITUDE The grace Of Solitude. - [THE HIDDEN TEARS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-hidden-tears/): THE HIDDEN TEARS I hid my tears Behind The flowers you sent. - [THE DISTANT VOICE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-distant-voice/): THE DISTANT VOICE Thought I had died. Then heard your voice… - [THE SPACIOUSNESS OF WISDOM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spaciousness-of-wisdom/): THE SPACIOUSNESS OF WISDOM The spacious weightlessness Of hearty wisdom. - [AN ARRIVAL AT EMPTINESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-arrival-at-emptiness/): AN ARRIVAL AT EMPTINESS I Crossed the subtle realms To arrive At your emptiness. - [THE DOOR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-door/): THE DOOR The door opens INWARD. - [THE ILLUSION OF SEPARATENESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-illusion-of-separateness-2/): THE ILLUSION OF SEPARATENESS The illusion Of separatedness. - [UNBIASED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unbiased/): UNBIASED The art Of being Without a BIAS - [YOU LEFT MIDWAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-left-midway/): YOU LEFT MIDWAY As if The million sorrows Were not enough… U LEFT MIDWAY……. - [THE ARRIVAL OF SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-arrival-of-silence/): THE ARRIVAL OF SILENCE Burn every word to ash. Silence has arrived! - [TIMELESS IN TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/timeless-in-time/): TIMELESS IN TIME Timeless in Time. - [THE STARTLING REVELATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-startling-revelation/): THE STARTLING REVELATION The startling revelation Of the inner Luminosity… - [BLEEDING TO LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bleeding-to-love/): BLEEDING TO LOVE The heart finds solace In bleeding itself To love. - [THE EMPTIED CARACASSES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-emptied-caracasses/): THE EMPTIED CARCASSES When one allows The chest to be ripped apart To reveal the carcasses Of the past… Who said.. To be emptied Is easy?   - [THE FLOCKING FLOWERS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flocking-flowers/): THE FLOCKING FLOWERS When the flowers you pick Flock to embed you. - [THE FULLNESS OF MOTHERHOOD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fullness-of-motherhood/): THE FULLNESS OF MOTHERHOOD     The fullness of motherhood Exchanges notes With the innocence of childhood. - [ACROSS TRANSITIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/across-transitions/): ACROSS TRANSITIONS Across the transitions of the mind Love loves….. - [THE BURNING BUTTERFLY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-burning-butterfly/): THE BURNING BUTTERFLY Consumed by longing, There remained no choice Other than to Plunge and love…..   - [THE WITNESSING EYE( I )](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-witnessing-eye-i/): THE WITNESSING EYE( I ) The witnessing Eye. ( I ) - [THE CARAVAN OF THE GOLDEN TEAR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/caravan-golden-tear/): THE CARAVAN OF THE GOLDEN TEAR Distraught in its longing To kiss the cheek, The golden tear  Deserted the melancholy eye. It belonged to none of them. Only a frenzy of love Kept its journey on.   - [THE CLUMSINESS OF QUEST](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-clumsiness-of-quest/): THE CLUMSINESS OF QUEST Love hung its key At the peg of my heart And made it a forgotten memory. While I search outside It mocks from within At the clumsiness Of this quest. - [THE SUCCOR OF AMPUTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-succor-of-amputation/): THE SUCCOR OF AMPUTATION   The succor for an amputee is his invisible limb. - [THE SHAME OF SORROW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-shame-of-sorrow/): THE SHAME OF SORROW The shame of sorrow. - [THE VIRTUVIAN MAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-virtuvian-man/): THE VIRTUVIAN MAN The Vitruvian man must mate too. - [THE HALF AND HIS STORY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-half-and-his-story/): THE HALF AND HIS STORY The halved and his concealed story. - [THE FLIP FLOP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flip-flop/): THE FLIP FLOP The flip-flop and the time in between - [REDEEMED FROM FATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/redeemed-from-fate/): REDEEMED FROM FATE Redeemed from fate. - [THE GRACE OF THE EDGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-grace-of-the-edge/): THE GRACE OF THE EDGE The agile grace of being at the edge. - [THE EXCEPTED CANVAS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-excepted-canvas/): THE EXCEPTED CANVAS All except the canvas caught the splashes… - [THE FRAGILE ASSOCIATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fragile-association/): THE FRAGILE ASSOCIATION The fragility of Association…… - [SPRING FOLLOWS ALL WINTERS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/spring-follows-winters/): SPRING FOLLOWS ALL WINTERS When autumn comes, can spring be far behind? - [THE SINNER IN SOLACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sinner-in-solace/): THE SINNER IN SOLACE The sinner in solace. - [UNEXPECTED PLACES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unexpected-places/): UNEXPECTED PLACES Sometimes When it rains, Flowers come to bloom In unexpected places.. - [THE ONE....AS A MIRRORING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-one-as-a-mirroring/): THE ONE…AS A MIRRORING I & YOU mirror THE ONE. - [THE UNHEARD....THE UNKNOWN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unheard-the-unknown/): THE UNHEARD…THE UNKNOWN The unheard.. Yet Not Unknown. - [THE ACHE OF THE UNBORN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ache-of-the-unborn/): THE ACHE OF THE UNBORN The Womb Bears The ache Of the unborn. - [THE FIERY SPACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fiery-space/): THE FIERY SPACE The fiery space To hold In tandem The screeching universes. The silent blackholes… There is no rejection. - [THE DEFACED EGO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-defaced-ego/): THE DEFACED EGO When the blebs of grace Deface …and erase The beautified ego. - [THE REVERIE OF THE EXTENDED PALMS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/reverie-extended-palms/): THE REVERIE OF THE EXTENDED PALMS Extended palms….empty…….. ….they don’t wonder, who will come, who is to come…….. who will give…..what is to be received. - [THE TWISTED GROWTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-twisted-growth/): THE TWISTED GROWTH The twisted growth; Unaware of itself… Voracious In its seeking the light… - [THE FLOWERED HEART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flowered-heart/): THE FLOWERED HEART   The flowered heart Knows no shame. - [THE EVAPORATED THOUGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-evaporated-thought/): THE EVAPORATED THOUGHT The watching Of The evaporation of THOUGHT - [THE FROZEN FEET](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-frozen-feet/): THE FROZEN FEET You froze my feet When it sought your ground. - [THE CUTTING OF CHORDS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-cutting-of-chords/): The initiated journey To cut all cords. - [THE SHAME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-shame/): THE SHAME The shame Of not being enough - [THE CURATED GALAXY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-curated-galaxy/): THE CURATED GALAXY As if one was not enough… The curation of a galaxy… - [HOWSOEVER....HELD.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/howsoever-held/): HOWSOEVER…HELD. HOWSOEVER….HELD. - [THE AWARED DISSOLUTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-awared-dissolution/): THE AWARED DISSOLUTION Awareness To One’s Dissolution! - [THE ABANDONED NEOPHYTE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-abandoned-neophyte/): THE ABANDONED NEOPHYTE THE ABANDONED NEOPHYTE - [THE UNTAMED GROWTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-untamed-growth/): THE UNTAMED GROWTH Finally… You did Grow on me…. - [FORLORN....YET NESTED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/forlorn-yet-nested/): FORLORN…YET NESTED Forlorn.. Yet Got nested… - [THE TRANSCEDENCE OF TENDERNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-transcedence-of-tenderness/): THE TRANSCENDENCE OF TENDERNESS Transcend With tenderness - [THE OBLIVION OF SURRENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-oblivion-of-surrender/): THE OBLIVION OF SURRENDER Oblivious in its surrender An annhilated mind Overtaken by love… - [THE MUSE AND IT'S ENTICE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-muse-and-its-entice/): THE MUSE AND IT’S ENTICE   The gripping entice of the muse! - [A PUBLISHED POEM....INVINCIBLE MAGAZINE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/published-poem-invincible-magazine/): A PUBLISHED POEM…INVINCIBLE MAGAZINE   A published poem in INVINCIBLE magazine.. Lovely magazine that covers literary events, book reviews, author introductions and more .. Thank you, ajay. Your editorial team rocks. Thank u invincible publishers. - [THE SHEER ECSTACY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sheer-ecstacy/): THE SHEER ECSTACY   The bearing Of Sheer ecstasy… - [THE REBELLIOUS FLOWER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rebellious-flower-2/): THE REBELLIOUS FLOWER   A blooming flower Often incites awe and admiration For its blissful and aware presence In the vast gamut of this fiery existence. It prods us to beauty and grace Emanating its peaceful fragrance and color. Who knows of what lies within? The backdrop of its story; Where it battled with fate. Destiny had planned its demise Much before it came. It must gulp this pang And transcend this impending death While still alive. A colossal Of life and death This is the story of THE REBELLIOUS FLOWER. - [AN UNSHED TEAR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-unshed-tear/): AN UNSHED TEAR The unshed tear.. Will not Let u go far… - [THE FORBIDDEN APPLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-forbidden-apple/): THE FORBIDDEN APPLE The forbidden apple Became Adam’s Fate - [SOMETIMES...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sometimes/): SOMETIMES.. Sometimes The flower held me back… Sometimes The thorns. - [THE UNTAMED STEP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-untamed-step/): THE UNTAMED STEP The dance arises Out of its own Bliss. No audience Rules the untamed step… - [SMILING EYES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/smiling-eyes/): SMILING EYES The smile of these eyes Remains unfaded In the face of Diversity of it’s witnessing. - [A LONG PAUSE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-long-pause/): A LONG PAUSE The longest pause Happened Between my departure And your arrival. - [KUNDALINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kundalini/): KUNDALINI The uncoiling serpent From the nidus Of the yoni. - [ALL HERE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/all-here/): ALL HERE The universes And it’s gods Birthing Prevailing And Demising HERE…   - [EDIFICE OF BORROWED SHAME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/edifice-borrowed-shame/): EDIFICE OF BORROWED SHAME The Edifice Of Borrowed Shame. - [A SILENT DELIBERATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-silent-deliberation/): A SILENT DELIBERATION The deliberation Of “Who am i?” - [IN ALCHEMY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-alchemy/): IN ALCHEMY   In alchemy.. As one.. - [THE FADING FORMS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fading-forms/): THE FADING FORMS The fading forms Of Nothingness… - [ENSHRINED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enshrined/): ENSHRINED Enshrined In And As The Light. - [HER MAAYA...HER LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/her-maaya-her-love/): HER MAAYA…HER LOVE She could be you, Could be not. And yet she will be everything You have ever been or known. The maaya Of her being and nonbeing Is the substratum Of all universes. - [IN OUR LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/in-our-love/): IN OUR LOVE In your longing.. In my consent.. In our love… - [A PROMISE...KEPT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-promise-kept/): A PROMISE…KEPT I promised I’d come tonight… - [THE PREVAILING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-prevailing/): THE PREVAILING   There was somewhere and nowhere Both to go to… I prevailed here. - [THE SWEET WHISPERINGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sweet-whisperings/): THE SWEET WHISPERINGS Those winter mornings, When I tugged you closer For the sweet whisperings… - [THE BELOVED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-beloved/): THE BELOVED Indeed.. Beauty clings To the beloved. - [SIMPLY SO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/simply-so/): SIMPLY SO Simply so……… - [THE HARD CRUSTED SAMSARA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hard-crusted-samsara/): THE HARD CRUSTED SAMSARA Beware Of becoming The hard crusted samsara To which you seem to belong. - [AN INEVITABLE LIFE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-inevitable-life/): AN INEVITABLE LIFE Even the dead Must play. That’s how inevitable Is this life. - [THE DANCING GODDESSES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dancing-goddesses-2/): THE DANCING GODDESSES   This Earth is yet not dead… Breathing itself Through these dancing goddesses… - [LAJJA: A WOMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lajja-a-woman/): LAJJA: A WOMAN Lajja.. Draped in Devotion. - [THE BURSTING GIGGLES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bursting-giggles/): THE BURSTING GIGGLES The bursting giggles At Being kissed - [PERFECT TIMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/perfect-timing/): PERFECT TIMING   Indeed, It was time… To bless myself.   - [BARELY SURVIVED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/barely-survived/): BARELY SURVIVED I Barely Survived Life. - [SWEET SURRENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sweet-surrender/): SWEET SURRENDER When the icebergs of fate Finally reach you… Will u lie low for Them to mutate you Into stardust…. The sweet surrender Of being taken over…. Without conditions. Without questions asked… Without even the awareness Of being taken over. Just so. - [SWEET COMPANIONSHIP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sweet-companionship/): SWEET COMPANIONSHIP A matchless blessing To have the sweet companionship For gazing into nothingness….   - [SWEET SEDUCTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sweet-seduction/): SWEET SEDUCTION The sweet seduction Of race. - [UN EARTHLY LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/un-earthly-love/): UN EARTHLY LOVE When archaengels Fall in Love with earthly mermaids… The heavens must descend To kiss the earth. - [HELD CLOSE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/held-close/): HELD CLOSE As I await For the intended dew drop To stun my parched mouth… You hold me close, Watching over and loving me. - [NAMASKARAM: A POSTURE OF REVERENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/namaskaram-posture-reverence/): NAMASKARAM: A POSTURE OF REVERENCE Namaskaram. The posture of reverence … To the other As the self. - [THE ADVAITIC DISDAIN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-advaitic-disdain/): THE ADVAITIC DISDAIN   The Advaitic disdain Of All being invain.. - [THE SEXY HOMOSAPIEN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sexy-homosapien/): THE SEXY HOMOSAPIEN The Sexy Homosapien… - [SIMPLE JOY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/simple-joy/): SIMPLE JOY The Simple joy Of togetherness. - [THE CONCEALED REVELATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-concealed-revelation/): THE CONCEALED REVELATION The revelation Of the concealed blossoming; Only to the chosen few…. - [TRANSMUTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/transmutation/): TRANSMUTATION Mortal ones Transmuting To beings of eternal life. - [THE BEAUTY NAP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-beauty-nap/): THE BEAUTY NAP When the shell got ruptured As I arose lazily From the sweetness Of a long beauty sleep. - [THE UNDIVIDED SELF](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-undivided-self/): THE UNDIVIDED SELF The undivided Self… In presence… In silence…. - [THE HOLY TRANSMUTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-holy-transmutation/): THE HOLY TRANSMUTATION The creeping frog Ambitions the holy kiss Transmuting him To the noble prince…. - [THE ATTITUDE OF GRATITUDE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-attitude-of-gratitude/): THE ATTITUDE OF GRATITUDE This head Does not raise itself From it’s attitude of gratitude. - [THE SWINGING KUNDALINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-swinging-kundalini/): THE SWINGING KUNDALINI The varda And abhaya mudras Of the swirling Kundalini.. - [I'D DO ANYTHING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/id-do-anything/): I’D DO ANYTHING I’d do Anything To be in love.. Yet, again. - [THE POSSESSIVE SKY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-possessive-sky/): THE POSSESSIVE SKY When my nakedness bends down To touch the earth below me, Your possessive sky Becomes my skin. - [THE TAO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-tao-2/): THE TAO The tao Of the wedded galaxies. - [THE UNAWARE IGNITION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unaware-ignition/): THE UNAWARE IGNITION Ignited… Unaware… Of whose flame it Kindles. - [A PREDICAMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-predicament/): A PREDICAMENT The predicament Of Being fire and water All in this moment - [FRAGILITY OF PRESENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/fragility-of-presence/): FRAGILITY OF PRESENCE The fragility Of being Present Without a premise…. - [MAKE YOUR RAIN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/make-your-rain/): MAKE YOUR RAIN Make your rain When the Clouds dry up. - [FLOCK AWAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/flock-away/): FLOCK AWAY The witnessing Of all that’s not the self, Flock away. - [THE VIRGIN KISS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-virgin-kiss/): THE VIRGIN KISS   This Earth Was what my feet had blessed The first time we kissed. - [THE UNWITNESSED BLOSSOMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unwitnessed-blossoming/): THE UN WITNESSED BLOSSOMING Sssshh…… Don’t tell them.. U witnessed my blooming. - [FEELING....A BIT TOO MUCH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/feeling-bit-much/): FEELING….A BIT TOO MUCH   In an unfeeling world, I found myself Feeling a bit too much. - [THE CLINGING ENVELOPE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-clinging-envelope/): THE CLINGING ENVELOPE You sent me Flowers and butterflies too… I slept clinging To your fragranced envelope…. - [ART: THE FRENZY OF DISPLAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/art-frenzy-display/): ART: THE FRENZY OF DISPLAY Art Is The frenzied display Of naked beauty…. - [THE GOLDEN FATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-golden-fate/): THE GOLDEN FATE When the Simmering gold Of the honey bee’ s labor Became my golden fate. - [A YOU TO DIE FOR...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-you-to-die-for/): A YOU TO DIE FOR…   I simply knew For sure… “There would be a you To die for” - [THE HARD CRUSTED SAMSAARA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hard-crusted-samsaara/): THE HARD CRUSTED SAMSAARA Beware Of becoming The hard crusted samsara To which you seem to belong. - [THE DANCING GODDESSES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dancing-goddesses/): THE DANCING GODDESSES This Earth is yet not dead… Breathing itself Through these dancing goddesses… - [THE MEDITATOR'S ATTITUDE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-meditators-attitude/): THE MEDITATOR’S ATTITUDE The meditator’ s Attitude Is only to empty himself. - [THE APOSTLE OF GRACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-apostle-of-grace/): THE APOSTLE OF GRACE In the apostle of Grace… I meditate on thee.. And then….” thou art me”.. I come to know… - [THE SHADOWS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-shadows/): THE SHADOWS When a part of you Gets lost To the lurking shadows Of gloomy pasts… - [THE CHOICELESS COMPASSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-choiceless-compassion/): THE CHOICE LESS COMPASSION The Choicelessness Of Inevitable Compassion… - [THE ZEN LIKE WITNESSING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/zen-like-witnessing/): THE ZEN LIKE WITNESSING Alternating Between The frenzy of motion And the void of stillness, The zen like witnessing… - [CHANDRAJEEWAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/chandrajeewan/): CHANDRAJEEWAN Chandrajeewan Through the antiquity of time; Alternating on fullness and void; The moon passes on.. Unfazed by it’s own disillusion. It rises and sinks…frolicking on the Faraway horizons. So is this life; Dancing like dew drops On the stage curated by Maya.. Recoiling unto emptiness; Then Enlarging into voluptuousness… The yin and yang Of prakriti and purusha Sambhog In the ambit of being To rise and fall As sampoorna and shunya. To mimic The CHANDRAJEEWAN Inspired by album chandrajeewan: sounds of Isha. Thank you Sadhguru. - [SHULI...THE BLOSSOMED ONE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shuli-blossomed-one/): SHULI…THE BLOSSOMED ONE     Shuli… The blossomed one She greets the day By adorning herself As “Earth dropped” all night… She is humility incarnate. A brief life; Yet a fragrant one.. She shys from the sun Brooding on her abandonment by him. She blossoms quietly And fragrances the night. Parijaat as is her other name.. She embodies The sweet sorrow Of IMPERMANENCE. A short blossoming; An exotic erotica Of the morbid and thimble life… Shuli…the blossomed one. - [THE KUTUHAL ( CURIOSITY)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-kutuhal-curiosity/): THE KUTUHAL ( CURIOSITY) Is kutuhal ( curiosity) Ki tum hi wahaj ( cause) Aur tum hi daatri( fullfillment). Jaala do( ash me) Ya Rama do.( include me) Jaisa chaho….( as u wish)   - [THE HIDDEN GOD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-hidden-god/): THE HIDDEN GOD The inevitability of being unknown to the pangs of devotion… How long can GOD remain hidden from such innocence? - [PORTALS TO THE BEYOND](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/portals-to-the-beyond/): PORTALS TO THE BEYOND The third eye.. The yoni… Portals to the beyond. - [THE INSTIGATED EROTICA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-instigated-erotica/): THE INSTIGATED EROTICA The blanch of your bodily musk Has left me in ache.. Undo this instigation To my own erotica. - [THE BEND OF HUMILITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bend-of-humility/): THE BEND OF HUMILITY Sometimes the light Is not a mere mirage… Only one needs to bend in humility To receive it. - [THE DISCOVERY BEYOND PERCEPTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/discovery-beyond-perception/): THE DISCOVERY BEYOND PERCEPTION Slit open With blooded fingers.. The revelation of universes Singing to my ecstatic being. A discovery beyond perception And definitely beyond words…. - [WOMBED UNTO THE ROOTS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/wombed-unto-roots/): WOMBED UNTO THE ROOTS I wombed into the roots While the tempests blew up My tree….. - [THE HEAP OF CARA CASES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/heap-cara-cases/): THE HEAP OF CARA CASES The heap Of carcasses That haunt the mind… We would be so much lighter without these burdens…. Let go. - [THE STAMMERING HEART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-stammering-heart/): THE STAMMERING HEART A shackled heart Does not beat. Only Stammers To life… - [NO SHIVA WITHOUT SHAKTI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/no-shiva-without-shakti/): NO SHIVA WITHOUT SHAKTI In her denial Is her caliber To consume his passion. He loves Only because she is his. No Shiva Without Shakti. - [THE LEFT BEHIND WORLD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/left-behind-world/): THE LEFT BEHIND WORLD From where can I move away From the altar of you? You are the penchant of my blessings, Shambho! We drink from each other’s eyes Let the world be left behind… - [THE ANDROGYNE: DIVINITY OF FUSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/androgyne-divinity-fusion/): THE ANDROGYNE: DIVINITY OF FUSION The androgyne: divinity of fusion. The mendicant Whose detachment Does not let the attention Move away from the self. His umbrella does not deny The demented and the dead. Aghoric and ash-smeared, He has no lineage to boast of. The 112 gateways to moksha As offered in the vigyaanbhairava tantra All collapse unto his seamless void. Snakes coiled around his neelkantha, The crescent moon at his jata, In Nandi as eternal awaiting, Consciousness itself incarnated into form… Adiyogi, Adiguru, Shiva Shambho Mahadeva. Hibiscus in her flowing mane, The eyelashes like a mriga( deer), Her gait […] - [THE SILENT REBELLION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silent-rebellion/): THE SILENT REBELLION My rebellion To this unkind world Is the owning Of my tenderness and love. - [THE ONLOOKING VACANCY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-onlooking-vacancy/): THE ONLOOKING VACANCY The onlooking Which Has lost its perverted sight… Only belongs to It’s vacancy. - [THE GLUTTONY OF BLISS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-gluttony-of-bliss/): THE GLUTTONY OF BLISS The gluttony That knows no shame Because being it Is being bliss. - [THE PAIN OF SEPARATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pain-of-separation/): THE PAIN OF SEPARATION With this shringaar Of kumkum Dripping from your forehead, Where the third eye Is so blissfully intoxicated With the amrita of nectarian bliss, You are goddess infinite. The crescent moon Is at the mercy of adorning Your mane of plenty And the sleeky fingers Adapting themselves Into divine mudras Are a sight to behold. The devas pine to Birth in human forms To suckle at your full bosom To nourish them to immortality; Shiva himself must Lie at your feet To transmute him from the unmoving corpse( shava) To Shiva himself. The slenderness of this waist… […] - [THE SANE MIRROR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sane-mirror/): THE SANE MIRROR The refrain from judgement, Keeps the mirror sane. - [THE RETURN TO THE WOMB](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-return-to-the-womb/): THE RETURN TO THE WOMB Returning back To the womb Again and again… - [COMPASSION IS BEING IT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/compassion-is-being-it/): COMPASSION IS BEING IT Compassion Is Being It. - [THE RECALL OF TENDERNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-recall-of-tenderness/): THE RECALL OF TENDERNESS The recall Of your tenderness And my Being it…. - [THE BLEEDING HEART](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bleeding-heart/): THE BLEEDING HEART   Did i Bleed My Own Heart? - [KAALI:THE THUNDER OF COMPASSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalithe-thunder-compassion/): KAALI: THE THUNDER OF COMPASSION   I lay lazing In the mirth of samsara, Blinded by illusion, desire and fate. You shone like lightning Ripped me of identity, ego, and pride. I screamed… it hurt. I cursed under my breath. You rumbled in aggression And snatched my ground. I was scared and lonely; It was only you at sight. All worlds of familiarity Had been snatched. Every idea fractured. I limped to you Prostate at my knees. Begged for my life. A drop of elixir From the split open sky At my tongue tip… The elixir made me new. I […] - [SRI CHAKRA ILLUMINATIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sri-chakra-illuminations/): SRI CHAKRA ILLUMINATIONS   While Shiva and shakti ( at the 2 ends) bless and facilitate the awakening of the kundalini( the coiled serpent in the center.. ME); the DASAMAHAVIDYAS( the 10 swaroopas of Devi come and celebrate this divine occurrence. In the center as the kundalini is the divine mother, LALITATRIPURASUNDARI as the bindu in the SHREE CHAKRA along with her 108 goddesses in the 9 avarnahas. 43 triangles, 8 petals, 16 petals… one can cross through them to merge in an intoxicating bliss in her at the bindu. It is a time of rejoicing and letting go of […] - [THE ALCHEMIST](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-alchemist/): THE ALCHEMIST The Alchemist Of wound And bloom. - [THE BORROWED SHAME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-borrowed-shame/): THE BORROWED SHAME The borrowed shame Of Loving Without conditions… A stigma  For the mind. An honor For the heart. - [THE CLEAVAGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-cleavage/): THE CLEAVAGE   THE CLEAVAGE. At twilight And a walk by the sea, I come to abide in the self. There is silence and agony Both in eruption All at once. The urge to belong And the nomadic spirit Claim themselves All at once. The paranoia of loss And the celebration of freedom All at once. To be everything and nothing All at once As the witnessed and witnesser Both are one The lips curve up slowly At The mirage of the CLEAVAGE. - [A HALTED TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-halted-time/): A HALTED TIME The relics Of Halted time. - [BARED TO BONE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bared-to-bone/): BARED TO BONE Who knew Love would Bare me To bone… - [THE ILLUSION OF THE SHACKLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-illusion-of-the-shackle/): THE ILLUSION OF THE SHACKLE The illusion Of the shackle Keeps it ALIVE. - [THE HEART CONSUMMATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-heart-consummation/): THE HEART CONSUMMATION In our heart Is Where We consummate. - [THE RARE BLACK ROSE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/rare-black-rose/): THE RARE BLACK ROSE The rare black rose Of love Blossoms amidst The raging fire Of Heartache. - [WE ARE ONE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/we-are-one/): WE ARE ONE   We are all one And there can be No better way To know this… “Through my silent eyes Burst forth The aches of many….” - [THE CHRIST OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-christ-of-love/): THE CHRIST OF LOVE   Ah… These piercing arrows Erupt this blood into A lava of gold And make of me A Christ of love. - [BANDITS OF FATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bandits-of-fate/): BANDITS OF FATE Bandits Of Fate. - [ENTANGLED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/entangled/): ENTANGLED Entangled In Identity. - [SHADOW PLAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shadow-play/): SHADOW PLAY Shadow play Of Desire. - [VOLUPTUOUS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/voluptuous/): VOLUPTUOUS   A Voluptuous Blossoming… - [A BLOOMED SCAR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-bloomed-scar/): A BLOOMED SCAR Flowers bloomed At The heart scar. - [SHADOW & FORM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shadow-form/): SHADOW & FORM When You are Shadow and form Both. - [THE ENQUIRY OF CHAOS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-enquiry-of-chaos/): THE INQUIRY OF CHAOS Find out. ” To whom Is the chaos?” - [THE SPILL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-spill/): THE SPILL Quenched, Nourished, The spill takes care of it all… - [THE MIND REFLECTIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mind-reflections/): THE MIND REFLECTIONS Aghast At The Reflections Of the mind… - [EMBODIED LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/embodied-love/): EMBODIED LOVE The caricature Of Embodied Love. - [A LIFETIME SMOOCH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-lifetime-smooch/): A LIFETIME SMOOCH The smooch That Lasted a lifetime.. - [NON DUALITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/non-duality/): NON DUALITY The approximation That embodies Non duality. - [INTIMACY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/intimacy/): INTIMACY The Intimacy Of Light beings. - [DON'T LET GO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/dont-let-go/): DON’T LET GO   Don’t let me go… Even if I tell you to. - [BE HURT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-hurt/): BE HURT Be hurt…. Even if the world Can’t take it. - [THE FRAGILE TENDERNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fragile-tenderness/): THE FRAGILE TENDERNESS The fragile tenderness Of the dancing ballerina… - [THE SWINDLING KUNDALINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-swindling-kundalini/): THE SWINDLING KUNDALINI The Swindling Kundalini. - [THE VIRTUVIAN MAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-virtuvian-man-2/): THE VIRTUVIAN MAN The vitruvian man In Cunnilingus. - [THE MIDAS TOUCH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-midas-touch/): THE MIDAS TOUCH The Midas touch Had Initiated my darkness To turn to gold. - [AWAITING....MYSELF](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/awaiting-myself/): AWAITING….MYSELF Awaiting… Myself. - [THE GRANDEUR](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-grandeur/): THE GRANDEUR   The Grandeur Of Being THE SELF…. - [THE HALVED MAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-halved-man/): THE HALVED MAN   The halved man Seeks completion In his shadow.. - [BLOODY JESTER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bloody-jester/): BLOODY JESTER The Bloody Jester.. - [TURN AWAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/turn-away/): TURN AWAY When I turn away From you… To make you pine deeper… - [THE GOLDEN STARDUST](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-golden-stardust/): THE GOLDEN STARDUST   The golden stardust In the open palms… What can I give That I have not received.. - [UNASHAMED HOLINESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unashamed-holiness/): UNASHAMED HOLINESS The holiness of the lingam Emerged from the sanctified yoni. Their parable of love Brought this Earth to life… The shame of their being one Is what needs the shedding. - [WHEN IT HAPPENS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/when-it-happens/): WHEN IT HAPPENS You will know it.. When It happens. - [SODOMIZED BY LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sodomized-by-love/): SODOMIZED BY LOVE The sodomy Of your love … Ah…so bewitchingly beautiful. - [AS HER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/as-her/): AS HER At her feet.. In her heart.. As HER. - [THE ENTWINED RAPTURE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-entwined-rapture/): THE ENTWINED RAPTURE Entwined In Rapture… - [THE BLEEDING ERASURE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bleeding-erasure/): THE BLEEDING ERASURE Sometimes…. Erasure Bleeds. - [WEEPING DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/weeping-devotion/): WEEPING DEVOTION She weeps When fed With our devotion….. - [ATTUNED TO SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/attuned-to-silence/): ATTUNED TO SILENCE   Attuned To Silence. - [MUDRA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mudra/): MUDRA The mudra Of Non duality. - [Test Post 2 on Website](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/test-post-2-on-website/): Test Post 2 on Website Test Post 2 on Website Test Post 2 on Website Test Post 2 on Website - [Test Post on Website](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/test-post-on-website/): This is just an test post to see the connection on FB sharing - [UNSOUGHT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unsought/): UNSOUGHT Sought.. She hides. Surrenders… She appears. - [TRUE MEDITATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/true-meditation/): TRUE MEDITATION   When The meditator Begins To evaporate… True meditation occurs. - [A MELANCHOLY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-melancholy/): A MELANCHOLY The melancholy Of Being many And one… All at once.. - [THE DYING SCREAM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-dying-scream/): THE DYING SCREAM The screams Of All dying ones Within me….. - [AN INTERIM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-interim/): AN INTERIM The Interim Of An Orgasm. - [THE JOY NEVER LEAVES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-joy-never-leaves/): THE JOY NEVER LEAVES Absurd looking, Raw and broken, Misinffered, Agressed, Insulted, Put to shame… And yet… The joy never leaves… - [ENTICED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enticed/): ENTICED Enticed By NOTHING… - [THE SILLY SERIOUSNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-silly-seriousness/): THE SILLY SERIOUSNESS Aghast At Your silly seriousness.. - [THE COITUS OF IDENTITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-coitus-of-identity/): THE COITUS OF IDENTITY The Coitus Of Identity Culminates in the Orgasm of non duality. - [THE POUT OF GRACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-pout-of-grace/): THE POUT OF GRACE The pout Of Grace. - [THE REMORSE OF EVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-remorse-of-eve/): THE REMORSE OF EVE Did Eve Remorse The sinned apple? - [RAINBOWS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/rainbows/): RAINBOWS Just sitting With the empty bowl… Rainbows pour themselves in. - [THE SCREAM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-scream/): THE SCREAM The Scream Of Solitude. - [A LONG LEAP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-long-leap/): A LONG LEAP The leap From The edge of time. - [THE BIGGEST PRAYER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-biggest-prayer/): THE BIGGEST PRAYER At the altar The kneeling is Itself the Biggest prayer…. - [NON DUAL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/non-dual/): NON DUAL NON DUAL - [THE EMPTY CLASP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-empty-clasp/): THE EMPTY CLASP The clasp That Contains nothingness. Emptied of itself What else is there to do ? - [HUGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hugs/): HUGS Hugs Have No exceptions.   - [ENTITLED......SILENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/entitled-silent/): ENTITLED……SILENT Entitled Silent. Image : The play of pixels. - [A PROXIMITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-proximity/): A PROXIMITY The nervousness Of Our proximity - [THE FREE FALL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-free-fall-2/): THE FREE FALL The free fall Of a NOBODY. - [THE KISS OF PRAKRITI'S FEET](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-kiss-of-prakritis-feet/): THE KISS OF PRAKRITI’S FEET The earth splits open Into a million blossoming flowers When kissed by Prakriti’ s Alta laden feet. Shree Matre Namah. - [TINY MEETS TENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tiny-meets-tender/): TINY MEETS TENDER Tiny Meets Tender. - [A FACELESS LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-faceless-love/): A FACELESS LOVE Love occurs best Between The faceless ones… - [INEVITABILITY OF LETTING GO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/inevitability-of-letting-go/): INEVITABILITY OF LETTING GO The inevitability Of Letting go. A meticulous And spontaneous occurrence. - [THE ANATOMY OF MELANCHOLY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-anatomy-of-melancholy/): THE ANATOMY OF MELANCHOLY The anatomy Of Melancholy. Art: Pablo Picasso - [THE MISPLACED CONSOLATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-misplaced-consolation/): THE MISPLACED CONSOLATION The misplaced Consolation Of being Your’s. - [THE FINAL LOSS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-final-loss/): THE FINAL LOSS You Lost me For The last time. - [AN UNHOLY BLOSSOMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-unholy-blossoming/): AN UNHOLY BLOSSOMING There’s got to be something Unholy In the womb of every righteousness. It is exactly there Where wild flowers bloom. - [FOLLOW MY ACHE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/follow-my-ache/): FOLLOW MY ACHE When in doubt… Follow the ache. Hitting rock bottom Is vital to the revelations. They erupt from  The crevice of pain. I need not succor From the scalds of this longing That brings me face to face With who I am. There will always be joy and pleasure To delude me from The transience of this lifetime. I bow to them too, Taking pride in my lusts. But pain remains my deeper owning And in it’s skews is hidden my freedom From the desiring to be free. I come and go Many many lifetimes And yet I […] - [FUN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/fun/): FUN When all you ever do Is have fun. - [A STILL MOMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-still-moment/): A STILL MOMENT In the still moment, I arise to Kiss myself . - [THE MID NIGHT CONVERSATIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mid-night-conversations/): THE MID NIGHT CONVERSATIONS The mid nights Of unspoken Revelations… - [A SHACKLE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-shackle/): A SHACKLE The Shackle of identity. - [I'D RATHER WAIT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/id-rather-wait/): I’D RATHER WAIT I’d Rather Wait. - [A SELF CLAIMED FATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-self-claimed-fate/): A SELF CLAIMED FATE They told me ” It’s not in your fate” So.. I set out And painted them there. Never believe them… - [THE SHARED CELEBRATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-shared-celebration/): THE SHARED CELEBRATION This shared celebration Of Our oneness. - [THE GOLDEN PHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-golden-phi/): THE GOLDEN PHI Fibonacchis Of Bliss Inspire a vision Of singularity. - [THE REBIRTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rebirth/): THE REBIRTH In my surrender In your love We birth Again. - [THE DISILLUSION OF LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-disillusion-of-love/): THE DISILLUSION OF LOVE At the threshold of Nirvana… Love disillusioned me. - [THE MIRRORED WONDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mirrored-wonder/): THE MIRRORED WONDER When The wonder Is the same At both ends… - [THE COMFORT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-comfort/): THE COMFORT The comfort Of not Going anywhere - [THE FRAGRANCE WITHIN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fragrance-within/): THE FRAGRANCE WITHIN Tranced From The fragrance WITHIN.. - [KUNDALINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kundalini-2/): KUNDALINI The swindling kundalini To the Anahata. - [ONENESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/oneness/): ONENESS Skin instilling Separateness. Hearts instilling Oneness. - [SERENDIPITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/serendipity/): SERENDIPITY The serendipity Of the feet Is the Simultaneity of their Rising and falling. - [WE BLOOM FLOWERS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/we-bloom-flowers/): WE BLOOM FLOWERS We bloomed flowers To Drink From the rain. - [THE BIRD OF FREEDOM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bird-of-freedom/): THE BIRD OF FREEDOM Despite the amputations, The amputee is ever free. Inspite of no wings, The bird of freedom soars. - [YIN & YANG](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/yin-yang/): YIN & YANG The yin and yang Yearn in longing To be percieved AS ONE. - [PERISHING KINDNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/perishing-kindness/): PERISHING KINDNESS Sometimes butterflies also catch fire, To ashame this world’s frenzy. Their death is a reminder Of perishing kindness here. - [THE FALLACY OF ROWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fallacy-of-rowing/): THE FALLACY OF ROWING The fallacy of rowing When one is simply HELD. - [AGHAST...AT DISCOVERY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/aghast-at-discovery/): AGHAST…AT DISCOVERY Aghast At My own discovery. - [THE UNHEIRED PASSION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-unheired-passion/): THE UNHEIRED PASSION No heir to my passion. It belongs to the universe!. - [SCOPE FOR KINDNESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/scope-for-kindness/): SCOPE FOR KINDNESS There is always a scope For kindness.   - [WHILE I WEPT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/while-i-wept/): WHILE I WEPT While i wept…. I was being blessed. - [UNCONTAINED BLISS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/uncontained-bliss/): UNCONTAINED BLISS The uncontained bliss Of pure being. - [THE SURVIVING REFLECTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-surviving-reflection/): THE SURVIVING REFLECTION With as many cracks as this, The reflections still Survived. - [BLISS: A REALITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bliss-a-reality/): BLISS: A REALITY Without the mind.. Bliss is a an existential reality. - [THE FATAL GRASP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fatal-grasp/): THE FATAL GRASP In its grasping Is its fatality.. - [AN APPEALING PARADOX](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-appealing-paradox/): AN APPEALING PARADOX Many days i battle our intensity, Many days our transience. An appealing paradox That cannot be refused any which ways…. - [INNOCENT DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/innocent-devotion/): INNOCENT DEVOTION   The inevitability of being unknown to the pangs of devotion… How long can GOD remain hidden from such innocence? - [AN ETERNAL MOMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-eternal-moment/): AN ETERNAL MOMENT The eternity Of being a Complete moment. - [THE INEVITABLE MOMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-inevitable-moment/): THE INEVITABLE MOMENT The vulnerability Of The inevitable moment. - [KEEP IT FLOWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/keep-it-flowing/): KEEP IT FLOWING There always Will be someone Drinking From this cup… Keep it flowing. Surprise them - [Cause No Harm: A complete spiritual practice](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/cause-no-harm-a-complte-spiritual-practice/): Image credits: Google Amongst the buzzing aggression of worldly disorder, spiritual teachers and well-meaning communities and organizations, philanthropic and kind individuals, it can get very very confusing to choose a path that one can walk with ease and with diligence. The more complex, alluring, profitable and expensive the paths offered to us, the more enchanted we are with taking them up. Their flashy look inspires the ego to make another proclamation of having taken up something so magical, powerful and manifesting. After a while of walking.. unfortunately, the void of the practice may reveal itself and in return our shallow […] - [God looks after everything- Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/god-looks-after-everything-bhagwan-ramana-maharishi/): “God looks after everything” – Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi, Talk 377 The corollary of this marvellous statement by Shree Bhagwan can be experienced by each one of us on many occasions in our lifetime. In the darkest hours of life, in the most unexpected ways and forms, Grace enables us to live and forbear the tribulations of our life if we can have the deepest faith in the Guru/God/self. Illogical and stupid as it may sound to most who have treaded only on the path of effort and believe in the doership ( karta bhav) to enable everything for them, it […] - [Nest yourself from Negative energies](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/12018-2/): Nest yourself from Negative energies   Do you seem to be feeling haunted by deep scarring in your womb? Do you experience black shadows trying to demean and scare you, intentions of hurt, threat or danger without any real reasons? Do you feel vulnerable and emotionally fragile? Do you feel powerless and unstable, fearful of people and places? Many women in the urban world go through these symptoms. disconnected with their womb and its natural cycles, it is quite imminent that though women are heading important positions in every sector of society, they are still victims of many kinds of […] - [SUMIRAU: THE ETERNAL REMEMBERANCE OF SHREE HANUMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sumirau-the-eternal-rememberance-of-shree-hanuman/): SUMIRAU: THE ETERNAL REMEMBERANCE OF SHREE HANUMAN HANUMAN CHAALISA DOHA “Buddhiheen Tanu Janike Sumirau Pavan Kumar, Bal Buddhi Vidya Dehu Mohi Harau Kalesh Vikar II” The word, “sumirau” in the Awadhi language has a very sweet connotation to it. Try speaking it a few times as this introductory Doha of HANUMAN CHALISA and you will feel the sweet nectar of devotion simmer through your veins. It reminds us of Lord Hanuman’s constant remembrance of Shree Ram and his own ego completely surrendered to his beloved Lord. He embodies perfectly how a saadhak can reach God/self through his unbroken laya of […] - [Gift Yourself A Cervical Awakening With Yoni Eggs](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/gift-yourself-a-cervical-awakening-with-yoni-eggs/): Gift Yourself A Cervical Awakening With Yoni Eggs   Image credit: https://down-the-rabbith0le.tumblr.com/post/127996800470 ” To awaken is to ponder…To awaken is to know!” The gift of awakening to one’s pleasure and sensuality is to be reborn, freed from the conditioned mindsets of perfect archetypes and to allow self-love and self-acceptance at the highest level. Most women remain unaware, uninformed and unawakened to their cervical zone of potential and creativity. In the mundane monotony of the urban world, where women have clearly forgotten to connect deeply with their yoni, there is no reason to doubt the miseries and mutiny of the mind […] - [TANTRA: ART,SCIENCE & MYSTICISM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tantra-artscience-mysticism/): TANTRA: ART, SCIENCE & MYSTICISM Image: Pineterst Often explained differently by each one, Tantra remains a hidden mystery undisclosed to the mind alone. The intuitive insight is the qualified asset needed to experience it at its heart. The various transitions across perceptions, traditions, and techniques make TANTRA one of the most unique worlds of experience and consciousness. “Tantra” means the weaving of the fabric of life. Misunderstood as a Sex tool, A Mantra magic, Yantra tools, Rituals, Traditions, Theologies, and more…The heart of TANTRA is to REMAIN AS IT IS. deeply engaged with the moment and yet free of its […] - [BODY SHAME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/body-shame/): BODY SHAME Many of us are afflicted and even terrified by how we look to others.. Women most often are more heavily impacted by approval mindsets always demeaning themselves for being too fat, too thin, too this or that. Our patriarchal societies focussed on women being some role models are the reason that we suffer from these paranoias. The body is a beautiful and graceful instrument and is not to be reprimanded for its natural curves, blebs and textures. It simply is a gift until we are alive and kicking. No amount of shame is worthy to bring us any […] - [QUICK TO JUDGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/quick-to-judge/): QUICK TO JUDGE In the instant coffee kicks and the virtual life prodigy, we have become hyperminded intellectual monsters of some kind. Prey to our minds, we have stopped feeling and perceiving because the mind is ever too dominant and unfortunately biased and judgemental. To the mind, everything is a cause..a trigger to which it responds to. Responses in thought, action and words. Quick wit is a skillset and a pride exhibition of our egoes. We can see beyond what’s transmitted and think it’s some kind of an art to boast about. That’s why the minute a sight, an experience, […] - [I SEE BUT I DON'T FEEL (Poem)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-see-but-i-dont-feel-poem/): I SEE BUT I DON’T FEEL (Poem) Image: Diana Halden (facebook public domain) Across the windowpane I watch the days pass by. The day and the nights Of rain, sun and moon. In my short lifespan, I seem to know more and more. But I forgot to feel and sense the perceptions of life and love. Had I not invited this upon me That I remain as a neutral observer? So now I only keep seeing Until my eyes become heavy and close… - [The Mauna of the Bindu](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mauna-of-the-bindu/): The Mauna of the Bindu Image source: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/152981718575128139/ The Bindu of the Shree Chakra is not merely a locatable point of the Shree Yantra but is the endpoint of all sadhana. Until the seeker reaches the Bindu consciousness, the Maya of Devi’s form eludes him and keeps him trapped in the repetitive quest of discovery. She eludes him, woos him, and keeps him latched to her through the erotica of devotion. At the maturity of sadhana, the Maaya concedes to the devotion and surrender of the saadhak and finally liberates him from his duality consciousness of the worshipper. The trinity […] - [THE CELEBRATION OF TANTRA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-celebration-of-tantra/): THE CELEBRATION OF TANTRA ” But…what is happiness except for the simple harmony between a man and the life he leads?” -Albert Camus ART CREDITS: africanart (https://in.pinterest.com/pin/759630662151574704/) The mundane nature of everyday life and the worries, fears and patterns of the mind continuously keep us chained in the expectation of a holier and more apt arrival of the celebration of our own beingness in life. we await some magic to happen sometime somewhere in the future while the magic is right here, this moment unfolding itself every moment. we are unaware and unconscious and hence we cannot relish it. We […] - [MANONMANI: THE TRANSCENDENT CONSCIOUSNESS VERSE 53 LALITASAHASRANAMA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/manonmani-the-transcendent-consciousness-verse-53-lalitasahasranama/): MANONMANI: THE TRANSCENDENT CONSCIOUSNESS ( VERSE 53 LALITASAHASRANAMA) “Sarva yantratmika sarva tantrarupa manonmani” -VERSE 53 LALITASAHASRANAMA IMAGE CREDITS: JOHN V. WILD (https://www.flickr.com/photos/89186038@N05/11298681205, https://in.pinterest.com/pin/323555554485630234/) MANONMANI refers to the state of the transcendent conscious state of the void/ shunyata where the mind has sunk into the heart and the Kundalini is in the sushmana ( centre). This yoga posture called “unmani” is the point where the yogi loses his identification as the mind-body and remains as the pure nirvikar and formless conscious reality of truth. This is the perfect state of Yoga wherein there is absolute calm and peace and the highest […] - [Mansa Puja to Devi](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mansa-puja-to-devi/): Mansa Puja to Devi Image source:https://in.pinterest.com/pin/795377984176564612/ There are many rituals, traditions, and upcharaas to Devi, and her Aishwarayam can be exalted through these procedures. Like other deities, She can be worshipped using the 5,6,16,64 & 72 upcharaas. Through the offerings of naivedyam, deepam, gandham, aaratikyam, dhoopam, pushpam, mudras, and hymns to her anointing her with silken fabric and glorious jewelry and shringara, the devotee can find his satiety in doing his worship to her. As music cannot be made just by stringing some notes together…the true pooja cannot happen without the bhava of samarpan and bhakti. Like a plastic flower […] - [Lalitasahasranama Series Name 380](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-series-name-380/): Lalitasahasranama Series Name 380 Art: Rajeshwar Nyanpalli BE AT THE BINDU OF THE SELF: THIS IS HER ANUGRAHA AND ALSO HER ARUL FOR US THIS NAVRATRI AND FOR ALL ETERNITY. Her various forms represent our various identities and the Bindu is the nirvikar nirakar formless self that she wants to lovingly nudge us towards. “Bindu Mandal Vasini” Name 380 Lalitasahasranama Meaning: She who lives in the dot in the center of the Sri Chakra. The empress Goddess Shree Lalitatripurasundari is the presiding deity of the Sri Yantra and accompanied by a group of other Goddesses carries the blueprint of all […] - [GURU: THE MATRU BINDU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/guru-the-matru-bindu/): GURU: THE MATRU BINDU Image Designing: Drpallavikwatra.com The Bindu of the Shree Chakra is the cosmic single point from which everything emanates and then eventually dissolves into. At this point, everything becomes ONE. This point where there is the death of the experiencer as a person who is separate from his experiences dissolves leading to Nonduality consciousness. This marks the inner sambhogha of the paradoxes merging into singular consciousness awareness. This Bindu consciousness of nonduality is the flowering of lifetimes of sadhana which blossoms by the final grace of the Guru. There is nowhere to go and nothing to do […] - [Lalitasahasranama Series Verse 183](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-series-verse-183/): Lalitasahasranama Series Verse 183 Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/85498092916336563/ SHREE SHIVA SHAKTIYEKA RUPINI LALITAMBIKA: LALITASAHASRANAMA NAME 999;VERSE 183 This second last verse from the Lalitasahasranama is a wonderful and apt description of Devi. SHRI SHIVA: One who is identical to Shiva! SHAKITYEKA ROOPINI: One who is the unity of Shiva & Shakti. Thus… The Divine Mother is a culmination of both Shiva & Shakti and her gender is not merely feminine. She is beyond gender and forms. She is the eternal consciousness principle that is nondual and the SELF alone. MAHASHIVRATRI LOVE & BLESSINGS! may all know the SHREE state of Devi which […] - [Reiki Energized Shree Yantras](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/reiki-energized-shree-yantras/): Reiki Energized Shree Yantras Energy determines everything in our life, its direction, its experience, and its transcendence too. When we change our energy, we change our thoughts, experiences, and perceptions of life. REIKI is a universal energy principle that is benevolent and compassionate in its signature quite like Divine Mother. When we live our lives with the grace and in the shade of our mother, our lives are abundant, happy, healthy, and also make way towards our final liberation/mukti. To enable the blessings of Divine mother to reach more and more of us, these small-size Shree yantras have been introduced. […] - [Lalitashasranama Meditation Verse Dhyana Shloka](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitashasranama-meditation-verse-dhyana-shloka/): Lalitashasranama Meditation Verse Dhyana Shloka Image credits: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/642396334337414412/ “Om sinduraruna vigraham trinayanam manikya mauli sphurat taranayaka sekharam smita mukhim apina vaksoruham panibhyam alipurna ratna casakam raktotpalam bibhratim saumyam ratna ghatastha rakta caranam dhyayet param ambikam!” Meaning: O Mother Ambika, I meditate on Your resplendent red form with three sacred eyes, wearing a sparkling crown jewel and the crescent moon and displaying a sweet smile, with Your large breasts brimming with motherly love holding in each hand jewel-studded vessels decked with red lotus flowers which are encircled by bees. and with Your red lotus feet resting on a golden jar filled […] - [AMBUBACHI: CELEBRATING THE BLEEDING GODDESS KAMAKHYA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ambubachi-celebrating-the-bleeding-goddess-kamakhya/): AMBUBACHI: CELEBRATING THE BLEEDING GODDESS KAMAKHYA IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/556405728967081740/   The sacred menstural festival of Ambubachi is celebrated at Kamakhya temple, Assam, India, It’s hard to clear your path through the clamouring swarms at the regularly quiet Kamakhya sanctuary in Assam during Ambubachi Mela. MAA’s energy is wild and intense, and She is alive in the unmistakable energy that heartbeats through the crowds of Her lovers assembled outside Her sanctuary. Pretty much every square inch of the grounds is covered with dark red-clad enthusiasts who sing, serenade, contemplate and yell their dedication to the Divine Mother, situating themselves right external […] - [Lalitasahasranama Series Verse 668](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-series-verse-668/): Lalitasahasranama Series Verse 668 Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/50243352080336289/ NIRDWAITHA DWAITHA VARJITHA : LALITASAHASRANAMA NAME 667&668 NIRDWAITHA: She who is without the sense of duality DWAITHA VARJITHA: She who is beyond duality “ADWAITHA” is the state of nonduality. It is the blossomed flower of lifetimes of purushartha and sadhana attained by the enlightened one. In this state… there is only ONE! Not an intellectual episode that the mind can grasp and hold on to…the consciousnessness of Advaita is an occurrence that happens as a pinnacle of grace alone. Ungoverned, unnoticed, and seemingly mundane… just like the blossomed flower continues to emanate its fragrance […] - [IGNORANT DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ignorant-devotion/): IGNORANT DEVOTION IMAGE CREDITS: HINDUCOSMOS I lack the etiquette of devotion, And am ignorant in intellectual grasping. I cannot chant your hymns in perfection And offer not the naivedyams. Sometimes I even forget to remember you When I am angry, disgusted and disappointed. I do not prostrate at your feet daily, Neither do I know the nyasas and mudras. My slumber is deep and my buddhi unevolved, My stoburness and ego are primal in nature. In my ignorance, I forget the attitude of gratitude And also default in the discipline of saadhna. But they tell me you are very benevolent, […] - [AWAKENING: THE CONTINOUS OCCURANCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/awakening-the-continous-occurance/): Image: Adyashanti.org Awakening: The continuous occurrence If we have any ideas of arriving anytime in the future at any goal/ aim/ endpoint of nirvana/ mukti/ liberation, we may be in the biggest illusion of our own ego. The ego has goals and strategies to achievements and possessions. It believes in conquering forts and planting its success flags there. But life has its own momentum and way and pace. It’s a continuous flow that is in constant flux. Never static, each moment is an opportunity for the occurrence of samadhi. So give up nirvana goals and come to flow in the […] - [VERSE 91 LALITASHASRANAMA TATVASANA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/verse-91-lalitashasranama-tatvasana/): VERSE 91 LALITASHASRANAMA TATVASANA Image credits: Art by rajeshwar Nyallpalli https://in.pinterest.com/pin/213709944805591530/ “Tatvasana: Whose seat is constituted of the Cosmic Elements (the thirty-six Tattvas).” “Resplendent, perfect, enjoying great happiness because He rests in his own Self, abundantly provided with willpower, consciousness and instruments of action, full of limitless Shaktis, free of all dualistic thought-constructs, pure, peaceful, free from appearance and disappearance, it is in Him, Paramashiva, the supreme tattva, that the world of 36 principles appears. – Abhinav Gupta of Kashmir Shaivism “TATTVA” which essentially means the essential reality finds its expression through these 36 means. A tattva is that which, […] - [Lalitasahasranama Seies verse162](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-seies-verse162/): Lalitasahasranama Seies verse162 Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/804174077212901515/ “ANTAR MUKHA SAMARADHYA…BAHIR MUKHA SUDURLABHA” :VERSE 162 LALITASAHASRANAMA This verse from Lalitasahasranama is a pointer towards inspiring the saadhak to elevate himself from the external ritualistic practice towards the inner dhyana (meditation)and constant Simran ( remembrance) of the Shakti consciousness as one’s own self. Caught in the trap of the external ritualistic practices and seeking her through mere conditioned learning from shastras and kriyas, one can easily forget the bhava behind the whole endeavor. This verse reminds us that the Goddess is accessible to the one who remains focussed within and retains his attention on […] - [Lalitasahasranama Series Name 219](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-series-name-219/): Lalitasahasranama Series Name 219 Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/393502086196248486/ MAHABHOGHA: NAME 219 LALITASAHASRANAMA Mahabhogha: The enjoyer of great pleasures. Devi’s grace enables one to enable the attainment of all worldly pleasures along with spiritual advancement. She encourages us to engage in pleasure as she is herself the amrita of nectarine pleasure that drips into the one who has become her empty vessel. when one has curated himself through sadhana and qualified to become the empty lute through which she can sing herself, there is no denial of any pleasures this life can offer. As the saadhak is now rid of doership, he can […] - [Thirugnana Sambandhar: The curation of A Poet By Divine Mother's grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thirugnana-sambandhar-the-curation-of-a-poet-by-divine-mothers-grace/): Thirugnana Sambandhar: The curation of A PoetBy Divine Mother’s grace Art credits: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/53480314312083649/ The story of Tamil Nayannar saint, Sambandhar is a valuable reminder of how the arul (grace) of THE DIVINE MOTHER can make a poet-saint out of a small child. Sambandhar was born to parents, Sivapada Hridyar and his wife, Bhagvathiar who were devout to Lord Shiva. One day when they went to a temple with their son and left the child at the banks of the temple tank, he began to wail. Lord Shiva and Parvati appeared to the weeping child who was fondled and suckled at […] - [Lalitashasranama Series verse 177](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitashasranama-series-verse-177/): Lalitashasranama Series verse 177 March 21, 2021. “Baala Leela Vinodini” Verse 177 Lalitasahasranama. The joyful presence of Bala, the 9 year old form of Lalitatripurasundari is a bubbling reservoir of bounty and innocent grace. She is ever flowing with perennial wellsprings of joyful laughter and her innocence is always enchanting us towards her. Unmistakable in its purity and beauty, she cannot be ignored and inspires us to never give up the child in us. Through the fusion of play and leela, she continously fills us with the inspiration to return to the spontaneity and innocence of our childhood and always […] - [BINDU ADVAITA OF SHREE VIDYA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bindu-advaita-of-shree-vidya/): BINDU ADVAITA OF SHREE VIDYA Image Credits: ART: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/4503668366875477/ The ego is the embryo from which the bheda of duality emerges. Until the ego is annihilated by Devi’s grace, the saadhak remains chained in the “triputibheda” which is the difference of perception of the knower, act of knowing, and the known. Sadhana and grace bring one to the slow fading of the ego which then finds it impossible to differentiate between these 3 and arrives at the amalgamation point/Bindu of true Advaita. Lalitatripurasundari as she is called is the BINDU ADVAITA of all perceptive experience and she is the one […] - [VERSE 32 LALITASHASRANAMA KARANGULI NAKHATHPANNA NARAYANA DASHAKRUTHIH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/verse-32-lalitashasranama-karanguli-nakhathpanna-narayana-dashakruthih/): VERSE 32 LALITASHASRANAMA KARANGULI NAKHATHPANNA NARAYANA DASHAKRUTHIH Image credits: Wikipedia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dashavatara#/media/File:Dasavatar,_19th_century.jpg “Karanguli nakhotpanna narayana dashakrutih Mahapashupatastragni nirdagdhasura sainika” Who out of Her fingernails recreated all the Ten Incarnations of Vishnu to destroy the Asuras slain by Him in His incarnations.” There are 10 Avtaraas of Vishnu, commonly called the DASAVTARAS. They are the following: Image source: Wikipedia/Raja ravi verma https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dashavatara#/media/File:Vishnu_Surrounded_by_his_Avatars.jpg Matsya – fish (Paleozoic era). This avatar appeared to king Manu to break his pride and support the world as its horn as a fish when the world is threatened by floods and fires. Manu ties the boat carrying all […] - [LEARNING TO LOVE DEVI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/learning-to-love-devi/): LEARNING TO LOVE DEVI They asked me, ” Are you initiated into Sri Vidya?” They asked me, ” Do you have visions of Devi?” They asked me,” What saadhnaas have you done?” They asked me, ” What is your experience with Devi saadhnaas?” They asked me, ” Have you read the scriptures?” They asked me, ” can you teach us? Can you initiate us into mantras?” And many more .. I smiled and said… “She is the knowing, known and knower all herself- Drig Drishya Viveka” No one teaches us to love our mother. No one can initiate you to […] - [LALITASAHASRANAMA NAME 392 SRIKANDRTHA SHARIRINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-name-392-srikandrtha-sharirini/): LALITASAHASRANAMA NAME 392 SRIKANDRTHA SHARIRINI “Om srikanthardha saririnyai namah” Who possesses half of the body of Srikantha (Shiva). To Her who is in the form of Ardhanarisvara (half-female, half-male God). The Divine Mother, Lalitambika is the fused conscious principle of SHIVA-SHAKTI. Undivided and whole, the sadhak who disciplines himself in the reverence of the Divine Mother is sure to transcend the identifications of the body and its gender. Also in the progression, she will reveal him face to face with his own composite and complete wholesomeness. He will have no bias towards anything as he will become the culmination of […] - [Lalitashasranama Series Verse 55](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitashasranama-series-verse-55/): Lalitashasranama Series Verse 55 VERSE 55 LALITASAHASRANAMA “Mahabhoga mahaishvarya mahavirya mahabala Mahabuddhih mahasiddhih mahayogishvareshvari” Mahabhoga: Who is the great enjoyer. Mahaisvarya: Who possesses supreme lordliness. Mahavirya: Who is supreme in valour. Mahabala: Who is supreme in strength. Mahabuddhih: Who is supreme in wisdom. Mahasiddihih: Who is endowed with the highest of attainments (siddhi). Mahayogishvareshvari: Who is the object of worship for all ART CREDITS: Amol Pawar https://in.pinterest.com/pin/119697302585934353/ - [THE ART OF SHARING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-art-of-sharing/): THE ART OF SHARING IMAGE CREDITS: https://twitter.com/artidesai555 CORONA TOOLS FOR TRANSFORMATION: THE ART OF SHARING   This image speaks many words and is a powerful reminder to continue to offer ourselves in any possible ways through sharing & caring. The 12 ants have arranged themselves in groups as they delicately balance themselves to sip on the water drop that is common to them. They do it with a disciplined delight and know fully well that each is responsible. It’s time humans wake up to this shared responsibility to use earth’s natural resources which we have selfishly massacred for individual profit. […] - [The healing power of Mahamrityunjaya Mantra](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-healing-power-of-mahamrityunjaya-mantra/): The healing power of Mahamrityunjaya Mantra Image credits: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/8866530505821351/ Mahamrityunjaya or Moksha mantra of Lord Shiva is a powerful weapon to fight the coronavirus epidemic. Instead of wallowing in the misery and fears of impending death/suffering and also to assist complete healing and freedom from pain, untimely death, suffering, and fears in the event of active disease, this Mahamantra, and its sacred vibrations can be your lifeboat as you tide through the stormy seas of this samsara.   MANTRA LYRICS & MEANING:   “ॐ त्र्य॑म्बकं यजामहे सु॒गन्धिं॑ पुष्टि॒वर्ध॑नम् । उर्वारुकमिव बन्ध॑नान् मृ॒त्योर्मुक्षीय॒ मा ऽमृता॑त् ।   oṃ tryambakaṃ yajāmahe sugandhiṃ […] - [Lalitashasranama Series Verse 68](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitashasranama-series-verse-68/): Lalitashasranama Series Verse 68 Image: Pineterest Verse 68 Lalitasahasranama “Shruti simanta sinduri krutapadabja dhulika” The dust of whose feet are borne on their head by the Shruti Devatas (Vedas personified as Goddesses), who prostrate before Her and thereby color Her feet with the vermilion marks on their foreheads. - [ARDHANAREESHWARA BINDU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ardhanareeshwara-bindu/): ARDHANAREESHWARA BINDU Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/302585668692017784/ “BINDU” as we know is a single point and in its nascent presence, lies unfolded the mystic secret of all universes. Think of it and your mind cannot ever grasp it and the words never be able to narrate it. beyond all duality and thought, The Bindu in each of us is the SELF that exists in its formless autonomy as THE ONE. in this state, there cannot exist two. But the journey to the Atma Bindu traverses through many phases and probably lifetimes of the pursuit of arrival. Sadhana and preparation can take us leaps […] - [BINDU OF SHREE CHAKRA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bindu-of-shree-chakra/): BINDU OF SHREE CHAKRA Image: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/49961877105416954/ VERSE 178 LALITASHASRANAMA “Bindutarpana santushta: Who is pleased with libations offered to the Bindu (the central dot in the Shri chakra).” ~ Para-Trisika-Vivarana ~ “Heart or Hrdayam is the centre of Bhairava. It is the place of repose of the Lord. The Heart is the very consciousness of Anuttara (Highest Reality); it is its most interior place of repose, the very centre of consciousness. If we take the universe as a body, it would be its very Heart, i.e.., the very essence of the universe which in other words, is a mass of sound […] - [WHY KUNDALINI SHAKTI IS INDISPENSABLE TO ALL?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/why-kundalini-shakti-is-indispensable-to-all/): WHY KUNDALINI SHAKTI IS INDISPENSABLE TO ALL? IMAGE SOURCE: https://archivalinkgallery.com/collections/stella-guillen/products/kundalini-rising-by-stella-strzyzowska From time immemorial, The Shakti principle has intrigued, inspired, blessed and enlightened almost all men from various spiritual disciplines and lineages. Whether it is the yogis, the jnanis, the kaulas or the bhaktas….The pinnacle of supreme moksha has to remain unattained without her grace and blessings. The intelligent ones have offered her due credits, respect and sadhana and have known that their path to freedom has to travel through her and cannot be bypassed anyway. This article is only a speculative tool to decode what she means to many kinds […] - [Arunachala: You make me the King](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/arunachala-you-make-me-the-king/): Arunachala: You make me the King Stunned in thought, Silenced in word, Scorched of karma, Snatched of free will, Singed of desire, Yet.. your sight makes one the king! Oh, Arunachala! - [Love me through life...Love me through death](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/love-me-through-life-love-me-through-death/): Love me through life…Love me through death! We were never unknown.. We are never apart.. That’s how close we have been Right from the start.. What width can be of the intimacy of bodies? What lust cannot procure.. You and I have discovered In our sweet and secret lore… Do me this little favour.. Kiss me before I die. I’ll become immortal If u don’t look back and cry… - [A humble offering](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-humble-offering/): A humble offering Reiki: A journey of love magic and miracles. We all know of the potential miracles that happened around many saints in the lives of the suffering people who visited them. just by being touched by these pure souls or by being in their presence.. the agony of human life was diminished. Reiki or the universal life force is the primal source from which everything arises and is a very compassionate motherly energy of pure love and light. my own journey with Reiki began in the year 2010 when suddenly my active medical career and family life were […] - [You owe it to me!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-owe-it-to-me/): You owe it to me! Without my rejoicing river of plenty.. Where would u set sail your boats.. You owe it to me! Image source: Facebook - [Father & I](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/father-i/): Father & I I come and sit on the same bench Where we used to sit together for years. The glimpses of a gone time flashes by.. You would often talk about your worries for me.. Then bring out a box of grains Scattering them on the ground beside us. Soon a bunch of chirping birds and squirrels Would join us in all fervor. As the sunshine shone upon us, You pointed out names and types of flowers and birds Then subtly and surely giving me life lessons in between. We laughed and cried alternatively At the beauty and pain […] - [Unapologetically yourself](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unapologetically-yourself/): Unapologetically yourself If there is one single thing We all would love doing If there is one single thing We all have been dreaming If there is one single thing We would be best performing If there is one single thing We would never be tiring If there is one single thing We could not be borrowing If there is one single thing We better stop hunting If there is one single thing That’s worth all the waiting… If there is one single way of being…. I would be unapologetically myself!   - [SANKALPA: A SILENT POWER OF MANIFESTATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sankalpa-a-silent-power-of-manifestation/): SANKALPA: A SILENT POWER OF MANIFESTATION   The world ” sankalpam” means an intention of being with one’s highest truth. It is a powerful tool for cleansing, aligning and bringing to reality a desire from the deep layers of one’s subconsciousness. In ancient days, our rishis and Yogis did tapas with the will of pure sankalpams. This used them to manifest the greatest truth of existence subtly and surely. With the power of their tapas and Dharana ( one of the important tenets of Yoga), they enriched the world with beauty and purity. Almost all world traditions and psychology studies […] - [THE SUFI WAY TO LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sufi-way-to-love/): THE SUFI WAY TO LOVE The Sufis decipher, perceive and practise the tradition of Mohabbat ( Love/ prem) with their Khuda ( higher consciousness/ God). Their love is without the tarnished mind and hence lacks judgement and discrimination. The earthly plane of love which has all emotions of lust, attraction, approval and angst is a lower rung in the ladder of a stepping evolutionary journey but it has an immense possibility seed of awakening within it. In this earthly and humane dimension also, the meditative practice of love can be honed beautifully. (Ishq majadi). As the heart opens to love […] - [RELAX, BREATHE & LET GO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/relax-breathe-let-go/): RELAX, BREATHE & LET GO In your busy schedule, packed with multitasking activities, and as you rush towards goals and checklists of works to be done, stress seeps in inevitably. The pressure of performance and perfection insists one to be ” in the doing mode”. Without the pause of “just being” at least a few minutes at least in a day, we might be turning ourselves towards a breakdown. Recharging little every day by relaxing, breathing and letting go of all feelings of yesterday is a rejuvenating practice. Meditation, breath awareness, yoga Nidra, listening to music or simply sitting silent […] - [DO YOU HAVE LAUGHTER IN YOUR LIFE?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/do-you-have-laughter-in-your-life/): DO YOU HAVE LAUGHTER IN YOUR LIFE? Amidst the steadfast chases of life and it’s heightening demands of achievement, success and perfection…pause and see if you still have room for hearty laughter to make this life worthwhile. It’s very easy to slip into the demands of a mundane achieving oriented life and allow monotony to take over. Do you and your spouse still pass some sweet grins at each other while sipping tea? Do you still recollect old memories of fun things you did together and silly jokes that make the atmosphere light and life lighter? Most of all, does […] - [ANESTHESIA: THE ART OF SAVING LIVES & HEALING PAIN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/anesthesia-the-art-of-saving-lives-healing-pain/): ANESTHESIA: THE ART OF SAVING LIVES & HEALING PAIN Anaesthesia and its evolution as a speciality branch is a gift to mankind. Without anaesthesia, the process of safe and pain-free surgery could not ever have been able to benefit humans to heal from many kinds of disease conditions. The possibility of healing pain and becoming an instrument to render such service has been a blessing for me in this lifetime. For two decades, I have worked in the speciality and found purpose and meaning in life by making myself God’s tool to serve this way. It has indeed been a […] - [HOW CUDDLES CAN HELP US HEAL?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/how-cuddles-can-help-us-heal/): HOW CUDDLES CAN HELP US HEAL? Since so many people have devised so many ways of healing.. I wanted to share mine too! Have you ever felt an amazing spike of love and joy in your system on being tightly cuddled. Suddenly everything in you lights up with this gesture of pure love. Touch has miraculous and subtle potential to heal and light up the spirits of an angry/ agitated/ depressed friend. Jaddu ki jhappi..as quoted in Munna bhai Mbbs, it truly is the magic pill for instant pull up from feelings of lack of love and feelings of demotivation […] - [LIVING IN TODAY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/living-in-today/): LIVING IN TODAY If you have the courage and resilience To witness in powerless silence That the seasons change.. Relics wither. People die… Safety and security fail… Love fades… And yet continue to breathe, live and love….. You will know nirvana In the garb of this perishing body And amidst the desert of a melancholy impermanence, You will become a tender little blossomed flower That lives only in today! - [IT TAKES LITTLE TO BE KIND](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/it-takes-little-to-be-kind/): IT TAKES LITTLE TO BE KIND It take little to be kind… The purpose of Facebook and other such human engagements is only to inspire each other and not use the medium for releasing our ego farts, hatred and hyper knowledgeable bull shit. Open minded conversations and mindful and purposeful exchange is what could serve all of us better than simply diarrheating our demons here. Make this world kinder a place for all of us to exist in harmony. And if you can’t ..better keep your mouth shut ( For God’s sake). We never can know implications of our words […] - [HARSH: THE JOY WITHIN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/harsh-the-joy-within/): HARSH: THE JOY WITHIN   Harsh is the jubiliated state of being alive and in love with the self. It has no dependence on external factors/ gratifications/pleasures and is also not veiled by the sufferings of the mind body ego complex. It bursts forth like an effulgent spring from the depths of one’s inner being and is causeless, effortless and characterless. Whatever we do in our life, whoever we become or whom so ever and how so ever our situations and circumstances, if one is in close intimacy with one’s self, there will be an experience of this HARSH in […] - [GODDESS DURGA & SIKHISM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/goddess-durga-sikhism/): GODDESS DURGA & SIKHISM Fascinating that Goddess Durga discovers reference and is respected by the Sikh religion as much as she is venerated for her quality, effortlessness and boldness in the Hindu customs. Much as we would scarcely envision, however, the Sikh customs additionally offer due regard and motivations from the Divine female. The Dasam Granth (Gurmukhi: ਦਸਮ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ, lit. “the Book of the Tenth Guru”), likewise called the Dasven Pādśāh kā Graṅth, (Gurmukhi: ਦਸਮ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ), is a blessed book in Sikhism with organizations ascribed to Guru Gobind Singh. It is a dubious strict book viewed as the second sacred […] - [THE AWAKENED HUMAN IS TRANSGENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-awakened-human-is-transgender/): THE AWAKENED HUMAN IS TRANSGENDER Do you carry strong impressions and beliefs in your system about the ideal male or female archetype? And subconsciously keep judging yourself and others based on these deep conditioning? It would be a welcome change to wake up from such limited identities and see yourself as pure consciousness alone. Shiva and Shakti are mistaken for some gender perfectionist principles but they are essentially the polarities of the conscious principle itself. Our true tattva is atattva and the void from which our manifested realities of gender etc emerge. We are the awakened transgender…an ancient tribe of […] - [BE THE GOD THAT YOU SEEK](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-the-god-that-you-seek/): BE THE GOD THAT YOU SEEK Be the God you seek. Mercy is the attribute of the heroes and the brave. It is simple and realistic to lash out, intend to hurt, destroy or pelt ones anger in response to someone attacking us. Reason and mental conditioning justify the assault once we are convinced we are being vindicated and ridiculed. But there is deeper than this..if you can survive in the compulsory pause of watching. In that pause, when ones internal suffering ceases to remain as a personal tragedy, one can rise to the beauty and grace of pure compassion. […] - [ROSE ON FIRE(POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/rose-on-firepoem/): Rose On Fire The earth nourished it The rain flourished it. Grace pouted it’s bud And then a fragrance it sweetly emanated… All who passed it were gripped by its beauty, All who experienced it were blessed by its mercy. And then one day, there was a forest fire. It had no choice to flee or retire. At the first kiss of the flame, it shuddered. At its next touch, it gently fluttered. Soon the embrace of the flame was complete. The rose was in surrender and in silence replete. There was no shout for help There was nothing to […] - [POEM: THERE HAD TO COME A TIME...](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/poem-there-had-to-come-a-time/): There had to come a time… There had to come a time When all that one had learnt needed to be forgotten. There had to come a time When love and only love mattered. There had to come a time When terifyingly alone was self hugged. There had to come a time When the lover, love and loving all become one. There had to come a time When words became rudimentary to the quake of silence. There had to come a time When nothing matters and still you care. There had to come a time When u could live and […] - [THE MELANCHOLY OF GENIUS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-melancholy-of-genius/): The melancholy of genius We often read the lives of great creative artists and geniuses and discover that beneath the glamour of name, fame and recognition, there flows a damp melancholy undercurrent of an unfulfilled quest. One can wonder with awe as to how such insightful minds and sensitive hearts can be afflicted with chronic periods of un named sorrow and perennial grief but it is indeed true that these seasons add on to manifest their creative masterpieces. All genuine creativity has a tinge of indifference to itself. The pangs of loneliness and the disappointed longing for the truth is […] - [The Legend of the SOLAH SRINGAAR: The sixteen Love charms of a Suhagaan](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-legend-of-the-solah-sringaar-the-sixteen-love-charms-of-a-suhagaan/): The Legend of the SOLAH SRINGAAR: The sixteen Love charms of Suhagaan Amongst the 9 Rasas of human life, Shringaar Rasa has been considered to be an important element in the beauty and fabric of our life. especially for a woman, her attractiveness and adornments make her more complete and desirable, thus establishing her self in a place of subtle power. In the eastern traditions, from time immemorial, the beautification of a woman as a Goddess, As a queen and as a married woman, all have been overemphasised and retain the roots of our deeply anchored SHAKTI traditions. As per […] - [The weeping compassion](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-weeping-compassion/): The weeping Compassion   The experience of melancholy and deep grief on certain days without any palpable reason..the feeling of physical pains and aches without physical ailments and the strange and thick hanging shade of gloom like impending death. Do any of you find this familiar terrain? If you are a sensitive human walking the planet and who is on a inner quest of any sort, you are sure to have experienced these shades of grey. A paradox unlike the true bliss, peace and calm demeanor glorified in spiritual texts and by Gurus, these earthly pangs of disappointment, sorrow and […] - [THE MAGIC OF FORGIVENESS AND SELF LOVE: HO’OPONOPONO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-magic-of-forgiveness-and-self-love-hooponopono/): THE MAGIC OF FORGIVENESS AND SELF LOVE: HO’OPONOPONO   The secret of finding the bliss of the self lies in releasing what does not serve us. Clearing space of negative and toxic emotions like bitterness, resentment and anger makes space for the feelings of gratitude, wholesomeness and compassion. The great Indian mystic saint, SHREE RAMANA MAHARISHI made a remarkable and powerful statement when once asked by a devotee as to how one is to treat others. He remarked, “There are no others!” When we realize we are a part of the whole and not a person identity complex, we can […] - [One Farmer....Billion Souls](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/one-farmer-billion-souls/): One Farmer…Billion Souls His speech is of mortgaged bedding, On his kine, he borrows yet, At his heart is his daughter’s wedding, In his eye foreknowledge of debt. He eats and hath indigestion, He toils and he may not stop; His life is a long-drawn question Between a crop and a crop.   This poem of Rudyard Kipling, called “The Masque of Plenty” aptly describes a farmer’s life which is like a fragile drop that dances on a leaf blade and are at the mercy of his crop produce.   Who is this silent sacred keeper who toils on without […] - [THE ANECDOTE OF KAALI & HANUMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-anecdote-of-kaali-hanuman/): THE ANECDOTE OF KAALI & HANUMAN The relation between Hanuman and Goddess Kali finds mention in the Krittivasi Ramayana. Their meeting takes place in the Yuddha Kanda of Ramayana in the legend of Mahiravana. Mahiravana was a trusted friend/brother of Ravana. After his son, Meghanatha was killed, Ravana sought Mahiravana, the King of Patalaloka’s help to kill Rama and Lakshmana. One night, Mahiravana, using his Maya, took Vibhishana’s form and entered Rama’s camp. There he cast the Nidra mantra on the Vanar Sena, kidnapped Rama and Lakshmana and took them to Patala Loka. He was an adherent devotee of Mahamaya/Kali/Durga […] - [THE CORONA STILLNESS.......](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-corona-stillness/): THE CORONA STILLNESS……. AUDIO LINK:https://anchor.fm/pallavi-kwatra/episodes/Is-the-corona-stillness-sterile-ech Many of us are experiencing ourselves in a forced stillness in the lockdown period and feel un purposeful and unproductive. For eons, we have believed in the capacity and intention of action to achieve a state of fullness and viability. At this standstill of time, where most of us are restricted in our movement, interactions and more, the mind is bound to slip into a self-critical state of being a useless nobody with nothing great to do or aim for either. The paralysis of action is a grappling enigma for the egoic mind which has […] - [PLANTING GARDENS IN GRAVES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/planting-gardens-in-graves/): PLANTING GARDENS IN GRAVES   To many of us when life seems to tumble down a downward spiral; it could seem a tiring climb towards the light. Far and distant…every step could be painful and we may drop down into the abyss again after a long uphill trail. Our sorrows and grief may hold us back from opening to love and trust yet again. Feeling half dead…we may loose trail of the gratitude of being alive and breathing. The compromises we made to fit in…seemed to have robbed us of our unique essence and we feel half dead. At such […] - [KAALBHAIRAVA: THE LORD OF TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalbhairava-the-lord-of-time/): KAALBHAIRAVA: THE LORD OF TIME KaalBhairava Gayatri Mantra Lord Bhairav sometimes known as Kaal (Kaala) Bhairav, is the fierce manifestation of Shiva associated.He is one of the most important deities who originated in Hindu mythology and is sacred to Hindus, Buddhists and Jains alike. Lord Kaal Bhairav is that manifestation of Lord Siva who oversees the march of time. The person who worships Lord Bhairav gets victory over enemies, materialistic comforts, and success. Worshiping Lord Bhairav helps to get rid from sufferings and pains, especially the troubles related to paranormal world. The devotee cherishes all round success and a healthy […] - [THE RISING KUNDALINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-rising-kundalini/): THE RISING KUNDALINI   The effigies of form immolated; The rise of Kundalini Is a quantum occurance That leaps across the samsaric realms To procreate itself. - [Aloneness... The prelude that always leads to Oneness](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/aloneness-the-prelude-that-always-leads-to-oneness/): Aloneness… The prelude that always leads to Oneness There comes a definite time in one’s journey beyond which one has to travel alone. No matter whom or how deeply you might have loved, have been accompanied or the sacredness of your beliefs, you find yourself much too far away from such familiar locale. A common mistake at this point would be to identify this as a solemn kind of loneliness which has a melancholy undertone to it. And then try harder to fit in…amidst the familiar and the comfortable. Alas.. some changes are irreversible and rather there is never a […] - [LEAVE ME FOR THE LAST TIME....](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/leave-me-for-the-last-time/): LEAVE ME FOR THE LAST TIME….     It’s been long you left the room Shutting the door behind on me. Hours pass as I gaze at the door knob Which still has your lingering touch on it, The air in the room Still smells of you afresh. Your voice declaring your leaving Still echoes in the silence of the room And the moon is now over over head Having started it’s journey from the West horizon. I am all tears At how the simplicity of your leaving Can be such an elaborate heartbreak For me And that my love […] - [The addiction of narcissist co dependence](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-addiction-of-narcissist-co-dependence/): The addiction of narcissist co dependence The glorification of love and the hype of unconditional love etc in social and spiritual circles creates a bias and conditioning of how love ought to be..it ought to be a sacrifice of some sort, where one comes to believe that only by losing what one upholds his life for …is surrender to the beloved and a sacred offering of self sacrifice must be made to embody love which has no rejection or never knows how to say a NO. A distortion and abusive conditioning many of us are deeply inflicted with. Jesus died on […] - [Kaali & The annihilation of Thought illusion](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaali-the-annihilation-of-thought-illusion/): Kaali & The annihilation of Thought illusion Raktabeeja s story is well known. Every drop of blood that fell from his body and touched the ground cloned more of his forms. That drop of blood is the illusion thought that multiplies in the human psyche and causes his patan (downfall) into a rapidly down spiralling journey. The illusion of power, control, superiority, arrogance shadows the pure saatvic self like dark clouds on a clear sky. The power of our asuric tendencies cannot be underestimated. They are as real as our good humane compassionate and wisdom self and have the potential […] - [KAMAKHYA: THE SOJOURN OF A LIFETIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kamakhya-the-sojourn-of-a-lifetime/): KAMAKHYA: THE SOJOURN OF A LIFETIME      One of the most mystic temples of the Indian Tantric tradition, KAMAKHYA temple also known as Kamrup-Kamakhya temple, Kamakhya Devalaya, located at Guwahati, Assam, India  is one of the oldest of the 51 Shakti peethas .The Kalika Purana, an ancient work in Sanskrit describes Kamakhya as the yielder of all desires, the young bride of Shiva, and the giver of salvation. Shakti is known as Kamakhya. The goddess is worshiped according to both the Vamachara (Left-Hand Path) as well as the Dakshinachara (Right-Hand Path) modes of worship. Offerings to the goddess are usually flowers, but might include animal sacrifices.   According to the Kalika Purana, Kamakhya Temple […] - [The sexual gender archetypes: The sham(e) of identity](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sexual-gender-archetypes-the-shame-of-identity/): The sexual gender archetypes: The sham(e) of identity In the ladder of evolution as humans, we still have to learn our basics. The ideas of ,” Holier than thou” is still prevalent more so in the spiritual communities. Gender, age, nation, appearance, money, power and so many other factors distribute us into sectors and label us. Sexual orientations, choices or inclinations are a big taboo even among st the urban and developed world. We still have disdain, repulsion and dislike to offer to the ones who appear different than the cult of normal sexual behavior which has been tempered over […] - [THE ACHE OF BEING HUMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ache-of-being-human/): THE ACHE OF BEING HUMAN It can be the most unnerving and difficult experience to live as a mortal human being without any cloaks of identities and personas. Exposing one’s lability emotionally, physically, spiritually , our failures to reciprocate with wisdom, love and appropriateness, and the archetype of a perfect human being can bring us to a place of self criticism and a crushed self esteem. Resulting from the inability to be perfect can arise a lack of self love and self worth. The ideas of perfecting ourselves to be the perfect human being archetype can snatch away the joy of […] - [THE LONELY ROAD OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-lonely-road-of-spiritual-awakening/): THE LONELY ROAD OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENING   The rude shock of awakening can be jarring, scarring and intensely lonesome. As opposed to popular belief that spiritual awakening can make one more peaceful, joyful or stable which are most often late blossoming, the early part of the road can be absolutely catastrophic. Filled with chaos, mental and emotional roller coasters and the pain of cracking open to the flow of life, a spiritual awakening can be long and painful dark nights of the soul stacking themselves on each other. And since no one can essentially understand the spiritual journey of the […] - [IKIGAI: Purposeful secrets to a long & happy life](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ikigai-purposeful-secrets-to-a-long-happy-life/): IKIGAI: Purposeful secrets to a long & happy life       IKIGAI is a Japanese concept of living a long, purposeful, healthy and happy life by a meaningful combination of practices that revolve around a individual’s heartfelt and fulfilling life purpose. Having clearly defined ikigai brings satisfaction, satiety and meaning to our lives. Having an ikigai means living a worthwhile life….a life to its fullest potential and joy. The secret of longevity and healthy joyful citizens of japan stems from this deep rooted philosophy of ikigai which helps them live healthier and happier long lives.   An active mind, […] - [MARK ROTHKO: SILENCE IS SO ACCURATE!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mark-rothko-silence-is-so-accurate/): MARK ROTHKO: SILENCE IS SO ACCURATE! “Art to me is an anecdote of the spirit, and the only means of making concrete the purpose of its varied quickness and stillness.” Mark Rothko was a genius in the attunement of art created for an elaborate portrait of the human psyche. He was an artist and a philosopher both at once, a magician of colors who knew how to weave the magic spells of distorted imagery in its nascent form….whirling itself at its audience and throwing his spirits in a reverie of some sort. Mark Rothko was born in Dvinsk, Russia on […] - [FEMALE PORNOGRAPHY DIRECTORS : A REVOLUTION TOWARDS AESTHETIC PORN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/female-pornography-directors-a-revolution-towards-aesthetic-porn/): FEMALE PORNOGRAPHY DIRECTORS : A REVOLUTION TOWARDS AESTHETIC PORN Art has many faces and the depiction of sexuality through pornography is a major proportion of sexual expression in today’s times. The porn industry is a leading portal of digital media in today’s fast moving internet era and there are rare few who have not been touched by it.Though many might refrain from committing about their engagement in watching porn, its high time we accept that porn is now The new sex educator for the masses. Adolescents, transgenders,elderly,social elites and all possible people of all genres watch porn and have a […] - [GURU AMRITANANDA NATHA SARASWATI...........A GURU FOR ALL](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/guru-amritananda-natha-saraswati-a-guru-for-all/): GURU AMRITANANDA NATHA SARASWATI………..A GURU FOR ALL     Dr. N. Prahalada Sastry (1934-2015), a former university professor and nuclear physicist who left a successful 23-year career with the Tata Institute of Fundamental Research in Mumbai ; Now a noted spiritual guru, better known as Sri Amritananda Natha Saraswati (and generally addressed as “Guruji”) is a living embodiment of the DEVI herself. From a physicist to a Sri Vidya Guru….his heroic and inspiring life is a beacon of deep commitment and service. The most striking thing about him is the humility, openness and compassion with which he shared the mystic coded teachings of […] - [THE CHOSEN MAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-chosen-man/): THE CHOSEN MAN   The wild fugitive of rambling minds A chaos too gross to be tamed, You …sacred Goddess of the yonder Who is to be your chosen man? Would he be the shining knight On an emboldened black horse Or would he be the Casanova To ask of your hand for a dance? Would he be an epitome of chauvinistic pride Or a sculpture of disciplined muscles? Would he know all about unicorns Or would he hold tenderly your buttercup waist? Would he never shed a tear on the greatest sorrow Or would he sing you lullaby in […] - [MAA ANAND SHEELA.... AN EPITOME OF FIERCE DEVOTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/maa-anand-sheela-an-epitome-of-fierce-devotion/): MAA ANAND SHEELA…. AN EPITOME OF FIERCE DEVOTION     Rarely in the urban eons , one comes across such unquestioning devotion as Maa Anand Sheela. Her character, shrouded in mysteries and controversies all at once does not prohibit one to still accolade her faith & unparalleled devotion to her Guru, Bhagwan Rajneesh Osho. She truly was his Shakti and protected him with all her life. With her one pointed conviction, the great master became available to the large masses of this world. Her calculated moves to grow the Osho community worldwide is a nobility that cannot ever be denied. […] - [Michalina Wisloska : THE ART OF LOVING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/michalina-wisloska-the-art-of-loving/): Michalina Wisloska : “THE ART OF LOVING”     This polish gynaecologist with a vision to impart knowledge to the masses about self pleasure, contraception and the art of making love wrote this epic book, ” Art of Loving” She dedicated her whole life to raising awareness to sexual pleasure and the conscious practise of sex. Her own life was a life of great struggle. She died at the age of 84 after fighting many years with the cultural department to agree to publish this book. They would not agree due to it’s bold and educative empowering content for those […] - [Awakenings E-Magazine Edition-2](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/awakenings-e-magazine-edition-2/): [real3dflipbook id=’11’] - [DIGITAL LALITASAHASRANAMA: 1000 SACRED AVATARS OF LALITATRIPURASUNDARI.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/digital-lalitasahasranama-1000-sacred-avatars-of-lalitatripurasundari/): Devotion being a sufficient end unto itself is a restless one ever throwing up itself in sprouts of fresh blossoming. Unaware of definite endpoints of arrival, devotion is simply so. Asking for nothing is the pinnacle of complete surrender. Only being the best version of oneself as a divine tool remains as a guiding compass to devotion. In one such meandering of the heart, Devi anchored herself unto me and the premises of the Anahata (heart) became her perennial abode. This book emerges as an outpouring love from the Anahata Bindu and she ensures its manifestation.     There are […] - [Awakenings E-Magazine Edition-1](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/awakenings-e-magazine-edition-1/): [real3dflipbook id=”9″] - [A POWERFUL INTENTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-powerful-intention/): A POWERFUL INTENTION   Intention Is Indeed A powerful statement. - [AN UPSURGE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-upsurge/): AN UPSURGE An Indomitable Upsurge. - [THE ACHE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ache-2/): THE ACHE An Ache Of Being oneself. - [A PRIMAL INSTINCT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-primal-instinct/): A PRIMAL INSTINCT Mimicry Is Primal instinct. - [BEAUTY HALTS TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/beauty-halts-time/): BEAUTY HALTS TIME Beauty Halts Time - [VANISHED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/vanished/): VANISHED The Vanished Person. - [SWEETNESS OF ASSOCIATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sweetness-of-association/): SWEETNESS OF ASSOCIATION Sweetness Of Association - [COURAGEOUS MEN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/courageous-men/): COURAGEOUS MEN Some courageous men Are unashamed to Carry home Their tenderness . - [A MISSED OPPORTUNITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-missed-opportunity/): A MISSED OPPORTUNITY A missed opportunity Will End in remorse. - [ENTWINED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/entwined/): ENTWINED Entwined As One. - [A DONN ON](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-donn-on/): A DONN ON Donning On The body… - [THE VEILED BALLERINA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-veiled-ballerina/): THE VEILED BALLERINA The Veiled Ballerina. - [THE EMPOWERMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-empowerment/): THE EMPOWERMENT The empowerment To color your life Rests in your clasp. Use it well. - [FIRES OF FATE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/fires-of-fate/): FIRES OF FATE Even Butterflies Catch the fire of fate…. - [TIPS FOR MONTHLY KAALASHTAMI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tips-for-monthly-kaalashtami/): For those who can dare and feel the longing to immerse in the Kaalateeta awastha on today’s auspicious Kaalashtami, here are a few easy things to do: 1. Recite or listen to the Kaalashtakam. 2. Chant 1,3,11,21,40 or 108 japas of Kaalbhairava Gayatri Mantra. 3. Do a small homam yourself with 108 chants of Kaalbhairava gayatri japa. 4. Meditate on his form. 5. Watch the darkness in your room with open eyes and a zero void. 6. Do viraj homa meditations and visualize your own death. 7. Wear black coloured clothing, accesories. 8. Meditate by holding a black tourmaline or […] - [Request Lord Balaji Mantra chantings on Amalaki Ekadashi](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/request-lord-balaji-mantra-chantings-on-amalaki-ekadashi/): Amalaki Ekadashi is an important Hindu festival celebrated in India and other parts of the world by devotees of Lord Vishnu. It falls on the 11th day (Ekadashi) of the waxing moon phase in the Hindu month of Phalguna, which usually falls in February or March. The festival is dedicated to the worship of the Indian gooseberry, also known as amalaki or amla, which is considered a sacred fruit in Hinduism. It is believed that Lord Vishnu resides in the amalaki tree, and hence the festival is observed with great reverence and devotion. According to Hindu mythology, the significance of […] - [CHANTING THE LALITASAHASRANAMA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/chanting-the-lalitasahasranama/): Lalita Sahasranama is a text from the Brahmanda Purana which contains a thousand names of the Hindu goddess Lalita. Chanting this text is believed to have several benefits, including: It is said to bring peace and happiness to the mind and heart of the person chanting it. It is believed to help the person overcome negative thoughts and tendencies. It is said to increase the focus and concentration of the person chanting it. It is believed to help the person achieve spiritual growth and progress on the path of self-realization. It is said to bring blessings and protection from the […] - [STOP WORSHIPPING SHIVA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/stop-worshipping-shiva/) - [WEDLOCK WITH KAALBHAIRAVA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/wedlock-with-kaalbhairava/): How does one marry nothingness and then romance it deeply too. It is a death knell of a sort which makes one eternal and timeless. Just When I sat with him.. I felt consumed! Like a feeling of being pulled into a black hole with no boundaries. It felt scary and exhilarating and then soothing and safe too. Then on Mahashivratri…took place the formal marriage of Shiva Shakti. It did not seem new as it happens everyday inside me. Yet, there was immense celebration of our communion. Lot of laughter, light and sambhoga. As if the body took birth only […] - [GET KAALBHAIRAVA RITUALS DONE EVERY KAALASTHAMI & AMAVASYA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/get-kaalbhairava-rituals-done-every-kaalasthami/): Request for Kaalbhairava rituals ( Kaalbhairava Gayatri Mantra japa and Homam) for Kaalbhairava ashtami & Amavasya days  These pujas can be beneficial for 1. Blocked money issues. 2. Peace & mukti for Departed souls. 3. Court case issues. 4. Painful chronic karmic life issues. 5. Mukti and inner freedom states in one s spiritual journey. 6. Excellent command on Time managements to balance and grow in many life areas. You can book your puja requests at these links for the chanting & homams! https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/kaalbhairava-gayatri…/ https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/kaalbhairava-gayatri…/ - [Cultivating Atma Vichara](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/cultivating-atma-vichara/): Seemingly simple and yet very sukshma is the practice of Self Enquiry advocated by Shree Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi. Available only to the advanced saadhak with a ripe mind, this practice is not only effective, but also immediate. The Atmasakshatkar available as a living experience in the immediate now is it’s reward. It does not need or rely on creating any special space, time or ambience for saadhna. No rituals, idols, techniques or assets. It is its own path as well as its arrival to arrive at the self. How does one train one’s mind to cultivate such self awareness. It […] - [HEALING CONSULTATIONS & LIFE PROBLEM SOLUTIONS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/healing-consultations-life-problem-solutions/): “LIVING IS A CELEBRATION OF ITS JOY AND PAIN & TO TRANSCEND IT ALL” I have lived through many kinds of sufferings, pains and agendas in my life and wondered about their sources, solutions and my own evolution and self-discoveries as I went through them. These journeys led me to many wanderings as I frantically and longingly sought to uncover the reasons and workings of this mystical phenomenon of life. It continues to draw my attention and awareness that this amazing life can never be enough to decode, calibrate and reveal its depths of secrets and there is no end […] - [SHAKAMBARI POURNAMI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shakambari-pournami/): CELEBRATE AUSPICIOUS SHAKAMBHARI POURNAMI ON 6 TH JAN, 2023 BY REQUESTING SACRED RITUALS FOR DEVI! Shakambhari Pournami is a Hindu festival that is celebrated in honor of the goddess Shakambhari, also known as Goddess Parvati. This festival is especially significant for devotees of Shakambhari and is celebrated with great devotion and enthusiasm. According to Hindu mythology, Shakambhari is the goddess of fertility, vegetation, and nourishment. She is believed to be the personification of the earth, and is revered for her ability to nourish and sustain life. The festival of Shakambhari Pournami is celebrated on the full moon day of the […] - [FULL MOON TIPS: MAGICAL WATER TIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/full-moon-tips-magical-water-tips/): Image credits: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/396246467225270427/ Full moon water is used in spiritual and mystical practices, primarily in Wicca and New Age traditions. It is believed to have various properties and uses, including: Drinking: Some people believe that drinking full moon water can help to align one’s energy with the lunar cycle, bring emotional balance, and enhance intuition. Bathing: Full moon water can be added to a bath to cleanse the body and spirit, and to connect with the energy of the moon. Magic and ritual: Full moon water is used in rituals and spells to enhance their power, as it is believed […] - [PUTRADA EKADASHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/putrada-ekadashi/): PUTRADA EKADASHI: Spend time chanting God’s name! “ॐ श्री वेंकटेश्वराये नमो नमः. श्रीमन नारायण नमो नमः. तिरुमल तिरुपति नमो नमः. जय बालाजी नमो नमः.” JAI BALAJI! Putrada Ekadashi is a Hindu festival that is celebrated on the eleventh day of the waxing moon in the Hindu calendar month of Kartik. This day is also known as Prabodhini Ekadashi or Devutthana Ekadashi. It is believed to be a very auspicious day for Hindus, as it is believed to bring blessings of children and prosperity. According to Hindu belief, those who observe the festival of Putrada Ekadashi with devotion and faith are […] - [CRYSTAL MAGIC TIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/crystal-magic-tips/): image: pineterst   Crystals for money, love and health. Pyrite is also known as Fool’ s Gold and is valuable for connecting to earth energies, grounding and manifesting abundance. Pyrite is a bright yellow stone that helps in manifesting wealth. Use clusters, pendants or bracelets. Green aventurine is for new creative ideas and opportunities to create wealth and money. Crystals for love: Rose quartz and rhodonite are pretty pink crystals that open the heart to love and compassion. Very good for valentine’s day gifts to your beloved. Crystals for health: Black obsidion helps in grounding and clear quartz helps in […] - [LALITA JAYANTY: AUSPICIOUS DAY FOR WORSHIPPING SHREE LALITATRIPURASUNDARI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalita-jayanty-auspicious-day-for-worshipping-shree-lalitatripurasundari/): Dedicated to Mata Lalita, this Lalita Jayanti is celebrated every year on the full moon day of Shukla Paksha of Magha month. This year it is on 5th February 2023. Maa Lalita is worshipped on this day with full rituals. According to the scriptures, Mata Lalita is considered the third Mahavidya among the Dus Mahavidyas. If Lalita Jayanti is done with full rituals, then Mata Lalita is pleased and blesses the person with happiness and prosperity in life. Why is Lalita Jayanti celebrated? Devotees get salvation by worshipping Devi Lalita on this day. By worshipping Mata Lalita with full faith, one becomes free […] - [AKHANDATA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/akhandata/): Akhandata is the unbroken state of the consciousness of the Self. Our awareness when completely pointed inwards ( Antarmukha) allows us to remain in the eternal state of Sat chit Ananda. The mind is constantly in momentum with its changing and fleeting thoughts. However, when the mind sinks into the heart, the nondual self ( chitta) reveals it’s unbroken reality. “Ajyadharaya” which means like a unbroken stream of oil pouring into a vessel. When we can experience longer phases of this kind of continum in our inner states ( awastha ) we may know that we are escaping the interruptions […] - [BE MINIMALISTIC](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-minimalistic/): The addiction of more…The satiety of less! How minimalism pays? Our times are troubled. We seek, aspire and yearn for more and more. And as we possess, acquire, evolve and mutate, we become hoarders and arrogant fools who own a lot and value it all lesser. We are in a constant cycle of pushing ourselves to earn more to be able to afford more and then fret more about the fears of losing that lifestyle we just tailored to show off. Consumerism and commercialization have taken over the valuable joys of our life. Simple joys of spending time in nature, […] - [MAGHA NAVRATRI TIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/magha-navratri-tips/): Saadhna is a beautiful way to deepen our devotion to the SELF. Devi is the SELF. This Gupt Navratri is another opportunity to bond deeper and go within. Use one or more of these ways: Fasting cleanses the mind and body and prepares one for the connection. you can fast  from normal meals and use vegetables and fruits as healthy and lighter substitutes. These will also decrease your sleep and make you feel light to do your saadhna. Dedicate all your anusthans to Devi and accept her results. You cant bargain with her. So saadhna is not a means to […] - [AHAM IDAM SHIVOHUM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/aham-idam-shivohum/): The manifest and unmanifest both come from the void of Shiva. Dimensions of this world and many others which remain beyond the intellectual grasp are the dancing Iccha Shakti of Shambho! Matter is crystallized energy and can take many forms. The entice of Maaya Shakti is the veil that Shiva adorns to make him retain his unrevealed awastha. When you are close to the Shiva Shakti union inside you, you will experience yourself vascillating between the atma nada of Shakti and the shoonya swara of Shambho. The flux between the dynamic momentum of Shakti and the inertness of Shiva will […] - [Audasinya Abhipsitam: JUST BE!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/audasinya-abhipsitam-just-be/): “Audasinya Abhipsitam” The state of audasinya is not gloomy, sad or disheartened about life. It is not pessimistic in its temper but a exalted state of consciousness where one can maintain a constant state of indifference to all passing experiences and phenomenon in one’s life. The screen which relays all its images is in this state. It has no acceptance or rejection of its projections. The sky is also in this state. The passing clouds do not colour it. To achieve this jadam or inert state of shunya vichara, ones mind needs to be stilled. Only then, the zen takes […] - [TURNING A NEW LEAF OF SILENCE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/turning-a-new-leaf-of-silence/): Amidst the blast of wonder, amazement and the chaos of chase, choices and people, what if suddenly you stumble upon a pause that brings everything to a screeching halt in your hyper paced life? How does a full speed train respond to a brake pressed full throttle. Silence and it’s pause can bring the mind to such a halt when it presses upon the consciousness. It becomes the antidote to the mind. The chugging engine of back to back thoughts comes to slow down its pace and questions the integrity and authority of the ego that wants to take over […] - [THE PRACTICE OF PRATYAHARA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-practice-of-pratyahara/): The practise of Pratyahara: As popularly integrated in the important niyamas of the Patanjali Yoga Sutra, the practise of Pratyahara implies becoming indrawn from the sensual inputs to attain a one pointed and focussed state of awareness. Practiced properly, Pratyahara leads to dharana, dhyana and samadhi. It essentially is the coming back to the nirvikar and formless self by cutting out the noise that is the obstacle to its realization Tools for achieving Pratyahara: 1. Practice mindfullness moment to moment in your life. 2. Asans and niyamas of yoga practice. 3. Meditation . 4. Grounding or contact with the earth’s […] - [KAALBHAIRAVA: THE ANNHILIATED TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalbhairava-the-annhiliated-time/): Mahadev’ s rudra roopa of Kaalbhairav is the upholder of time and it’s tenets. As mortal beings of flesh and bone, we are always under the shadow of time and it’s gifts and misfortunes alike. We suffer untimely deaths, long sufferings of various kinds and experience the crunch and paucity of time for well meant life purposes. We live powerlessly and die even more powerlessly at the hands of time. Kashi’ s gatekeeper, Kaalbhairava is the antidote to such misfortunes and powerlessness we may be experiencing in our lives. The yaatna or suffering of our lives spans over our entire […] - [A secret love : Movie Review](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-secret-love-movie-review/): Watched this beautiful moving real life love story of Pat and Terry. Pat and Terry’s story helps us know that love is beyond age, sex, time and norms. They lived blissfully in a 70 year association of pure love and complete acceptance for each other and completed their journey through all the tides of time! Pat met Terry when they were 18 and 22 years old during the 1947 year. They fell in love at first sight. Pat had known heartbreak due to her 3 allmost marriage proposals breaking down as all 3 men died just before the marriage. Terry […] - [NEEM KAROLI BABA: MY LOST DESTINATION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/neem-karoli-baba-my-lost-destination/): Image credits: Love everyone by Parvati Markus. You come along In the strangest ways of communication. This intimacy is too personal to describe, share or relay. It does not speak in words And yet you know…… and I know I beg for mukti And you throw me apples of Prasad. Atleast, I don’t have to be ashamed Of my primal hungers Which you quietly quench. I sit there…all vacant and joy, And you sit there and We laugh! I can’t seem to understand your love And yet I feel it in the warm tears That flow down my cheek Or […] - [The myths of Teaching Srividya to all and online!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-myths-of-teaching-srividya-to-all-and-online/): We are in 2022 and yet there are so many stigmas and conditioned behaviours we are not yet ready to release. The Shakta traditions especially the Srividya teachings have remained coded and secretive and always in the lock and key of pandits, Gurus and self acclaimed experts. Thought to bring bad karmas to the one who shared them with everyone openly and also to bring misfortune on the ones who practiced and received them in this fashion from online resources or unqualified Gurus. Just to instill monopoly and fear amongst innocent believers and play out the power equations of monopoly, […] - [MAITHUNA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/maithuna/): Even without any physical proximity, intimacy or presence with your beloved, you can experience communion with him or her and explode into orgasmic bliss waves in your being. This is beyond the grasp of the intellect which only believes in comprehensible matter and forms. But essentially we are not bodies, we are energy and consciousness. And when we can align and enmesh our energies with the beloved, the sukha of sambhoga does not remain a physical act between two bodies. The intimacy is much deeper than what the bodies experience. Even across time and space, the whole act of consummation […] - [THE SOLITUDE OF THE YOGINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-solitude-of-the-yogini/): Image credits: Tarini Ma Dagnino Khujrao temple. They make us feel ashamed For our nakedness While they deny Their deep hungry lust. In this hypocrisy of the sorts I was robbed of my Primal presence And simple beingness! The least and the last favour I ask: Can I please just be left alone to be myself? - [EVERYDAY IS NAVRATRI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/everyday-is-navratri/): The day you spend in sad moorings of the past The day you spend in complaining and criticising others, The day you spend not smiling The day your heart has no song to sing The day you are not kind to the unfortunate The day you are lazy and uninspired The day you seem irritated The day you don’t care and love The day you don’t share your blessings The day spent without gratitude IS NOT NAVRATRI! The Goddess does not care about your rituals or offerings. Only about your AWARE LOVE! Make every day NAVRATRI!       - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI: THE AWADHOOTHA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-the-awadhootha/): Would you care About my purity, qualification or progress If all I knew was your love.. Uncouth, rudra and raw, Would you not dare to Fling open my eyes to The illusion of this samsara? Vanspathi, Vighnaharta and Prathampujaniya.. You give me a ray of hope In this structured world.. That chaos is the starting point Of all order! With Neela at your lap, You are in constant sambhoga With the maya of the matrix! There cannot be a deeper karuna Than to know that I need not change Into someone else to seek your grace. As you accept me […] - [DANCING WITH THE DEAD](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/dancing-with-the-dead/): You may have had a beloved Who appeared too real. Who laughed and cried with you, He promised the stars and the skies And made you hunger for more. You may have felt too alive With him And too dead When he left. You may have felt his heart And read his mind It all seemed too important And precious to let go. So you stayed lurking In the shade of its pangs! That day.. you were invited On a dance date And you dressed your very best! You knew it would mean a lot To be held so close. […] - [Lalitasahasranama book: My journey with Devi's grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalitasahasranama-book-my-journey-with-devis-grace/): The memory of the making of the Lalitasahasranama book brought me an overwhelming emotional memory download. The depth of saadhna was proportionate to the depth of grace experienced. This amount of intensity is needed to break open the vault of her grace and blessings. And once the storehouse of her karuna opens, the floodgates of blessings simply pour into your life. Important archival timelines of this amazing unique creation of Devi : 1000 sacred avtaars of Shree Lallitatripurasundari Feb 2019: concept of the book was downloaded into me while attending the 25 th mahakumbhabhishekam at Devipuram Feb-august: Intense saadhna and […] - [TAKEN OVER!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/taken-over/): How may I speak to thee When love has snatched my words of pride? I had so many songs to sing.. before the silent lull of the beloved gulped them all. It is ridiculous how love has tamed me to become the most useless one in my town. While the others ambition, dream and succeed. I lie prostrate on empty fields and gaze at the beloveds faceless face in the skies above. Now what is left worthy for me to do or become? Without the “I” …it’s all a continuum hum of the beloved Its now only a wait to […] - [THE SWEET LONGING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-sweet-longing/): I knew this body never lied. So, I let it become an empty vessel To receive the powerful yang within my yin! You don’t grow by pushing, But by vacating the bushes of thoughts. Love is too sacred to be welcomed If lust has not found its completion. Empathy drowns this mean world Of agendas and desires Surrender needs the highest courage, Freedom cannot happen without self discipline. You come and go again and again To this circus of samsara And yet do not learn of its illusions. Shine your torch light upon your darkness And know the zenith of […] - [LIE ABANDONED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lie-abandoned/): Forsaken and slandered, Bruised and bared, Love is the biggest illusion of human life Give up all hope, prayer and effort. Ache and bleed! Run from comfort and care, Paralyze the ego effort That seeks salvation! Kill the one who yearns for anything. Live in solemn solitude Even if it turns melancholy It’s still your very own. Much better than those that call you close And can forsake you at the drop of a hat! Before they leave you lonelier, sadder and in sorrowful bereavements, Do all this to yourself. Why wait for the pangs of pain to lash at […] - [SAKHA: THE FRIEND IN NEED & DEED](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sakha-the-friend-in-need-deed/): Who is a friend and why is a friend needed in life? Life is a set of mixed experiences where we go through phases of pleasure, joy and pains. sharing makes it easier and cozier as we walk with a friend. A friend does not judge us, he loves and accepts us for who we are. What are we looking for while we walk the burning path of our life? A shade where we can be who we are without fearing rejections and hateful judgements. A friend may criticize or stop us or make us ponder at our bad life […] - [THE MAI OF NEEM KAROLI BABA: PUJYA SRI SIDDDHI MAA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mai-of-neem-karoli-baba-pujya-sri-sidddhi-maa/): Image Credits: Book: My Life with her by Jaya Prasada  “ Radhe tu bad bhagini, kaun tapasya keen? Teen lok taaran tarana soh tere aadheen!” Radhe.. how blessed you are, what tapasya did you do? That the redeemer of the three worlds is subservient to you!” Neem Karoli Baba to Sri Siddhi Maa ( From the book, My life with Siddhi Maa by Jaya Prasada)   Image credits: Pineterst.com The devotee’s apaar bhakti is also the grace of the Lord alone. Only when the mind is disenchanted with the world does it turn towards God! And with Guru’s grace when […] - [HANUMAN: The metamorphosis of the disciple to the Guru!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hanuman-the-metamorphosis-of-the-disciple-to-the-guru/): Guru Pournami wishes to all! HANUMAN, the ardent devotee of Shree Ramchandra Ji is the highest example of a metamorphosis of a devotee into a Guru himself! His apar and nishkam Bhakti towards Shree Ram enables him to offer himself in the sewa bhava to his Guru without holding anything back for himself. He does so many karyas for his master that he becomes like a doorway to Shree Ram. All must pass through Hanuman to reach Shree Ram. In this process of deepening his bhakti, he is rendered an empty reed that channels the sweet melodies of Shree Ram! […] - [The way we pray is the way we become and who we are!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-way-we-pray-is-the-way-we-become-and-who-we-are/): As we walk the spiritual path, the way we pray changes…eventually changing us from within. As beginners …we have specific prayers to ask for certain results in our life that we believe can do us good for e.g getting certain jobs or being married to do and so etc. We decide our goals and then target our prayers to achieve those. Many years back when I was practising Buddhism and met many members, i saw this culture of keeping an “Ichinen sanzen” which means a definite manifestation result and direct all our Buddhist chants to achieve that goal. It was […] - [The lack of burdens](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-lack-of-burdens/): The lack of feeling any burden of doing anything to please the Lord is itself so liberating. The lack of dictums , upayas and saadhanas to solve or evolve anything is so unburdening. The ferocity and aggression of arrival when not forced upon you is so empowering. The simplicity of being yourself is so easy. The love and shade that asks nothing in return is so comforting. Even without your knowing or trying..you transform subtly, surely and simply from within when the Guru’s grace envelopes your life. It may not be a glorious event of Nirvana for you but it […] - [If you did not die to it, You have done very well!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/if-you-did-not-die-to-it-you-have-done-very-well/): Image: Stacie Martin Sometimes, life can give you blackholes which can suck your energy, presence and essence all. And no matter how strong you are or how strong is your shell, these blackholes can gulp you encompassed. You may meet people, situations and inner devils when you least expected them or even invited them. Dark and light are both true and the elements of a paradigm of truth. So no one escapes evil and dark energies and entities in this lifetime no matter what one believes of it. The darkness of humanity lies in its never ending list for money, […] - [My special summer solstice day celebrations!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/my-special-summer-solstice-day-celebrations/): The universe is so benevolent and its mysteries so apt in time and place. The elemental forces of the sun, the moon, and water are directly connected to our own life cycles. When we live in an aware way, our bodies and minds become instruments that are able to function with their own cosmic intelligence. Today morning..after a past few difficult days of recovering from COVID, I decided to expose myself to the early morning sun. Somehow all my thoughts prompted me towards the sun. So I walked my body outside in a garden and then decided to do barefoot […] - [THE AUDACITY OF THE EGO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-audacity-of-the-ego/):   All those who learn do not become Gurus of the subject. And that too in the blink of an eye. The process of learning is rather humbling, slow and agonizingly painful as one climbs the obstacles of inner discipline, mental conditionings as well as external issues of creating time and space for the learning. So instant coffee Gurus springing all over Facebook and internet are only fallacies of ego and power equations that you are a victim of. Learning needs the qualifications of nistha( dilligence) and samarpan ( surrender) and the right timing and preparation then blossomes one after […] - [THUS I KNEW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thus-i-knew/): When you can be in poise And complete acceptance Of who you are not.. Then will arise a sacred knowing Which will be beyond the mind. It never seems to go away Or be lost in the chaos of this world. It is as it is. Neither glorified, nor enhanced But it’s imprint etched in the heart. How would I have ever known this “Thusness” If I had not seen thy face And gazed into your ocean eyes of compassion? You bring me all knowing That is just enough necessary for me ! What is there to do now Other […] - [Assu Sutta: Tears of the way](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/assu-sutta-tears-of-the-way/): The Buddha remained untouched by the pangs of samsara unti he finally saw the 4 sights that caused a transformation inside him: old age, suffering, death and a wandering homeless ascetic. Once witnessed, he observed them in great depths until he found his total acceptance of the process of life. We may also come to be at peace with complete acceptance of the ways of life. How the time turns it’s tides on everything familiar and loved by us until it swallows all our near and dear ones and everything we have desired. At this acceptance we may experience a […] - [SANYASA IS THE DROPPING OF THE "I"](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sanyasa-is-the-dropping-of-the-i/): To know freedom Is not a mental concept. To realize freedom Is to be free even amidst one’s cages Of identity, concepts and faiths. There is no respite Until the garb of identity is shed. Until The doership does not die, One will forever be in the cages of his mind. Sanyasa is the renunciation of the ego “I” alone. So no matter whether the bird Stays in the cage with its door closed, Or with the door open, Or flies in the vast sky…. The bird has been eternally free. The change is only a mental bias Until there […] - [A LEGENDARY YOGI: THE LIFE OF SWAMI RAMA!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-legendary-yogi-the-life-of-swami-rama/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/541346817685250626/ It was indeed a truly humbling and learning experience to read this 400 page biography of the great master, Swami Rama written by his disciple, Pandit Rajmani Tigunait. The peep into a yogi’s life of intense challenges, tapas and bliss comes alive in the life size potrait of master. His devotion to his Guru as Bhole Baba which sweeps across his entire persona and is the compass of his life, Swami Rama’s life made me see how the enlightened ones also go through a series of role plays in their life. moving from being a yogi to […] - [The simplicity & difficulty of self transformation](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-simplicity-difficulty-of-self-transformation/): We all are plagued day and night about ideas and dreams about making our lives brilliant and archetypal. Self transformation is the key to all change we wish to manifest because without changing our inner milleu we cannot simply wear an external mask of change. So until we change within, no change is possible without. But self transformation is a slow and steadily steep uphill journey that requires self determination and unmoving faith. Self determination requires self commitment and is often very lousy in most dreamers. High ambitions and great goals don’t cause changes. But self commitment to small daily […] - [THE DESIRELESS LIFE IS THE LIFE OF TRUE FREEDOM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-desireless-life-is-the-life-of-true-freedom/): Photography credits: Yamuna bridge, Prayag Commander Ambarish Parwekar  “MUKTI”, a far fetched grand dream which has to occur in a future time often being the goal of all spiritual seekers is a rendezvous dogma of some sort. True freedom if real should manifest while one is still alive and moment to moment as a tangible reality in one’s life. In my humble & limited view, the idea of MUKTI is only a hot selling cake that helps to lure us into a grand event which may showcase itself when we have become hyperqualified for grace and when it happens, some […] - [The fire of silence!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-fire-of-silence/): There is a fire in the core of silence That crackles its way through the illusions of life, It singes all misconceptions about oneself and others It demeans the past in its flames And surrogates the future in its visions. With no one to become and nothing to do, If you can sit still in the flames of this silence, The truth will be obliged to kneel before you And you will become the emperor With no possessions. The only thing to be done is to shun all your clothes and fears And sit at the burning pyre of this […] - [PAN:If you can brink](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/31127-2/): Pan : If you can brink… If you can brink On the edge of mad lust And know the its pious gifts, You would have seen That even darkness is gold in deep disguise. If you can brink On the shadows of evil that lurk in you, You would have known The God within you too. If you can brink on death, You can know the precious piety of this life. The question lies …if you can brink with all your insanity..true wisdom will unveil before you - [The grace of SHREE RAMANASUNDARI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-grace-of-shree-ramanasundari/): Guru is the true Shiva Shakti The grace of Shree Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi connected me to Shri Vidya and Shakti in the year 2016 which came as a shock to me as he embodied the Shiva tattva so strongly to me and many others I knew. Back then, I was a hard core Shiva fanatic. Confused why the Shiva Guru was leading me to Shakti through a set of mystic books, teachers and occurances, I still surrendered to the unfolding and started walking the steps of Shakti discoveries one by one as they were shown to me. I undertook many […] - [The embrace of the paradox](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-embrace-of-the-paradox/): As you age and move through deeper into life, you begin to see that the truth is singular and yet has the binaries of paradox within it. As you read the best spiritual teachings, listen to the masters and even have your own tiny glimpses of the truth, you begin to see that they hold the opposite spectrums into a singular phenomenon. For e.g Enlightenment is both slow and in the moment. Kindness and wisdom grow on you gradually while you may have flashes of divine illuminations too. You slowly become the most ordinary human and also transform into the […] - [SO BE IT!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/so-be-it/): She places me in the homakund And burns away the effigies of my pride. Her blessings come with a burning singe Which if i can forbear, Will transform me Into the sacred vibhuti for Shiva’ ajna. If it’s my destiny to become a martyr To their sacred love, Why may i question what may happen of me In their Leela of union. Whatever happens…So be it! So be it! - [Hanuman Jayanti is the spirit of Becoming HANUMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/hanuman-jayanti-is-the-spirit-of-becoming-hanuman/): Image credits: KC Aryan mueseum of neglected art, gurgaon, delhi, india The posture of accepting all in humility and deep abidance is the aahuti of Shree Hanuman. His existence is an abidance to Divine will without questions. Complete Acceptance and surrender to what is..rather than trying to forcefully manifest or project situations to our favour. Hanuman is the true tantrik as he remains in his inner bhava of surrender without any bias for anyone and anything except the self ( Shree Ram) He is the Yogi of a great order as he remains seated in the niddhidhyasana of the self […] - [Guru's grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/gurus-grace/): Guru’s grace works spontaneously & Effortlessly It is indeed a humblingly overwhelming experience when one has travelled deeper and further on the path of the Guru and looks back to see how his life has turned a complete leaf. The stages of transformation can be clearly witnessed as a linear graph of constant blessings and grace. The most qualitative indicator is the person you have come to become over this time. The peace that you feel, the bliss that is a constant stream of effulgent grace within you and with the equanimity and balance in your life and thoughts. The […] - [Laying bare to the Full Moon vibes](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/laying-bare-to-the-full-moon-vibes/): Like the moon…we efface and grow full in cyclical patterns again and again revealing to us that we are the fusion of polarities within. Being both wholesome and as a void, we keep shifting our way of feeling and experiencing life. Certain full moons can be an overwhelming time when one feels emotionally vulnerable and experiences the surfacing of old scars, unprocessed emotions and pains without any reasons. Even the body may be simply stiff or painful in all places. While no reasonable reasons may be pointable for such experiences, the intuitive ones who are connected to the elements and […] - [Freedom is beingness](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/freedom-is-beingness/): Freedom is the uncertain probability of beingness ” I am free and therefore I’m lost”- Franz Kafta These powerful lines resonate with you if you are also experiencing some severe confusion and identity crisis questions in your like, WHO AM I, WHY AM I HERE, WHAT IS MY LIFE PURPOSE etc. The days and occasions when nothing makes any sense and the urge to chase everything and anything becomes a void and senseless pantheon of stupidity. You don’t know who you are behind the masks of identities you carry like a weary pilgrim on a sunny desert. The unique thing […] - [BRAHMAVADINI (WOMEN SCHOLAR) SERIES: LOPAMUDRA:MARRIAGE FOR SPIRITUAL GROWTH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/brahmavadini-women-scholar-series-lopamudra/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://devdutt.com/articles/lopamudras-consent/ Brahmavadini was the title credited to women scholars, who committed their lives to the quest for information and the investigation of the Vedas. Some were unmarried, living as religious zealots and autonomous of their dads, siblings or male partners. They were paragons of scholarly capability, normal way of thinking and otherworldly illumination. They were Rishikis-female sages by their own doing and were loved as educators, specialists and scholars. In the early Vedic time of Indian history, around 1500-500 BC, ladies’ schooling was given equivalent need, notwithstanding the predominant inclination of conceiving children in each family. An enormous […] - [The possibility of being as you are](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-possibility-of-being-as-you-are/): The possibility of remaining as you are! With an explosion of Gurus, spiritual techniques, zoom satsangs, big fat books, YouTube spiritual divas and social media blaring informations into our ears when we neither need, request or use them is the way of our urban spiritual awakening. We have been left with no choice but to gaze at our screens for all our spiritual needs and experiences. We are slaves of information and poisoned to believe that we all need to become at experts at everything that is heard or known.the perfect archetype of an idiot who knows a lot but […] - [DEVI AS KAAMRUPINI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/devi-as-kaamrupini/): Why is Devi Kaamrupini? Often called Kaamrupini, Kaam meaning desire and roop meaning form, Shakti finds resonance with this adjective in three ways: 1. She is the manifested reality of our desires: With Bhoga and Sambhoga only and its complete acceptance opens up the transcendental path of going beyond them. Devi is compassionate to enable our gulps on material grace in the form of possessions, comforts, siddhis and name and fame in this world. The Maya is her trap and also her path to herself. The advanced saadhak learns to see this with clarity as he walks deeper into his […] - [ANDAL: SPEAK TO ME WITH YOUR LIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/andal-speak-to-me-with-your-lips/): IMAGE CREDITS: Drpallavikwatra.com Andal: Speak to me with your lips! What use are my breasts That swell with the longing of my lord And cause me to ache in sweet delight? Why does it not rain too hard and too long To moisten these parched lips You left unkissed? What am I to do with this youwana That has no consort in you to enchant? I see myself in the mirror Adorning the garlands meant for you. Do you not smell my javadhu That these garlands bring to you? How can I stay away from my breath? How can I […] - [BINDU:AHAM IDAM](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/binduaham-idam/): ART CREDITS: https://www.deviantart.com/sami-edelstein The word AHAM means the SELF/BRAHMAN. Not the “I” of personality but the pure “I-I” of the nirguna nirvikara awastha of the Brahman. The word IDAM denotes location/place. So what is the resting place of the self? It is in the HRIDAYAM or the heart space. To the Yogi, this may connotate differently as his entire goal is to awaken the KUNDALINI from the Mooladhara and make it come in sambhoga with SHIVA’S void at the sahasara chakra. But the true jnana is to know that the Kundalini after this sacred union/sambhoga must again come down to […] - [LONELIER...YET BETTER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lonelier-yet-better/): Much of the important and valuable things in your life come with a price. Each choice you make carries a responsibility. So when your priorities are self-healing, sacred solitude, growing roots, loving yourself and making balanced and neutral self-love options for creating a healthier version of yourself, you can rest assured you are going to lose some close loved ones. For most people, safety and familiar patterns sound less scary and a more balanced way to live their life. They are happy to grow at retarded paces when others allow them their growth. If not, they succumb to how others […] - [LAYING BARE TO FULL MOON VIBES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/laying-bare-to-full-moon-vibes/): Image credits: Commander Ambarish Parwekar Laying bare to the Full Moon vibes Like the moon…we efface and grow full in cyclical patterns again and again revealing to us that we are the fusion of polarities within. Being both wholesome and as a void, we keep shifting our way of feeling and experiencing life. Certain full moons can be an overwhelming time when one feels emotionally vulnerable and experiences the surfacing of old scars, unprocessed emotions and pains without any reason. Even the body may be simply stiff or painful in all places. While no reasonable reasons may be pointable for […] - [STOP BEGGING FOR THE LIGHT!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/stop-begging-for-the-light/): The clear apathy of our understanding of God or the source is evident that we remain stuck in the same life patterns and similar emotional and physical sufferings we seem to invite in cyclical patterns in our lives. We look at God like some coffee vending machine that can churn up a hot refreshing magical cup for you when you feel exhausted, pained or disappointed with your life. We speak of grace as if it’s a cloak to shield you from all your misgivings done to your own self and others. God is pardon incarnate but all we want to […] - [You are the silence of the self](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-are-the-silence-of-the-self/):   Real-life is chaotic.. Confusing.. Disappointing.. Tragic.. Unrewarding.. Painful.. It’s a mess of the highest sorts.. Observe this tendency of the mind That wishes to make it perfect and apt. Watching your mind wanting to control the occurance of your imperfect life allows you to question it’s intentions and now go one step further… Probe into the identity of your mind which is a power-hungry tool of your ego that wants everything under control. Your mind is unreal..it’s not you! This revelation will set you free from the chaos that you unendingly want to solve, resolve and reset. Your chaos […] - [Kundalini: Name 110 Lalitasahasranama](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kundalini-name-110-lalitasahasranama/): Art: Fineartamerica ( pineterst) The Divine Shakti resides as a three and half coiled serpant at the base of the mooladhara chakra as Kundalini Shakti. The prana is her way of arousal and once that happens, she rises through the sushmana naadis breaking the knots ( granthis) and paving her way like a thunderbolt to be in sambhoga with her Paramshiva at the sahasara chakra causing the blossoming of the thousand petalled lotus. She is in constant stilled meditation at the void of Shiva though she seems vibrantly agile and jubiliant in her manifestations of maaya. May all know this […] - [TANTRA & ADVAITHA-THE BINDU CONSCIOUSNESS OF NONDUALITY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tantra-advaitha-the-bindu-consciousness-of-nonduality/): TANTRA & ADVAITHA-THE BINDU CONSCIOUSNESS OF NONDUALITY In my own spiritual journey, I have been lucky to walk all the four paths of bhakti, kriya, karma and jnana yogas and found deep connecting dots amongst them all. The cults of paths, practices, Gurus and programming have lost their clutch on this mind now after the single running thread has been witnessed in great detailing and observation. All paths have led me only to myself and hence I speak from a neutral standpoint of not belonging to any spiritual lineages of Sri Vidya or any other traditions. The paths of TANTRA […] - [MERUNILAYA: VERSE 775 LALITASHASRANAMA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/merunilaya-verse-775-lalitashasranama/): Meru-nilayā मेरु-निलया (775 Lalitashasranama) Meaning: “She lives atop Meru.” Meru refers to a mountain. Three dimensional form of Śrī Cakra is known as Meru or Mahā Meru.  Meru also means the condensed form of the Pañcadaśī mantra.  There are only nine bīja-s, if repeated bīja-s are removed (The nine bīja-s are:  ka, e, ī, la, sa, ha, ra, ma (क, ए, ई, ल, स, ह, र, म) and bindu). The Shree Yantra Meru is the abode of the Divine Goddess, SHREE LALITATRIPURASUNDARI! Hence the regular worship of the yantra makes one arrive at her consciousness of PARA & APARA both. Meru also means the spinal cord.  She traverses up and down the spinal cord in Her […] - [WHAT DOES IT MATTER WHAT I THINK OR DO?](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/what-does-it-matter-what-i-think-or-do/): If you remain aware that “I” am perfect consciousness, what does it matter how much you think, or what you do? All this is unreal, like dream visions after waking. “I am” is all bliss! – page 245, Living by the words of Bhagwan by David Godman. These words by Shree Bhagwan immediately dispel all doubts and remorse in me, all self-criticizing thoughts of not being good enough, not being appropriate enough in all that has been experienced or undertaken in this lifetime. All thoughts are unreal and all doings is a predestined occurrence which the body and mind are […] - [IMMORTAL TO TIME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/immortal-to-time/): Our love had a burning lust And rather too much. In its total acceptance, It gave us limitless opportunities To drop the judging mind And become faceless lovers Who became Immortal to time ( Tantric Sexuality : An awakening beyond the body) - [THE LONG SOUGHT NIRVANA ( POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-long-sought-nirvana-poem/): IMAGE CREDITS: Lara Makabresku If you can pause And bleed your heart watching yourself die Without a question asked, You will know the salvation of Christ, The ahimsa of Mahavir & The compassion of the Buddha Which you have merely read in the holy books. Until you can dare To subject your ego to self mutiny, Know that all you do Only flourishes its fields. Give up the garb of identity And bare up to die At the hands of this fierce grace. Trust with all your being that this seemingly unfit occurrence Holds the key To your long-sought Nirvana! - [LOVE IS THE LONELIEST PLACE(POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/love-is-the-loneliest-placepoem/): The alchemy of love Has potions in exact proportions. And if you have not learnt this art, Then you may find yourself emptied And abandoned to the void Which you create out Of an imbalanced giving to your beloved. Beware of this deadly emptiness That will swallow your self pride And rob you of your essence. So give to the beloved After your cup is full first Of the blessings of this life. Otherwise, you will find yourself Emptied of joy someday. Love indeed is the loneliest place to be! - [ANNAMALAI SWAMY & SHREE BHAGWAN RAMANA MAHARISHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/annamalai-swamy-shree-bhagwan-ramana-maharishi/): IMAGE CREDITS: davidman.org The reading of many accounts of Annamalai Swami’s dedication to his Guru over 4 decades of his life is a mountain of devotion that seems unfathomable to the human mind. Over 3 decades, he served the building of various segments of RAMANASHRAMAM as we enjoy it today. But when one reads about his day to day challenges, doubts and how the work was conducted with Bhagwan’s grace at every step, mostly through his silent solving of many kinds of issues faced and his constant support to the devotee who trusted him without a question and was ready […] - [Зеркало 1хбет](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/zerkalo-1hbet-104/): Детально опишите свою проблему администрации бк и отвечайте на вопросы. Когда не будет обнаружено никаких серьезных нарушений, необходимо подтвердить личностями, и тогда счет будет разблокирован. Обеспечивают бесперебойный доступ к сайту как с ПК, так только с мобильных устройств. Для телефонов в базе Андроид и Айфон созданы предназначены продукты. Нет, только играть через приложение, достаточно один раз его скачать и установить – программа позволит получить вы бесперебойный доступ нему сервису. Зеркало, судя которому доступен основной сайт, также подходил для входа и сервис через мобильную версию. Вопреки этому актуальные ссылки всегда работают, только если нет, же быстро заменяются. Каждый из перечисленных способов […] - [LABRODORITE WANDS: TRAVEL ASTRALLY, LIVE MAGICALLY!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/labrodorite-wands-travel-astrally-live-magically/): Did you know that Labradorite is accepted to have tumbled from the Aurora Borealis fire and is the stone of shamans, energy healers and lightworkers? The wonderous crystal also carries within it the splendorous colours of the enchanting Aurora Borealis. As per folklore, the truly mystical lights that flash across the arctic skies got trapped in the heart of this earth’s treasure and the stone can be seen to glimmer with these glows. So if you wish to travel astrally and experience lucid dreaming, this is your crystal of choice. It seals energy spills and prevents energy psychic attacks. It […] - [SIT WITH YOURSELF (POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sit-with-yourself-poem/): When you seem to blackout, When you seem to not know, When you are in grief, When you are in awe, When you feel alone, When you are not awaited, When you don’t have words, When it gets dark, When everything seems unknown, When death needs self witnessing, When you know it’s all a trap, When you don’t have friends, When you can’t fit in, When you need nothing, When you owe yourself healing, When you stumble upon love, When you walk out of love, When there is self-denial, When there is worldly abuse, When no one cares, When you […] - [Let this be my last time, Kali!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/let-this-be-my-last-time-kali/): Image credits: Dr Pallavi Kwatra The cycles of repeated sufferings of life and death and all in between hangs now like a drape on this living corpse of mine. When will you accept this last offering of the ego that has remained unslayed by your grace yet? Make me immortal by feeding me the molasses of your sweet compassion. They tell me about a moksha after I shed this body, I am adamant about freedom here and now… Promise me you will not disappoint me on this, LET THIS BE MY LAST TIME!   - [LISTEN (POEM)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/listen-poem/): IMAGE: Google Listen To the chaos in your heart, To the brave stalwart Who smiles through his scars, Finding his loved ones amidst the night stars. To the blossoming flower And the thunder and hearts shower. To the years that go by unloved To the tears frozen and unshed. To the love that God whispers, To the silent gifts that he delivers, To the sorrow that sobs in the lonely nights, To the heart that swells of many delights, To the ego and vanity cries, To the sea of compassion that constantly dries.. Listen until u hear… Listen until you […] - [YOU CAN BE MORE OF YOU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/you-can-be-more-of-you/): IMAGE: GOOGLE PHOTOS ( Public domain) You can be more of YOU! It must be grace and sheer grace that even amidst the burning world of bizarre viruses, economic upheaval, ghastly emotional complexities, the maze of role plays and identities, the world is still beautiful, kind and insanely graceful to those who will pause to see it that way. Embroiled in the worries of the future and drowned in the scars of the past, the mind that can pause and laze into the sheer aware presence of its soul-self can enjoy these priceless treasures of simply being … You don’t […] - [MY OCTOPUS TEACHER: MOVIE REVIEW](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/my-octopus-teacher-movie-review/): See “My Octopus Teacher” on Netflix: https://www.netflix.com/in/title/81045007?s=i&trkid=13747225&vlang=en&clip=81251629&t=wha How outstanding can a human be when he lives in connection with his ecosystem, not as a power-hungry consumer trying to seize opportunities for his own profit but as a co-traveller with other living beings? We humans have much to learn with deep humility and shame that we know only peripheries of the cosmic intelligence that runs our planet and the varied archetypes of species, colonies and worlds within it. And when we know so less and that we humans are as vulnerable and as destined, we will honour all life as precious […] - [SHAKTI UNTOUCHED (Poem)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shakti-untouched-poem/): IMAGE CREDITS: Pinterest ( Public Domain) Worshipped in the day, Fucked at night. Somedays, Loved and lusted, Somedays, Banished and abandoned. Regarded auspicious, Then burnt alive as a witch. They needed her blessings, But abhorred her wrath. She was an archetype of compassion That could be easily pleaded guilty. The garb of faces around her That praise her forms, But cannot see her anything More than a body. To whom can she show her bleeding heart That never stops loving In spite of all insult! Who can understand and simply sit with her, Without any lust for power, siddhi, Mukti […] - [ENFLAMED (Poem)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enflamed-poem/):   Don’t let the years just pass you by, Muttering the words of everyone else, Looking outside like a beggar For validation, love or succour. Shun mercilessly The cloak of borrowed identities That has made you weary and boring. It’s never about how much Or how far or how best Have you lived your life.. If you are in synch and flow, It happens automatically and honestly. If not, it will be only a chore. Lack is not the way of the universe Then why do you crib like a beggar here? Give to others generously Of your love, money […] - [DEVI IS AWADHOOTHA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/devi-is-awadhootha/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/116530709095200350/ Devi being the embodied Aishwarya principle, as we most often see her draped in silk sarees and expensive jewellery undergoing elaborate abhishekams in temples, we might begin to have a bias in our minds about her being only a material abundance magnet of some sort. No doubt of that, she enables sukha nd samridhi, material and spiritual opulence for us, but who is Devi at heart? Devi at heart does not need any of what we offer to her. she is complete, eternal and whole. what we offer is of our bhava of devotion to her as […] - [OT DIARIES: KINDNESS TOUCHES US ALL THE SAME](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ot-diaries-kindness-touches-us-all-the-same/): IMAGE CREDITS: GOOGLE ( PUBLIC DOMAIN) A challenging evening of rushing amidst pouring rain and a late-night drive with poor visibility to attend to a pregnant patient who is grappled with fear as she lost her 9 months fully grown baby right at birth in her previous pregnancy awaits me at the OT table. What will fate bring to her this time? A sweet excitement along with surges of anxiety and fear make her vulnerable as I see best how I can set her mind to rest and deliver my duty to administer anaesthesia in the safest way. It is […] - [THE MIRROR OF DEVI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-mirror-of-devi/): THE MIRROR OF DEVI! 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Your karuna is so endearing, your love is so pure and forgiving!   Someday, you entice me with your erotica, then you snug me close like a mother (LALITATRIPURASUNDARI) Someday, you split open my veins to bleed me to near-death (CHINNAMASTA) At others, you […] - [FULL MOON CLEANSING & CHARGING OF HEALING CRYSTAL YONI WANDS/EGGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/full-moon-cleansing-charging-of-healing-crystal-yoni-wands-eggs/): IMAGE CREDITS: PINETERST.COM FULL MOON CLEANSING & CHARGING OF HEALING CRYSTAL YONI WANDS/EGGS Thttps://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/kundalini-cervical…/ To know more about SPARSH: KUNDALINI AWAKENING CERVICAL HEALING CRYSTAL TOOLS, read this educational pdf: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/Kundalini-Cervical… Cleanse Charge Energize Reuse By following these 4 basic steps with your healing crystal products like yoni eggs/wands on every full moon, You will be able to see remarkably enhanced effects of your crystal friends. 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No one else! - [THE NUANCE OF THE FULL MOON](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-nuance-of-the-full-moon/): IMAGE CREDITS: PINETEREST The full moon is a wonderful time to connect with ourselves deeply and spend a good intimate time, healing, recouping and reorienting ourselves to the ever-new dynamic fluxes of our life. Just like how the moon becomes full and then void, we also go through the phases of feeling at the top of the world and then finding ourselves low and inadequate. If we can remain neutral witnesses to our states of transition without identifying with them, we can transcend in a certain way and remain unfettered by our changing circumstances. IMAGE CREDITS: PINETEREST The auspicious karthigai […] - [GNOSIS:THE KNOWING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/gnosisthe-knowing/): IMAGE CREDITS: FACEBOOK(Public domain) When the ink gets a little dimmer, When it gets a little quieter, When boundaries dull, When the heart is too full, And yet one can be null.. 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Being firmly rooted in the reality of samsara and yet ever freely and effortlessly floating in the transcendental skies of eternal freedom, she shows to us how co-existence is not only a […] - [Bindu: The merger of the Form & Formless](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/bindu-the-merger-of-the-form-formless/): “The Formless and the Formed were joined in her” ||81.18|| Savitri by Shree Aurobindo The greatest grace of Shree Mata in our lifetime is to come to a point of Non-duality within us. This is the arrival of the saadhak at the Bindu of the Shri Yantra. When all become one: the matrix of polarities that the ego constructed over lifetimes finds its self collapsing into the silent abyss of the Bindu. 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IMAGE CREDITS: GOOGLE PUBLIC DOMAIN This role model of how a […] - [SUNSTONE CRYSTAL HEALING WANDS FOR SEXUAL HEALING & PLEASURE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sunstone-crystal-healing-wands-for-sexual-healing-pleasure/): Crystal wands are made from various healing crystals and hence carry the healing properties according to the crystals chosen. The healing wands can be a new window to discovering your own sexuality in a brand new way. pleasure helps in exploring and blossoming your creativity and full experience of life. Healing properties of Sunstone: The “Goodluck stone”, brings the happy cheer of the sunshine of joy in our lives. Activates the lower chakras blossoming sensual and sexuality inner connections. 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The term “energized” suggests that the sindur has undergone a consecration or ritual infusion of spiritual energy. Some commonly attributed benefits of using energized Kamakhya Sindur for Vashikaran (attraction), wealth, and protection: Vashikaran (Attraction): Kamakhya Devi is often associated with the powers of attraction and desire. Devotees believe that applying […] - [Build Your Sacred Crystal Consecrated Space](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/build-your-sacred-crystal-consecrated-space/): Are You Seeking to Welcome Crystals & Their Healing Power & Benefits in Your Life? Looking for tips on setting up a sacred crystal space/energy grid in your living spaces, meditation areas, yoga schools or offices? Visit us at: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/crystal-collection/ Whats app at 8595649303 We have a wide range of customizable crystal clusters, polished forms, balls, pyramids, towers of a variety of raw high energy crystals How can crystals help us? Crystals are believed to help us in various ways, both physically and emotionally, based on principles from alternative healing practices like crystal healing and metaphysics. Here are some ways in […] - [Verse 11 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The One Who Dwells in the Ocean of Blissful Sweetness](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-11/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/255579347602150121/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ ikṣusāgaramadhyasthamandirāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ इक्षुसागरमध्यस्थमन्दिराय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose abode is in the middle of an ocean filled with sugarcane juice. Commentary: This verse from the Ucchista Ganapati Stotram […] - [Time to Rest](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/time-to-rest/):   I was the potted plant At the window That overlooked the sea. I saw the sea in its many pastels of Black, blue and oranges Sometimes it had the storms Which with no one it could share. Sometimes it just lapped Happily like a child. But always it did have a tide.. Ships of all sizes Came sailing And I saw them and heard their hoots. Somedays my flowers Bloomed their petals …somedays they died From your sea sick air. I was like an old man Standing at the zenith of his life. He had seen it all. 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This is the same as perceiving Lord gaṇeśa as Lord sūrya nārāyaṇā felicitated […] - [Guru Pournami 2024: The story of Guru's grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/guru-pournami-2024-the-story-of-gurus-grace/): Just as the clock struck it’s midnight hour and we moved into the auspicious Guru Pournami, I managed to complete the last chant of my 100,000 japa sankalpam of 37 syllable Ucchistaganapati Mantras & 150 chants of Ucchistaganapati kawach which started exactly 8 months back on 20/11/2023. I have had many living examples of my Guru Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi s grace in my life in the past 7 years. Including the release of my beautiful book of Lalitasahasranama on Guru Pournami, 2019 and my dear father’s peaceful passing on the exact evening date of Bhagwans Mahasamadhi in 2018. Yet another […] - [SIT QUIETLY IN YOUR NIRVANA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sit-quietly-in-your-nirvana/): Learn to be silent In the face of both your joys and sorrows. 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As the burning pyre of your Nirvana Will burn the […] - [Verse 9 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The One Who Stands on a White Lotus in the Celestial River](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-9/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/253820128993554745/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ surāpagāsitāmbhojasaṃsthitāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ सुरापगासिताम्भोजसंस्थिताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutation to the One who stands on a white lotus in the river of the gods. Commentary: This verse from the Ucchista Ganapati Stotram is […] - [Kalavahana Shakti Activation Sri Vidya: Invoking the Agni Kala](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kalavahana-shakti-activation-sri-vidya-invoking-the-agni-kala/): To Learn Or Experience a Kalavahana Shakti Activation Ritual: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/kalavahana-shakti-ritual/ In the Sri Vidya tradition, the invocation of cosmic intelligence is a profound practice aimed at harmonizing the practitioner’s inner energies with the universal forces. One of the key elements of this practice involves the invocation of the Ten Kalās of Fire. These kalās, or aspects, are essential components of the cosmic intelligence that permeates the elements—earth, fire, water, air, space, and time. In this blog, we will delve into the significance of these kalās, their invocation, and the specific mantras associated with each. Invocation of the Kalās To fully integrate […] - [The Lord Standing Beneath the Kalpataru in the Ocean of Milk — Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram Verse 8](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-8/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/219902394285789750/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ kṣīrābdhimadhyakalpadrumūlasthāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ क्षीराब्धिमध्यकल्पद्रुमूलस्थाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who stands at the foot of the wish-fulfilling tree (Kalpataru), in the centre of the ocean of milk (kṣīrasāgara). 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While its rituals and practices may seem elaborate, integrating Sri Vidya into daily life can bring profound spiritual growth, inner peace, and a deeper connection with the divine. In this blog, we will explore practical ways to weave the principles and practices of Sri Vidya into the fabric of everyday living. Understanding Sri Vidya Sri Vidya emphasizes the worship of Shakti through mantras, yantras, and meditation. 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Origins and Significance Kalavahana, often referred to as Kalavahana Shakti Puja, is rooted in the ancient tantric practices of Sri Vidya. 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Spiritual Healing: Intuition and […] - [Ucchista Ganapati, the Radiance of the Celestial Coral Tree — Name 1 of the Ucchista ganapati Ashtastotram](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-series-verse-1/): Image Credits: https://www.picxy.com/photo/867342 UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. ॥ Śrī ucchiṣṭagaṇanāthasya aṣṭottaraśatanāmāvaliḥ ॥ (॥ श्री उच्छिष्टगणनाथस्य अष्टोत्तरशतनामावलिः ॥) “Oṃ vandārujanamandārapādapāya namo namaḥ Om” ॐ वन्दारुजनमन्दारपादपाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to Ucchista Ganapati, the revered deity who embodies the essence of auspiciousness and divine […] - [Crystal Maala Series: Labrodorite Maala Healing Properties & Benefits](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/crystal-maala-series-labrodorite-maala-healing-properties-benefits/): Buy it here: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/product/energized-labrodorite-crystal-mala-for-healing-chanting-wearing/ Labradorite is a popular gemstone known for its stunning iridescence and array of healing properties. 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Her soft strength of karuna and nourishment is the feeding source point of all janana, bhakti and yoga. Saw this beautiful representation of Mother feeding Baby Hanuman so lovingly.. and his pure devotion of receiving like a child. After all..we all have a mother. May all immerse in the Shree principle.. Image credits : Pallavi Kwatra at Hanuman Gharhi Sankatmochan Neem Karoli […] - [Guru samwaad: Conversations with Neem Karoli Baba](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/guru-samwaad-conversations-with-neem-karoli-baba/): Me: Baba.. I have no one left to speak my heart to. I’m so alone and despondent. How will I pass my life being so? Baba: I’m here. speak to me. I’ll always love you. I have never left you alone ever. Me: I don’t know the best way to live in the world. If I love too much I get hurt and if I don’t …I feel empty. Baba: Drop the calculation. You are love. The rest is only Leela. Me: Thoughts don’t stop. What am I to do to be free of them? Baba: Nothing. Why bother about […] - [MAGICAL JOURNEYS WITH UCCHISTA GANAPATI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/magical-journeys-with-ucchista-ganapati/): Verse 36 Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram states.. “ॐ मदनागमसत्तन्त्रपारगाय नमो नमः ॐ oṃ madanāgamasattantrapāragāya namo namaḥ oṃ” Greetings to the one who has conquered all desires, be it physical, material or spiritual, and who has mastery over both the inner and outer worlds. This person has no desire for material possessions, nor any spiritual needs to fulfill, and is the embodiment of everything that exists within and outside of all living beings and materials. 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The Khadagmala Stotra is another hymn sung in praise of […] - [MOVIE REVIEW ON SPACEMAN: A HEART TOUCHING STORY](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/movie-review-on-spaceman-a-heart-touching-story/): Heart touching …Some reflections on the movie, “Spaceman” Had many self reflections which were triggered with this movie. The deep longing of a lonely existence of this astronaut is reciprocated by an extra terrestrial being ( hanush) who acts like his spiritual mirror bringing him heartful insights of how he had always kept his own success and ambition above the love for his wife who loved him unconditionally. Their beautiful friendship starts after the 6 month lonesome astronaut suddenly encounters this ugly spider in his space shuttle and is touched by his compassion and wisdom which comes from the etheral […] - [Kalashtami reflections: The" viprita shunya"of Kaalbhairava](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kalashtami-reflections-the-viprita-shunyaof-kaalbhairava/): There is so much in our outer worlds that we are either constantly enduring, manipulating, forbearing, handling, resolving or fretting about. From the moment we open our eyes..we are grappled with thoughts of many kinds. All vichara is the same whether you claim it to be holy, good or worthy in any which ways. I personally feel that vichara is the vritti in our system which is essentially the silent void by default. So if you have clearly understood this, no thought will enchant or glamour you. And your direction turns inwards towards your shunya kaala awastha of timelessness. I’m […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI: AN INSPIRATION FOR ALL ARTISTS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-an-inspiration-for-all-artists/): Reflecting on My Journey with Ucchistaganapati & Neela Saraswati Exactly 122 days ago, I embarked on a commitment to recite 1.25 lakh japas of the Ucchistaganapati mantra. Today, I write to share the joy of reaching the midway point, having completed 65,000 japas thus far. This journey has been a profound experience, where Ganesha, in his playful yet profound manner, has led me through moments of both tears and divine revelations, bestowing upon me immense bliss and insights from ethereal realms. Through this journey, I find myself becoming a vessel for the creation of an entire book dedicated to him, […] - [AAWAHANAM: RECEIVE SACRED INITIATION INTO UCCHISTA GANAPATI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/aawahanam-receive-sacred-initiation-into-ucchista-ganapati/): ॐ पूर्णमदः पूर्णमिदं पूर्णात्पुर्णमुदच्यते । पूर्णस्य पूर्णमादाय पूर्णमेवावशिष्यते ॥ With Humble Gratitude on the feet of Ucchiṣṭa Brahman, Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇpathi channels and blesses you through the sacred instrument of Shree Dr Pallavi kwatra who is inspired to announce the process of initiation of UCCHISTA GANPATHI. Please find video on the process of initiation in Ucchista Ganapathi https://youtu.be/h9n7HPmDjhc Following are the offerings of Initiation process: 1.A live Zoom session where you will be initiated personally and she will unravel the Secrets, Mythology, Benefits and saadhna process in detail of Ucchista Ganapathi. 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As the years pass on and you deepen your faith in her, you can see the krama of your life transforming and mutating into a brand new sthithi of more and more joy, playfulness, innocence and heart openings to […] - [Day 8 KAMAKHYA NAVRATRI PUJA: AWHADHOOTA NIRAKAR PARASHAKTI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/day-8-kamakhya-navratri-puja-awhadhoota-nirakar-parashakti/): For so many of us, lineages, forms (swaroopas) and saadhna techniques are everything that corroborate the authenticity. The dogmas and cults are heavily ingrained and flowing like blood in our veins. The trap goes deeper than we even know…lifetimes of conditioning and borrowed learning has made us slaves who are willing to pay prices to chain themselves even deeper. For us, Our Gods/deities, Gurus and Parampara are Pride badges and the understanding of the importance of bhava and swabhava leading to manan ( contemplation) and atma vichara ( self enquiry) is only next to impossible. 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However, Lord Shiva was deeply engrossed in meditation after the […] - [BECOME A JIWANMUKTA WITH UCCHISTA GANAPATI'S GRACE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/become-a-jiwanmukta-with-ucchista-ganapatis-grace/): image credits: From personal altar of Shree Dr Pallavi Kwatra Ucchistaganapati homam conducted along with recitation of Uchhista Ganapati kawach. The rising flames of karmic burnout and the dissolution of all obstacles as all pathways to self realization are now clearer and ultra fast.. For those seeking expedited journeys of inner freedom and outer impact…Connect to Ucchista and know the jivanmukta awastha in this lifetime…Make it happen for you.. I have been connecting with some amazing souls who are receiving the mystic and marvellous powers of Ucchistaganapati in their lives via this chosen instrument… The initiation process keeps getting auto […] - [A unique book on Ucchista Ganapati](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-unique-book-on-ucchista-ganapati/): A UNIQUE AND RARE BOOK ON UCCHISTA GANAPATI: With the immense blessings of my Guru, Shree Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi, Shree Lalita Tripurasundari RajRajeshwari and Shree Ucchista Ganapati sameta Neela Saraswati, I am deeply humbled to announce my upcoming book on UCCHISTA GANAPATI: Beyond The veil of Illusion. This will be a unique body of complete work on Ucchista Ganapati for the English-speaking and detail all about his multifaceted Archetype to diversified population of People as he makes himself available in this kaliyuga to assist our spiritual and world journeys in powerful, creative and playful ways. The beautiful, mystical and powerful […] - [Navratri Kamakhya Diaries: The path of the Kaula](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/navratri-kamakhya-diaries-the-path-of-the-kaula/): KAMAKHYA NAVRATRI DIARIES DAY 2: The path of The Kaula. Who exactly is a Kaula? According to the Tantraloka… “In this ritual, the wise individual ought to employ the very elements deemed forbidden in conventional scriptures. These are steeped in the essence of the left-hand path. Once the distinction between purity and impurity is relinquished, one realizes the Divine transcends duality…” A Kaula adheres to her Tradition. She follows her guru, embracing the left-handed path. Not because she is morally depraved or given to excess, but because she recognizes the necessity of purifying her innate urges. She offers them at […] - [Day 3 Navratri Kamakhya Series: Ouch...It hurts.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/day-3-navratri-kamakhya-series-ouch-it-hurts/): Ouch..It hurts to transform! The loosening grip of Maya is not a blissful sojourn and nor a Tantric adventure of any sorts. It’s as bland and tasteless or severely bitter and unresting to transform into The next version of yourself. If it were only a bunch of roses, all would have walked up her Neelanchal parwat and got the halo of Mukti around their heads after a visit to Kamakhya Temple. One has to weep tears of blood One has to unlearn painfully One has to let go One has to forgive One has to forbear One has to love […] - [Day 4: Navratri Kamakhya Series: Die before dying](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/day-4-navratri-kamakhya-series-die-before-dying/): I died to everybody I knew, for reasons they had held against me. And I’m not attempting my reincarnation in any way. If you don’t seek me.. Know that I never needed you at all… As the quench is now offered at Mother’s altar. She will bestow what she deems best. You were never capable anyways… It needed a fractured heart to love.. This death is my new birth Where I lost all previous lineage And baggage of furthur responsibilities. Without these both, I’m open like the sky And free like the birds. So if it still suits you to […] - [Day 5 Navratri Kamakhya series: The love that lasts Is the love that endures](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/day-5-navratri-kamakhya-series-the-love-that-lasts-is-the-love-that-endures/): It must not have been easy for anyone who is awakening to leak pain and sit with the message of one’s feelings. Its difficult to spread all your fears, anxieties and grief on the table and show ones vulnerabilities and deficiencies as human. The looming fear of being judged and rejected for all the failings. It needs courage to see through the heavy mist of broken trusts and limping back to the normal version which is now obsolete to time. Inspite of anger and rage to sit down to hear and speak without a bias can be challenging and difficult […] - [Navratri Kamakhya Diaries: Day 6: The 5 Faced Kamakhya](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/navratri-kamakhya-diaries-day-6-the-5-faced-kamakhya/): In the Kamakhya Temple complex in Assam, India, the primary deity is Kamakhya Devi, who is worshipped in various forms or faces, each representing different aspects of her divine presence. Here’s a description of the five main faces of Kamakhya Devi worshipped in the temple: Kamakhya: This is the primary form of the goddess worshipped at the Kamakhya Temple. Kamakhya Devi is often depicted as a powerful goddess embodying the energy of desire and fulfillment. She is associated with fertility, creation, and the cosmic feminine energy. Devotees seek her blessings for prosperity, success, and fulfillment of desires. Tripura: Tripura represents […] - [Kamkhya: The Magic of The Bleeding Goddess](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kamkhya-the-magic-of-the-bleeding-goddess/): Image Credits: Personal Kamakhya Altar Navratri Puja Shree Dr Pallavi Kwatra The menstrual blood of a woman is not a malady, although in numerous cultures, she is segregated from normal family life during this time. The monthly menstrual cycle is a completely natural biological process for every woman. Tantrics venerate this sacred cycle of the Devi as a symbol of reverence and worship. It is she who perpetuates the evolutionary cycles of humanity. The blood that flows through every menstruating woman during her monthly cycles is hers, intricately connected to the phases of the Moon. In contemplating our monthly periods […] - [ATMA RAM SHREE HANUMAN](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/atma-ram-shree-hanuman/): I did not know what to do. So I just bent my knees, bowed my head Closed my eyes , folded my hands And opened my heart To Shree Ram. I have been repeating this ever since… – Atma Ram Shree Hanuman - [Practice being YOU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/practice-being-you/): Staying as yourself in the closest relationships can be a challenge as there is a tendency to be emotionally manipulated or impacted by what they are experiencing. One can easily forget that this life is merely a drama and we are only enacting our pre designed roles in it. So, while the unreal characters jump, play, cry and laugh on a cinema screen, the screen remains as the unchanging witness to it all. Many times our loved ones go through bouts of pain, anger and withdrawals and we jump in to help solve it all for them. It may also […] - [A glimpse into my life](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/a-glimpse-into-my-life/): A glimpse into my life after completing a surgery in the operating theatre at 2:30 AM on January 19th, 2024: Most people who know me via social media think I have a great gala life. And I’m broadcasting to them from some pedestal of a sort. I invite them to come and spend 24 hours with me and they will know how hard I have to work and how I balance my work life as a full time doctor ( with erratic time schedules and long working hours) with my intense saadhna schedules ranging into 4-5 hours each day along […] - [Mid life crisis or Mid life awakening](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/mid-life-crisis-or-mid-life-awakening/): Many of us are worried when we notice that single grey on our head and know what’s coming at us. And before we know it, we have a whole white mane or maybe a baldness that shines through our scalp. When the joints seem to creak a little and the skin sags are all revealed and when the constant shifting of glasses does not bring anything into sharp focus and the dementia of unknown origin makes us forget where we kept our glasses while they are on our head…Then there are the spiking emotional lows and the passions that our […] - [Crystal Stories: Past Life Regression and Family Constellation Healing: An ancient fossilized wisdom](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/crystal-stories-past-life-regression-and-family-constellation-healing-an-ancient-fossilized-wisdom/): Crystal stories: Mystical wisdom from past. Today I had visitations from Haidakhaan Babaji during my meditation with my petrified wood crystal and transmissions from my Himalayan Kriya Yoga Master Dr Yogi Pradeep Ullal for this guided meditation.. It’s amazing I could hear tinkling laughter from Mahavtar Babaji s Haidakhaan avtaar so clearly.. Crystals help us receive transmissions from so many realms and blessings from so many divine channels. This is my petrified wood crystal …a very amazing crystal created from fossilized wood of trees…millions of years old… Trees carry energy signatures from their age old timelines and help us ground […] - [Crystal Stories: Celestite from the celestial dimensions](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/crystal-stories-celestite-from-the-celestial-dimensions/): I received beautiful celestite crystal cluster yesterday and it’s pale blue calm overflooded my being.. it’s so soothing and pure. I meditated with it today morning and felt very peaceful and blissed.. Celestite is very good for a good night sleep and decoding dreams from the realms Also wonderful for connecting with angelic realms. Celestite, also known as celestine, is a crystal that is often associated with various metaphysical and healing properties. While it’s important to note that scientific evidence supporting these claims may be limited, many people believe in the potential healing benefits of celestite. Here are some commonly […] - [Be Yourself](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-yourself/): The silent flame of solitude Singes the patterns of thought. Every moment you are reincarnated anew Then die as a nobody that no one ever knew. In mortal life, what is there still left to bear The monotony of another greying hair. So much water has passed over the bridge, What do you now wait to know or drop? When it is so clear you do not even own an atom In this myriad world of God’s unfolding grace Give up all ideas of transformation! There is no one left to be But Yourself! - [Wake up and Play](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/wake-up-and-play/): Wake up and play! You have lived in mundane moods .. A sad and automatic life And then you complain of greying cells And the melancholy of repeat modes. Years have passed by And you don’t seem to laugh or play It’s only a mindless passing of day. You speak of preambles of truth And make assertions of ” holier than thou” Yet…the innocence and simple joy Has long left the corpse of you. When will you go outside To walk barefoot and kiss the earth? To be cooled by the shade of large trees And the sounds of tweeting […] - [THE LIGHT THAT WE CANNOT SEE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-light-that-we-cannot-see/): Most often there is so much happening around us that the noticing of the finer and subtle beauty of life within us goes un noticed. We cringe in pain at the inner disconnect and live lives of despair and despondent grief while the truth is that our inner vision is not clear to feel grateful for our smallest blessings. Awaiting the love to come from without, we fail to honour it’s effulgent springs from within your own heart. The only difference between an aware being and a sleepwalking human is the awakened heart that permits the bliss of beingness to […] - [PRACTISE THE PAUSE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/practise-the-pause/): It’s often allmost impossible for us to pause even when we are experiencing pain on many levels. As the conditioning to keep pushing beyond our limits to prove a point to ourselves is always prime point in our heads. We have been programmed to be hard working and meticulous in all that we undertake and we even tackle our pain in the exact same fashion. We fail terribly but we are head strong on trying. Something just doesn’t feel right when we are handling our pain with our aggression rather than our tenderness. But we don’t know how to break […] - [LET GO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/let-go/): As I lay waiting Under this vast bounty of grace, My whole life flashed before my eyes in a jiffy. There was no experience that had been missed In this vastly unfolded life… Both pleasure and pain Had passed over… Only I was left… In awe of its watching! Just then a pale white flower Caressed my face… “Let go of the one who watches”…It whispered! - [Labrodorite: My healings , channelings and meditations](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/labrodorite-my-healings-channelings-and-meditations-2/): Today I meditated with my beautiful Labrodorite crystal by placing it on my heart chakra. And the most soothing 432 hz auric frequencies. It felt amazingly light and my meditation was so deep, I could not feel my body.. And indeed Mother Gia showed me glimpses of this tree of life pattern in my crystal and made me understand how she nourishes us through this kalpavriksha of life. As a child and till date, I have had a deep longing to visit the Atlantic to witness the magnificence of the Aurora Buruolis and Through my labrodorite, I can now explode […] - [Advaita Anubhuti of Srividya via Ucchista Ganapati upasana](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/advaita-anubhuti-of-srividya-via-ucchista-ganapati-upasana/): Most of us are still stuck with severe mental bias and judgement even though we may have many denominations or having completed high levels of srividya saadhnaas. In fact, the more learned one becomes, the more is the danger of “siddhi abhiman”.. or ego flaming that comes with siddhis during the course of Srividya saadhna. The mature saadhak is always at guard and fairly knows that the vasanas of the mind which germinate from the ahamkara need to be shed to merge into Lalita as Shiva Shakti roopini. So here, in my own experiences, I find the upasana of Ucchista […] - [Unmadi: The erotica of self discovery](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/unmadi-the-erotica-of-self-discovery/): Blissed orgasmic states of gaiety, fullness, ripened divine feminine, the urdhvaretas and self realised anandit Awasthas. If pleasure shames you, then be prepared to wait until you know that it has to be travelled for transcending it… If unmadi has not happened to you… neither will samadhi! - [USE BLACK ONYX HEALING CRYSTAL FOR PSYCHIC PROTECTION, EVIL EYE & GROUNDING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/use-black-onyx-healing-crystal-for-psychic-protection-evil-eye-grounding/): How to use black onyx balls for psychic protection? Black onyx is believed to be a powerful stone for psychic protection and shielding against negative energies. Here are some ways you can use black onyx balls for psychic protection: Carry Black Onyx with You: Keep a black onyx ball or a small tumbled stone in your pocket or wear it as jewelry to carry its protective energy with you throughout the day. This can help create a shield against negative energies and psychic attacks. Meditation and Visualization: During meditation, hold the black onyx ball in your hand or place it on your […] - [HEART CHAKRA OPENINGS WITH ROSE QUARTZ BALLS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/heart-chakra-openings-with-rose-quartz-balls/): Indeed it is the heart that determines everything about us. And when the heart petals open , there is no visible magnificence or audible sound since it is Anahata: The unstruck nada of beingness and chitta alone. But to the one who undergoes this heart opening, he alone knows and knows it without a doubt or necessity for verification from any Gods or humans. He becomes the transparent channel for divine outpourings and is liberated in this lifetime. There is no mukti to seek and no next to arrive at. Channelings and learning to trust the heartful guidances : I […] - [Labrodorite: My healings , channelings and meditations](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/labrodorite-my-healings-channelings-and-meditations/): Today I meditated with my beautiful Labrodorite crystal by placing it on my heart chakra. And the most soothing 432 hz auric frequencies. It felt amazingly light and my meditation was so deep, I could not feel my body.. And indeed Mother Gia showed me glimpses of this tree of life pattern in my crystal and made me understand how she nourishes us through this kalpavriksha of life. As a child and till date, I have had a deep longing to visit the Atlantic to witness the magnificence of the Aurora Buruolis and Through my labrodorite, I can now explode […] - [Overcoming the grief of being unloved](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/overcoming-the-grief-of-being-unloved/): It’s not uncommon for us to remain unloved in the closest of our relationships. It was meant to be better , softer, safer and kind but it turns out to be cruel, bitter and unsafe leaving us more insecure and emotionally hurt than before. There is a deep grief that accompanies this disappointment of hitting a wall which should and could have been a way forward. Why could love never happen to this relationship when that was all it was meant to be. It would be relevant to understand this situation from a few perspectives here. An important one being […] - [The flame of compassion from the wick of the heart wound](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-flame-of-compassion-from-the-wick-of-the-heart-wound/): Many of us are heart wounded. We can’t feel love. Strange, yet true..we live our lonely lives caged in our cubicles of safe self preservation zones because we have stopped exposing ourselves to the cruel world of aggression, chase and fake projections. The wound is too deep and the fear of touching it is scary. What if it bleeds…so we just roam around like automatons in a reflex response of “getting the work done..day by day” The heart wound if forgotten or covered in fancy robes is still unhealed and starts to bleed everytime we are brazed with unkindness, selfishness […] - [Arunachala: The void of Kaalateetha!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/arunachala-the-void-of-kaalateetha/): What remains when the ego begins to thin out? Who remains to profess, preach or even love? The evaporating vagaries of the mundane mind when exposed to the scorching heat of the Agnilingam has left me to ache for the final travels. Only that there is no one left to embark on the journey anymore. Now , I don’t even visit you.. ..i only sit and watch and wait to be your prey…come when u must… The Kaalateetha shunyata is now upon this one… Let all be engulfed and singed…Arunachala Shiva… - [SHIVOHUM: THE SPECIAL BLESSING OF YONI PUJA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/shivohum-the-special-blessing-of-yoni-puja/): “The vagina is Mahamaya and the penis is Sadashiva. Worshipping them, one becomes liberated while still alive, there is no doubt about it.” (Yoni Tantra, Patala 5) Yoni puja, or Yoni worship, is a ritual or religious practice rooted in Hinduism and Tantra. The word “yoni” is a Sanskrit term that refers to the female reproductive organ, specifically the vulva and vagina, and is often associated with the concept of the divine feminine. Yoni puja involves the veneration or worship of the yoni as a symbol of the goddess Shakti, who represents feminine energy and creative power in Hinduism. This […] - [The practice of samatvam](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-practice-of-samatvam/): It’s not about being biased towards your spiritual journeys in culted conditioned ways of pujas, rituals or saadhnaas that make us enlightened or free. It is to understand the delicate balance of practising the awareness to be ever in the self. ( Antarmukhi) while functioning in all role plays out in the world ( bahirmukhi) you don’t have to become a recluse, aesetic, monk or aghori in a shamshan to work out ur spiritual dharma. Walking the razorsharp path of Dharma while u do ur duties in the world and complete your karmic cycle here is samatvam. Stop slotting things […] - [KAALBHAIRAVA RITUALS FOR DOGS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalbhairava-rituals-for-dogs/): Kaalbhairava and dogs: Request Kaalbhairava rituals for your loving pets/ pet souls who may have passed on and were like your family members on this Mahalaya Amavasya In Hinduism, Kaalbhairava is often associated with dogs. Kaalbhairava is considered a fierce and wrathful manifestation of Lord Shiva, and dogs are believed to be his trusted companions. There is a significant symbolic and mythological connection between Kaalbhairava and dogs, which is reflected in various rituals and practices. Here’s a closer look at the relationship between Kaalbhairava and dogs: Mount and Companionship: Kaalbhairava is often depicted riding a dog, and sometimes he is […] - [KAALBHAIRAVA: THE DANDAPANI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalbhairava-the-dandapani/): With the blessings of Kaalbhairava you will experience the annhilation of the structured conditioning of thought processes and the subtle migration of becoming an intuitive and fearless being from the mindful and strategic approaches. Your mind will sink deeper into the heart revealing the Leela of life on a more organic and natural unfolding rather than merely intellectual grasp of three dimensional gymnastics. The ” Dandapani” and his compassion not only destroys evil but the flow of too many thoughts leading to the shunyata or Kaalateetha awastha of the self . - [PAUSE, REST...REBOOT!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/pause-rest-reboot/): Sometimes we go through emotional traumas, spiritual awakening and personality remodelling. We all go through them, no matter how we or others perceive ourself to be. In the eyes of the world, you may look the same and they will continue to try to put you in their own boxes of how you should appear to them. They will continue to keep you trapped in your role plays that serve them to their interest. But if you are sensitive, pure and aware, you will have to put lot of self love and self esteem at the highest priority in your […] - [FROM LALANA TO LALITAMBIKA: THE RASA OF EMBODIED LIVING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/from-lalana-to-lalitambika/): The term “Lalana Chakra” is often associated with the practice of Kundalini Yoga and Tantra. In these traditions, the human body is believed to contain several energetic centers called chakras. The Lalana Chakra is not one of the widely recognized and commonly discussed chakras in mainstream sources, but it is mentioned in some esoteric texts and teachings. According to those sources, the Lalana Chakra is located at the roof of the mouth, specifically at the soft spot called the uvula. It is said to be a minor chakra associated with spiritual development and the flow of energy within the body. […] - [TOUCHING MYSELF WITH AN AWARE LOVE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/touching-myself-with-an-aware-love/): Most of us are so unconscious to life and it’s beauties that we forget to honour our heart, our choices, our pleasure and also who we truly are. With so much that begs our attention and our duties and work and chores, the ability to Intuit and fullfill our deepest pleasures with the most intricate detail, timeless time and very deep self love is allmost becoming redundant. Self love, self care, self pleasure,orgasmic bliss and deep satiety leading to deep silence is the ache of our urban worlds where we strive for excellence and lose our fragrance. A woman’s body […] - [New moon meanderings](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/new-moon-meanderings/): My mind waxes and wanes And loves to light fires of its own In desolate locations and forgotten lands. I fade away…then bloom again Just like a new moon that Yet again.. becomes full. Grief simmers and dances On the edge of hopeful tommorows. Love reveals and entices And yet is fake In this fleeting and dreary world.. Maybe everything here is as meaningless Or purposefully grand As our minds wish to make it so. I have no drama left to play out And yet I’m the lead actor in many. Fractured into many pieces Under the burdens of expectations, […] - [Enlightenment: A hunky dory dream](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/enlightenment-a-hunky-dory-dream/): Most of us are chasing ideas of the enlightenment of others, not even pausing a moment to witness, applaud and own up our own unique journey and it’s powerful throwbacks. The idea archetypes of how others got self realised is their story, not yours. So how does it help you? It surely entertains you and gives you mirages and beautiful visions of your own. It keeps you latched to the idea that One fine day…it will eventually happen to you too. The pursuit of enlightenment is its own trap and the mind is the sieve through which grace cannot pass. […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI: THE ARS EROTICA](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-the-ars-erotica/):   There are 32 forms of Ganapati. One of them is Uchchishta Ganapati. This form of worship is believed to be a form of Vamachara(left handed worship). Uchchhishta (“leftovers”). The word refers to the food left over at the end of a ritual, but in this context refers to its Tantric connotation. Uchchhishta is the food kept in the mouth, which is contaminated with saliva, thus ritually impure and a taboo in Hinduism. But Ucchista Ganapati loves the salivating mouth of the devotee and is overjoyed at this symbol of deep pleasure. Many times during intense sexual act, saliva drools and […] - [PUJA & HEALING SERVICES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/puja-healing-services/): PUJA & HEALING SERVICES FOR YOUR LIFE SITUATIONS: PUJAS/RITUALS CALENDER FOR MAY2023. BOOK YOUR PUJAS HERE: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/book-category/services/puja-healing/ Praying/Prarthna is not a mere verb/action that one takes when one is in trouble or in a dark phase. PRARTHNA is a way of life. It is the highest act of surrender as well as self-knowledge that makes this human existence worthwhile and purposeful. What are the benefits of praying? Praying can bring many benefits and blessings. Here are a few: It helps us to connect with God: Praying is a way to communicate with God and connect with Him. It allows us […] - [REQUEST POWERFUL AND UNIQUE TANTRIC GANAPATI RITUALS EVERY SANKASHTI CHATURTHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/request-powerful-and-unique-tantric-ganapati-rituals-every-sankashti-chaturthi/): REQUEST POWERFUL AND AUSPICIOUS GANAPATI PUJAS AND HOMAMS ON AUSPICIOUS SANKASTHI CHATURTHI EVERY MONTH: Request pujas at this link: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/services/puja-healing/ What is importance of sankasthi chaturthi? Sankashti Chaturthi is a Hindu festival celebrated on the fourth day after the full moon, known as Purnima, in the Hindu lunar month. It is dedicated to Lord Ganesha, the remover of obstacles, and is considered one of the most important festivals in his honor. The significance of Sankashti Chaturthi lies in the fact that it is believed to be an auspicious day to seek blessings from Lord Ganesha and overcome obstacles in life. Here […] - [REQUEST POWERFUL SHAKTI & GANAPATI RITUALS EVERY POURNAMI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/request-powerful-shakti-ganapati-rituals-every-pournami/): REQUEST FOR POWERFUL SHAKTI & GANAPATI RITUALS (PUJAS/CHANTINGS) ON AUSPICIOUS POURNAMI DAYS: Whats app at 8595649303 Book your pujas at this link: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/services/puja-healing/ BRINGING BACK THE AGE-OLD TRADITIONS OF PUJA, PRARTHNA AND GOD REMEMBERANCE IN OUR LIFE THROUGH MERI PRARTHNA PUJAS: What is the spiritual importance of pournami days? Pournami, also known as Purnima, is the full moon day in the Hindu lunar calendar. It is believed to hold significant spiritual importance in Hinduism and other spiritual traditions. In Hinduism, Pournami is considered a highly auspicious day for spiritual practices such as meditation, fasting, and performing rituals. It is believed that […] - [Magnetic Sacred Gamma Wave Kriya Transmissions and Powerful Kriya Yoga Journeys of transformation](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/magnetic-sacred-gamma-wave-kriya-transmissions-and-powerful-kriya-yoga-journeys-of-transformation/): I keep wondering how short is this lifetime as I have had so many opportunities to receive grace through so many siddha beings and saints in a single time frame of a life. Kriya yoga has always enchanted me from my first encounter with the spiritual legend, “Autobiography Yogi”. I read this book around the year 2015 and I remain being in a dazed state for weeks after it had caused Deep impact on my being and the powerful saint’s message of godliness and deep devotion to the Guru lineage along with powerful kriya yoga techniques for God realisation which […] - [Trust](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/trust/): When the cult ends Truth will dance in abndoned gaiety. Stop trapping yourself and others In veils that were meant For sweet surrender. Give up these testaments of faith And come to dance under the open skies Release all sorrow. You are the blessed offspring of this earth. You don’t need to be bettered Or uplifted You are the complete universe in action. If only you could lay aside These puny mind sets of not being enough! Nothing that binds you Is your true road. Stop visiting charlatans of faiths Who want to keep you powerless and hungry. It is […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI: A POWERFUL EXCEPTION](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-a-powerful-exception/): For More Ucchista Ganapati Offering Please Visit ucchistaganapati.in   </ifram Check the Saadhna Initiation process into Ucchista Ganapati( Aawahanam) and its process by seeing this video and visiting this link to book your initiation session.   Who is Ucchista Ganapati? IMAGE CREDITS: Drpallavikwatra.com Ucchista Ganapati is a deity in Hinduism who is often depicted as a Tantric form of Lord Ganesha. In this form, he is shown with four arms and seated on a lotus. He is often depicted with his consort, Goddess Shakti, who is shown sitting on his left lap. According to Hindu mythology, Ucchista Ganapati is believed to have […] - [REQUEST PUJA RITUALS ON VARTHUNI EKADASHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/request-puja-rituals-on-varthuni-ekadashi/): REQUEST LORD BALAJI CHANTINGS ON AUSPICIOUS VARUTHINI EKADASHI APRIL 16,2023 https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/tirupati-balaji…/ Whats app at 8595649303 Varuthini Ekadashi is an auspicious day observed by Hindus, especially those who follow the Vaishnavism tradition. It is celebrated on the 11th day (Ekadashi) of the Krishna Paksha (waning phase of the moon) in the Hindu month of Vaishakha, which usually falls between April and May. Significance of Varuthini Ekadashi: Varuthini Ekadashi is considered significant for the following reasons: It is believed that Lord Vishnu goes into a state of deep slumber, known as Yoga Nidra, on this day. Therefore, devotees fast and perform puja […] - [CHITRA POURNAMI & HANUMAN JAYANTI PUJA RITUALS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/chitra-pournami-hanuman-jayanti-puja-rituals/): REQUEST CHANTINGS & PUJAS ON AUSPICIOUS CHITRA POURNAMI & HANUMAN JAYANTI: APRIL 6,2023 1 Auspicious Sri Khadagmala Sriyantra Puja: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/khadagmala-sriyantra…/ 2. Hanuman Chaalisa chanting: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/hanuman-chalisa…/ 3. Panchamukhi Hanuman Sindoor Chola Puja ritual: Offering Sindoor to Panchmukhi Hanuman Idol can be done with Mantra chantings for your personal prayer issues ( Difficult karmic cycles, court case remedies, prolonged or severe illnesses, for auspiciousness and devotion etc. whats app at 8595649303 Chitra Purnima is a Hindu festival that is celebrated on the full moon day (Purnima) of the Chaitra month in the Hindu calendar. It is considered one of the most auspicious days in […] - [REQUEST LORD BALAJI CHANTINGS ON KAMADA EKADASHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/request-lord-balaji-chantings-on-varthuni-ekadashi/): KAMADA EKADASHI: APRIL 1: REQUEST TIRUPATI BALAJI CHANTINGS FOR LIFE SITUATIONS: https://old.drpallavikwatra.com/…/tirupati-balaji…/ whats app at 8595649303 Kamada Ekadashi is a Hindu festival that falls on the 11th day (Ekadashi) of the Chaitra month in the Hindu calendar. This festival is observed with great devotion and reverence by the Hindus. It is believed that observing fast and performing puja (worship) on this day helps in purifying the mind and soul, and brings prosperity and happiness. Story of Kamada Ekadashi: The story of Kamada Ekadashi is mentioned in the Varaha Purana. According to the legend, there was a demon named Lalit who lived […] - [THAI AMAVASYA TIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/thai-amavasya/): AMAVASYA, AN INTRODUCTION The New Moon Day is called Amavasya or Amavasai. The Sanskrit word ‘Ama’ means ‘together’ and ‘Vasya’ is ‘to dwell’. There is a cycle of 30 lunar phases as per the Vedic calendar and each of them is called a Thithi. The Thithi of the dark Moon, when the Moon is not seen in the sky, is referred to as Amavasya Thithi or simply as, Amavasya. As per the Hindu lunar calendar that is widely used in India, a lunar month starts on Pournami/Purnima or the full Moon day, and Amavasya falls in the middle. Amavasya is considered auspicious for various […] - [Vishalakshi: The cosmic witness](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/vishalakshi-the-cosmic-witness/): Vishalakshi: The cosmic witness Even when you thought no one is looking. she sees it all. Even when you feel no one cares, you are always held. Even when there is no movement, her observation has noticed it. Even when there is no trauma, she offers the healing balm Even when you die she opens up paths for your soul journey Even when you sleep, she keeps awake Even when your heart closes, she never fails to love. Through life, death and the in between..She accompanies you to realms from the beyond. Images from today’s Khadagmala Pujas - [Lalita loves Lila](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/lalita-loves-lila/): Lalita loves to play. You have to learn to play and be creatively engaged with her in your own unique ways. Offered bija 7 chakra healing crystals and 7 chakra hearts to Devi. Then have placed an energized Pyrite cluster for amplifying wealth energies on money. Also placed a rose quartz heart on another side to remain ever seated in the heart to use this wealth and abundance for carrying forth her work. Don’t become a stereotypical intellectual idiot who knows every shloka and its translation but does not feel any joy or innocence of beingness within the heart. No […] - [TIPS FOR SHITALA EKADASHI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/tips-for-shitala-ekadashi/): TIPS FOR SHATILA EKADASHI TOMORROW 18TH JANUARY REQUEST FOR LORD BALAJI MANTRA CHANTING FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR LOVED ONES ON 18 JANUARY 2023 Whats app at 8595649303 माघ महीने के कृष्‍ण पक्ष की एकादशी तिथि को षटतिला एकादशी व्रत रखा जाता है. इस साल षटतिला एकादशी व्रत 18 जनवरी 2023,बुधवार को रखा जाएगा है. एकादशी तिथि भगवान विष्णु को समर्पित है. इस दिन श्रीहरि विष्णु की उपासना करने से व्यक्ति के सारे पाप नष्ट हो जाते हैं और उसे दुख, दरिद्रता से मुक्ति मिलती है. उसके जीवन के सारे कष्‍ट दूर हो जाते हैं. इतना ही नहीं मृत्यु के बाद […] - [KAMIYA SINDOOR: IMPORTANCE, BENEFITS AND USES](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kamiya-sindoor-importance-benefits-and-uses/): WHO, WHERE AND WHAT IS KAMAKHYA DEVI FAMOUS FOR? One of the most mystic temples of the Indian Tantric tradition, KAMAKHYA temple also known as Kamrup-Kamakhya temple, Kamakhya Devalaya, located at Guwahati, Assam, India is one of the oldest of the 51 Shakti peethas .The Kalika Purana, an ancient work in Sanskrit describes Kamakhya as the yielder of all desires, the young bride of Shiva, and the giver of salvation. Shakti is known as Kamakhya. The goddess is worshiped according to both the Vamachara (Left-Hand Path) as well as the Dakshinachara (Right-Hand Path) modes of worship. Offerings to the goddess are usually flowers, but might include animal sacrifices. According to the Kalika Purana, Kamakhya Temple […] - [Life tips: Crystals for Gods and Goddesses](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/life-tips-crystals-for-gods-and-goddesses/) - [Kaalateeta awastha of Kaalbhairava](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kaalateeta-awastha-of-kaalbhairava/): Kaalbhairava is not a God or deity one needs to make offerings to. It is a consciousness of the cosmic void of Shiva that engulfs even time inside it. It is a dark hole and vacancy of depths in which every thought, belief and opinion about everything is immersed. So why should we worship this void when it cannot give us anything and rather sucks everything into its blackhole. Exactly this is why…..To unlearn, to let go and to dissolve into the primal self awareness is the kaalateeta awastha of Kaalbhairava. If we can still into that, we can find […] - [PUJA TIPS: KAALBHAIRAVA & HOW DOES HE HELP US WITH TIME MANAGEMENT](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/puja-tips-kaalbhairava-how-does-he-help-us-with-time-management/): Kaalbhairava is regarded as the lord of time and is believed to have the ability to help his devotees manage their time effectively. According to Hindu mythology, Kaalbhairava is the manifestation of Lord Shiva and is responsible for ensuring that the cosmic cycle of creation and destruction runs smoothly. Here are some ways in which Kaalbhairava worship can help us manage time: Time awareness: Worshipping Kaalbhairava helps us become more aware of the value of time and the need to use it wisely. This can inspire us to manage our time more effectively and avoid wasting it on unproductive activities. […] - [LIFE TIPS ON WEALTH: PYRITE: THE MONEY MAGNET](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/pyrite-the-money-magnet/):   Pyrite, also known as “fool’s gold,” is a mineral composed of iron sulfide. It is a common mineral found in sedimentary, metamorphic, and igneous rocks. Pyrite is often shiny and brassy in colour, which is why it was mistaken for gold by prospectors in the past. While pyrite does not have any significant industrial uses, it has been used for a variety of purposes throughout history. Here are some of the potential benefits associated with pyrite: Metaphysical properties: Pyrite is believed to have protective and grounding properties in the world of metaphysics. It is thought to promote physical well-being, […] - [MAGHA POURNAMI : STORY, RELEVANCE AND TIPS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/magha-pournami-story-relevance-and-tips/): Maghi Purnima is a Hindu festival that falls on the full moon day (Purnima) in the Hindu month of Magha (January/February). It is also known as Magha Purnima or Maghi Poornima. This festival is celebrated with great enthusiasm and devotion in various parts of India and is considered auspicious. According to Hindu mythology, Maghi Purnima marks the day when the gods and demons churned the ocean of milk (Samudra Manthan) to obtain the nectar of immortality (amrit). It is also believed to be the day when the great sage Vyasa was born. In some parts of India, the festival is […] - [Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram Verse 68: The Glance That Grants All Wealth and Grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-verse-68-the-glance-that-grants-all-wealth-and-grace/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/51298883251909697/ Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ sarvasampatpradāmandakaṭākṣāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ सर्वसम्पत्प्रदामन्दकटाक्षाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose mere glance can provide all the riches that an individual can seek and more.  This is the same as the side glance of śrī lalitā devi, […] - [Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram verse 67: Sun, Moon and Fire as the Divine Eyes](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-verse-67-sun-moon-and-fire-as-the-divine-eyes/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/57983913948460566/ Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ somasūryabṛhadbhānulocanāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ सोमसूर्यबृहद्भानुलोचनाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose eyes represent the sun, moon and fire Word-by-Word Translation oṃ — the primordial vibration, source of all perception soma — the Moon; cooling, nourishing, reflective consciousness […] - [Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram Verse 66: The Power of the Shvetarka Garland](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-verse-66-the-power-of-the-shvetarka-garland/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/34621490881467298/ Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ śvetārkamālāsandīptakandharāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ श्वेतार्कमालासन्दीप्तकन्धराय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose neck is adorned by a garland of śvetārka flowers. Śvetārka is Calotropis gigantea with white flowers. There’s also a purple variety. The tree with the white […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM VERSE 65: The Red-Lipped One Anointed by Camphored Betel](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-verse-65/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/6825836929968158/ Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ karpūravīṭikāsāraraktoṣṭhāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ कर्पूरवीटिकासाररक्तोष्ठाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose lips are reddened by the camphored betel offered to HIM in prayers. Word-by-Word Translation karpūra — camphor vīṭikā — betel leaf/quids used in ritual offering sāra […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM VERSE 64:The Cosmic Belly Holding All Worlds](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-verse-64the-cosmic-belly-holding-all-worlds/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/139119075986563934/ Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ antasthabhuvanasphītajaṭharāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ अन्तस्थभुवनस्फीतजठराय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose stomach is enlarged by the worlds contained within. The large stomach of Lord gaṇeśa is symbolic of the cosmic egg or brahmāṇḍa containing the entire universe. […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM VERSE 63: The Trunk Touch of Divine Union](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-verse-63-the-trunk-touch-of-divine-union/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/18366310975636526/ Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ kāntākāntatarāṅgasthakarāgrāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ कान्ताकान्ततराङ्गस्थकराग्राय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who places the tip of his trunk on the dazzling body of HIS beloved. This nāmā is symbolic of the śaktipata or the shower of the divine […] - [Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram Verse 62: The Symbolism of Kumbhodara and the Lotus Feet](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-verse-62-the-symbolism-of-kumbhodara-and-the-lotus-feet/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/5770305769213929/ Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ kumbhodarakaranyastapādābjāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ कुम्भोदरकरन्यस्तपादाब्जाय नमो नमः ॐ Saluations to the One whose lotus feet are placed on the hands of kumbhodara, the lion faced gaṇa. Lord śiva places HIS lotus feet on his attendant called kumbhodara, a lion […] - [Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram Verse 61: The Red Banner and Rat Symbolism](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-verse-61-the-red-banner-and-rat-symbolism/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/129548926778703973/ Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ mūṣakāṅkamahāraktaketanāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ मूषकाङ्कमहारक्तकेतनाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose banner/flag is red in color and adorned by his favorite vehicle, the rat – mūṣakāsurā. Verse 61: The Red Banner and the Rat Sanskrit:ॐ मूषकाङ्कमहारक्तकेतनाय नमो […] - [Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram Verse 60: Symbolism of Lion, Peacock & Rat as Divine Vehicles](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-verse-60-symbolism-of-lion-peacock-rat-as-divine-vehicles/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/1126603663091262286/ Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ kaṇṭhīravamayūrākhuvāhanāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ कण्ठीरवमयूराखुवाहनाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One, who has a lion, peacock and a rat as vehicles. Lion is a vehicle for śrī durgā and the peacock of śrī skandā, HIS brother. The rat […] - [The "I" as the anya (The other) & the Mahabhaava of "I-I"](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-i-as-the-anya-the-other-the-mahabhaava-of-i-i/): The “I” as the anya (The other) & the Mahabhaava of “I-I” As soon as sleep state ends, the “I” surfaces bringing with it a world of thoughts and emotions. Pursuits, goals, ambitions, disappointments, failures and many more results of the doing ‘I’. Also brings it with the ideas of separation and thus claims itself subtly to be different. Hence ‘I’ is the birth of the ego that creates the feeling of anaya ( the other) The self is always quenched and satiated with itself as everyone else and nothing else can remain apart from it. This deep satiety of […] - [Surrounded by Celestial Elephants – Verse 59 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/surrounded-by-celestial-elephants-verse-59-of-ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram/): Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ airāvatādidigdantisaṃvṛtāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ ऐरावतादिदिग्दन्तिसंवृताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who is surrounded and served by the celestial elephant airāvatā, the vehicle of Lord Indra and seven other celestial elephants. The nāmā is indicative of the enormous strength of Lord gaṇeśa. […] - [The agression of indifference](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-agression-of-indifference/): Indifference and subtle aggression is something many of us face in our closest relationships. It breaks something inside us so deeply that the heart wounds may take years to heal. The most important damage they cause is that we can fail or fear to trust even the worthy relationships after such encounters. Joy in relationships is very rare. Most are only power struggles where people cope and agress in many different ways. Since most of us go to fancy colleges for education and then in corporate cultures where no education or empowerment is offered to be juvenile and tender with […] - [Commander of the 32 Bhairavas – Verse 58 of Ucchista Ganapati’s Ashtastotram](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/59759-2/): Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ dvātriṃśadbhairavavyūhanāyakāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ द्वात्रिंशद्भैरवव्यूहनायकाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who leads the thirty two bhairavas and their armies. Here is a word-by-word translation and commentary on Name 58 of the Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇapati Aṣṭottaraśatanāma Stotram: Verse 58: oṃ dvātriṃśadbhairavavyūhanāyakāya namo […] - [The Ascent of the Heart: Exploring the Three Levels of Bhakti in Sadhakas](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-ascent-of-the-heart-exploring-the-three-levels-of-bhakti-in-sadhakas/): The path of bhakti, or devotion, is a journey of the heart, a blossoming of love for the Divine. For the sadhaka, the spiritual aspirant, this journey unfolds in stages, each marked by a deepening understanding and a more refined expression of this sacred emotion. The scriptures and the wisdom of the ages speak of various levels of bhakti, and understanding these can illuminate our own steps on this transformative path. Let’s explore three significant stages in this beautiful ascent. 1. The Budding Seed: Bhakti Driven by Fear and Desire At the initial stages of spiritual seeking, our motivations are […] - [Navadurga and Ashta Vasus Worship Ucchista Ganapati: Verse 57 Meaning from the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/59604-2/): Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ navadurgāṣṭavasubhissevitāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ नवदुर्गाष्टवसुभिस्सेविताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One served by the nine forms of durgā and the eight vasus. This nāmā once again reiterates the lordship of śrī ucchiṣṭa gaṇeśa over all natural elements and forces Verse: oṃ […] - [Verse 56 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Guardian of the 64 Yoginis and the Secrets of Kundalini Awakening](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/verse-56-of-ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-guardian-of-the-64-yoginis-and-the-secrets-of-kundalini-awakening/): Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ yoginīśacatuṣṣaṣṭisaṃyutāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ योगिनीशचतुष्षष्टिसंयुताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose accompanied by sixty four yoginīs.   The yoginīs represent subtle energies within our bodies that aid in the spiritual development and kuṇḍalini meditation. Word-by-Word Translation oṃ – Sacred syllable […] - [The guru is the bridge between the saakar & nirakaar](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-guru-is-the-bridge-between-the-saakar-nirakaar/): For years, one may have been conditioned to believe that God exists as Rama, christ or krishna alone and God’s grace enters our lives through these crevices of grace. The light of parmatma takes the shape of bodies and forms that feel recognizably safe and familiar to the mind. Rituals, traditions and lifestyles all tailored to focus the awareness outside. Bhakti needs a leaning on something outside to pour itself on unconditionally too. Shree Bhagwan has time and again reminded us to do the self enquiry to wonder on the true nature of the light that has given birth to […] - [Verse 55 of Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇapati Ashtastotram: The Śakti of Hastipiśācī and the Joy of Divine Union](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/verse-55-of-ucchi%e1%b9%a3%e1%b9%ada-ga%e1%b9%87apati-a%e1%b9%a3%e1%b9%adottara-the-sakti-of-hastipisaci-and-the-joy-of-divine-union/): Image source/credits:https://in.pinterest.com/pin/314970567711126732/ Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ varahastipiśācīhṛnnandanāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ वरहस्तिपिशाचीहृन्नन्दनाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who delights the heart of the beautiful śakti called hastipiśāci. Hastipiśāci represents the power of śrī ucchiṣṭa gaṇeśa and is indicative of the principle of the divine feminine […] - [THE PORCH OF MY MIND](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-porch-of-my-mind/) - [Verse 54 of Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇapati Ashtastotram: The Triple Śakti of Vāṇī, Durgā & Lakṣmī – Bestower of Wisdom, Power, and Prosperity](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/verse-54-of-ucchi%e1%b9%a3%e1%b9%ada-ga%e1%b9%87apati-a%e1%b9%a3%e1%b9%adottara-the-triple-sakti-of-va%e1%b9%87i-durga-lak%e1%b9%a3mi-bestower-of-wisdom-power-and-prosperity/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/48061921668685893/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ vāṇīdurgāṃśabhūtārhakalatrāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ वाणीदुर्गांशभूतार्हकलत्राय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who has the śakti or power of vāṇī (Sarasvati) and durgā (combination of Pārvati or śakti, lakṣmī and Sarasvati). The nāmā suggests […] - [BELOVED AS THE SPIRITUAL PATH](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/beloved-as-the-spiritual-path/): It may be the last fringes of love That are left to be experienced Until it all soars unto the pathless path Of eternal union. Love has to know death too dearly and intimately To reveal to itself It’s own presence. Seek not the mortal pleasure of touch Or the sooth of a cozy companionship. Make love your spiritual path That annhiliates all sense of separateness Between you, the beloved and this world. Let it be a Conjoint succumbing to grace – Musings of the inner beloved. - [Verse 53 Meaning of ‘Madyapriyādi-Vinaya-Vidheya’: Intoxicating Grace of Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇapati and the Sacred Elixir of Inner Surrender"](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/https-www-drpallavikwatra-com-ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-53/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/25684660371180125/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ madyapriyādivinayividheyāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ मद्यप्रियादिविनयिविधेयाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who is served by humble attendants like madyapriya etc. The word madya stands for intoxicating liquids suggesting liquor. A deeper spiritual meaning […] - [THE WAY OF THE GURU](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-way-of-the-guru/): The Guru repeatedly points out that pain is bound to follow pleasure until the sufferer and enjoyer identities are given up. The root cause of pain is not the painful experiences of life but due to our own role play that we are identified with. In a subtle way, the painful experiences are only a part of the karmic cycle of the body which keep passing over like clouds on the substratum of the atman/ consciousness. But we experience them because of the wrong identification. However in real life…when pain is encountered at many levels in one’s life, it may […] - [Verse 52 of Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇapati Ashtastotram: Rati, Lakṣmī, Gaurī & Bhūmi as His Śaktis – Fulfillment of All Desires Through Divine Grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-52/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/136374694961815611/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ mahīratīramāgaurīpārśvakāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ महीरतीरमागौरीपार्श्वकाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who has the Goddesses Rati (consort of kāmā or cupid), Earth, lakṣmī and gaurī (śakti), on his side. This nāmā suggests that […] - [Verse 51 of Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇapati Ashtastotram: Guardian of the Threshold – The Mystical Role of Kṣetrapāla in Tantric Gaṇeśa Worship](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-51/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/4785143350701406/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ kṣetrapālagaṇeśādidvārapāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ क्षेत्रपालगणेशादिद्वारपाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who has the door guardian kṣetrapāla. 🔸 Word-by-Word Translation: oṃ – The sacred primordial sound, an invocation of the divine. kṣetrapāla (क्षेत्रपाल) […] - [Verse 50 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Center of the Five Avaranas – Yantra Symbolism and Inner Mysticism](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-50/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/331436853848405679/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ pañcāvaraṇamadhyasthasadanāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ पञ्चावरणमध्यस्थसदनाय नमो नमः ॐ Saluations to the One who has five (pañca) enclosures or āvaraṇas. The yantra of śrī ucchiṣṭa gaṇeśa has five āvaraṇas or coverings with deities occupying the […] - [Verse 49 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Adorned by the Nava Peethas and Worshipped Like Vishnu](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-49/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/75787206222631876/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ jayādinavapīṭhaśrīmaṇḍitāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ जयादिनवपीठश्रीमण्डिताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose pleased with the wonderfully adorned pedestal of HIS pīṭha devatās. The reference to jayā, an avaraṇa devatā of Lord viṣṇu equates […] - [Verse 48 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Seated Upon the Yogini Powers That Grant All Siddhis](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-48/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/246431410856567207/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ tīvrādiyoginīvṛndapīṭhasthāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ तीव्रादियोगिनीवृन्दपीठस्थाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose supported by all the yoginīs, forming HIS pedestal. The nāmā suggests that all siddhis and powers may be obtained by HIS […] - [The Bliss of Surata: Unlocking Tantric Ecstasy Through Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇapati](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-bliss-of-surata-unlocking-tantric-ecstasy-through-ucchi%e1%b9%a3%e1%b9%ada-ga%e1%b9%87apati/): The Bliss of Surata: Unlocking Tantric Ecstasy Through Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇapati IMAGE CREDITS: From the personal altar of Shree Dr Pallavi Kwatra 🔶 Introduction: A Divine Erotic Mystery In the rich and layered world of Tantra, few deities are as provocative, mysterious, and deeply transformative as Ucchiṣṭa Gaṇapati. Often depicted with his consort seated on his lap, holding sugarcane bows and arrows of desire, he is no ordinary Gaṇeśa. He is the Tantric master of bliss, union, and sacred transgression. At the heart of his worship lies a secret teaching: the bliss (ānanda) of surata—not as mere sensuality, but as a […] - [THE GURU'S WAY OF SELF ENQUIRY & SURRENDER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-gurus-way-of-self-enquiry-surrender/): The Guru repeatedly points out that pain is bound to follow pleasure until the sufferer and enjoyer identities are given up. The root cause of pain is not the painful experiences of life but due to our own role play that we are identified with. In a subtle way, the painful experiences are only a part of the karmic cycle of the body which keep passing over like clouds on the substratum of the atman/ consciousness. But we experience them because of the wrong identification. However in real life…when pain is encountered at many levels in one’s life, it may […] - [The world is the wound & 'I' it's pain](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-world-is-the-wound-i-its-pain/): Each pleasure that is invested into eventually metamorphoses itself into pain at some point or another and this is a valid experience in all of us. Only that we are in denial and unconsciousness to this fact and go on starting cycles of pleasure and pain for ourselves…then struggling to find our way out of its suffering. The world wound is ever seeping and suppurating as it throws up new pangs of pain of various varities. It spills out the recycled pleasure into effulges of pain. And inspite of this..we continue to engage, entangle and suffer. The knowledge of atma […] - [Verse 47 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Supported by the Sky, Earth, and Cosmic Tortoise](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-47/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/177681147795854289/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ anantapṛthivīkūrmapīṭhāṅgāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ अनन्तपृथिवीकूर्मपीठाङ्गाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who has the sky, earth and a tortoise as a seat/pedestal. The nāmā also means that he’s boundless and spans the space, […] - [Verse 46 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Guardian of the Threshold Adorned by Shankha and Padma Nidhis](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-46/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/4785143350701406/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ dvārāviṣṭanidhidvandvaśobhitāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ द्वाराविष्टनिधिद्वन्द्वशोभिताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose door step is adorned with the nidhis or wealth. The door worship of a pūjā room, consists of worshipping Lord gaṇeśa […] - [Verse 45 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Protected by the Guardians of the Directions in the Fourth Avarana](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-45/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/70437488975462/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ caturthāvaraṇārakṣidigīśāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ चतुर्थावरणारक्षिदिगीशाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose surrounded by the lords of the cardinal directions in HIS fourth āvaraṇa. The cardinal lords are agni, vāyu etc. Word-by-Word Meaning: […] - [Be Like a Child with Ucchista Ganapati: Embracing the Innocence Beyond Purity and Impurity](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/be-like-a-child-with-ucchista-ganapati-embracing-the-innocence-beyond-purity-and-impurity/): Image credits: https://www.threads.net/@pencilman786/post/C-5vO2kyzDk/media Be Like a Child with Ucchista Ganapati: Embracing the Innocence Beyond Purity and Impurity In the vast and colorful tapestry of Hindu deities, Ucchista Ganapati stands out as one of the most enigmatic and transformative forms of Lord Ganesha. Draped in symbols that defy social norms—seated with his consort on his lap, often holding leftovers or food in hand—he invites us into a realm of deep spiritual symbolism, where purity is not about external appearances, and divinity is not restricted by human ideas of what is “clean” or “unclean.” But beyond the mystique and the tantric depth […] - [Verse 44 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Surrounded by the Eight Ashta Matrika Goddesses](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-44/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/search/pins/?q=ganapati&rs=typed UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ brāhmyādimātṛnivaḥparītāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ ब्राह्म्यादिमातृनिवःपरीताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who’s surrounded by the eight mātṛkā (forms of the divine mother śrī lalitā ) devīs.  The yantra of śrī ucchiṣṭa gaṇeśa has […] - [Learning To Sit With Oneself](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/learning-to-sit-with-oneself/): There comes a time in life when you are to sit with yourself. Because that is what is the solution, the progress and the healing. Seeing your grief face to face and sitting with it is an act of great courage and patience. Because you know its hurt will be magnified in the light of your revelations of the reality. The screeches of solitude will deafen your ears and all you will want to do is flee back to the safe and conditioned ways of living. But if you can prevail alone ..without needing anything from anyone and simply being […] - [Verse 43 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Praised Like Indra in the Hymns of Sama Veda](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-43/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/48061921666721903/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ ātunaindrādisāmasaṃstutāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ आतुनैन्द्रादिसामसंस्तुताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who is hailed as Lord indra among the hymns of sāma veda. Word-by-Word Meaning: Oṃ – The primordial sound, signifying the Supreme […] - [Verse 42 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The One Who Roams the Sacred Peaks of Mount Meru](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-42/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/345299496450804624/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ kalyāṇācalaśṛṅgāgravihārāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ कल्याणाचलशृङ्गाग्रविहाराय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who strolls on the peaks of the auspicious and most beautiful mount Meru, the mystical five peaked mountain that’s said to be […] - [Verse 41 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Peacock-Gaited Lord of the Atharvashirsha Upanishad](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-41/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/646125877823880420/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ atharvaśīrṣakāraṇyamayūrāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ अथर्वशीर्षकारण्यमयूराय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who has the gait of a peacock wading through the forest of the atharvaśīrṣa Upanishad.The atharva veda is a treatise of mantras […] - [To live without a purpose : A life well lived](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/to-live-without-a-purpose-a-life-well-lived/): To live without a purpose : A life well lived Most of us are only replicating in the spiritual life what we do in our drama world. A desire to succeed in bettering ourselves to show to ourself that We are trying harder than the others and also succeeding at being improvised versions that serve some noble purposes in our lifetime. The hoarding of information, techniques and do it better know how is a never ending plague of the ego that simply can’t sit with what it is. Because it has to always do something to become someone better than […] - [Verse 40 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Divine Player on the Peaks of Mount Kailasa](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-40/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/46584177390469138/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ kandukīkṛtakailāsaśikharāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ कन्दुकीकृतकैलासशिखराय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One that plays ball on the top of the kailāsa mountain. The one without any beginning or end, that is Brahman, is called […] - [I sat by the window](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-sat-by-the-window/): I sat by the window When love let me down. I sat by the window As l faced a big frown. I sat by the window Watching the sun set, I sat by the window And waited for the reset. I sat by the window On the darkest night I sat by the window Even when I lost sight. I sat by the window In times of grief and sorrow, I sat by the window To return all my borrow. I sat by the window Until I died I sat by the window Until my sorrow dried… Drpallavikwatra.com - [Immortal](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/immortal/):   Pain comes in cycles So much like the seasons. There are good & bad days Of delight and grief Alternating like winter & spring. You can see them clearly If you can pause to observe Without being engaged or identified By its play. It’s been yet another ending To yet another beginning. Like the overlapping tides That race towards the shore. The wound never heals. It only outgrows its pain Until it mutates & decays To it’s inevitable death. You can only bend to the winds of fate When they blow hard on you. If you live through the […] - [Verse 39 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Lord Who is Pleased by Water Libation Offerings (Tarpana)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-39/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/44824958787145059/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ jalatarpaṇasamprītahṛdayāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ जलतर्पणसम्प्रीतहृदयाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One whose pleased with the tarpana or water libation rituals. Word-by-Word Meaning: Oṃ – The primordial sound, representing the ultimate reality, Brahman. Jalatarpaṇa […] - [Sharnagati: Learning to live by leaning on Gurus grace.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sharnagati-learning-to-live-by-leaning-on-gurus-grace/): Sharnagati: Learning to live by leaning on Gurus grace. As we grow older and believe we get wiser in the ways of the world, we slowly begin to loose the innocence of spirit and become more and more proficient in the ways of the world. holding a space of appearing fully in control of our lives becomes our goal and all our activities become projections of an ego that cannot seem to fail itself by appearing vulnerable and chaotic in any way. The appearances and projections take over our unique beauty and we shame in our weaknesses and incapacities to […] - [Awakening: A painful dent to the ego ( Aham)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/awakening-a-painful-dent-to-the-ego-aham/): Awakening: A painful dent to the ego ( Aham) Against the odds of popular belief that our awakening is meant to be a full stop to all our problems and the happily ever after…The rude shudders of awakening can rip apart our age old ideas and leave us feeling lost, confused and sad than ever before. Unlike the sweetest bliss and calm projections of the pictures of the sages..we have pitiably find ourselves in the midst of the chaos of both internal and external life. Experiencing all human emotions even more deeply like anger, dear and lust…all the list of […] - [Verse 38 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Lord Who is Pleased by Offerings of the Shami Tree](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-38/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/11118330327991071/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ śamīmahīruhaprītamānasāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ शमीमहीरुहप्रीतमानसाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the One who’s very pleased with the offerings of the śamī plant (Mimosa Pudica) leaves.   The śamī plant/tree is a touch-me-not category type […] - [The Hiranayagarbha Mahayoni of renewal, revival and rebirth](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-hiranayagarbha-mahayoni-of-renewal-revival-and-rebirth/): Hiranyagarbha: The Golden Womb of Rebirth This sacred symbol represents the cosmic womb, a sanctuary of creation and transformation. Within its radiant depths, the sun shines bright, illuminating the darkness and infusing life with vital energy. *Rejuvenating Significance:* 1. Renewal: The cosmic womb embodies the cyclical nature of life, death, and rebirth, reminding us that transformation is always possible. 2. Nourishment: The sun within nurtures and sustains, symbolizing the divine energy that fuels growth and rejuvenation. 3. Inner Light: The image invites us to tap into our inner radiance, illuminating our path and guiding us toward spiritual awakening. 4. Protection: […] - [Ucchista Ganapati Hindi Book: Mahanaivedyam to Ucchistaganapati & Neela Saraswati](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-hindi-book-mahanaivedyam-to-ucchistaganapati-neela-saraswati/): Buy e books and paperbacks worldwide : https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/…/uchchishta-ganapati…/ Buy a beautiful combo of ug photoframe and book here: https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/…/combo-uchchishta…/ Happy and humbled to announce the Hindi book on Ucchistaganapati with my Guru, Shree Bhagwan Ramana Maharishi s grace. It’s been a journey of a lifetime in condensed time frames to be able to curate this beautiful book on Ucchistaganapati which may be the unique and mystic portal to the beyond for many years to come for many sincere saadhakas who are ready for Ucchistaganapati s revelation, grace and blessings to unfold massive spiritual and material downloads. I have no clue […] - [The revelations of Never being not broken: Akhilandeshwari Goddess](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-revelations-of-never-being-not-broken-akhilandeshwari-goddess/): “akhilandeshwari raksha mam Agama sampradaya nipune SrI.” I request the protection of Amba Parmeshwari , Akhilandeshwari who is well versed in the agamas and vedas and sacred texts” –Verse From Akhilandeshwari Rakshatam. Today my morning kumkum archana to the sriyantra with Lalitatrishati chantings directed me to The Goddess Akhilandeshwari and I was stumped by her wild spirit that reminded me that grief, brokenness and transformation are not things to be ashamed of but how to accept the fragments of the whole. She symbolises how chaos is the prelude to inner order and how nothing is ever imperfect, no matter how […] - [I just wanna be Ok](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/i-just-wanna-be-ok/) - [Verse 37 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The One Who Revived Kamadeva, the God of Love](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-37/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/6825836928926207/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ ujjīviteśasandagdhamadanāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ उज्जीवितेशसन्दग्धमदनाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who has revived the god of love madanā or kāmā, also known as the source of cupid, who was burnt by Lord […] - [Kanchi Kamakshi: From Kama to Kaivalyaa](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/kanchi-kamakshi-from-kama-to-kaivalyaa/): Adiprashakti has 3 roles of iccha, gyana and kriya shakti and these are how she brings about the manifested realities. But it all starts with the ichha or kama or desire. Without desire…Shiva is un inspired for any engagement in the matrix and remains as the corpse or shava. Kama is needed even for the inner desire to know one’s own true nature. The longing leads one to do saadhna and then that blossoms as the kaivalaya awastha of the self realized one. These are the sequence of kama to kaivalaya which are the boons of Kanchi Kamakshis upasana. The […] - [Divine Blessings for the 64 Kalas: Ucchista Ganapati & Neela Saraswati blessings](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/divine-blessings-for-the-64-kalas-ucchista-ganapati-neela-saraswati-blessings/): Basant Panchami, the vibrant festival that marks the arrival of spring, is a celebration of wisdom, knowledge, and the arts. This auspicious day is dedicated to Goddess Saraswati, the embodiment of learning and creativity. However, beyond the commonly revered form of Saraswati, the blessings of Ucchista Ganapati and Neela Saraswati hold profound significance for those seeking mastery over the 64 Kalas—the diverse arts and skills that encompass every aspect of human creativity and intellectual prowess. Ucchista Ganapati: The Bestower of Artistic Mastery Ucchista Ganapati is a unique and tantric form of Lord Ganesha, known for his deep association with wisdom, […] - [Vigyaan vilaasa: The Power of Neela Saraswati for Knowledge, Wisdom, and the Arts.](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/vigyaan-vilaasa-the-power-of-neela-saraswati-for-knowledge-wisdom-and-the-arts/): “Vigyaan vilaasa” is the special grace of Neela Saraswati as she gives us the paramount and final jnana of self realisation after she has bestowed on us the gifts of Vaak siddhi and the magnetic influence that our creative work emits. Discover the profound significance of worshipping Neela Saraswati, the embodiment of knowledge, wisdom, and the fine arts. Learn how her blessings can enhance your understanding, improve your communication skills, and unlock your creative potential. Explore the benefits of connecting with this powerful deity and how to incorporate her worship into your daily life. Learn Ucchistaganapati & Neelasaraswati upasana. Book […] - [Verse 36 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Master of Desire and Supreme Tantric Wisdom](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-36/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/11892386512319138/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ madanāgamasattantrapāragāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ मदनागमसत्तन्त्रपारगाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who has overcome all desires – conjugal, material and spiritual and has mastery over everything that’s inner and outer. HE has overcome […] - [Ucchistaganapati: The journey from Asat to Sat!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchistaganapati-the-journey-from-asat-to-sat/): Ucchistaganapati: The journey from Asat to Sat! Chaturthi blessings and sharings… The Kaliyuga has many illusions that can make one get lost easily while one may seemingly be moving forward as per his compass archetypes But the way forward is through Ucchistaganapati’s dahana shakti that emblazes these illusions and gives you the crystal clarity to the satya or sat. If you are ready for the karmic immolation.. he is allready in the mahapralaya dance to welcome you in board. Join him if you can dare it. Very humbled , honoured and blessed to announce this very special design genius of […] - [Verse 35 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Source of Light for the Sun, Moon, and All Planets](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-35/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/301107925106367215/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ ādityādigrahastomadīpakāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ आदित्यादिग्रहस्तोमदीपकाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who illuminates the sun, moon and all the planets. HE is worshipped as the source of light for all entities. This verse […] - [Verse 34 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The One Fixed in the Minds of the Seven Great Sages (Saptarishis)](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-34/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/929008229380804186/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ saptarṣimānasālānaniśceṣṭāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ सप्तर्षिमानसालाननिश्चेष्टाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one whose fixated in the minds of the saptaṛṣis or the seven great sages.The saptaṛṣis are the seven great sages who have contributed […] - [Verse 33 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Protector of Indra and the Divine Hosts](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-33/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/5559199535267168/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ indrādidevatāvṛndarakṣakāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ इन्द्रादिदेवतावृन्दरक्षकाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who protects the devās like Indrā and his troops. Devās are celestial beings known for their benign nature and worshipped as gods. […] - [Live Simply!](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/live-simply/): As one traverses through ones time line and it’s everyday occurances, it becomes more and more clear that simplicity, innocence and purity are more priceless treasures in our life than the expensive assets and possessions of people and things. My daily walk is the best time of my day and a daily steadfast walking practice which seems monotonous, boring and unrewarding has become a cornerstone of this life. In those few moments of contact with many precious gifts of nature, I can feel healed and touched like no human can offer through any experience of pleasure. On a walk.. one […] - [The Panchadashi Mantra: A Key to Divine Union](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-panchadashi-mantra-a-key-to-divine-union/): The Panchadashi Mantra, a potent mantra central to the Shri Vidya tradition of Tantra, is considered a key to divine union. This sacred utterance, consisting of fifteen syllables, is believed to encapsulate the essence of the Divine Feminine, the Supreme Goddess, in all her glory and majesty. The Essence of the Panchadashi The Panchadashi Mantra is not merely a string of sounds. It is a mystical formula, a vibrational key that unlocks the doors to higher consciousness. Each syllable carries profound significance, representing a different aspect of the Divine. The mantra is typically chanted in Sanskrit, and its pronunciation is […] - [Verse 32 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Worshipped by Bana, Ravana, and Lord Chandisha](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-32/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/search/pins/?q=ganesha&rs=typed UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ bāṇarāvaṇacaṇḍīśapūjitāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ बाणरावणचण्डीशपूजिताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who is worshipped by the great and mightiest kings bāṇa and rāvaṇa and also the most revered Lord caṇḍīśa (śiva). This verse […] - [](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/56820-2/): If you are still awaiting someone to love u and for this world to adopt and fit in to the way that you wish to see it, you still have long journeys to make in your inner realms. Freedom from wanting to fit into the norms of what others have created as perfect and staying as you are is truly an important landmark in our inner journeys. Needing nothing from anyone and seeing them for whatever they are projecting without hating, ridiculing or debating with them to change into your version gives you a new level of awareness. An awareness […] - [The Curse of Kamakhya and the Cooch Bihar Royalty: A Tale of Hubris and Divine Retribution](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-curse-of-kamakhya-and-the-cooch-bihar-royalty-a-tale-of-hubris-and-divine-retribution/): The Kamakhya Temple, a revered Shakti Peetha in Assam, India, is steeped in legend and mystique. One such legend speaks of a curse bestowed upon the royal family of Cooch Behar, a consequence of their transgression against the divine. The story goes that the then King of Cooch Behar, driven by curiosity and a desire to witness the divine, sought to observe the Goddess Kamakhya in her most intimate form. Legend has it that the Goddess, in her most sacred manifestations, is believed to undergo a monthly cycle of menstruation, a period of profound spiritual significance. Driven by an insatiable […] - [Verse 31 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Whose Divine Strength is Extolled by All Scriptures and Whose Thumb Empowers Japa](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-31/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/155303888154426378/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ nikhilāmnāyasaṅguṣṭhavaibhavāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ निखिलाम्नायसङ्गुष्ठवैभवाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one whose strength, especially the thumbs are extolled by all! Another meaning to this, is that mantra japa on a mālā or string […] - [It is beyond words or thoughts](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/it-is-beyond-words-or-thoughts/): How does one stay when there is no purpose in one’s life? Neither making a mark in the world, Nor earning the money. Neither being loved by anyone deeply Nor wanting to do the same. Neither refusing to do, Nor accepting everything that needs to be done. Neither intending to make a difference Nor succumbing to mediocrity. Neither pushing the process, Nor accepting it’s inertia. Neither the goal of spiritual moksha Nor the fear of being mortal human. Neither dying.. Nor living.. Just staying as you are… You become it! “It is beyond words or thoughts.” ― Ramana Maharshi ~ […] - [Verse 30 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: Whose Glorious Deeds Are Sung by the Divine Sage Narada](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-30/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/155303888154426378/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ nāradodgītaruciracaritāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ नारदोद्गीतरुचिरचरिताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one whose deeds are extolled by the divine sage nārada! This verse exalts Ucchista Ganapati, a unique and esoteric form of Lord Ganesha, […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Verse 29](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-29/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/757801074833898816/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ bhāratālekhanodbhinnaradanāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ भारतालेखनोद्भिन्नरदनाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who broke one of his tusks, to write the epic mahābhāratā.   The single tusk of śrī gaṇeśa is also representative […] - [Verse 29 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Supreme Among the Eight Divine Avatara Pairs](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-28/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/249246161209397555/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ avatārāṣṭakadvandvapradānāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ अवताराष्टकद्वन्द्वप्रदानाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to one of the most significant of HIS sixteen principal forms.   This refers to the śrī ucchiṣṭa gaṇeśa form among the sixteen forms […] - [Verse 28 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The One Who is Pleased by the Eight Sacred Offerings in Homa Rituals](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-27/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/512073420112492195/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ aṣṭadravyahaviḥprītamānasāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ अष्टद्रव्यहविःप्रीतमानसाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who’s pleased with the offerings of the eight essential materials in HIS homa or fire ritual. This verse emphasizes the unique […] - [Sit with yourself](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/sit-with-yourself/): Days seem to pass slowly yet peacefully when one is away from people and their random craziness and selfishness. Ultimately one has to learn to sit with oneself and process and heal one’s life for the better. Nobody can help you as it’s a endearing work of solitude and great will to simply sit without doing much in the tangible realms. Productivity is gauged by the money one creates in today’s world. But the true wealth is desirelessness and complete acceptance that does not rely on people or occurences to quench your streams of constant self doubt. The simple is […] - [Stop Quantifying Kaalbhairava's grace](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/stop-quantifying-kaalbhairavas-grace/): “Vichitra punya vardhanam”: Kaalbhairava Jayanti Series : 11 days to Kaalbhairava Jayanti. Vichitra punya vardhanam: A verse from the profound Kaalbhairava ashtakam by Sri Adi Shankara charya The one who grants boons which your mind and intellect cannot even fathom. Most often we pray to our deities with our limited minds expecting them to fullfill our petty desires as per our own birds eye view. Kaalbhairava s compassion reminds us that his anugraham and blessings extend far beyond what we can fathom. So stop being entitled, limited and ungrateful. Just leave it on to him for the best. Surrender…. Kashika […] - [At the cusp of enlightenment](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/at-the-cusp-of-enlightenment/): At the cusp of enlightenment.. There is a feeling of de javu Of being here and done that.. And yet it’s all too new and unexplored. One is hardly apologetic to anyone For being oneself as one is… It’s a bliss that has slept for eons And awaits to sweep over the world. You know you are nothing And yet everyone and everything belongs to you. Like a queen of hearts who rules the land & Like a monk with no possessions .. All Polarities are seen succumbing To the glory of the pure self At this point Neither effort […] - [THE PERFECT TIMING](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-perfect-timing/): From the deepest slumber Of a frozen heart.. Blossomes the rose with the tender petal That endured and forbeared And did not stop hoping In spite of all the weight of ageless ice upon its bosom. The sun has been rising to beckon it While It tossed and turned Under the soil. No one knew it’s hidden thorn Nor its beauty so prompt. It’s time now It’s now or never… The rose just knew that it was time… - [Verse 27 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The One Who Enchants the Three Worlds with Beauty and Nobility](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-26-2/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/37014028182387624/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ rūpaudāryaguṇākṛṣṭatrilokāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ रूपौदार्यगुणाकृष्टत्रिलोकाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who attracts everyone in all the three realms (triloka) with HIS nobility and beauty. The verse “oṃ rūpaudāryaguṇākṛṣṭatrilokāya namo namaḥ oṃ” […] - [THE URBAN GODDESS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-urban-goddess/): The urban woman is Shakti personafied herself. She does not merely engage in ritual But truly enhances life. She is not only beautiful, But is smart and empowered. She not only earns for the family, But nourishes it too. She worships herself Loves herself Honours her gifts Is kind, tender and strong. Not only is she multifaceted and skilled But also fun to be with And easy going in her grace After her transcendence From her own expectations To belong to a man or any groups, She roams alone like the lioness In her infinity , alchemy and laughter. She […] - [LET PAIN BE YOUR TEACHER](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/let-pain-be-your-teacher/): Let pain be your talisman Of hope, beauty and goodness. Let pain be your anchor In the rough tides of your life. Let pain make you patient In the face of your tragedy Let pain do unto you The love that you never knew Let pain never apologize for itself In the rat race of being perfect Let pain be your friend That has never abandoned you Let pain be your guide On things that no longer serve. Let pain carve out the crevice That allows the light in. Let pain be a mastered art Of loving, living and forgiving. […] - [Verse 26 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Granter of Wishes Through Secret Inner Worship](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-25/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/80431543339461138/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ guhyapūjāratābhīṣṭaphaladāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ गुह्यपूजारताभीष्टफलदाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who grants every wish of his devotees, who sincerely perform HIS secret pūjā (prayer) without ostentation. This refers to the ṣoḍaśopacārapūjā […] - [THE LIFE & PAIN OF FRIDA KAHLO](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-life-pain-of-frida-kahlo/): Do not let your incessant lust For affection Blind your soul And make it feel lost In the bewildered grief of abandonment. While you are alone and morose Do not forget How much more heart breaking Would it be to be forgotten By the one who promised you a lifetime of love It’ is easier to deny your heart A selfish love Than to bear the wound Of having never found the warmth of Your inner beloved. Would you rather be alone Than with someone who is Estranged to your inner beauty. Make the final choice today. After all…it’s a […] - [Verse 25 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Giver of the Nectar of Deep Meditation](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-24/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/288511919898029830/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ dhyānāmṛtarasāsvādadāyakāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ ध्यानामृतरसास्वाददायकाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who grants the flavor of the quintessence of HIS dhyāna or meditation to HIS devotees. The dhyānāmṛta can also be interpreted […] - [AUTUMN IN MY CUP](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/autumn-in-my-cup/): Autumn in a Cup The spring flowers are long gone. The left over leaves hanging On to their last threads. It’s dark even when I have been up for hours Allmost like half a day gone. The evening turns in early. The birds flock to their cozy nests. This life has seasons That pass over The canvas of the unchanging self. I am once again in my soulful solitude, It’s quiet.. And I sip On The autumn in my cup… - [Verse 24 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Lord Who Personally Initiates and Protects His Devotees](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-23/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/719309371764027550/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ nijabhaktavipadrakṣādīkṣitāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ निजभक्तविपद्रक्षादीक्षिताय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who initiates HIS sincere devotees by HIMSELF, if needed and protects them. The verse “oṃ nijabhaktavipadrakṣādīkṣitāya namo namaḥ oṃ” from the […] - [AN ODE OF SELF CARE](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/an-ode-of-self-care/): Stop showing the display of affection To those who can’t see your soul. Stop begging permissions to fly From those that have remained chained to the earth. Stop being strong For those who are perenially weak. Stop sitting in the company of the fearful, lusty and tunnel visioned. They will limit your dreams, foresight and life. Stop doing good to all When they don’t deserve it so. Stop eating out of the plates of others. That won’t ever satiate your hunger. Build your own world No matter how small, insignificant or mundane It seems to others. Sip your tea alone […] - [Verse 23 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The One Who Grants Liberation Through a Single Sincere Mantra Japa and Meditation](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-22/): IMAGE CREDITS:https://in.pinterest.com/pin/157344580725362234/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ sakṛnmantrajapadhyānamuktidāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ सकृन्मन्त्रजपध्यानमुक्तिदाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who liberates those who meditate and recite HIS mantras. This nāmā states that one can obtain self-realization and ultimately get liberated from […] - [MY PURUSCHARNA JOURNEY WITH UCCHISTA GANAPATI](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/puruscharna-journey-with-ucchista-ganapati/): Ucchista Ganapati Sameta Neela Saraswati: The Cosmic Sambhoga IMAGE CREDIT: FROM THE PERSONAL ALTAR OF SHREE DR PALLAVI KWATRA We all have the Dwaitha or the conflict of Duality within us where we tend to see life as the paradox of good and bad, pious and holy or our own bifurcation of our spiritual and material lives. Most of us will fail to believe in the conjugation of such opposites and continue to mark ourselves as a limited part of only one way of being. Only with the opening up of the inner chakshu ( third eye) are we able […] - [THE TWO FRIDAS](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/the-two-fridas/): The two Fridas A popular work of art amongst the many from the collection of this artist, Frida Kahlo moves me after I read about her turbulent life of short 47 years and her never extinguishing flame of living on and creating masterpieces from her pain. Her mother placed a mirror on her beds roof where she saw herself and painted many self portraits depicting her minds shades and emotional turmoils as she lay there seeing her body being wasted to decay and her spirit soared even so much to be free from this casket of a mortal coil. Her […] - [UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Verse 26](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-26/) - [Verse 22 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Destroyer of Black Magic and Evil Deeds](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-21/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/157344580725362234/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ parābhicāraduṣkarmanāśakāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ पराभिचारदुष्कर्मनाशकाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who destroys the bad luck and the magical charms of the enemies. HE destroys all the evil tantric deeds performed on […] - [Verse 21 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The One Who Silences the Adversaries and Grants Victory](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-20/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/28640147623879381/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ prativādimukhastambhakārakāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ प्रतिवादिमुखस्तम्भकारकाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who petrifies and stuns the tongues of the adversaries of HIS devotees. This is indicative of victory in legal pursuits and […] - [Verse 20 of Ucchista Ganapati Ashtastotram: The Healer of Chronic Diseases and Deep Suffering](https://www.drpallavikwatra.com/ucchista-ganapati-ashtastotram-learning-series-verse-19/): IMAGE CREDITS: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/11118330327549660/ UCCHISTA GANAPATI ASHTASTOTRAM LEARNING SERIES: Visit the most unique website on Ucchista Ganapati at Ucchistaganapati.in ( For blogs, videos, sadhana initiations, Pujas, Books, Yantras and Idols of Ucchista Ganapti all at one place) The Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottara Shatanamavali, commonly known as the Ucchista Ganapati Ashtottaram, is a devotional hymn comprising 108 names that extol the various attributes and virtues of Ucchista Ganapati. oṃ kuṣṭhādyāmayasandohaśamanāya namo namaḥ oṃ ॐ कुष्ठाद्यामयसन्दोहशमनाय नमो नमः ॐ Salutations to the one who pacifies all diseases including leprosy and other debilitating conditions and deformities of his sincere devotees, through HIS power. 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