Sometimes we go through emotional traumas, spiritual awakening and personality remodelling. We all go through them, no matter how we or others perceive ourself to be. In the eyes of the world, you may look the same and they will continue to try to put you in their own boxes of how you should appear to them. They will continue to keep you trapped in your role plays that serve them to their interest.
But if you are sensitive, pure and aware, you will have to put lot of self love and self esteem at the highest priority in your lives. You will have to take vacations and heal and rest and rejuvinate your soul in warmth, tender care and healthy disciplines that will enable a newer harmonious and healed version of yourself.
The world may be chasing things which have duly served you and now you may be striving or longing for deeper purpose and higher meanings in your soul journey. So you will have to unfortunately keep moving forward in a direction that is different from them. Life is a continuous flux and allowing ourself to heal, pause and run as per our own inner guidance and flow is the thing that needs the honouring. Not trying to fit into the realities of others or the systems that are meant to make us their slaves.
You are different than anyone else. And so are your needs, your joys, your pain. Sit with the ones who can flame your longing for the deeper truths. It’s a short life to waste pleasing others.
If you are sensitive, hurt and scarred.. then it’s ok to be slow and steady to work your way out and self acceptance and self love is needed. Healthy patterns are not easy to develope due to our addictions and fears of safety and security. But eventually and little by little, they will build priceless treasures of faith, pure honesty and deep impact in your own life and those of others.
Work hard and only on yourself until you are strong enough to share and love and offer others. It’s ok to pause. It’s ok to be weird. It’s ok not to be succesful or perfect.